(B02C24) Chapter 24: Light Trips in a Stripped Cadillac

Jockin' Fuzzy Logic Loops on a 12-Track Sampler

“AWAKENINGS ARE REASONS WHY THESE THINGS COME TRUE. ALL OF THE LOVE YOU’VE MADE WILL SOON COME BACK TO YOU. SWITCHING UP THE CHANNELS CAUSES ANOTHER SCRIPT. HOP IN THE TIME MACHINE AND TAKE ANOTHER TRIP.” – “THE FUNHOUSE” BY JD STAHL

On the journey towards divination, we are tested to negotiate our personal authenticity with every one of the 12 major archetypes. Eventually, we will be able to negotiate balance within them all and consume them, alchemizing them into a single metaphysical substance: our personal authentic truth, in form. It is only an authentic being who holds the proverbial crown, mastering the physical world as a complete metaphysical being (mystic).

Directed by subconscious and superconscious vibrations, we are pulled towards higher planes of awareness. The more we allow our metaphysical consciousness (temple) to transform into a place of spiritual worship (archetypal alignment), eventually, the vibrations that are produced will alter our cells—all the way to our mRNA transcripts. As our cellular transfiguration continues, we establish ourselves as an integrated light-being: the marriage between body and spirit.

CARL SPACKLER: “A LOOPER, YOU KNOW; A CADDY, A LOOPER, A JOCK. SO, I TELL THEM I'M A PRO JOCK, AND WHO DO YOU THINK THEY GIVE ME? THE DALAI LAMA, HIMSELF.” – CADDYSHACK (MOVIE)

Beyond our capacity to consciously control the forces that pull us towards divination is the natural flow of energy, reaching beyond the limits of relative time and space. Deep inside every one of our cells is a portal to the infinite. Traveling along with the energy that courses through our physical body is a consciousness that maintains the balance to the entire universe—and beyond. This divine energy is pulled from the furthest reaches of the universe. As it reaches the non-physical edge of time and space, it cycles through us and is evoked from within.

Both in body and in spirit, this two-way highway is the transit for every possible seed of spiritual existence. Energy of every frequency and bandwidth permeates the perimeter of both physical and non-physical dimensions (24 in total). Like a Mobius Strip that is looped to connect every possible expression of energy, light erupts from within every living thing. The energy that we put out into the universe will always return through us via an endless loop, encompassing every aspect of divinity.

Vibing Across a Slope as Love Approaches Zero

“SOMETHING TELLS ME I’M GAMING. ONE LEVEL UP, PLAYING THE NEXT. EYES ABOUT AND EARS WITHIN ME. FILLING UP THE BOOKS WITH CHECKS. THERE’S SO MANY WORLDS WE LIVE IN. SO MANY TIMES WE’VE LIVED IN EACH. LOVING, WANTING, AND WISHING. THE STORIES WRITTEN, WE MUST RETEACH.” – “YOU, ME, AND GABRIEL” BY JD STAHL

From the furthest distances of the universe, we are constantly showered with an equal amount of love and devotion that we project outwards. We are “saved” from our suffering by embodying the energy of unconditional love and devotion. When we identify ourselves with this energy, we become immortal and begin to engage ourselves, flowing towards spiritual perfection, oneness, and God/Christ/Cosmic Consciousness. The less we labor or “try” to identify ourselves with/as any “thing” other than divinity, the closer we will know “why” we are alive in this moment.

While each of us continues to eliminate any obstacles that prevents us from returning as masters on being able to achieve mastery over our lives, every other “cellular” representative is working on different-yet-similar manifested patterns of energy until every “checkbox” is marked off as completed. We need not worry about any other version of ourselves because as any single incarnation reaches closer to the divine, the rest will follow. Like a quantumly-entangled wave of inspiration, all other spirit-soul connections will be pulled along with the tide of those who exist on higher planes.

