(B01C18) Chapter 18: Light Supremacy

Individuated Energy Production (IEP)

“BUT IF WE UNDERSTAND ANYTHING OF THE UNCONSCIOUS, WE KNOW THAT IT CANNOT BE SWALLOWED. WE ALSO KNOW THAT IT IS DANGEROUS TO SUPPRESS IT, BECAUSE THE UNCONSCIOUS IS LIFE AND THIS LIFE TURNS AGAINST US IF SUPPRESSED, AS HAPPENS IN NEUROSIS. CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DO NOT MAKE A WHOLE WHEN ONE OF THEM IS SUPPRESSED AND INJURED BY THE OTHER. IF THEY MUST CONTEND, AT LEAST LET IT BE A FAIR FIGHT WITH EQUAL RIGHTS ON BOTH SIDES. BOTH ARE ASPECTS OF LIFE. CONSCIOUSNESS SHOULD DEFEND ITS REASON AND PROTECT ITSELF, AND THE CHAOTIC LIFE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS SHOULD BE GIVEN THE CHANCE OF HAVING ITS WAY TOO - AS MUCH OF IT AS WE CAN STAND. THIS MEANS OPEN CONFLICT AND OPEN COLLABORATION AT ONCE. THAT, EVIDENTLY, IS THE WAY HUMAN LIFE SHOULD BE. IT IS THE OLD GAME OF HAMMER AND ANVIL: BETWEEN THEM THE PATIENT IRON IS FORGED INTO AN INDESTRUCTIBLE WHOLE, AN ‘INDIVIDUAL.’ THIS, ROUGHLY, IS WHAT I MEAN BY THE INDIVIDUATION PROCESS.” – CARL JUNG

The presence of duality within every human being is natural. The only thing that would be unnatural would be to deny the presence of opposites within anything that exists in the physical world. Doing so would be akin to attempting to find a coin with only one side. Without much thought, one can recognize that each side is the interdependent creator of its opposite. Therefore, the only thing one can do is to recognize and establish the balance between the opposites in order to satisfy the paradox. By doing so, this process of individuation forges a whole (holy) being.

If we deny our capacity for destruction, we do so at the cost of limiting our capacity for creation. And so, to deny our shadow is to deny our light. This law is as infallible as light itself, for light requires waves consisting of both crest and trough in order to exist at all. Suffice it to say, in order to be righteous one has to create or identify that which is evil. Without these opposites, all expressions of energy are just perceived as necessary parts of the same whole—always in balance. From this perspective, there are no mistakes. Without mistakes there can be no regrets either. All events are taken faithfully as necessary to create the required energy to forge the final product: a whole being which is greater than the sum of its parts.

“HERE IS SOMETHING YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND. (HOW I COULD JUST KILL A MAN). IT'S GONNA BE A LONG TIME BEFORE I FINISH ONE OF THE MANY MISSIONS THAT I HAVE TO ESTABLISH.” – “HOW I COULD JUST KILL A MAN” BY CYPRESS HILL

The problem that we face when attempting to unite our opposites is that both must be sacrificed (destroyed) so that the ideal can become realized from a state of potentiation. This process of self-destruction can be painful in comparison to certain preferences because we use each polarity to protect us whenever a strength in experienced/perceived as a weakness when environmental conditions shift around us. Though so many people immediately associate the pains of external pressure/destruction with evil, we must also realize that in order to know—and be—unconditional love, we must release our conditions and preferences which may favor any singular polarity. We must accept all extremes in all perspectives in order to be able to fully ingratiate ourselves in our true authenticity.

We are not required to destroy anything “real.” We are, however, asked to sacrifice the existence of any temporary model (persona) of who we feel we “need” to be in order to establish harmony with our external environment. What we need to “kill” is our preferences for favor. From this death, our truth is resurrected. Natural law requires destruction before creation. Without destruction there can be no creation—no growth.

