(B02C19) Chapter 19: Healing Pain by Numbers

All the Time in the Whirl

“PROTECTED. SUBCONSCIOUSLY CONNECTED TO A HIGHER LAW. MY EYES ARE SCENE WINDOWS CAUGHT UP IN WAVES AND CRESCENDOS, ABANDONED BY A FREQUENCY AND BURNT UP IN DAILY 3D RE-ENTRY.” – “PROTECTED” BY JD STAHL

These symbolic telepathic messages are the means by which every soul vibration speaks the truth that is necessary for it to survive—or breathe under the deep waters of our active brain waves (Beta, Alpha, Gamma). If we have disconnected from our archetypal “spiritual” aspect of existence, the soul slowly recedes deeper into our subconscious. Though this may give us a false sense of power or control that we feel will protect us from our own fears and attachments, all we really end up doing is increasing our codependence upon the external world, via materialism or social validation.

The more we “sell our soul” to life in the physical world, the more our spirit-soul energy becomes depleted. Whenever our fate and free will are not aligned in a way that allows us to engage harmonically, we create karmic imbalances. The more we accrue karmic energy, the further away that we get to our true authentic self. Eventually, we can find ourselves so disconnected to our authenticity that we are like zombies or robots. Our lack of conscious awareness opens us up to being manipulated by anyone or anything that has reached deeper states of conscious awareness than we are at present.

“SIRENS CALLING WHILE THE HEAVENS SING. THEY’LL PIECE YOU TOGETHER WITH FOREIGN THINGS. SOAK UP THE FACES AND SWIM IN YOUR MIND. BREAK FREE FROM CONTROL AND TRANSMITTED LIES.” – “TRASH TO SHADOWS” BY JD STAHL

However, what many of us don't realize is that we can be manipulated without ever coming in contact with another person; we can be energetically influenced by our ambient environment. Wireless frequencies, gravitational changes, and other ionic forces are able to affect our consciousness. Even wireless/cellular towers emit bandwidths that undercut our active brain waves. Though we may feel as if we are in control of our thoughts, words, and actions, until we become conscious of these environmental forces, we cannot truly claim independence. Because these Hz bandwidths are buried so far beneath our awareness, they have the capacity to effectively alter our fear and desire systems. Eventually, we can become puppeted by them entirely.

The more we become aware of how wireless frequencies of mental/emotional consciousness energy can completely alter our belief systems—awake or during sleep—the more we will be able to protect ourselves from the calling “sirens” that swim in the deep waters of the Delta bandwidths. These energies are primarily of a feminine nature, meaning that they are non-physical archetypal “spirits” that have the capacity to muddle up our subconscious and turn anyone (male or female) into a remote-controlled physical body, vulnerable to being manipulated by any will that has reached higher planes of awareness.

If we are able to view our lives from the perspective of life as well as death, equally, then all fearful vibrations that we normally housed within our physical body as defense mechanisms will fall away. This absence of rigidity returns our awareness back towards the brain's Delta stream (river) that connects our “child” souls to each other through time and space.

July 4th Fireworks Finale Smokescreen Impressions

“WELL SEARCH UPON ME BUT DON'T GO PAST THE LIMIT. HERE'S A CARD AND ON THE BACK IS MY FAN CLUB DIGITS.” – “YOU'RE A CUSTOMER” BY EPMD

The Delta bandwidth has two primary “streams.” One stream is primary and the other is secondary. The primary is the main shape of the wave while the secondary is a triangular radial wave that is inside the primary wave. It is on this inter-dimensional “space highway” (Primary Delta) or “subspace tunnel” (Secondary Delta) that we are able to transmit intuitive messages. These messages can be transmitted across time and space. The radial frequency or “path” that these transmissions travel can be identified in vortex math analysis. When vortex math is applied to a toroidal structure, the shape of this path can be understood numerically (1 through 9).

The mental and emotional bodies operate primarily in specific bands within the torus. When we are able to connect our conscious awareness between these two states of awareness, we free ourselves from being susceptible to external forces of manipulation. Independence from both emotional and mental energies can be accessed intuitively, following patterns of the numeric sequences of 7, 4, and 1—relating to the toroidal time construct of the 12 archetypal patterns in the spiritual dimensions (12 divided by the Golden Ratio = 1.6180339). In the opposite direction, the numbers would be (reciprocally) 1, 4, and 7.