“AND YET THIS INDIFFERENCE IS DEATH. BOUND TO A LINEAR IDEA OF LIFE THAT VARIES WITH FREQUENCY. IT'S ELEMENTARY IN IT'S INCEPTION. ONLY BLOCKED BY A NEGATIVE PERCEPTION AND A YEARNING FOR NEIGHBORING ELECTRONS. HOW MANY TIMES WILL WE WRITE-OFF THE EXPLANATION? THEY'VE ALREADY SENT THE LETTER AND I KNOW THE ANSWER IS EXACTLY: 'Y.'” – “PROTECTED” BY JD STAHL

Occasionally, we will experience events that are karmic manifestations on other planes or in other times and timelines (incarnations). Our task, however, is not to sit and wonder “why,” but become the why (the “Y” or YHWY). This Y-intercept is the point at which our vibrational wavelength crosses over the Y axis—the balanced state of unconditional love. Whenever “Y” equals 0, we are balanced. It is only during these moments of balance that we are capable of transcending the physical reality. By releasing the polar requirements of dualism, we open up a portal to divine energy.

Every one of our cells vibrates in proportion to our present quality of consciousness. The greater our frequency, the more instances that our nervous system (inner light being) “touches” the transcendent state of spiritual perfection. From within, our light being touches every cell in the body, pulling from an infinite reservoir of that which is looped across the entire universe, only to return from the depths of our cellular biology.

In every moment, we are reborn from the love which we have sent outwards. When we engage our hearts in correspondence with our highest expression of being (the “Y” or YWHY), we transcend duality and enter unity with the entire universe. We choose ourselves so that we may be chosen; these concepts are as interdependent as our entire existence.

Our highest possible timeline already exists. Our very will to live is merely an electromagnetic attraction that is willing us towards it from a sea of infinite possibilities. We are the seeds that were chosen by the egg because we have similarly chosen ourselves by eventuating the impossible. Just like the light in our eyes, both birth and death are predetermined. The fact that we exist is a testament to our capacity to achieve what has never before been done. The potential that each of us holds is far beyond anything that we, at present, are capable to imagine. And yet, our imagination and curiosity are exactly what will guide us towards our destiny. When we allow ourselves to release control and flow gently towards the calling of our perfection, we call forth the impossible—within and without.

Compressing Charges for Stalking Real Eyes

“AMPLIFY YOUR GROUNDING UNDER A NEW FIXED ANTENNA. FOR THE LORD, OUR GOD, SHALL BE WITH YOU FOREVER. IN MY BODY OF SIN, I SURE HAVE BEEN SOME LIES. UNBROKEN PROMISES ABOVE, HAVE HEARD ALL YOUR CRIES. THE DUTY CALLS, AS CHRIST RISES WITHIN ME. ANOTHER SHADOW CARRIER THAT WAS GIVEN CLARITY. FOR HE IS THE ONE THAT BREAKS PIECES INTO OUR CUP. TOGETHER WE STAND, UNITED IN THIS CONSTRUCT.” – “MY ONLY SALVATION” BY JD STAHL

Whenever we express our archetypal characteristics in correspondence with our heart's will, the energy is amplified. As these amplified vibrations are emitted from us, they interact with each other. Reciprocally, the charged particles (ions and photons) in our direct environment are magnetically attracted towards each other. The vibrations produced by this electromagnetic relationship are received (pulled in) through our crown chakra in accordance to the toroidal flow of energy that is channeled through our body.

This toroidal flow of energy is very much like wings that encircle around the various energy centers (chakras) at the center of our body—from the top of the head and down the spinal cord. The more energy that we are able to both receive and transmute into its raw form, the more of these charged particles that we will be able to enlist in our amplified broadcast. Simply put, the more vibrations that we are able to exude, the more that we will attract towards us. As the ions and photons interact, they create a perfect quantum environment for energy to transition from one state/density to another.

As energy comes into alignment with multiple densities/dimensions, our frequency increases, giving us a greater capacity to transmit messages throughout time and space. When we expand our conscious awareness to exceed outside the spacetime construct, these messages (attached to photons) become the “eyes” through which we are able to telepathically communicate to other beings who are not in our linear timeline.

Essentially, the more energy that we channel towards our intuitive senses, the more truth that we will be able to both send and receive. Any other being who has ever existed—or will ever exist—can receive these messages if they are open to them. In order to raise our frequency to a place where we are able to communicate in such a manner, we must be able to transcend our physical body's. After we gain sovereignty over our physical demands, we can then reallocate our energy towards our intuitive senses (4 clair-essence senses).

