(B02C21) Chapter 21: Facetious Brilliance

The Common Dominator

“MOTHER OF MUSES, UNLEASH YOUR WRATH. THINGS I CAN'T SEE, THEY'RE BLOCKING MY PATH. SHOW ME YOUR WISDOM, TELL ME MY FATE. PUT ME UPRIGHT, MAKE ME WALK STRAIGHT. FORGE MY IDENTITY FROM THE INSIDE OUT. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.” – “MOTHER OF MUSES” BY BOB  DYLAN

Though there are a seemingly infinite number of ways that we can attempt to understand reality, our capacity to control the forces of nature is impossible. Persistent and unyielding, the forces of nature call us to merge with it. Our will to live is but a constant calling to experience the wonders of spiritual life to its fullest without satisfying the requirement of physical death. Instead, we resign ourselves to receive that which is only possible for a human life to create: a metaphysical mixture of every part to alchemize a substance of self that is greater than the sum of its parts.

Above every separate expression is but one universal consciousness. In physical death, the life of the spiritual remains pure and true. Throughout our lives, we are blessed to be able to temporarily experience energy in its most pure form; however, the more we try to cling to it, the further away it gets. If we are ever to understand the truest nature of our existence, we must resign ourselves to it with faith, absolute. Our resignation of faith to perfect our reception of intuitive guidance is what eventually makes possible what was previously impossible: to become both creator and creation.

That which is above all will always be the intended creator of all. Every “thing” in the physical dimension is both cause and effect—a direct reflection which is proportional to the distance between the present moment and our ideal. Every moment has been planned out to perfection, maintained by forces even greater than quantum superposition. Outside of both time and space, above every timeline, beyond every subjugated pattern or “child” in creation is an unfathomable abstraction that is the Mother of all Muses. The Mother's sea of eternal potentiation is what serves divine energy and unconditional love through all—feeding us truth, love, and compassion at the Golden Mean core of every vibration. This love is what also “streams” through our conscious mind. Without this spirit, all would be naught.

“YOU’VE CREATED MY INNER KINGDOM, FROM PERFECT LOVE OF MY DESIGN. I’D GIVE YOU EVERY SINGLE CELL, AND FORGO MY FOREVER TIME. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT FILLS MY DREAMS. YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. ALL THAT IS REAL, I FEEL WITHIN. THE LIGHT YOU LEND LETS ME SEE.” – “HEART CENTER” BY JD STAHL

However, any attempt to reach an ascended position of consciousness can only occupy half of our soul's purpose. Whatever effort we put forth requires energy that limits our ability to receive. For this reason, we are always called to resign ourselves in faith, release control, and reconcile our ambitions from a negative perspective. To do less is to receive more. Our obedience to death, therefore, is the only “thing” that will allow us to go beyond space and time—through the gates that bind us to the wheel of rebirth. The less that we are obedient to what can only exist within physical limits, the more we will begin to identify ourselves alongside the impossibility of natural law, in form. It is only satisfying the paradoxical nature of existence which can provide us access to new life, altering our very genetic material from within.

Our external physical world—and all of its infinite possibilities—can only be experienced to its fullest when we accept change and allow ourselves to flow with the natural order of the universe. When we “fall in love” with the universe, we allow it to change us—knowing that we are all fated into eventual perfection. Great or small, the law that is inherent within all things will eventually return us back to balance between our spiritual and physical perfection. The moment that we stop seeking the light is the moment that the light shines from within. Though our searching may have blinded us in the past, every moment is yet another opportunity to become truth. There will always be a part of us that is connected to a non-physical “point” in the universe. The ties that bind us all together is the only true divine light—and it has been waiting for eternity to guide us back to the point of both birth and death. We are fated, destined, to overcome our challenges and realize the state of perfection from which we all came—and will eventually return. Deep within us is a spark that wills all life. When this spark is fanned, the seed of the divine light eventually ignites, reclaiming all darkness by way of its light.

