(B01C13) Chapter 13: Traveling Light

Compound Eyes of the Butterfly Effect

“EVEN FLOW, THOUGHTS ARRIVE LIKE BUTTERFLIES. OH, HE DON'T KNOW, SO HE CHASES THEM AWAY. OH, SOMEDAY YET HE'LL BEGIN HIS LIFE AGAIN. LIFE AGAIN, LIFE AGAIN. KNEELIN'. LOOKIN' THROUGH THE PAPER THOUGH HE DOESN'T KNOW TO READ. OH, PRAYIN', NOW TO SOMETHING THAT HAS NEVER SHOWED HIM ANYTHING.” – “EVEN FLOW” BY PEARL JAM

Our internal dialogue is actually an attempt for these multiple planes to align and create correspondence. If we become reactive to these different voices or perspectives—positively or negatively—we miss the opportunity to come into alignment. Therefore, we have to allow our thoughts to pass through us, observing them without becoming too reactive. The thoughts are mere test questions that are posed to us as a means to further solidify our processing of environmental energies. Unfortunately, so many of us often force ourselves to identify with these test question energies instead of just responding and then going on to the next query.

As children, these questions arise so quickly, causing us to ask a lot of questions in our environment. And so if the advice we receive is built upon moral coding or logic which is not absolute, the child is forced to create a complex system of thought/emotional processing which requires a seemingly endless subset of conditions. If a child cannot rest on absolute information, they get stuck in various loops, continuously searching for more and more information until they are capable of going on to the next process. When this happens for a long enough period of time, the child begins to identify themselves as the source of this bottleneck—and that's another way children lose their connection to source and become absorbed in the external world.

As adults, we still do this, creating long-standing depression, anxiety, confusion, addictive tendencies, and repetitive self-destructive cycles. We establish trauma bonds with these toxic patterns—just because we have spent so much time with them. This can cause us to become defensive to our addictions (moral, chemical, philosophical, or psychological). Alternatively, however, we can rather just accept these opportunities for alignment without becoming defensive or clinging to them. This is a way that we can engage the process of linear reincarnation. The more we come into alignment with these various planes of consciousness, the more we transfigure ourselves (physically, mentally/emotionally, and spiritually/philosophically) into our greatest possible self. We have to release the old in order to create something new—like a phoenix rising from its ashes.

By adding the conscious and subconscious brain wave states (planes or dimensions of thought), we will increase our vibration. This constructive interference process is also applied to sound dynamics and physics to increase amplitude or volume. As we process these layers, we stack them upon us, increasing our overall “volume” of energy; this is how we increase our inherent “power” to manifest in our physical environment. This requires self-control, mental clarity, absence of bias, favor, or preference, and the faith that this linear reincarnation is possible—without doubt or need for evidence. Even the slightest hesitation or energy of disbelief will prevent these planes from overlapping.

“MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY CAN CHANGE HISTORY, NOW THAT'S THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT.” – “BUTTERFLY EFFECT” BY METHOD MAN

By loving ourselves unconditionally and recognizing that all experiences are an opportunity to learn more about ourselves will empower us to stack these energies together, similar to having “compound eyes” like a butterfly. Each of these “eyes” are gazing through us from various different perceptions—each from a different point in time or vertical state of awareness.

In any moment, we have the free will to change the locus of our conscious mind from one state to the next. If we observe ourselves in a state of anxiety or depression without feeling obligated to fully identify ourselves in that state indefinitely, then we are capable of “changing our minds.” In a split second, we can choose to see things as an opportunity for improvement or development.

Every strength is a weakness in a paradoxical sense; everything is interdependently arranged so that we can “flip the script,” engaging ourselves to consume whatever life throws at us. Being able to occupy both polarities without judging or condemning ourselves is called “absolution.” This is the practice of unconditional self-love that accepts responsibility instead of feeling victimized by something which is entirely within our control: our reactions or perceptions. The more we master this, the more conscious we become; this increases vibration, improves health and well-being, strengthens our immune system, and eventually allows us to “flip” our own subatomic quarks from state to state with our conscious mind.