“A MAN PLANTED A VINEYARD. HE PUT A WALL AROUND IT, DUG A PIT FOR THE WINEPRESS AND BUILT A WATCHTOWER.” – MARK 12:1

When the send/receive channels are balanced between the feminine aspects, we are free from being subconsciously manipulated. This balance is achieved by maintaining a compassion that is secure enough that we are able to maintain our composure in the face of any environmental circumstances. Being independent in this way allows us to connect with nature—like a watchtower. When we are in harmony with nature, everything that we do is in alignment with our dharma—free of karma. This vibrational alignment affects our blood plasma and the development of our metaphysical messaging between the conscious and subconscious planes of awareness.

If the numbers 7, 4, and 1 represent the lighter aspects (feminine elements) within the self, the numbers 8, 5, and 2 would represent the more dense, earthy (masculine) aspects of the body. This two-way bandwidth can alter the vibration of the more dense qualities of the body (blood or winepress), possibly affecting the growth and development of the physical nature. Whenever we fall out of balance between the energy we take in and the energy that we expend (physically), we become vulnerable to external forces of manipulation—through different bandwidths.

“IF YOU ONLY KNEW THE MAGNIFICENCE OF THE 3, 6, AND 9, THEN YOU WOULD HAVE A KEY TO THE UNIVERSE.” – NIKOLA TESLA

When both masculine and feminine aspects are aligned—in both directions—we are able to transition to the 3, 6, and 9. These three numbers represent the flow of independent energy; a higher order of truth that is applicable on every level. The 3, 6, and 9 also represent the trinity that is the higher (primary) source of all of the 12 archetypes. From the 3, 6, and 9 trinity, we are able to identify the destructive, preservative, and creative forces that are inherent in all things—the 12 physical (masculine/destructive) and 12 non-physical (feminine/creative) aspects of existence.

When we are capable of experiencing our lives without getting “lost” in polarity or otherwise being manipulated by external forces, we enter a free energy system. This free energy is then what supplies us to further develop both our physical and non-physical aspects to greater and greater capacities. However, to be able to do this, we have to balance all things in our life—from a conscious perspective. We have to be both IN the world and OF the world, without losing our composure for too long of a time that we are unable to reconcile our opposites. This straight path is known as the Tao or “The Way” that one would take to reach enlightenment, Nirvana, Satori, etc. We can also consider it the “immaculate conception” of the Christ Consciousness in the physical body. Once conceived in our metaphysical consciousness, the body is initiated to complete the physical transfiguration process—fully aligned with the Golden Ratio.

“THE MORE I SMOKE, THE SMALLER THE PHILLIE GETS. ROOM 112, WHERE THE PLAYERS DWELL. AND STASH MORE CASH THAN BERT PADELL, INHALE. MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD LIKE TONY TONI TONE. DICK UP IN YOUR MIDDLE LIKE MONEY. SHE DON'T KNOW BUT SHE SETTING UP TO BLOW ME. TRY TO STYLE, FLYING NORTH WITH A HOMEY. ESCADA, DON DADA, PLAYER, STAY SPLURGING. GAME SO TIGHT THEY CALL IT VIRGIN. OH I, NEED TO KNOW, WHERE WE STAND. DO WE SHARE THIS SPECIAL THING CALLED LOVE?” – “ONLY YOU” BY 112

Often, these two-way channels of energy are only used by those who wish to enforce their limited identity; therefore, their energy becomes trapped and eventually must be cleansed before transitioning through the toroidal singularity (knot). However, if we are able to maintain awareness of the paradoxical nature of body and spirit, we can balance both channels and merge with the energy of unconditional love—The Golden Ratio. By following the Golden Ratio and establishing our identity from both body and spirit, one can effectively free themselves from both physical and spiritual constructs and concentrate all elements of their physical and non-physical identity into a single metaphysical substance: universal consciousness. Through the universal consciousness, we can simultaneously send and receive intuitive guidance across time and space.