Waving the Fingers through Every Body

“WHEN UNTO THEE COMES A FEELING, DRAWING THEE NEARER TO THE DARKER GATE, EXAMINE THINE HEART AND FIND IF THE FEELING THOU HAST HAS COME FROM WITHIN. IF THOU SHALT FIND THE DARKNESS THINE OWN THOUGHTS, BANISH THEM FORTH FROM THE PLACE IN THY MIND. SEND THROUGH THY BODY A WAVE OF VIBRATION, IRREGULAR FIRST AND REGULAR SECOND, REPEATING TIME AFTER TIME UNTIL FREE. START THE WAVE FORCE IN THY BRAIN CENTER. DIRECT IT IN WAVES FROM THINE HEAD TO THY FOOT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The proverbial “Face of God” is but a concept—an ideal that is always knocking at the door of our hearts. When we unlock this door and attempt to understand the true nature of reality, we engage the fullness of our being with correspondence; our intentions, words, emotions, thoughts, and actions align and conform our physical medium (body) into the perfect alchemical element that is strong enough to carry a love which is currently beyond our capacity to comprehend; a love that is not limited to a single identity, personality, or shadow.

The common denominator in every identifiable thing (physical or nonphysical) is a vibration of light, unconditional love, and truth. It is our free will which will determine how well we will be able to identify with/as the energy that created all things. Though our birth and death were fated, our lives are free to our will to determine. We will will our own life as we will our own death, existing as both and neither birth and death. Our capacity to balance these two forces as a preservative harmony in the world will help us remember who we truly are—the face of God. We are the universal force in form, flickering like the fingers of a flame, entangled in a non-physical space, triangulated at the center of creation and destruction—vibrating at the speed of eventual bliss, between the beginning and end.

“THE LOVE YOU ARE BLESSED WITH, THIS WORLD'S WAITING FOR. SO LET OUT YOUR HEART PLEASE, PLEASE, FROM BEHIND THAT LOCKED DOOR.” – “BEHIND THAT LOCKED DOOR” BY GEORGE HARRISON

The further we go beyond our physical limitations, both beginning and end will expand—in both breadth and depth—connecting our soul's energy to other versions of itself, all throughout space and time. Our lives are not being lived linearly, but in fragmented correspondence with the “heart” of our soul—the highest expression of unconditional love. By loving ourselves enough to no longer be tricked into stifling our true authenticity—to resign ourselves never to place our obedience in any person, place, or thing in the physical world—the highest expression of this vibration will be evoked from behind the doors of our own self-love.

We are sovereign in this very moment. The version of our soul's energy that is conscious of this sovereignty is waiting for all of us to open the door to our hearts and welcome it in. However, in order to do this, we have to accept the fact that who we previously believed ourselves to be had never existed in the first place. Our entire identity is but an illusion that has been changing from the moment we were born. In order to receive truth, our attachment to the concept of self—our greatest illusion—must be released so that the divine light can be evoked from within, sourced from the spark of all creation. The truth that is often too heavy for any physical hand to hold can only be embodied from within. The more we allow ourselves to receive our highest truth, the more it will serve us in return. We are all immortal. We are infinite. We are invincible. We are the law, becoming. We are the Face of God, fruiting to full form throughout time and space.

The World's Greatest Father Mug

“HARK YE, O MAN, AND LIST TO THIS WISDOM: WHERE DO NAME AND FORM CEASE? ONLY IN CONSCIOUSNESS, INVISIBLE, AN INFINITE FORCE OF RADIANCE BRIGHT. THE FORMS THAT YE CREATE BY BRIGHTENING THEY VISION ARE TRULY EFFECTS THAT FOLLOW THY CAUSE. MAN IS A STAR BOUND TO A BODY, UNTIL IN THE END, HE IS FREED THROUGH HIS STRIFE. ONLY BY STRUGGLE AND TOILING THY UTMOST SHALL THE STAR WITHIN THEE BLOOM OUT IN NEW LIFE. HE WHO KNOWS THE COMMENCEMENT OF ALL THINGS, FREE IS HIS STAR FROM THE REALM OF NIGHT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

