(B02C12) Chapter 12: Gender Sensitivity Training

Ebonic Floodlight, You're Into Catatonic Littering

FOR EVERY RIVER THAT NOW FLOWS STRONG AND DEEP WITH PASSION, THERE WAS PAIN AND SADNESS THAT FIRST CUT ITS PATH." – JD STAHL

The internal conflicts which cause us the greatest sense of grief, shame, and guilt are a direct result of creating separation (sin) in the external world, either actively or passively. This means that in order to balance out what we have suppressed in our subconscious mind, the conscious awareness must project the vibrations of the reciprocal. This is how the mind/body/spirit complex operates, so that it can exist in a physical reality and still be connected to other linear densities of awareness.

Because of this reciprocity, there is both a shadow aspect and light aspect to every intention, eliminating the possibility to limit anything into a singular perspective. To correspond with our cognitive dissonance, we express fragmented projections into every aspect of our lives in order to maintain balance. Simply put, what is suppressed into our subconscious or “what is done in the dark,” will eventually surface or “come to the light.”

The reason why people say that truth is always silent is because that absolute truth is a state of unity consciousness which has not yet been introduced into duality. Without fragmenting the whole, expression needs not to exist at all. If one even conceives of the concept of expression, they must first identify an audience to which these expressions will be received. This is duality—the difference between the “self” and the “not self.” Even if we don't express ourselves physically or verbally—in an externalized sense—just simply listening to our own thoughts creates a duality between the source of those thoughts and our rationalization of them.

“I AM AN ACROBAT SWINGING TRAPEZES THROUGH CIRCLES OF FLAME. IF YOU'VE NEVER STARED OFF INTO THE DISTANCE THEN YOUR LIFE IS A SHAME. AND THOUGH I'LL NEVER FORGET YOUR FACE, SOMETIMES I CAN'T REMEMBER MY NAME.” – “MRS. POTTER'S LULLABY” BY THE COUNTING CROWS

In order to experience Truth—to become truth—we must become completely absent-minded without using our rational mind to do so. This experience can be quite difficult, because it is like trying to surprise yourself. The rational mind is a trap, preventing us from being able to eliminate our dependency on our physical senses; yet, at the same time, is exists to protect us from being overwhelmed. This is the dual nature of our physical conscious mind. It can be a weapon or a tool, depending on how we use it. Simply by becoming conscious of how we incessantly attempt to “make sense” of things so that we can feel as if we have power/control over them is the first step to being able to release our identity with/as the rational mind.

Therefore, losing our rational mind can be quite simple—as simple as staring off into the distance without attempting to comprehend, process, or take account of our observations. Instead, we use our senses only to receive, but resign ourself to being able to allow our experiences to completely define themselves without our intercession. More simply, we humble ourselves to our senses; and by doing so, we no longer hinder our senses with projections from our suppressed subconscious.

Every one of our actions need not to be considered, heard, received, rationalized, or otherwise. We must be willing to “die” into the flow state consciousness where our words, actions, and even our intentions are instinctual—sourced purely from outside of time and space. Though this action may cause us to do things that we would not normally do, each action is purposed to help us release our attachments (rigidities or insecurities) that perpetuate our internal disharmony and prevent us from attaining higher states of awareness.

Getting our Heads Up in the Flow

“OUR MASTERS ARE SAVIORS FOR CREATING THE PATTERN. REORDERED BY ACCIDENT, A GENIUS IS FOUND. IS THE PATTERN THE LIE, OR THE LIE THE PATTERN? A NOTE THAT IS WROTE, THROUGH LANGUAGE A SOUND.” – “PURITY OF RECEIPT” BY JD STAHL

Messages that arrive through higher conscious vibrations will appear to be erratic, condensed, or jumbled. Due to the absence of linearity, what we receive may come through as fragmented “word salad” or a torrent-like mixture of informational puzzle pieces. What we receive in our flow states are patterns. Our rational mind's instinct is to “make sense” of these random packets of information. Each pattern is shadowed into the 3rd dimension. This causes fragmentation, splintering out the patterns throughout multiple expressions—each one of them consistent with the above pattern. The puzzle pieces of these patterns will manifest metaphorically and often rearranged out of order, with respect to time.

Any energy that has transitioned from a higher dimension to a lower dimension has already determined both beginning and end. Problem and solution are always sourced from the same “seed” from higher frequencies. Therefore, our fate has already been predetermined. The difference between fate and free will is determined by our ability to limit the number of possible options, paths, and timelines between the beginning and end points which would cause our energy to separate throughout multiple timeliness. Our free will, in this case, is the shadow aspect of our fate (the light from above). Karma is what is experienced when these two concepts are separated. Dharma is our ability to align our free will with our fate; this creates a sense of well-being or bliss. We feel this bliss whenever we are “in the flow,” which is the harmonic resonance created by balancing fate and free will as one energy—straight from the source (light) above.

