(B01C10) Chapter 10: Timeless Tracks and B-Sides

“WHEN I WAS OLD THEY GAVE ME A MODEL FACTORY, I MADE THREE SALADS OUT ON THE MOTORWAY. LEAVING YOUR NAME AT THE DOOR. BREAKING MY FAVORITE EGG.” – “DOING THAT SCRAPYARD THING” BY CREAM

Before I was old enough to attend school, while my parents were working, I was sent to a sitter. A few miles away from my home was a yellow house near the center of town. During the work week, I spent time in this house with several other children who were around the same age. This was really my first time I was exposed to children outside my immediate family (sister and cousins). This was my introduction into a social culture which presented ideas which were different than those to which I had become accustomed.

Any time that we experience new information, we are simultaneously expanded in conscious awareness, increasing what we previously perceived to be possible. In every one of these situations, we engage our action (karma) by both comparing similarities between structures and identifying those things which are different as a means to orientate ourselves within the microcosm. As we split our awareness into two distinct areas (internal and external variables), we increase the difficulties that we face in maintaining our previous state of balance or equanimity. This, of course, is a basic conflict. Discerning the difference between these two loci of consciousness will determine the eventual nature of the child's ego development.

Rabbit Holes in my Pocket

“A SHARED SEAT AT THE PINE TABLE COCKTAIL PARLOR. SHARED INSPIRATION MARKED IN TIME, LIKE AN NEUROTRANSMITTER EXCLAMATION POINT. SPACE TIME CONTINUUM HOTEL HOLIDAY SUITE.” – “SUPERS” BY JD STAHL

Before we are asked to create this separation, we still maintain a connection to the multiplicity of a single being. This brahmanic state of creation focuses little on differentiation and more on maintaining the similarities and connectivity between beings. Being more conscious of these like traits allows us to synchronize ourselves with others, creating greater senses of trust, harmony, and telepathic/empathic interconnectivity.

Essentially, when we channel our conscious energy (thought, emotion, etc.) on how we are alike something or someone, we tune into their vibration and are capable of “dancing” with them like an orchestrated chorus or symphony. The person with the greatest sense of awareness to this vibrational conductivity would be like the “captain” of the unconscious direction of the crowd.

At the very center of this state is a collection of the conscious environment referred to as the Christ/God/Cosmic Consciousness (The Egg). In this position, there is no “zero-sum-game”; this means that the central position of awareness or “captain's chair” can be—and ultimately will be—the locus of consciousness for all in the group. At this central point (source), the chicken and the egg are of one mind as if to exist as the space between god and man—illustrated best in Michelangelo's “Creation of Adam” painting on the Sistine Chapel.

“HE'S ALWAYS CALM, COOL, COLLECTED, VERY RARELY IS HE NOT. HIT MAN, WITH ICE IN HIS VEINS. DOES THE JOB SO PRECISE THEY UP THE PRICE WITH HIS NAME.” – “HITMAN” BY GANG STARR

However, the being who can maintain this objective, nonjudgmental witness in their environment can be considered an “Egg Man.” From this central point, the being is connected to itself outside of time, and—if they so desire—can return to this state whenever they choose. Their state of present awareness is clearly defined, not distracted by either future or past events. These beings are connected to their brahmanic state (jokers or fools), meaning they can shape-shift into whatever energy they need to in order to preserve the balance in their environment.

Each incarnation these individuals occupy is meant to intentionally consume excess karmic energy around them (excess potential or destructive spirals). In this regard, these beings are like human kidneys or cellular mitochondria. Their energy is derived from depolarizing their environments in order to purify the energy so they can return a never-ending supply of renewable conscious energy to their surroundings.

Smoke and Mirrors

“[BILL] WILSON WAS IMPRESSED WITH EXPERIMENTS INDICATING THAT ALCOHOLICS WHO WERE GIVEN NIACIN HAD A BETTER SOBRIETY RATE, AND HE BEGAN TO SEE NIACIN 'AS COMPLETING THE THIRD LEG IN THE STOOL, THE PHYSICAL TO COMPLEMENT THE SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL.' WILSON ALSO BELIEVED THAT NIACIN HAD GIVEN HIM RELIEF FROM DEPRESSION, AND HE PROMOTED THE VITAMIN WITHIN THE AA COMMUNITY AND WITH THE NATIONAL INSTITUTE OF MENTAL HEALTH AS A TREATMENT FOR SCHIZOPHRENIA.” – ABRAM HOFFER (2009). "AN INTERVIEW WITH ABRAM HOFFER"

If we are separated from this source energy, we become more inclined to addiction, novelty seeking behavior, sexual promiscuity, or other lusts for power, control, predictability, or materialism. Bill Wilson, the co-creator of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA), did research with both LSD and niacin (B3) to pursue greater knowledge on how to alleviate those who struggled with such addictive tendencies. Though people can get a quick “fix” of this experience by smoking a cigarette, the addictive qualities of nicotine soon replace independence.