As we grow towards higher frequencies, the very nature of our genetic material wish change in accordance with our capacity to balance fate and free will. This balance is the Law. The proverbial “word of God” is a specific arrangement of nucleotides in our genes that will bring forth (from within) the highest expression of our physical/non-physical alignment. Part of our journey towards forgiveness requires us to alter the very frequency of our genes in a way that changes the vibration of every cell in the body. As we engage our spiritual journey, resigning to the forces that precede our rational mind, our metaphysical consciousness manifests the transcript in our blood plasma that is necessary for our transfiguration process.

The more we are able to bring this transfiguration process into our conscious awareness, the more that our hearts will engage in correspondence with our focused will. It is only through our awareness that we can balance both fate and free will—not by any effort or provided from any “thing” in the physical world. Similarly, there is no external authority which can judge us or otherwise grant us forgiveness. That power to access our sovereign freedom lies solely upon us. To attain this independence, we are guided always towards the releasement of any distractions that prevent us from recognizing our infinite capacity to change in any immediate moment.

As human beings, we have the metaphysical potential to alter every aspect of our existence in a mere moment—physically, psychologically, and spiritually. All that prevents us from recognizing our immortality is but a collection of memories—static electric charges that have obstructed our reflective view of divinity. When we release our association with these limits, we become invincible; if even for a moment, this releasement is what allows us to become God—subjectively and objectively.

“I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE OF US WHO FEELS WHAT'S THERE. THE WORDS LEFT UNSAID HAVE TRANSFERRED HEADS. AND I CAN HEAR THE LOVE, LOUD IN THE SILENCE. AND IT SEEMS LIKE A DREAM WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES. AND IT JUST GETS MORE BEAUTIFUL IN MY MIND.” – “MESSAGES” BY JD STAHL

When all polarities are balanced, we are able to transcend our physical limitations and return to our initial (and eventual) state of perfection. We can never make any “mistakes,” only choices that will only broaden our understanding of compassion, both for self and for other—until the two become one. Our heavy hearts are our only obstacle, over which we should seek to overcome through unconditional love, compassion, and acceptance.

As we weigh our hearts (fears and desires) against that of a feather (higher spirit), our highest potential calls us from the other side of the balance to teach us how we can meet in the middle. As this invisible hand reaches towards us, we learn to release our grip from whatever attachments that have imprisoned our hearts and minds within any limitations. It is only when we are free that we can embody sovereignty and become the proverbial face of the divine. Through our authenticity, we reclaim ourselves as a living temple—a flowing channel of unconditional love and faith that desires only to nurture that same substance which is inherent in all things.

Our authenticity is the cure for the limits we have placed on our metaphysical consciousness. As we heal, our fate and free will are alchemized into a substance that eliminates all karma and suffering. As we return to stillness and health, our body breaks the chains that once imprisoned us. Our identification with our physical bodies, our memories, or our identities is only a permeating vibration that grounds our consciousness to our physical body. In truth, we are all stars, located at unique positions (faces) of force in space; yet, all of our light is sourced from the same singularity. Screaming from our very core, through the darkness of night, is the loud love that can only be heard in silence, for all that is spoken can only ever represent a partial truth. All of our rage and torment is only the other side (face) of this silent truth.