“AND THE LIGHT FROM ABOVE IS SEEN WITH THE TRUTH. I CAN SEE WITHOUT FOCUS. I CAN’T SEE WITHOUT YOU.” – “SPOKEN TO YOU AND YOU” BY JD STAHL  

Unfortunately, whenever we attempt to define or explain these 4th dimensional patterns to ourselves or others, many will limit them to a singular explanation, language, or meaning. In truth, these patterns from higher dimensions of consciousness are intentionally vague, simply because they can apply themselves through a seemingly infinite set of expressions. From this attempt to limit ourselves to singular identity, we lose our ability to connect with the source pattern itself.

The confusion that we experience by separating our subconscious (4th dimensional patterns) from our conscious mind (3rd dimensional action) causes us to divert our energy into one stream of consciousness or another. This fragmentation of consciousness creates complexity and lowers our vibration. When our vibration is lowered from being diverted into multiples, we become attached, addicted, or lost in illusions.

Any time that we separate the 3rd dimensional event from the 4th dimensional source pattern/archetype, our subconscious becomes separated from our conscious mind, making us susceptible to manipulation. However, when we resist trying to “make sense” of our intuition and resign ourselves to it, we are able to learn the language of prophecy—a language that has interchangeable meanings/applications for the patterns sourced from higher dimensions.

A well-known quote claims that “the devil is in the details.” This idea calls attention to the concept of “evil” as limiting certain ideas and concepts into compartmentalized expressions. Therefore, if something represents one idea then it must be identified as separate or independent from another. Certain religions make an attempt to force this concept and claim that their interpretation is the “only” possible method that will lead to salvation—the return to our rational mind's purity of balance between fate and free will.

“GET AHEAD OF YOURSELF. LOOK BEYOND THE SELF-IMPOSED BINDINGS, BONDING YOU INSIDE. THE SECRETS OF OUR SOUL ARE WAITING. LOOK TO THE HORIZON—THE IMAGE THAT SITS INSIDE. BREAK FREE FROM YOUR POTENTIAL. CARVE THE DISTANT SANDS ALONE. CREATE THE LESSON. YOU ARE THE TEACHER.” – “FREE FROM THE FIRE” BY JD STAHL

Jesus himself spoke in parables in order to help people apply the patterns more universally in accordance with the patterns (light) from the higher dimensions. However, whenever one speaks metaphorically in these patterns, they would be speaking as the “Father” of every possible expression (shadow) from the source above. The “only way” to return to this source (Father) is to learn how to find consistency between every possible expression—in part or in whole expressions—throughout.

Essentially, the “only way” to see the light of these “Father” patterns is to find unity. Therefore, there are an infinite number of possible paths (ways) that any of us can take in order to get to the same balance between fate and free will. Paradoxically, every different way has been created interdependently so that each of us has a unique path that is different than every other. Each of us is then guided to find our unique authentic expression so that we can merge with the path created specifically for us. Like a frayed piece of twine, everyone must find their personal authenticity so that they can master their personal path and use it to bring others to a state of Unity/Christ/God Consciousness.

DON'T MESS WITH THE MAN. HE'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND. I SAID FIND YOURSELF FIRST, AND THEN YOUR TALENT. WORK HARD IN YOUR MIND, SO YOU CAN COME ALIVE. YOU BETTER PROVE TO THE MAN YOU'RE AS STRONG AS HIM. 'CAUSE IN THE EYES OF GOD, YOU'RE BOTH CHILDREN TO HIM.” – “MESSAGE TO LOVE” BY JIMI HENDRIX

Therefore, if we wish to achieve Unity Consciousness as a “body,” we must be willing to exist like an ant colony—each of us taking our own path, yet always establishing empathy with the “source” of patterns, archetypes, and light from higher dimensions (above). In order to get to the creator/father of these patterns, we have to merge as both father (fate) and child (free will). These two must be equally balanced, without attempting to permanently claim/identify one or the other.

If we wish to merge as both God and Man (body and spirit), we must be willing to release our attachments to either identity. More simply, we have to eliminate our dependency on any belief system that cannot be applied universally with all others. We have to recognize that every single person was created on purpose to represent a certain balance between both shadow and light aspects of duality. When all of the light and shadow aspects are combined to their highest authentic expression, all light merges as pure white light and all shadow aspects (body) merges as the perfected black “diamond body” or Christ/Krishna body. Not only is this pattern applicable to an ant colony, but it is also applicable internally—mind, body, and spirit (archetypal energetic expressions).