Many people who have been diagnosed with schizophrenia are said to benefit from increased supply of nicotinamide supplementation, by vitamins or from smoking the occasional cigarette. During these “high” states, they are able to compress the layers of their memory and draw from their own energy. Among other reasons, this can increase the addictiveness of certain foods, cigarettes, or any other substance which supplies us with these essential vitamins. As a result of creating access of these previously closed-off neural pathways, the brain releases dopamine to reward the individual for the action in hopes it will be repeated in the future.

“THEY TRIED TO TAKE IT, AND SAY THAT I'M TOO SMALL. COOL, 'CAUSE I DON'T GET UPSET. I KICK A HOLE IN THE SPEAKER, PULL THE PLUG, THEN I JET. BACK TO THE LAB, WITHOUT A MIC TO GRAB. SO THEN I ADD ALL THE RHYMES I HAD. ONE AFTER THE OTHER ONE, THEN I MAKE ANOTHER ONE. TO DIS THE OPPOSITE THEN ASK IF THE BROTHER'S DONE. I GET A CRAVING LIKE I FIEND FOR NICOTINE. BUT I DON'T NEED A CIGARETTE, KNOW WHAT I MEAN?” – “MICROPHONE FIEND” BY EPMD

By maintaining this balanced state between creation and destruction, they are constantly connected to the threshold between the two physical and nonphysical states. This places their locus of consciousness outside the physical spacetime construct. Time essentially pauses in their cells, giving them infinite access to any of these moments where they maintained this balance. In essence, they have “ice in their veins,” allowing them to be “frozen in time.” Until children experience an internal separation between their internal and external environments, they can return to themselves over and over again, speeding up the time they deliver themselves their own “grace,” which is what allows them to enter the “flow state” so they can learn and grow at faster and faster rates.

Biologically, our cells create this “ice” through the crystallization produced by metabolizing food into sugars like glutamate. These types of methyl structures are what eventually lead to us getting “chills” or goosebumps when we experience something that elicits excitement. What actually occurs is that our vibration entrains itself into our nonphysical environment, linking together the RNA and DNA of the human body without message degradation. This concept of “metaphysical synchronicity” is what freezes our memory, bookmarking it for a possible return (reflection), channeling “grace” or layering conscious energy on a specific point/moment in time.

“TRAVERSE THE WAKE AND WAVES A TWIN BETWEEN. FROM THE SONAR SIGNAL BOWING UNDERSEA. A TREE GIVES WAY TO A REGAL LIFE TO BE. THE EAST RETURNS TO DISCOVER IT IS FREE.” – “SUCCESSION” BY JD STAHL

In order to maximize these experiences, B vitamins are necessary—primarily niacin (B3 Nicotinamide). Unfortunately, many processed foods and artificially farmed foods (GMO seeds, chemical fertilizers, or pest-controlled crops) contain far fewer of these nutrients than ever before. As a result, those who consume these foods cut themselves off from their previous (best) selves. Our bodies are a factory, a microcosm of all possible branches of energy.

Therefore, we must treat everything that we put into our bodies and our minds with great care to ensure that our lack of awareness or ignorance does not perpetuate the very issues which are spoken from our subconscious minds. Fortunately, there are certain “egg men” who exist in states of consciousness where they can “hear” or sense these messages, and then are led (karmically) to catalyze changes which are meant to help people return to their homeostatic balance—the “golden mean.” When “know the mean,” we are capable of transitioning messages between our right brain hemisphere (feminine or nonphysical), through the medial longitudinal fissure (without loss of purity), through to our left brain hemisphere (masculine or physical structure).

I Can Hear Your Mind

JD Stahl (9/15/2016) A miracle of modern medicine. Stuck inside my head again. Just won't think of what you want. Played against reality. Perfectibility is only just taunts. Erasing lines of time and space. Hearing the words, written on your face. Nothing exists beyond my observation. Driving around like flies, Predicting all of my hesitations. What ever happened to that simple life? Now, spiritual flashbacks of husband and wife. I'm awake, aware of the coming season. Feeling each cell flow in veins. Physical, emotional, soulful treason. Snap, crackle, pop of the chemicals. Vitamins by the handful: self-medical. Civil wars inside with God undenied. All of the visions come and go. Perception of my intention will be justified.