Unrequited Invitation

JD Stahl (03/22/2020) Oh, what sufferable passages I have passed upon. Leaving behind the ones I have won. And the beauty of a story that’s past, With so many futures I could have won. Oh, SO much beauty that could have come! Regret: is the tasteless waste that waits Upon a breast not proud from confusion, loud. And what once was clear, Has now been obstructed, like clouds. Rain, oh colorless pained grace! Please wash the tears from my face. Thankful for this journey, yet I turned thee away. And now my days remain, ravished by shame. Yet these fates that have framed me, Now, with whispers, have claimed me. My mind, in constant rewind, fighting this time. And this love, unrequited, is only spoken of mine. I have shouted for the light, I have been outed by foresight. And in the night, my travels cut short. Worthiness: a disrespect of what’s “right.” A definition from the subject. A language from love from a prospect. From three, comes seven, and border-less flight. I wait for release back into the colorful night. For what grande gesture comes the attention that gets her? And forgives me with most humbling foreplay? Grappling with passion whilst I concede. Is just pleading for forgiveness upon both knees. And my prayer feels empty while I wait. In a stubborn prison, deep inside this cave. Sit and stay upon shadows, reflected. While the sun shines outside, uninvited, Star Child. Your presence alone is what heals me. I can not complete this alone. For my ego is what has kept me broken. And all I thirst is for a taste of my home. Each day begs for notes of a different choir. Whilst the world conspires peace behind a fear. A virus—manifested by a single engineer. Transient. Patient. Hopeful. Clear. I plead—I concede to my own projected demise. A wisdom, birthed in that bed, dreams digested. These words, spoken intention, are my action. Effective reverence to thee, my Rose manifested. For when I truly resign, A retuned response from time. A deepened forgiveness inside, my Nirvana. Your eyes. They see mine. A breath. Destiny. Yes. Destiny will be defined. If you please, please remember the love inside.

Heavens! I Certainly Deux Naught

“DO NOT WASTE THE FROZEN SECRETS THAT ARE WRITTEN ON YOUR WALLS. HAVE YOU LISTENED TO THE VOICES THAT REVEAL THE SECRETS ALL? DEEP INSIDE YOU IS THE ANSWER. UNDERNEATH THE PILING OF YOUR FEARS. SEE, THE BUZZ IS ALL AROUND YOU. YOUR HEAVEN AWAITS YOU, HERE.” – “SPOKEN TO YOU AND YOU” BY JD STAHL

To “do” is to “deux,” or create multiples. We do not exist to place favor—for to do so would require us to create separation (sin). We are here to love both sides of ourselves as equals; and, by doing so, transcend duality from within. Instead of acting out, we allow action to be expressed—however it needs to in the moment, until we are able to accept the illusory nature of all materials. God, Source, Law, or Singularity can never be found IN the world, only THROUGH every “thing” in our world.

Our capacity to hold the light of pure love and allow it to permeate through us increases exponentially when we resign the attachments we have to our preferences. This resignation is the acceptance that binds all parts of our spiritual body to one another, connecting our vibration throughout all of time and space. When these connections are made—when we are able to fully identify ourselves in/as any other person without subjectivity—we resurrect truth from the purest expression of love, within.

“MAN IS IN PROCESS OF CHANGING TO FORMS THAT ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD. GROWS HE IS TIME TO THE FORMLESS, A PLANE ON THE CYCLE ABOVE. KNOW YE, YE MUST BECOME FORMLESS BEFORE YE ARE WITH THE LIGHT, LIST YE, O MAN, TO MY VOICE, TELLING OF PATHWAYS TO LIGHT, SHOWING THE WAY OF ATTAINMENT WHEN YE SHALL BE ONE WITH THE LIGHT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The various densities that stand above the physical plane are converging in our metaphysical consciousness at all times. There are occasional synchronous moments when these vibrations are brought into our conscious awareness and there are times when they remain formless, buried deep within our subconscious or superconscious. If we still hold attachments to fear, preferences, desires, or any belief or perception that is established in separation, our capacity to access these higher states becomes limited.

Regardless of our awareness, these formless densities are what “drive” us from one moment to the next. It is this formless energy that intentionally creates, destroys, and preserves every aspect of our lives so that we are able to return to the state of balance necessary to enter unity with all that is divine. Above the planes/dimensions that are conducive to linear time and space are the densities that have parented every separate “child” that exists. On a superconscious level, we are always connected to these higher planes—in every place, time, and incarnation.