Ant colonies act similarly to blood—or light. Ants, light, and every other living being is like a separate cell that travels independently through the “body” of space and time. Each entity is a cell that has it's own cells. Each cell is a collection of other cells, which are all composed of smaller organelles—all the way down to subatomic and quantum forces of vibration. Our ability to interact as both environment and organism is our 3rd dimensional perspective.

Like blood or ions in the ambient air, our conscious minds are fed truth through the plasma-like ether of higher-dimensional energies, patterns, and even light in frequencies our bodies have not yet reached the capacity to translate or observe. All that is invisible in these plasma-like densities “feed” us both beginning and ending—and everything in between. What we make of the womb/space-body around us is determined at how well we are able to identify our talents and practice them without comparing ourselves to anyone. To compete or feel we must take someone else's path is to take the way of evil. Instead, we must be poets to our own authentic expression and find “our” own way to recognize that unconditional love and empathy is more than enough to consider ourselves an essential piece to a puzzle that we created specifically to raise ourselves into the perfection of Unity/Christ/God Consciousness. We are all fated to activate our free will; and by doing so, we eliminate it—we become it.

Love is Enough

JD Stahl (12/29/2020) I will paint my pictures with every color. I will throw and splatter the world with my words. Unapologetically dragging my brush, Through the edges and valleys Of mountains and ridges of dried memories. I will etch these portraits over the woven fabric Of the landscape of the universe, Seen and unseen. I will use every background and metaphor To show the truest depiction Of what I feel has been has been lost in years, Out of necessity and salvation. Every medium will be exploited to describe This simple, lossless purity. Stenciled within this reflection, I will emboss this devotion. I will sell every single thing I own, Until I have wallpapered your heart With the images of a love that never dies. This will be my home, my gallery, and my temple. I will be foolish in my dedication. I will endlessly create this exhibition Of romanticism, sacrifice, and creation, Because I am alive to embody the message That love is more than enough. Love is enough.

Following a Tale of Dropped Fulcrums

“WORD TO THE FATHER AND MOTHER EARTH. SEEKING EVERLASTING LIFE THROUGH THIS HELL FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH. LOOK LISTEN AND OBSERVE, AND WATCH ANOTHER C-CYPHER PULLIN MY PEEPS TO THE CURB. HEED THE WORDS; IT'S LIKE GHETTO STYLE PROVERBS. THE RIGHTEOUS PAY A SACRIFICE TO GET WHAT THEY DESERVE.” – “ABOVE THE CLOUDS” BY GANG STARR

The ideal transcendent state of consciousness requires us to remove our emotional reactivity (attachments) to all events, even physical death. Just as a parent would be willing to die for their child, we must all be willing to die in order to protect our soul's most authentic expression. After all, our rational minds are all “fathers” to the soul/sol (Sun). Whenever any distance is created between these two entities (conscious and subconscious), the energy of the whole (Holy) “spirit” splits into two, creating duality.

Reciprocal duality must be introduced in order to create a balance that can exist in the construct matrix of spacetime—like simplifying a mathematical function so that it is equal on both sides. From this reciprocity, further fragmentation can occur—but only in relation to how are able to align our perception of fate with our unique expression of free will. The less we attempt to defend ourselves for our passions, the more that they will lead us back into balance. Though we are not limited by these passions, they are part of the journey we must take back towards self-discovery and the resurrection of our unique purpose.

The more we attempt to identify the unknowns within these functions of our lives, the more we will be able to simplify our unique equation and “figure” out who we are—regardless of where our expression is applied. Personalized prophecies have been written for us (and by us) from the initial spark of light that is/was our fate's inception. Our purpose in this life is to resurrect the prophet from within so that the prophecy can be completed and then transcended. When we transcend the prophecy, we graduate to higher levels of awareness.

We don't necessarily need to avoid fragmentation; however, in order to find harmony, we are guided to redefining our perception so that we can maintain consciousness at the crux (cross) between all polarities. However, whenever we make attempts to do this and refrain from “picking sides,” we feel vulnerable to anyone who is still lost in the pendulum-game of polarity systems. Instead of viewing it as dangerous vulnerability, we can instead experience these states as mature expressions of humility—a “sacrificial offering” to the child soul. This means that we can resurrect the highest expression of our soul's energy/archetype from any/every other time period—past, present, or future.