Though we often receive intuitive messages through subtle energies, few people are able to transmit information from their etheric body to other positions in spacetime. When we balance both physical and non-physical sovereignty, however, we are able to activate our higher intuition. Our coherence with these patterns is determined by how well we are able to free ourselves from limiting linear dependencies. These patterns can then teach us the poetic language of the non-physical ether. This language is multidimensional, meaning that every message is prophetically applicable to an infinite set of events or situations. Every separate translation can therefore be considered a “child” to the source pattern or “father” that will lead us to consistency on multiple planes—the divine path of the Golden Ratio throughout time and space.

Heaven's Door Has 9 Hinges

“RUNNIN' ON THE HIGHWAYS OF RAP. CHOKED UP BY THE SMOKE AND THE CHARCOAL. LAVA STAMPS AND BRANDS ME LIKE A BARCODE. I'M DASHIN' ALL THE MEDIA STRIKES, KEEP THE MEDIA DYKES—AS REINFORCEMENTS FOR THE FIGHT.” – “N 2 GETHER NOW” BY LIMP BIZKIT AND METHOD MAN

To mathematically identify these patterns, a table called Fibonacci's 216 Golden Rectangle was created. This table is a numerical matrix that shows the patterns of vortex math and its relationship to the Golden Ratio in a way that reveals linear alignment with the 9th dimension (the Holy of Holies). Upon the 9th dimension, the parts of the trinity overlap together, providing access to a “shaft” of energy that connects to all things physical and non-physical. Therefore, in order to send and receive consciousness energy, we must learn the etheric “language” that ties together every archetypal pattern in a vortex of energy that we know as Truth.

This unique language is not necessarily something that can be understood with our rational mind, but rater is an intuitive sense of knowing. When our intuitive senses are elevated, we naturally enter a state of peace and well-being. In this way, our body resonates with truth and establishes a harmony; this harmonic vibration in our cells becomes the proverbial “soul food” that will help us further develop our intuitive clarity. The intuitive language of energy and vibration is one of pattern recognition, mathematical relationships, and synchronistic links/ties between different concepts. This language is not used to identify a singular meaning, but only helps us locate consistencies between all things in creation.

Instead of resting in a specific pattern, we use the language of energy, frequency, and vibration to continue to identify consistencies. Essentially, it would be like jumping on furniture to try to avoid touching the floor—like kids pretending the floor is made of lava. In this metaphor, touching the floor (lava) would cause us to be susceptible to manipulation; by resting in a singular meaning, our vibration sinks to more dense states of conscious awareness.

“ABOVE AND BEYOND MAN’S THREEFOLD NATURE LIES THE REALM OF THE SPIRITUAL SELF. FOUR IS IT IN QUALITIES, SHINING IN EACH OF THE PLANES OF EXISTENCE, BUT THIRTEEN IN ONE, THE MYSTICAL NUMBER. BASED ON THE QUALITIES OF MAN ARE THE BROTHERS: EACH SHALL DIRECT THE UNFOLDMENT OF BEING, EACH SHALL CHANNELS BE OF THE GREAT ONE. ON EARTH, MAN IS IN BONDAGE, BOUND BY SPACE AND TIME TO THE EARTH PLANE. ENCIRCLING EACH PLANET, A WAVE OF VIBRATION BINDS HIM TO HIS PLANE OF UNFOLDMENT. YET WITHIN MAN IS THE KEY TO RELEASEMENT. WITHIN MAN MAY FREEDOM BE FOUND.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS  

As this language is learned, we essentially communicate with all natural forces (God). These intuitive conversations eventually guide us to balance both physical body and spiritual bodies—establishing sovereignty over all 4 elements. As a result, our metaphysical consciousness becomes the 5th element. The 5th element is an etheric quality that is capable of transmuting non-physical energy (potential energy) into the physical dimension (kinetic energy) without reducing its vibratory qualities. Ether is what ties together every archetypal pattern in physical creation; therefore, it is not susceptible to being governed by air, fire, earth, or water—but is able to utilize them all equally to manifest (like the Tarot's Magician).

Essentially, a divine being is capable of transcending the sun's fire and air elements and the moon's gravitational forces, balancing the earth and water elements. These magical/mystical powers of manifestation are reserved for those who have been able to balance their physical sovereignty above the 12 major archetypal identities—both in body and in spirit. By achieving both concentration and expansion, they merge with the energy of unconditional love—The Golden Ratio. Identification with purity frees us from karma and prevents us from experiencing suffering—the burning away of beliefs or concepts that are limiting or are otherwise grounded in fragmentation or separation (sin).