Archangel Mitochondria

“I WILL PUT MY LAW IN THEIR MINDS AND WRITE IT ON THEIR HEARTS.” – JEREMIAH 31:33

Our bodies apply Natural Law's process of destruction and creation in our cellular metabolism to create the energy necessary to act, heal, or grow. Each cell's mitochondria goes through depolarization (destruction) before proceeding through a purification threshold (preservation) so that it can trigger an action potential (creation). While in the threshold of preservation, energy is formless and potentiated to all possibilities. Therefore, it is connected to all other sources of energy in the universe—from all space and time. This is the zero-point, knot, or singularity. All singularities are sourced from the same locus. To protect this singularity, there are processes in place to destroy or separate all impurities from their elemental components before passing through the singularity again and again.

Though we don't feel physical pain as our cells metabolize food into usable energy, we do translate these energies as pain in other areas—but only because we identify our identities with them. Since we are not actively conscious of our cells, we are not entrained to their vibration. Instead, they are entrained to our present locus of consciousness (perception). For this reason, we can cause damage to our cells when we are stressed or under a great deal of pressure. When this happens, our cells produce stress chemicals like cortisol and other substances that cause cellular death (necrosis). This process speeds up the aging process and limits our ability to process out impurities, toxins, and stress hormones.

However, if we are capable of separating our source energy (nonphysical soul) from our physical body, our fears will decrease significantly. As a result, our bodies will become much healthier and our cellular resources and metabolized food will be metabolized and immediately created into that which contributes to healing and bodily preservation—keeping us young. Believing that our nonphysical persona can actually be hurt, offended, or altered by our external environment is an illusory philosophy that eventually translates into our physical body, allowing us to become sick or otherwise lower our immune system.

“LIFE COMES IN PHASES, TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD. YOU BOUGHT THOSE COINS ON THE STREET, AND YOU KNOW YOU GOT HAD. BECAUSE IT'S ALL HIGH SPIRIT, YOU KNOW YOU GOTTA HEAR IT. DON'T TOUCH THE MIC, BABY, DON'T COME NEAR IT. IT'S GONNA GETCHYA.” – “LOOKING DOWN THE BARREL OF A GUN” BY BEASTIE BOYS

Until we recognize the unlimited capacity of our conscious mind, we will not be capable of empowering the human body to manifest energy from the singularity into our physical reality in forms that increase healing. As many of us know, there are few things more painful than killing one's own ego. However, it is absolutely necessary for us to dissolve our personality identification in order to purely reconcile the opposites of self and environment—without conditions. Like in cellular metabolism, all conditions (impurities) must be sacrificed in the process of depolarization in order to be processed purely through the threshold. What is produced from the purification of this consciousness energy is unconditional love—which lasts as long as we allow it to last. If we remain attached to old ideas or otherwise resist change that is in harmony with our environment, then we will experience pain, aging, and unnecessary stress.

Therefore, when our environmental situations change—people, places, or things—we are invited to use the momentum of the environment in whatever way allows us to preserve our own sense of peace, balance, and harmony. Fighting change only exacerbates the problem; clinging onto old lifestyles, patterns, or perspectives is what eventually leads to sickness and death. We cannot change anyone else in our environment, but we can change how we react, what persona we utilize, and our level of participation with said environment. Like in the process of Judo, no matter what happens, we are able to use whatever stimuli to our benefit. In every difficult situation is yet another opportunity to embrace the energy, convert it to its raw form, and then use it towards to manifest a greater sense of conscious awareness for ourselves and our environment.

We are always guided to release any expectations on the ends and identify with the means, even if we have to shift our perspectives of what is positive or negative. Energy is neither good nor bad; it is only the point of perspective which will define it as one or the other. If we are able to use our conscious minds to shift our perspectives at will, then all situations will supply us the necessary energy to succeed, thrive, and outperform anyone who otherwise limits themselves to their preferences or polarized ideals of how it “should” be to best suit their singular identities.