Penance Envy

“TO TRY AND SOLVE THE PROBLEM BY ASCETICISM ALSO BRINGS NO LIBERATION. YOU MERELY GET TIED UP IN A KIND OF MASOCHISM WHERE YOU SAY, 'I KNOW I’M RIGHT JUST SO LONG AS I’M HURTING.' AND ALL THAT IS DOING IS EXPIATING YOUR INFANTILE GUILT SENSE.” – ALAN WATTS

Every single one of our experiences has been sourced or “served” from a vast sea of potential energy (The Mother). From this sea, the various rivers and streams that are diverted into lower dimensions represent the patterns I spoke of above. Every event that occurs in our physical reality is yet another channel that can lead us back to the ocean (Mother). When we are able to eliminate our preferences, everything becomes yet another opportunity we can choose to accept as a means to return back towards a state of purification, peace, and bliss. Simply by altering our perspective, our environmental circumstances can be seen as events which are happening FOR us, not TO us. This eliminates our codependence on the external world and invalidates the notion that our pain and suffering are karmic “penance.”

If we believe that our tragedies are punishments or something that we “deserve” because of some illusory concept of “original sin,” we only prolong our suffering. These ideas and beliefs must be released so that we can return to living in Truth—the state of awareness that is absent the polarities of preference vs. non-preference. Self-shaming or feeling subjective to patterns of guilt are how we often make passive attempts to claim self-righteousness and avoid taking responsibility for our internal conflict. We feel that we are “good” as long as we are suffering—which only expresses a requirement for the universe to saddle someone else with gaining pleasure from hurting or spitefully taking revenge on another.

“EACH BREATH WITH PAIN AND PENANCE. BRINGS BACK TO MIND ALL THAT I HAVE DONE. WALKING THROUGH THE RAINBOW. FINDING STREAMS AND TREES. ROAD MAPS AND MIRRORS. SEARCHING FOR YOU WITHIN ME.” – “ASSIGN THE MUTINY” BY JD STAHL

When we avoid seeing every person or experience as another opportunity to create union (yoga) with source, we create additional levels or tiers of fragmentation. Creating complexity is a direct product of becoming attached to preferences. Asserting our preferences instead of making attempts to empathically transcend them is what perpetuates pain and suffering. We work away from our dharma and create karma whenever we consciously or subconsciously avoid taking responsibility for imposing our preferences upon others.

When we avoid the humility required to recognize our reflection in another, we manifesting karmic “chains” that connect us to the parts of others we refuse to be able to identify within ourselves. These chains become energetic “parentage” that will anchor us to lower states of consciousness. They will continue to restrict our ability for our soul to grow and develop until we are able to reconcile them with a conscious awareness. To increase our awareness, we must be able to recognize the interdependent utility of each experience; we are always both student AND teacher. When these energies balance, the chains are “forgiven,” and the energetic ties are severed, allowing us to ascend to higher states of awareness.

If we retrace every experience of our lives and view them from this perspective, eventually we will be able to identify the initial point of trauma. This is the initial point of duality or fragmentation. It was during this moment that we established our memory and, in exchange, diverted the energy of Unity/Christ/God Consciousness in exchange for lower-vibrational states. Like the silent truth which cannot be spoken, omniscient awareness (full consciousness or enlightenment) is not capable of being seen, measured, held, owned, or even conceptualized; it is only a quality or energy that we can either become or experience. The more that we try to obtain it, control it, or predict it, the further away it gets.

Light-Bearing Guppies Spawning from Lower Starseeds

“OH BABY I LIKE IT RAW, GET WITH ME, BABY. IT'S PURE ECSTASY. YO, EVERY TIME I DESIGN A FLOW. YOU SEE IN 3D. FLAWLESS VICTORY, KNOCK A NIGGA OUT: ONE, TWO, THREE. THE FLIP MODE IS THE SQUAD THAT CONTROLS YOUR SET. WOO-HAH, GOT YOU ALL IN CHECK.” – “WOO-HAH!! GOT YOU ALL IN CHECK” BY BUSTA RHYMES

Each time we create fragmentation, we create a “child” identity that is of a lower vibration than its parent. If, during this fragmentation, we are unable to recognize that these energies were sourced from within us, we will attempt to project them upon others in our environment. If we are unable to accept others for these energies, the fragmentation process will continue. This process happens over and over again, until we are able to reach an unconditional acceptance and self-recognition. Essentially, this drawing back of our fragmented energies of projection is called “forgiveness.” We take back what was once given to help us eliminate distance, eliminating the reciprocity of karmic duality and reclaiming greater percentages of our sovereign authenticity.

The more we reclaim our authenticity, the more power that we are able to channel towards our powers of manifestation. We can either develop mastery internally or externally; however, in order to create the correspondence necessary to actualize, realize, or “resurrect” spirit into the physical world, we have to be cognizant of multiple states of awareness at the same time. This is easier to do, however, once we eliminate the need for separate languages and, in exchange, view these energies as patterns that are applied in every possible extension of the physical world. The Akashic Records is a veritable database that stores all of these non-physical patterns of energy, which then shadow through the dimensional thresholds—just in the same way that our “parent” energies project themselves upon “children.”