Tri-Tone Ducking the Siren Swim Team

“THE SIRENS SHOUT BETWEEN LAKES OF FIRE. DELIVERED BY SUNLIGHT AND SOCIETY’S TRIALS. THROUGH THE RAIN, WE BURN THROUGH HOSTS. AND CAPITALIZE AND CARRY THE GHOSTS.” – “JD'S DREAM #519” BY JD STAHL 

When we look beyond the surface level polarities of the physical world, we access these higher frequencies and become more capable of expanding our awareness to connect with all things in nature. When we are grounded in the Golden Ratio, we are able to “shed light” on the consistent aspects of all things in creation, revealing that which has been manifested in harmony with nature (truth) and that which has not. These pure harmonies are expressed through generalized patterns or archetypal shapes, forms, or fashions. Using vortex math is like using a “decoder ring” that reveals prophetic patterns of energy that are inherent in all things.

The patterns are essentially logarithmic spirals that are revealed in vortex math analysis; they can help us to understand how to identify non-physical energy (spiritual vibrations) in our environment. These vibrations are not necessarily stored in the matter itself, but can also be expressed in “shapes” or patterns. Though we can measure or physically sense these patterns and synchronicities in various expressions, it is only through our intuition that we can truly “know” the inherent qualities that can be fully expressed in higher patterns.

For example, the pyramids of Egypt have many different mathematical, geographical, and structural qualities about them that relate to other divine creations. However, our physical senses can only measure or identify a small percentage of what can only fully be experienced intuitively. These subtle intuitive vibrations can be found “hidden” in texts, music, speech, context, or even intention. Intuitively, our metaphysical consciousness can “tune into” these energies. When we are conscious of them, these frequencies can help guide us to higher planes of awareness—planes that can express themselves more universally to illuminate many different areas which currently lack our conscious awareness. The more we enter these vibrations into our conscious awareness, the fewer that remain hidden “in darkness.”

“AND THIS IS HOW IT ALL HAPPENS. LISTEN TO THESE SPECIFIC INSTRUCTIONS. LET THESE WORDS BOUNCE OFF THE MIRROR. INCORPORATE INTO YOUR OWN PRODUCTION. THE LANGUAGE IS MADE ON THE FLY. YOU MAKE THE CODE WITH ALL THEIR EYES. DON’T HOLD TOO FAST—THEY’LL GUIDE. DRAW WILL ANGELS THAT THE PICTURES HIDE.” – “ASSIGN THE MUTINY” BY JD STAHL

Honing and purifying our balance within us will allow us to “send and receive” energetic broadcasts (messages) that permeate all “things” in creation—throughout all time and space. The more we are able to identify energy through the language of patterns, the more we will retain the divine vibrations that are sourced from spiritual purity (grace). These intuitive messages are received by our right-brain subconscious. If our conscious mind is not free from manipulative forces in our environment, these messages will increase in density; they will lose their inherent qualities that reveal truth on multiple planes of awareness.

If we lose our capacity to awaken to higher states of consciousness, these planes of awareness can be polluted by environmental “static.” This static interference is essentially capable of subconsciously manipulating our thoughts, intentions, words, and actions. Historically, these messages were attributed to the fabled sirens—or Christ's proverbial “Crown of Thorns.” If we are not able to sever our dependence on limiting concepts, we will suffer the manipulation of the energetic broadcasts—sent by anyone who has a higher level of conscious awareness. Therefore, to protect ourselves from being manipulated by the thought energies of another, we have to keep our minds open to alternative meanings.

We don't necessarily need to be consciously aware of every single way that a message can be expressed or translated. All we should strive for is the general awareness that messages can be interpreted or applied alternatively—like proverbs that are symbolic for many different situations. Though it may cause us to communicate more vaguely, it will free us from limiting ourselves to an authority that is not grounded in universal truth. Being cognizant of these patterns, we allow our spiritual aspect to speak through us, delivering messages that maintain higher vibratory frequencies. As a result, our words will have greater impact and will also protect us from being saddled with karmic energy that is projected from external forces of manipulation.