Wake Up and Smell the Dimethyltryptamine (DMT)

“WELL, THE ENGINEER SAID BEFORE HE DIED, THERE WERE TWO MORE DRINKS HE'D LIKE TO HAVE TRIED. THE DOCTOR ASKED HIM 'WHAT COULD THEY BE?' HE SAID, 'A HOT CUP OF COFFEE AND COLD GLASS OF TEA.'” – “ROCK ISLAND LINE” BY JOHNNY CASH

Though our different methods and practices can help us to transcend our physical identification, our bodies are always producing a naturally-occurring substance that our brains use in order to help maintain our connection to source. This neuro-chemical (amino acid metabolite) is called dimethyltryptamine (DMT). DMT's natural function in the body is to clear out brain synapses in order to clear out any remaining static electric memory so that we don't get confused or otherwise have difficulty centering ourselves.

DMT to the brain is similar to what coffee beans do to clear out your olfactory senses (smell). By sniffing coffee beans when you are tasked to smell multiple things, the beans ensure that you won't carry over residual sensory memory from one to the next. Like coffee beans, DMT clears out synaptic memories. This occurs slowly throughout the day; however, larger amounts of it is released during periods of deep sleep as well. Our bodies also release DMT in great amounts at the point of death—resetting the brain so that the consciousness can be released from the body.

“IF YOUR LIMBS BEGIN DISSOLVING IN THE WATER THAT YOU TREAD. ALL SURROUNDINGS ARE EVOLVING, IN THE STREAM THAT CLEARS YOUR HEAD” – “SLIP INSIDE THIS HOUSE” BY THE THIRTEENTH FLOOR ELEVATORS

DMT helps us to be able to temporarily sever our metaphysical association with our physical body—enough that we can amplify our intuitive senses. When we focus on these concepts and engage them in our conscious awareness, our capacity to engage our intuition without assistance increases. During experiences where we release more DMT (psychedelic substances, deep sleep, meditation, yoga, etc.). Whether we participate in plant medicine ceremonies, have a near-death experience, fasted, or have cleansed our pineal gland to maximize our sleep, our vibration is raised to a frequency where our subconscious mind makes contact with the superconscious quantumly-channeled messages that are being transmitted throughout all time and space.

Traveling faster than the speed of light through photons, we receive messages all of the time; however, we are rarely ever conscious of them. However, even though we aren't cognizant of them at all times, we receive them nonetheless. Every time that we consume/ingest vibrations through any of our senses, it is metabolized into raw energy and then channeled throughout our body. What remains after our metabolism reaches every cell in our blood, guiding us back to harmonic resonance (balance). As our self resonates with the non-self (environment), the vibrations emitted from our energy centers (chakras) become amplified, “shooting” forth energy that has been sourced from higher planes of consciousness—like “pistils” at the center of the flowers of life.

“SMELL THE FOLGERS CRYSTALS. THIS IS LYRICAL COMBAT, GENTLEMEN, HOLD YOUR PISTOLS.” – “JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK” BY EMINEM

Since our solar plexus chakra is directly linked to other spirit-soul incarnations, vibrational messages are quantumly connected with both send and receive capacities. These portals of energy connect us to other versions of our soul throughout the universe as we amplify these vibrations with the corresponding magnetism of our heart's intention. This correspondence broadcasts various wavelengths from our chakras; reciprocally the chakras attract ionic forces from the external environment. Through these energetic environments, portals of light are opened like invisible windows, “giving sight” to anyone who wishes to peek in from any place or time.

Our capacity to “re-member” these momentary transcendent experiences (miracles) and describe them visually, textually, cognitively, or otherwise depends entirely on whether or not we believe that such events are possible. More than that, the quality in which we are capable of describing them hinges on how well we have transcended our ego. Suffice it to say, if we are perceiving our dreams or other moments of divine intercession through our personal agendas or biases, we will only end up describing the messages that we receive in a way that is tinted or stained with our ego—limiting the message's ability to be applicable across multiple areas.