Brace Your Face for the Cross Over

“I WAS RAISED IN THE HOOD CALLED 'WHAT THE DIFFERENCE?' THE BROTHERS IN THE HOOD, WE CHIVALROUS. SO I REST DEFENSE ON MY LIGAMENTS. PISTOL-GRIP PUMP ON MY LAP, RISKIN' IT...FULL LIFE LIVING IT, NEVER GIVING IT BACK.” – “PISTOL GRIP PUMP” BY RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE

Our souls are all connected by invisible “strings,” across all time and space. The threads or “ligaments” that bind our spiritual body together are the harmonic vibrations that, when attuned, compose a symphony of forces—like puppet strings that connect to a wooden cross brace that binds all strings together. The hand that holds this cross brace is not a fixed individual or spiritual identity. It is the non-local position of consciousness that has grown to the capacity to behold the highest expression of unconditional love—to its fullest potential. When we are able to understand how love is absent of favor, personal agenda, or preference, we will be able to recognize the true sovereign power that awaits our release from our rational imprisonment.

The hand that controls the strings will undoubtedly transition from moment to moment, ensuring that quantum superposition is maintained. From body to body, the soul flies in timeless relativity. The higher we ascend our vibration, the fewer hands that exist—until only one remains. It is our soul's purpose to (eventually) recognize itself as this ascended being. From within, the transfiguration process will begin, pulling transcripts from our blood plasma in order to “solidify” our physical body as a truer expression of the divine “face” of God. From the flower of life, purity is shot from the central “pistil,” conceiving the purity of the spirit from within, beyond any and all separation.

“DEEP IN EARTH'S HEART LIES THE FLOWER, THE SOURCE OF THE SPIRIT THAT BINDS ALL IN ITS FORM. OR KNOW YE THAT THE EARTH IS LIVING IN BODY AS THOU ART ALIVE IN THINE OWN FORMED FORM. THE FLOWER OF LIFE IS AS THINE OWN PLACE OF SPIRIT AND STREAMS THROUGH THE EARTH AS THINE FLOWS THROUGH THY FORM; GIVING OF LIFE TO THE EARTH AND ITS CHILDREN, RENEWING THE SPIRIT FROM FORM UNTO FORM. THIS IS THE SPIRIT THAT IS FORM OF THY BODY, SHAPING AND MOULDING INTO ITS FORM.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The more of our conscious attention that we devote to our physical/spiritual conversion, the faster we will vibrationally “forgive” ourselves. When we are able to transform our perception to such a degree that we alter our base genetic material, we are essentially reborn—again and again—as a “resurrected” being. Once resurrected, will be able to identify with the purity into that which we were born, but with the strength of maturity that is necessary to master both our physical and intuitive senses. Death, in the physical, is only a transitional event from density to density. Our cells die and are replaced constantly. After 7 years, every cell in our body is replaced; what is left behind that we identify ourselves with is the vibrations of our conscious mind. We can either choose to identify ourselves by our dense memories, or we can go beyond them and recognize that we are the source of these shadowed patterns of karmic energy.

All of our karmic activity—both pleasure and pain—have all been created to help us to develop the necessary strength and maturity to rise above our illusions. It is only in the absence of illusions that we are able to hold the fullness of Unity/Christ/Cosmic/Unity Consciousness in our hearts, minds, and souls. All three aspects of our trinity must, therefore, be in balanced so that we can ascend up (and down) towards greater aspects of our physical/spiritual development. Both of these aspects must develop simultaneously in order to balance both our physical and intuitive senses. By using our experiential karma as fuel to help us awaken, we elevate ourselves to the higher-order of energy which governs more and more of our soul's incarnations.