The more our quarks are flipped to less dense states, the greater our ability to consciously manifest our environment or alter our electromagnetic frequency in our environment—like the halos around individuals in historical pictures. We become the “host” to various energies on multiple planes or dimensions, channeling higher wisdom which incites personal revelation, ascendency, and physical transfiguration. In other words, it is “magic.”

Strange Magic

“YOU'RE WALKING MEADOWS IN MY MIND. MAKING WAVES ACROSS MY TIME.” – “STRANGE MAGIC” BY ELECTRIC LIGHT ORCHESTRA

The term “magic” is actually just the process of engaging multiple intelligences, planes, dimensions, or levels of awareness with correspondence. What this correspondence produces with the increased energy has been labeled “synchronistic.” In order for us to be willing to allow these convergences to occur, we have to occupy—if even momentarily—a feeling of unconditional love. The vibration we emit in this state is like a master key which unlocks all of the doors that stand between these various states: physical, mental, spiritual, and ethereal.

When all of these doors are unlocked, we engage ourselves to energy which exists outside of both time and space, creating an “even flow” of energy from an independent source, remotely stored and incorruptible, in the “kingdom.” As we pull this energy through the threshold doors, we transfigure ourselves in all areas of our lives. Each time we do this, we are “born again” as a new individual. Each “volume” we absorb increases the size of our personal “library.”

Loving ourselves unconditionally and reflecting back upon ourselves creates access to a time portal. Through this portal, we can “tickle” ourselves with the focused energy of our own consciousness. As a result, we are able to stand beside ourselves while we endure our difficult situations. We also do this when we reflect back upon moments we have enjoyed as well. This is the reason that those moments felt so euphoric in the first place.

Simply making a conscious commitment to engage in this introspection is what will eventually enable us to change our conscious level of awareness. The more positive, loving energy we stack upon these moments, the easier it will be to climb out of our past traumas. As a result, we will access higher and higher states of consciousness. Though we cannot see it happen, we change our past, leaving behind only static electric memories in our brain—all of which we can change by engaging our perception of those moments.

The Hangman's High-Light Rails

“LIKE THE LIGHT OF THE SUN ON THE MOON, THE MOVIE PLAYS LIKE FRACTURED SIGHT—LIKE THE SHADOWS WE LIKE TO FIGHT. BUT THE VISION OF THE FUTURE IS ABSOLUTE LOVE, ISN’T THAT RIGHT? THE SOUL AGES FROM THE END TO THE BEGINNING. THAT’S WHY CHILDREN ARE FILLED WITH WONDER. BUT AS OUR BODIES DO DECAY—THEY DO. WE NEGOTIATE ABSOLUTION, HOLDING US UNDER.” – “ABSOLUTION” BY JD STAHL

As a result of this practice, we will begin to understand how everything in our past was intentional, necessary, and perfectly designed to “deliver” us to our final state of completion. Every opportunity—positive or negative—is purposefully introduced to strengthen our conscious ability to balance our internal and external environments. Recognizing that our ideal self already exists—even though we cannot yet see it or believe it to be possible—is what we call “blind faith.” This faith is our greatest gift—the source of our own personal “magic” and divine grace.

Fortunately, none of us have to be actively conscious of these multiple planes in order to return to access or acknowledge them. With the same consideration, certain song lyrics mean something completely different to us at different periods in our life—yet both of them are completely true without claiming either one as dominant. These multiple “conversations” occur in every attempt to create something from an emotional state into a physical medium (art). As children, we actively experience our entire environment by blending all of these conversations together. If you look into a child's eyes, you will be able identify their expression with this experience.