Twin Flames 4-Casting Plasma Television Behind a 7-11

“SHE LIVES, NO FEAR, DOUBTLESS IN EVERYTHING SHE KNOWS. THROUGH TIME, UNCHECKED, THE SURENESS OF HER FLOWS. SHE LEAVES HER-SELF INSIDE YOU WHEN SHE GOES. SHE LIVES IN A TIME OF HER OWN. YOU HAVE ALWAYS HEARD HER SPEAKING. SHE'S BEEN ALWAYS IN YOUR EAR. HER VOICE SOUNDS A TONE WITHIN YOU. LISTEN TO THE WORDS YOU HEAR. HER TIME HAS NO PAST OR FUTURE. SHE LIVES EVERY THING SHE SEES. HER TIME DOESN'T SPIN OUTSIDE HER. IT'S IN EVERY BREATH SHE BREATHES.” – “SHE LIVES IN A TIME OF HER OWN” BY THIRTEENTH FLOOR ELEVATORS

These energetic messages arrive in harmonic “octaves.” This means that how they are received depend on how high we are able to raise our conscious awareness. A single quantum message contains enough energy to translate on any level. What anyone may perceive or describe, however, depends on which octave they are able to reach at the time of description. However, the higher the vibration that we have, the more condensed the message will be. This is the reason that we often have difficulty making sense of our dreams—or why trying to describe a psychedelic experience while we are still under the influence often yields only random word-salad or only a few words. At the time of the experience, however, those few words or random blurbs are able to explain the entire universe.

Unfortunately, as the chemicals leave our body, our density increases and our energetic environment (cellular vibration) limits our ability to translate the same messages. In this way, our bodies are essentially churches or temples. In our blood, vibrations are carried through our cells. Our cells, therefore, are our direct link to the ether (blood plasma) that is able to directly transmit metaphysical messages between physical and non-physical states of consciousness. Through our 4th dimensional plasma, we are able to go beyond the limits of spacetime and “carry” energetic seeds (Metatron's Cubes) through harmonic gateways of vibration. In each one of these seeds is an infinite amount of energy that is capable of altering every aspect of our physical reality.

“BEEN BEATEN DOWN BACK BEHIND BARS. REPEATING PROPHECIES FROM SEVEN STARS. DRINKING POTIONS AND PULLING CARDS FROM TAROT DECKS AND BACKBONE SHARDS. COLLECTING SYNCHRONICITIES, LIKE CONFETTI FROM MY MEMORIES. COLLECTING EVERY PUZZLE PIECE. FROM ALL THE KINGS IN SERVICE TO THE QUEEN.” – “THE IMMORTAL SOUL” BY JD STAHL

Whenever we experience a moment of euphoric elevation (bliss, nirvana, Moksha, Satori, etc.), we send out information via photons (light) from our present state of awareness. As this energy pierces through the “White Wall” of spacetime—like how a seed fertilizes an egg—it mixes with a dimension that maintains what many would refer to as the Christ/Cosmic/God Consciousness. After mixing with this higher bandwidth (mixed between the 11th and 13th dimensions), it is purified, clearing away any energy that is not in alignment with natural law (unconditional love).

Essentially, these photons are metabolized by the formless feminine counterpart (13th dimension) against the ordered masculine (11th dimension); what remains after processing is all that can return through the threshold. After being purified or “baptized” in the spiritual (feminine) waters of truth, the message reenters, raining down upon the 12 material (masculine) dimensions like confetti. These confetti-like seeds spread across the universe, in different places, timelines, and even through other incarnated souls that are vibrating at similar harmonic frequencies.

Every piece of confetti is yet another divine seed—a miracle that is able to be expressed by anyone who is capable of engaging it with their empowered free will. We empower this free will whenever we devote ourselves to any type of artistic creation, yoga, meditation, or exemplification of personal authenticity (being truth). The more fertile “soil” that has been established within a being, the more that these seeds can grow and mature—eventually flowering into their own extratemporal messages of miraculous divinity. The more energy that we are able to channel towards the seeded “flowers of life” that are blooming within our cells, the more that they will flower. The stronger the flower, the clearer that our messages will be sent throughout the universe.