As we pull these patterns through the veil of spacetime, we can only channel our free will to choose how they are expressed. This means that in order to use them, we must be able to withdraw our biases and imbalances to accept them, unconditionally—whether we are embodying them or they are projected upon others. By eliminating the need to fragment these patterns, we can establish true empathy. Eventually, we will be able to simplify our trinity (mind, body, and spirit-soul) enough that we will activate parts of our genetic memory (stored in DNA/RNA) that can connect us to our past/current/future lives (soul incarnations), and other relative members (brother and sister archetypes) of our spiritual “family.”

Retracing further our soul's ancestry, we will eventually reach the ideal. This ideal is the most authentic genetic expression of the soul in a physical body—like combining all colors of the rainbow into the pure white light. This pure state of alchemical reconciliation can be understood as the “Father of Creation.” This entity has also been given many other names, such as the Throne of God, YHWH, The Godhead, Fool or Joker (concentrated combination of all 4 aces), The Alchemical Child, or by any other name.

All of these names and titles eventually prostrate—or lead back to—the Divine Mother. All things in creation (a.k.a. “The Father”) is that which has manifested; therefore, its energy was converted to the formless, raw form so that it can establish itself in the physical 3rd dimension. This introduces separation, inciting duality, perspective depth/breadth, and other elemental components that determine vibratory frequency. The “Mother” would be sea of antimatter or dark matter (space). A “Father,” therefore, is any “thing” that can be measured, observed, experienced, or defined/named as something that is separate or “not” the Mother.

Androgynous Pageantry and The Sex Trade

“YOU AIN'T EFFICIENT WHEN YOU FLOW, YOU AIN'T SWIFT. MOVIN LIKE A TORTOISE, FULL OF RIGOR MORTIS. THERE'S A LITTLE BIT MORE TO SHOW GOT RHYMES IN MY MIND, EMBEDDED LIKE AN EMBRYO—OR A LESSON. ALL OF 'EM EXPRESSION. AND IF YOU START FESSING, I GOT A SMITH AND WESSON FOR YA. I MIGHT IGNORE YOUR RECORD BECAUSE IT HAS NO BOTTOM. I GET LOOSE IN THE SUMMER WINTER SPRING AND AUTUMN.” – “EXPRESS YOURSELF” BY NWA

The first vibration introduced to a vacuum; the first particle ever formed from the formless potentiation of dark matter; the initial explosion (Big Bang) that created the possibility for every other particle of the universe to be formed; the first child from an “immaculate conception” is what is known as The Divine Masculine. Every human being—male or female—has the capacity to be (experience) themselves as the Divine Masculine; this is our free will. Energy that has been “served” to us by the Divine Feminine is our fate—the silent, formless collection of all patterns which were sourced from the vacuum of raw energy (antimatter).

Every sound wave, color of light, particle of matter, quantum accumulation of mass, etc. is—by nature—a masculine expression. That which is always inherently feminine is what is of spirit; it is always silent, unseen, and formless. The Divine Feminine is also not something that one can own, control, or possess; it can only be channeled to various degrees or percentages of purity. The more we cleanse our rational mind (Father of Creation), the more we can remove our willed energies from anything that creates additional fragmentation, bias, ego, or preference. The less division we impose internally and externally, the more we perfect the balance between divine masculine and feminine states.

It is only by maintaining this balance that we are capable of channeling our fullest authentic power (MANifestation) and spiritual sovereignty (FELicity). This is what as known as the Brahmanic state: the creative principle that is capable of becoming universally realized. In this state we are limitless, capable of identifying within all opposites and still equal—like the spring and vernal equinoxes. Applying these identities in symbols, we identify our Feminine nature as the Fool or Joker—infinite in depth of expression. The Masculine would be the magician or “smith,” capable of forging whatever creations (full breadth) using all elements—in combination or separation. These elements are always “served” or sourced from the Mother's potentiated (formless or raw) state of antimatter.