To love one's enemy, we are asked to swallow the fire (pride). By consuming these flames, we transmute them; and by doing so, we metabolize every experience into an energy that strengthens our connection with others—and the environment itself. When we are connected to everything (internally and externally), we elevate ourselves to a state of conscious awareness that exists outside of duality, time, and space (Akash). This, again, is the kingdom of heaven—the “sea,” or “Christ/God/Cosmic Consciousness.”

No Evil

JD Stahl (11/04/2017) There’s no evil in my insanity. I created a world. I had to be Marching and charging into light. Making it safe to sleep in the night. You joke and agree at what I believe. You cannot see the things I see. Does my illusion make you fear? Or is it that you're missing what is here? And to think you are all alone Is a memory I share when I was young. It’s the saddest thing I know about: Thinking nobody hears you when you shout. Walking around beside yourselves. Not listening to the voices and what they tell. You are never alone. You are never alone. Your greatest advocate awaits your release. Every joker needs a thief. Don’t deny your highest waves. And your lowest failures make you brave. I plead to you to hear the call. These are the words that are on the wall While you clamor for others to agree, Your heaven fades away where you can’t see. One of these days you’ll wish you heard. These words and things that you’ve deserved. Don’t be too busy or too shallow to know. The meaning of life is for you to grow.

Collective Bargaining

“I'D PAY ANY PRICE JUST TO GET YOU. I'D WORK ALL MY LIFE AND I WILL. TO WIN YOU I'D STAND NAKED, STONED, AND STABBED. I'D CALL THAT A BARGAIN; THE BEST I EVER HAD.” – “BARGAIN” BY THE WHO

Since I made a conscious choice never to “quit” my ongoing research in the “game” of life, I was required to exist as two separate personalities. Whenever I felt safe enough to be authentic without judgment, I would be actively aware of both polarities; that awareness allowed me to detach from my self-created persona. When I was comfortable enough to be fully vulnerable—in solitude or in public—my innocent self would surface and I would shed the temporary costume personality and repair it or add to it as necessary. Whenever I still needed to process energies so that they would not injure or affect this purity, I would stew internally, mediating a conversation which would eventually lead to reconciliation.

If I ever felt as if I weren't permitted or that it wasn't “safe” to have these internal conversations, I would suffer tremendously. Therefore, I had to completely remove myself from any environment that I felt expected me to fully identify with any singular persona that I had created. I would do whatever it would take to be able to resolve my conflict internally so I could stop the energy from being expressed externally through tantrums, violence, or self-harm.

In order to gain self-control over my own temper, I learned to speed up this process. The more of these situations (deaths) that I experience, the faster I would learn how to resurrect my true self from underneath the fears, defenses, and perceived flaws. If I felt any “threat” of any kind, I would transform myself into any one of my personalities that I had previously modeled.

“THE BLESSED LORD SAID: MY DEAR ARJUNA, O SON OF PRTHA, BEHOLD NOW MY OPULENCES, HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF VARIED DIVINE FORMS, MULTICOLORED LIKE THE SEA. O BEST OF THE BHARATAS, SEE HERE THE DIFFERENT MANIFESTATIONS OF ADITYAS, RUDRAS, AND ALL THE DEMIGODS. BEHOLD THE MANY THINGS WHICH NO ONE HAS EVER SEEN OR HEARD BEFORE. WHATEVER YOU WISH TO SEE CAN BE SEEN ALL AT ONCE IN THIS BODY. THIS UNIVERSAL FORM CAN SHOW YOU ALL THAT YOU NOW DESIRE, AS WELL AS WHATEVER YOU MAY DESIRE IN THE FUTURE. EVERYTHING IS HERE COMPLETELY. BUT YOU CANNOT SEE ME WITH YOUR PRESENT EYES. THEREFORE I GIVE TO YOU DIVINE EYES BY WHICH YOU CAN BEHOLD MY MYSTIC OPULENCE. SANJAYA SAID: O KING, SPEAKING THUS, THE SUPREME, THE LORD OF ALL MYSTIC POWER, THE PERSONALITY OF GODHEAD, DISPLAYED HIS UNIVERSAL FORM TO ARJUNA.” – BHAGAVAD GITA (CHAPTER 11:5-8)