Winter Solstice

JD Stahl (12/27/2020) Breaking the complexity of starlight dancers, The heavens shower from morning until noon. A wonderful feast of straight waves through seas. A signature of slanted angles strikes me beneath. Memories entangled with cacophony of various views, Now leaving open spaces—a canvas only for you. Breathe through the frost and flowers, welled inside. Break me until nothing remains of this cold mind. Downstream, the whispers of Her shall be my guide. Scraping windows and fences, cleansing my time. To prepare the collapse of communication, down to one. Through the ceiling, upon the floor, ladders and rungs. To the sun, and forward, melt the mixtures of mornings. Over the next few months, the music will, again, play. To recall the mysteries and secrets—from edges, frayed. And we will guide each other into tomorrow, From the drumming beat of our best yesterdays.

Man, uh, I'm a Fungi and All, but the Sacrament is Moldy

“AND WHEN THE DEW THAT LAY WAS GONE UP, BEHOLD, UPON THE FACE OF THE WILDERNESS THERE LAY A SMALL ROUND THING, AS SMALL AS THE HOAR FROST ON THE GROUND. AND WHEN THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL SAW IT, THEY SAID ONE TO ANOTHER, IT IS MANNA: FOR THEY WIST NOT WHAT IT WAS. AND MOSES SAID UNTO THEM, THIS IS THE BREAD WHICH THE LORD HATH GIVEN YOU TO EAT.” – EXODUS 16:14-15

Historically, these quantum messages have been received and documented in many different ways. At no point did these messages ever stop raining down upon us. However, the changes in our cultural beliefs and practices have, unfortunately, diminished our capacity to engage them with our free will. Many popular belief systems do not easily acknowledge miracles to be experienced with the same frequency as they were described in the past. A portion of this unfortunate cultural deficiency can be attributed to the cultural perception on spirituality, psychedelic ceremonies, alternative practices of spirituality, aggressive sociopolitical environments, or otherwise. Sadly, many of our religious translations are so “watered-down” that they so often fail to accurately account for the regular use of psychedelic plant medicines across every culture and continent.

These plant medicines were used to increase the release of DMT in the brain, eliciting a heightened sense of consciousness for a certain period of time. During these ceremonies, psychedelic substances were imbibed as part of regular ceremonial worship. Many believed that to eat things like psilocybin mushrooms, ayahuasca, peyote, etc. would help to guide them towards a more harmonious relationship with their natural physical environment. Whenever a community or group of people were not in alignment with nature (the proverbial church of Christ Consciousness), they experienced greater suffering, disease, and civil unrest. To maintain their coherence with their earthly womb, they ingested certain substances. Many of the priests' main purposes were to continuously engage in transcendent activities—using various intoxicants—and documenting their experiences in a way that could be communicated to the masses.

“PSILOCYBIN, HAD BEEN USED BY THE INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF MEXICO AND CENTRAL AMERICA FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS AS A SACRAMENT. CALLED TEONANÁCATL BY THE AZTECS, OR 'FLESH OF THE GODS.' THE MUSHROOM WAS BRUTALLY SUPPRESSED BY THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH AFTER THE SPANISH CONQUEST AND DRIVEN UNDERGROUND.” ― MICHAEL POLLAN (HOW TO CHANGE YOUR MIND)

Creations that were inspired by these psychedelic ceremonies and practices were expressed in many different ways. Whether it be through visual art, literature, music, religious scripture, or otherwise, accounts from intuitive conversations were documented; each person had their own authentic mastery or talent. However, because energy arrives in patterns, any attempt to express them into linear concepts can cause confusion.

The methods or experiences themselves were not necessarily the issue. The problem with attempting to document, define, or translate patterns of divinity is that many of us are not first taught how to decipher energy and translate the vibrations can be expanded from literal concepts—universally applicable to every situation or energetic environment. Essentially, we would have to look at every artistic creation, personality, or expression as both exoteric and esoteric symbolism that can relate to or answer multiple questions or situations.