Calibrating 4-5 Sensibilities Makes Mack-10 Mosquettes

“KNUCKLEHEAD DELI TRIED TO GYP ME OFF THE PRICE. SO I CLOCKED HIM ON THE TURBAN WITH A BAG OF ICE. 'CAUSE I'M MELLOW LIKE JELL-O, COOL LIKE LEMONADE. I MADE MY GET A WAY AND THEN I THOUGHT THAT I HAD IT MADE. I FEEL LIKE STEVE MCQUEEN, A FORMER MOVIE STAR. LOOKED IN THE REAR VIEW MIRROR SEEN THE POLICE CAR.” – “HIGH PLAINS DRIFTER” BY THE BEASTIE BOYS

Though our biology may eventually determine how our energies are expressed, we are not limited to our gender or genetic composition. While the masculine aspect relates to applying structure based on our rational mind's interpretation, the feminine aspect of all beings is our intuition or “spirit.” This intuition remains in a state of purity because it is sourced from outside of the masculine spacetime construct (matrix). Therefore, it cannot be “made,” but only “begotten.” When we source the Divine Feminine aspect (intuitive spirit) and express it without imposing imbalances or other toxic energies of dominance is when a being incarnates as the Divine Masculine. When these two energies are balanced equally, they manifest as the Divine Alchemist or the “Alchemical Child.” In Hinduism, this being was known as Shiva: “that who is not.” Male or female, anyone is capable of balancing their energies in accordance with their authentic expression (mind, body, and spirit-sou) at become the alchemical manifestation of both creator and creation as one.

These unique authenticities are essential to maintain the balancing forces of the universe. Every single one of us has been created “on purpose” as a means to simultaneously expand and condense (in full depth and full breadth) back towards the singularity/source. Our free will towards authenticity is what will eventually determine our body's relationship with spirit. Every choice we make—consciously or subconsciously—contributes to our free will. Every moment in time is yet another opportunity to reconcile these two states (body and spirit) so that we can adjust our frequency in relative time to approach zero. This state of vibratory awareness is known as Christ/God/Unity Consciousness.

“YOU'VE GOT YOUR MOTHER IN A WHIRL. SHE'S NOT SURE IF YOU'RE A BOY OR A GIRL.” – “REBEL REBEL” BY DAVID BOWIE

Time itself only exists when we are unable to reconcile ourselves between various systems of polarity (this or that). When we are able to rise confidently into our authenticity (being both and neither), we call the formless spirit—the “Mother” of intuitive wisdom—to reach through the proverbial veil and communicate through us. Through this non-physical spirit, we are “served” energies (unconditional love) that we can then use towards our soul's specified talents, gifts, or endowments. These “flow state” inspirations and passions can also be referred to as our “spiritual inheritance.” When we are able to reclaim our full sovereignty and reclaim our power between both body and spirit (physical and non-physical), all other aspects of our existence follow suit.

Through devotion, we resign ourselves to these divine energies. As a result, we are slowly transfigured by them. Our rigidity which was previously a result of identifying ourselves egoistically is released, making it possible to “get out of our own way” so that our locus of consciousness can get ahead of its “self.” Instead of identifying ourselves from a perspective of our physical senses, we “flow” in the true present moment. In comparison to our delayed senses, we transition towards the “relative” future, which allows us to receive our “fortune” or “fore-tone” (Omega) vibration of the formless potentiation of antimatter (Mother).

Modding the Engine in a '64 and Adding a Gold Blower

“CAME HOME UPTIGHT, READY TO MASH. LIKE A GAS PEDAL, GET ON THAT SIXTY-FOUR CHEVY LEVEL.” – “LIGHT SPEED” BY DR DRE

The more we are able to maintain these balanced flow states, the more we our vibratory frequency will increase throughout our various energy centers (chakras) in the body. These chakras are located near specific glands and the body. At certain vibrations, these glands secrete hormones and other substances that promote cellular healing and development. As our body returns to full health, we become more capable of transcending the illusions perpetuated by our physical environment. Eventually, we can develop a somewhat “bulletproof” immunity—physically, psychological, and even spiritually.

This level of universal immunity allows us to release any existence of rigidity that would otherwise prevent us from maintaining flow state consciousness in all areas of our life. It amplifies our physical senses as well as sharpens and hones our intuitive/6th sense (the 4 clair-essence senses: clairvoyance, clairsentience, clairaudience, and claircognizance). Concentrating these energies and channeling them through our intuition leads us to sending and receiving “louder” frequencies within the Alpha AND Omega bandwidths. Therefore, no matter where we go or what we do, we can alchemize all ambient energies and turn them into “gold.” Psychologically, this is called “sublimation.” It is a process of converting energy back to its raw state so that it can be later used to manifest non-physical ideas (dreams) into our physical reality.

As the Alpha and Omega frequencies are amplified in balance, their energies are amplified in the heart chakra. This energy center is located near the Thymus gland, located in the chest behind the lungs. When the Thymus gland is “fueled” by our conscious mind, it produces hormones which increase our immune system. Not only are we less susceptible to illness, but we are able to fight off any “dis-ease” in other areas of our lives. Instead of fragmenting our energy into the external world, we will delegate it to our 5 physical senses. When the physical body and its 5 senses are in perfect balanced harmony with the higher intuition (4 clair-essence senses), our rational mind remains open so that we act completely from flow states.