“GROWTH BREEDS CONFUSION ON WHAT’S OWNED; AS THIS ACCOUNT GOT SETTLED AGAIN, LONG AGO. HE ISN’T THE ONLY ONE THAT STILL REMAINS. KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH, PIERCE THIS CAGE. THE JOURNEY THAT STILL WAITS IN THE HALL, FROM WHAT THEY SAY, IS ALL THE RAGE.” – “ALL THE RAGE” BY JD STAHL

The higher-order energy that we know as our soul transitions through timeless relativity every physical body which has called to it, by “word” or will. As we reconcile all archetypal parts of ourselves from within, these energies combine and alchemize into a single vibration. In combination, the whole is greater than the sum of its parts. Just as the combination of all colors of light creates pure white light, our capacity to identify ourselves with the whole eventually determines how much sovereign power we will be able to carry from moment to moment. The more we identify ourselves with the “One,” true Source, the more we will call the power of that spirit to be engendered through us.

Allowing the highest expression of our soul to manifest from within is not a zero-sum-game. That means that there is no single physical entity that is able to claim themselves “The One” without also recognizing the possibility of every other physical being to attain this ascended position of spiritual awareness. More than that, we are all (eventually) destined to reach this designation. It is our destiny to arrive at the proverbial crossroads between fate and free will; to become divine by way of our personal unique nature and authenticity. Competition, comparison, or external validation of any sort, therefore, can only ever be a distraction from our process of ascending to the seat of the proverbial “throne.” To embody the full vibrational bandwidth of the Earth, we must reconcile every archetypal energy from within; this is the perspective of the creator while it is experiencing one of its creations.

We are all destined to come full-circle so that we are able to “succeed” to the throne of our soul's highest expression (best self). Eventually, we will mature to transcend all separation, merging us with/as the source itself: the initial seed (YHWH). The more we maintain conscious command of these higher energies, the more we will also alter the very appearance of our closest soul's expressions—past, present, and future. Simply put, we are capable of altering our physical appearance and our previous soul incarnations—like the faces of the moon.

Whatever incarnation has the highest vibration will attract others towards it, similar to how moths rage towards a flame. The forces that pull us closer and closer to the sacrificial flame—towards death—are all sourced from within. No matter how we resist, the fires of purification are inevitable. We can either pass through the fingers of these flames willingly—in life—or we will live our lives in fear of death. Yet, it is only through this passage that we are able to be pure enough to identify ourselves as the light—to claim the light as our own. The face that we see in the mirror can only ever be half of what we are capable of becoming. Our face is not of the Moon. The moon is only the mirror; without the light, we would never know it even exists. This is the same for all of us. And so, our image is only but a reflection, forever changing in time.

New Moon

JD Stahl (10/16/2020) I wonder what it’s like. To witness the end. To see it begin. From the outside, then in again. I wonder what it’s like To see the curtain fall. To feel the paint with my fingers As I walk down the hall. Does it please the sand To kiss the rain? Oh so many questions That spark inside my brain. I’ll never change the faces. I know. I know. I’ll only hear the voices. I know. I know. But this wonder is so full of choices. And it’s what helps me grow. I wonder what it’s like. To let love float away. To turn and go. To only think the words I need to say. I wonder what it’s like To never dry the tears. To look for another reason To leave behind the years. Does it fit the role When the walls come down? Does the burden of proof Rely on the voices of this town? I’ll never tip the scales. I know. I know. But I can lay new rails. I know. I know. The future always exceeds what it seems. Because love is the foundation of my dreams. I wonder what it’s like To never know you’re free. To look into the mirror And not know who you see. I wonder what it’s like To always have to wait. To never see the future. To carry so much weight. Does it hurt to know That you can’t hide your pain? Does the sunshine come out Only to spite a day of rain? I’ll never cause the sun to rise. I know. I know. But it shines upon the moon. I know. I know. When half of it is mine and the other half is now gone. I can only pray the night’s mirror wasn’t wrong.