The energy of correspondence is always present when we actively engage ourselves with selfless devotion (love). Depending on which personality requires the most balance, our locus of consciousness will travel to that state of awareness. As we observe, heal, and transcend those “cells,” we transition ourselves to another position in the greater matrix until each one is balanced. Every opposite is our source of grace. The more imbalanced suffering we experience, the greater potential for grace when these areas are healed or processed. When we feel at peace with ourselves without projecting into the future or regressing into our past, we become our own personal source of grace—independent from external validation. Eventually, we reverse our own aging process, returning to the innocence of childhood, manifesting our dreams into our physical reality.

Prophecy 25

JD Stahl (02/05/2021) I’ve been sent here to raise you. Past teams and divisions. Beyond time and indecision. I speak to your subconscious While it screams it’s running short of time. My purpose is a message. But it’s not necessarily mine. Like the flowers on the table. Like the picture on the wall. The hotel in which I live Opens doors with correspondence. Down each and every hall. Every room is quite different, Yet exactly the same they are all. Beyond a split personality. Inside yourself, climbing stairs. Inside the hall of development Is an upgrade I must install with care. Old world ideas decay and die With the combat of years before. I’m a new type of human, Here to bring you a code. Glass onion elevator Between every sacred floor. Hallways wallpapered with magic. Presence made manifest behind each door. I’ve been sent here by your children, In my dreams—and theirs—the future was told. The road you see that is splitting Is worth more than a second glance. This is a warning; don’t be deceived. From the future, this is your chance.

Power to the Little People

“YOU GOT TO HANG ON IT. YOU GOT TO CUT THE STRING. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT UNTIL YOU LOSE IT.” – “WHAT YOU GOT” BY JOHN LENNON

As long as I was in a state of perpetual learning, my mind remained open to any possibility. Being sensitive to energy allowed me to follow these internal conversations, leading me to believe in these concepts even before I could explain them. I only closed it when I didn't feel safe enough to be vulnerable. Without being vulnerable, I lost my connection to sensitivity, eventually becoming “blind” to my own intuitive guidance. Fortunately, my parents always supported learning. As long as I was engaging my curiosity, they were always there to further my endeavors without attempting to control or change the direction of my curiosities.

As a result of this, I became very independent with learning. Instead of being forced to learn specific things, I was able to branch out in whatever direction I wanted. It was for this reason that learning was so enjoyable for me. As long as I didn't have to force myself, I just channeled my curious energy purely into certain areas for extended periods of time. Anytime that I was learning, I never felt alone. In this way, I was able to sublimate my abandonment issues by balancing it out with focused curiosity—at least until I could see that one created the other. That duality made them both necessary for the other to exist. By combining these opposites, I was developing myself in areas which could never be taken away from me—justifying both opposites into a singular, golden purpose.

“LISTEN TO ME AND CLOSE YOUR EYES. PICTURE THE WORLD WITH FADED LIGHTS. THIS IS THE STORY OF BROKEN FENCES, LIKE THE FIRST FISH THAT TOOK TO THE SKIES.” – “LOSE YOUR MIND” BY JD STAHL

My parents recognized my zeal for independent learning. As a result, they decided to enroll me in school a year ahead of other kids my age. To ensure that I would be able to continue learning independently, I attended a Montessori school. These schools were designed to help students develop their natural interests and activities rather than use formal teaching methods. Instead of being forced to learn how to be blindly obedient, I learned how to be an independent critical thinker. Because of this, I was able to maintain my connection to my soul energy and develop it. Instead of just gaining knowledge in areas which I had little or no interest, I increased my wisdom—drawing power from my soul (correspondence) rather than developing dependence on the external world's validation or authoritarianism.

I have always known that I was different. But when you feel as if you're a fish who's forced to live a life on land, it's difficult to empower your confidence in the external world—or even feel comfortable being your true authentic self. The further away we get from our own authenticity, the more we become imprisoned by our rational minds. Fortunately, we are capable of healing our minds in such a way that we can return to the “flow” from where we once came. As we channel our energy to and from these states, we will eventually recognize that we were not only born to swim in schools, but to fly in them as well.