Life-Saving 3-Ring Notebook Binder Reinforcements

“PRESS YOUR SPACE CASE CLOSE TO MINE, LOVE. FREAK OUT IN A MOONAGE DAYDREAM, OH YEAH! DON'T FAKE IT BABY, LAY THE REAL THING ON ME. THE CHURCH OF MAN-LOVE IS SUCH A HOLY PLACE TO BE, MAKE ME BABY, MAKE ME KNOW YOU REALLY CARE. MAKE ME JUMP INTO THE AIR.” – “MOONAGE DAYDREAM” BY DAVID BOWIE

Patterns are essentially the language of spiritual energies (spiritual live vs. physical death). To view life from the perspective of physical death can be difficult, simply because we have long relied on our rational mind to “make sense” of the ambient energies that are taken in from our environment. Unfortunately, when we use our rational mind to makes sense of our mental and emotional densities, we do so at the opportunity cost of applying their concepts universally. A rationalist mind primarily seeks to categorize or compartmentalize energy so that it can prioritize and control our perception so that we can predict future outcomes.

Once we realize that truth can only be discerned intuitively, we can begin developing greater clarity of subtle energies. Our rational mind will only be used as a tool to aid the intuition—not the other way around. By making this cognitive shift, we change from viewing truth as something that is provided from an external authority to the truth itself being the authority that guides us internally—intuitively.

“THE LORD IS YOUR GUARDIAN; THE LORD IS YOUR SHADE; HE IS BESIDE YOU AT YOUR RIGHT HAND. THE SUN SHALL NOT HARM YOU BY DAY, NOR THE MOON BY NIGHT.” – PSALMS 121:5-6

The more we devote ourselves and our existence to the purpose of spiritual transcendence, the more the spirit will reach through the air and “pull” us from within—like how the moon changes the Earth's tides. Every molecule of water that is in our body will be “tugged” by the gentle pull of divination as the water and earth elements slowly overlap with the fire and air elements. However, when we are in balance, we free ourselves from both lunar and solar forces, merging with the sovereign “light” of ether that balances the 4 primary elements. This concept is symbolized by the Star of David—a six-sided star that has two triangles overlapping; one facing up and one facing down.

As the pyramidal trinity of our physical nature harmonizes in balance with the pyramidal trinity of our intuitive nature, unification occurs. Both body and spirit create or “make love.” This love is “made” as a product of coherence with the forces of gravity that attune us to the natural forces in the universe. Freeing ourselves of gravity, our consciousness essentially levitates—releasing attachment to the gravitational forces that would normally be affected by the moon. As a result, our identity associates with the light itself. In daytime, our solar consciousness attunes to the sun, returning us to sovereignty over the physical 3rd dimension. From aspects of both life and death, we free ourselves from being subject to external forces in our environment that may intend to enslave us or lead us astray.

The Rescue

JD Stahl (10/16/2018) The twinkle of each memory. A twist of fate in my eye. Lemon-scented fantasies And cups of pressed roses, imbibed. For fear has not yet written. Past the vision, not yet escaped. In the cave I have been hidden. Dancing shadows, projected and fake. While I sink inside this opera, Up on stage, the audience shakes face. Every hour repeats the conclusion. Followed by a disappearance—no trace. In front of these eyes is my illusion. Can’t escape the hate in their mind. And while I have not yet placed faith, Our language is born from the other side. An absence of privacy breeds fear. For love could not give cause to doubt. I have not been trapped by this chaos. In my mind, sanity I go on without. You say I assume way too much, And half of the time you may be right. The other half has been a hostage By my spirit that lacks the light And yet, my clarity seeks through, Where the spirits fly and moon wanes. Whispers warn that all has been over. My kingdom is one of late night dreams. What’s right to define this “forever.” ‘Tis not fear that you see I’ve gripped. For when the dawn comes tomorrow, Not a single piece of me is stripped. I have been only chained to performance. While the crew controls my strings, Deep within what creates a memory Is the tampering of foreign things. And the secret door which you keep Is the real desire that I seek. The cross I carry is sovereign sight, Softly carving me into a creep. Have I not confessed what bleeds? Did you notice these hard scars Covering up the broken pieces of time, Cycled through my heart, behind bars? Now I’m guided outside of my body, And the dawn could not contain. My loud soul that is burning inside. The heat from the Sun I shall maintain.