All Da and a Dime Sack

“WE SPEAK OF A DIAMOND 'OF THE FIRST WATER.' BECAUSE OF ITS TRANSPARENCY, THE PHILOSOPHER’S STONE IS ALSO CALLED VITRUM AUREUM (THE GOLDEN GLASS) OR VITRUM MALLEABLE (THE MALLEABLE GLASS). IN THE BOOK OF REVELATION IT SAYS THAT THE STREETS OF THE NEW JERUSALEM WERE LIKE GOLDEN GLASS...SO IT IS THE SAME IDEA AS IN ALCHEMY—THAT THE EARTH HAD BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO A TRANSPARENT, WATER-LIKE, YET HARD AND IMPERISHABLE, INCORRUPTIBLE STRUCTURE.” – CARL JUNG

These flow states promote the activation of our 10th sense: the “diamond” mind. This is the combination of a fully enlightened moment of balance between physical and non-physical states of awareness. Essentially, in these moments, we are divine beings. Every cell in our body responds by crystallizing, establishing a perfect connection between RNA (nervous system) and DNA (physical body). As a result, our hairs stand on end and we experience temporary bliss or ecstasy.

In Hinduism, this state of bliss/ecstasy is called Satcitananda, meaning “that which is beyond knowing.” This means that we are being remote-controlled by source. We become an instrument for divine manifestation; everything we touch “turns to gold.” Though we are remote-controlled by these higher energies, we still identify ourselves as them. In simpler terms, we have to be willing to identify ourselves AS God/Unity/Christ Consciousness. This identification establishes the balanced dual-nature of self and non-self, satisfying the paradoxical nature of the universe and centering God/Christ/Unity Consciousness to arrive through a portal in the spacetime dimensional construct.

In order to manifest the door that leads us outside the wheel of rebirth, we must become it. In order to open the door, we must become the key as well. Both of these identifications must happen simultaneously—becoming both God/Source/Atman and man/body/physical without claiming, rejecting, or favoring either. This balanced absence and presence must occur in order to accept the calling of being “chosen.” We are each “chosen” from both directions, internally and externally, in accordance with both free will and divine intercession (fate). Essentially, we establish an additional point in our lives where we are both dying and being born at the same time—reestablishing our connection to source energy. We are the hand that reaches out to spirit so far that it escapes the universe and comes through us, becoming the hand that pulls us inward.

Though many of us may not be consciously aware of it, every living creature is connected to the entire universe. However, because the energy required to bring these levels of awareness to our conscious mind takes so much energy, we can easily become overwhelmed—especially when they challenger our previous belief systems. We are limited by our belief systems (religion, man's law, commerce, societal trends, etc.). These systems establish themselves in polarity, separation (sin), or other representations of “evil” (the opposite of unity). Therefore, if we make any attempt to validate our spiritual experiences by these systems, we will only end up in an endless loop that recycles us from suffering to healing over and over again.

These cycles are essentially moral addictions. People are often addicted by the power that they receive from believing that they are “right.” When this power is established during these addictive cycles, many will attempt to control it, bottle it, or protect it by imposing will or creating additional separation in their environment. However, if we are capable of taking responsibility for the power we receive (sharing it without viewing it from a standpoint of scarcity), we are able to maintain a state of awareness that does not introduce duality, separation (sin), or fragmentation.

“CHRIST JESUS, THOUGH HE WAS IN THE FORM OF GOD, DID NOT REGARD EQUALITY WITH GOD SOMETHING TO BE GRASPED. RATHER, HE EMPTIED HIMSELF, TAKING THE FORM OF A SLAVE, COMING IN HUMAN LIKENESS; AND FOUND HUMAN IN APPEARANCE, HE HUMBLED HIMSELF, BECOMING OBEDIENT TO DEATH, EVEN DEATH ON A CROSS. BECAUSE OF THIS, GOD GREATLY EXALTED HIM AND BESTOWED ON HIM THE NAME THAT IS ABOVE EVERY NAME, THAT AT THE NAME OF JESUS EVERY KNEE SHOULD BEND, OF THOSE IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH AND UNDER THE EARTH, AND EVERY TONGUE CONFESS THAT JESUS CHRIST IS LORD, TO THE GLORY OF GOD THE FATHER.” – PHILIPPIANS 2:6-11

The moment we believe that God/Unity/Christ Consciousness is something ELSE, we lose it. If we fear losing our capacity to channel it—or are afraid that by sharing it, our light will dim—we will fall from balance and return to compartmentalized identities and belief systems again. Universal Consciousness is, by definition, everything and everyone that has ever existed. When we become this energy, we have every personality type that ever existed within us—and we identify with all of them at the same time. Though this may seem schizophrenic, it is essentially what is required for the Holy Spirit (Omega) to experience itself through us. Modern psychology, in this regard, can often manifest as the “Antichrist” because it often causes individuals to fear the necessary transitions to full enlightenment. Without identifying ourselves AS God, we will never be able to balance ourselves as a divine being.