However, this “godhead” personality was not of a singular expression, but had absorbed pretty much any archetype that I had ever observed in my environment—in its purest form. Since the polarity for the positive was so extreme, the other had to establish itself to maintain the balance. Every strength can be a weakness, depending on the situation. If I was unable to handle the weaknesses or otherwise retreated when I was faced with a challenge, I would lose the strength that was necessary to balance out the other extreme. The more purely I established these archetypal identities, the greater degree of difficulty I would have to experience in the external world. I would have to become conscious of the absolutes of both polarities so that I could maintain self-control in whatever situation I had been presented. This meant that I had to account for any situation to arise—like planning a chess move and envisioning all of the possible moves to the very end of the game.

Identifying all possible outcomes of each action required a lot of discipline. Not only did I have to recognize that my actions were complementary to my environment, but I was forced to account for any possible emotional reaction I would feel from moment to moment. As a means to increase the rate at which I could perform these calculations, I continued to catalog observations to help me become more assured with my decisions—just like I had done with my computer games.

“FORGIVE ME, OF FATHER, FOR I GOT LOST IN THE DIRT AND CARRIED THIS BOULDER UNTIL MY SHOULDERS HURT. IN SWEET RELEASE, HE FINDS THE GOLDEN ONE AND THANKS HIS FAMILY FOR RETURNING HIM TO THE SUN.” – “MY ONLY SALVATION” BY JD STAHL

If I ever wanted to understand someone's language, I would just become them for as long as it took to recognize their patterns. If I was with several people, then I would attempt to be a mixture of all of them until I could disappear outside of any singular identity. Like the Fool or Brahma (Supreme Self), I would wear any number of masks (personas) from which spoke the silent “voice” which had no singular physical identity. Sourced from the heart, this intuitive sense (voice) of compassion would reveal to me all the information I was seeking about others around me. In a way, I identified with the core to all personalities. This energy stood above everyone and was able to tell me what anyone was hiding from me. I would use this information to clarify any unknown variables that kept me from returning to equanimity.

However, what I soon realized was that were so many variables from person to person that I often felt it was impossible to draw adequate consistencies. Though everyone I met was still very much alike in a lot of ways, each maintained a very complex subset of variables. Even though we all spoke the same language, we only assumed that our definitions for the words we used were the same. By this time, however, I had already realized that this wasn't true. Personally, I had my own language that nobody ever understood. Even though I used words that they knew, few people could actually make sense of what I was trying to communicate. Therefore, I had to learn to explain things to people in their own language if I ever hoped to convey anything to them. Being that I paid so much attention to detail, this became a bigger job than one could expect.

Zero Point

JD Stahl (10/06/2020) The beauty of the sunshine. A question of a miracle. Sentences and cycles collapse in instances. Of paper thoughts and black bird wings. On the winds of the axis, they blow. In the greater zero that extends. Beyond the maces and the lies. Is a light. There is a light. And the storytellers sway While freedom waits to greet them At the break of a new day. Within the halo it whispers. It’s freedom to be. Above the globe of collective insanity. What rains down has awaited The constructive meeting Of high and low frequencies. It’s in the air. Which feeds the flame. Between the poles of dark and light, Creation and destruction, it’s hung. It’s the saviors in the cage. Emerge the stories from each page. Put the fire to the sage. And it will spark the silence. The secret that remains Demands your undivided sight. It’s universal. It’s you. In time there is a relative gain And dilates inside your eyes. From the three to the six I can hear the nine. It all sits within the outer lines. But the higher floors Require your combined attention This is your ascension. It’s within seven bands. And now it’s in your hands. A new land. Do not doubt. Do not fear. The excited light is near.