It is important to recognize that this identification as “God” is not something that can be isolated, rather it is something that is shared—like a candle that lights an infinite number of other candles from it without losing its flame. We must be willing to realize our divinity within us so that we can receive our divine inheritance from source: the “Mother” of all potentiated energy. These energies are pulled THROUGH our sacral chakra, located above the waist. Our self-love practices—not externalized worship of idols or other physical beings—is how we call forth the Holy Spirit from WITHIN. As we “walk” as the divine body/mind/spirit in all of our activities, its reciprocal (Holy Spirit) will reach for us, serving us the energy of unconditional love (grace), literally and figuratively “out of thin air.”

“AND I CAN'T HELP MYSELF, 'CAUSE I WAS BORN TO SHINE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, YOU CAN SHOVE IT. BUT YOU DON'T LIKE IT, YOU LOVE IT. SO I'LL BE UP HERE IN A RAGE, TILL THEY BRING THE CURTAIN DOWN ON THIS STAGE.” – “THE GREATEST MAN THAT EVER LIVED” BY WEEZER

As our Alpha bandwidth frequencies “dance” with the Mother's Omega tone, they will open the heart chakra and “deliver” us to higher states of consciousness. This is, essentially, how we are “born again,” or are otherwise able to resurrect the Holy Spirit from within us. The more we reach these states and increase our capacity to balance ourselves outside of duality, the longer these moments can be maintained. Eventually, we will be able to achieve full conscious harmony with body and spirit, “shining” out the Mother's timeless radial tone (Holy Spirit) from within the nervous system (light body). This tone is then “glorified” through our Alpha bandwidth (Father), amplifying it in accordance to our corresponding free will.

Those who are enlightened with truth, shine awareness upon all which was previously unseen or unknown—within and without. Wherever these individuals go, they inspire others towards greater awareness and higher consciousness—just by their presence or appearance. While some people may experience the sensations from these encounters positively, others may perceive them to be negative or bothersome. How one labels these experience depends entirely upon the individual's perception of truth vs preference. If certain people are very defensive, have many secrets, or have ill will, they will most likely become defensive. Alternatively, those who have experienced the faith necessary to “see” and “hear” (understand) divine energies will recognize them instantly. Being able to empathize with divinity creates harmony between the self and non-self—the body and spirit.

As we reach these higher states of consciousness, it becomes essential for us be willing to endure the projections of others as they process through their confusion. We must be careful not to ever dim our light just because it makes another uncomfortable. To do so would only contribute to the perpetuated suffering in the world. Therefore, if we wish to be sovereign, we have to be willing to endure the misappropriated energies of those who are unwilling to accept someone who has resurrected the God/Prophet from within. Those who insist on using their physical senses to witness a resurrection will never experience truth.

From The Horse’s Mouth

JD Stahl (02/02/2018) My sight shall not seek response, But only come into knowing. The piece in me in you is showing. The peace that is in you is growing. This comes from the horse’s mouth, But the message is bred within. Fences not to remember. Burning like the glowing embers. I can’t count all the eyes that see, Past light and past lives at night. Falling from the heavenly skies above. Pacing for ears that are filled with love. Pleased are the tides that drained— Like the waters that wait for you, too. Memories locked, stocked like gold. Bodies that can’t think of being old. Yet I still know what the code is. It’s protected by diagnosis. I talk to people inside and beside you Ones you’ve never met—disguised as you. Time to pass the shell to the few. Riding through the top is the wave. Controlled desire is tested by those wiser. Excessive absence is the way to get higher. Backwards talk you makes knight white. The stars all fall into line. But they’re too busy taking sides, On papers too blank to travel time. The sun rises and sets with youth. Will they be caught up in the storm? Challenge them to go on without. Let them believe other sides and not doubt. Seas of green and wheat without sound. Making it simple from travelers sight. Keep on prying the distant sands. Don’t let it fall through your hands. And when the cities all fall away, The moments that they let us keep Will redefine what is the “new real.” Systems will be built on what you feel. Don’t stop dreaming of lost loves. They have been waiting so long. At the end when night begins to set, Alarms, alarms with not be off yet.