In general, all of the documented experiences were (initially) completed to help guide others through the process of divination—ascension to higher states of consciousness. All of the archetypal gods, angels, pharaohs, legends, and mysteries are all general patterns/frequencies of vibration that can be expressed in various degrees of purity. In every story or religious scripture is both the capacity for literal meaning as well as every other possible figurative manifestation of the same laws or relationships. The points of consistency that connect one expression to an equally valid alternative would be understood as a synchronicity. Whenever these synchronistic points converge, vibrations reach higher and higher frequencies. These higher planes of corresponding synchronicity hold the full breadth and depth of every possible archetypal perspective.

Ice-Road Trucking 36 Chambers Up the G-405

“WE GOT OUR OWN STUDIO. IT'S UNDER THE G.” – “PROFESSOR BOOTY” BY THE BEASTIE BOYS

Though there are many different gods (lowercase “g”), archetypes, legends, or stories, only the combination of every possibility can be considered the one, true source (God). Therefore, every god, goddess, or archetypal is just another piece of the full puzzle. Every expression of these divine seeds has its own story, energetic pattern, personality, color, sound, role, etc.

Through quantum tunneling, gravitational forces create vein-like branches (vines) that can reach throughout the universe. When these veins are attracted to individuals who are vibrationally open to receive them, they implant their energetic signatures (like 6-sided ice crystals) in subconscious bandwidths. These crystal seeds are then stored until they are given the attention required for them to grow. Of course, this all depends on the “fertility” of an individual's consciousness. If engaged openly with our heart's correspondence, these seeds can be expressed through the authentic “flavor” of one's talent or ability.

“CREATE THE HIGH VIBRATION THAT WILL MAKE THEE ONE WITH THE WHOLE. BLEND ALL THYSELF WITH THE COSMOS. GROW INTO ONE WITH THE LIGHT. BE THOU A CHANNEL OF ORDER, A PATHWAY OF LAW TO THE WORLD.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The closer that one's ability reaches the level of mastery, the more that the inherent vibrations within every creation can be maintained. Mastery, in this sense, is attributed to how well one is able to create purely from the flow state—the balance between masculine and feminine qualities. Any artistic expression that is balanced in this way will “fruit” as it is shared with others. This means that the inherent vibrations will inspire others to create things which carry the purity of the message—carrying the seeds to other areas where they can grow and aid others in their process through to divination.

If one's mastery is developed enough, the energy that is stored within each creation can be transmitted to others. When enough of this energy is present, it can elevate others in a similar way that psychedelic substances are able to do. The ideal, therefore, would be to develop our mastery enough that others will be able to access higher planes of consciousness without the help of any other methods, substances, practices, etc.

“YO, MOUNTAINS OF HAZE IN THE CRIB OF MY BLADES. IT GETS MESSY UNDERNEATH THE DRESSER, THE GAUGE.” – “WU TANG FOREVER” BY LOGIC AND WU TANG CLAN  

Eventually, these higher states of conscious awareness will become the new standard—not the exception. Though our experiences, artistic creations, and concepts can help us to expand our wisdom or knowledge regarding our relationship with Spirit, we must equally establish our awareness from both perspectives simultaneously. Essentially, we have to be able to understand spiritual life from the perspective of physical/ego death. The non-physical (spatial) environment in which we live is the proverbial “Kingdom of Heaven.”

Our relationship with nature (reciprocal energy from every living thing around us) is essential to reaching balance between our masculine and feminine dimensions—internally and externally. Through this marriage of self and environment, we channel the sovereign energy that will deliver us to higher states of consciousness where we can be transfigured—physically, mentally/emotionally, and spiritually. This metaphysical transformation is our destiny.

Bottom to the Top

JD Stahl (11/13/2020) I’m in love with space. Since we first tied the knot. Day dream dip in my memories. Causal mate guiding me. Zero-point creations. Ionic sensations. Action and rest. Infinitesimal. The best. From here to the end. Mental math. Passed test. Through the black. Out the white. Holes and time. Her way is mine. From day, our night. Non-physical house of light. Never fear. Never fight. Absolutely all right. Toroidal contraptions, Like apples and seeds. Flawless love and affection. Nothing to prove—no need. You pay her attention. No competition or greed. She brings Nature to her knees. Nothing compares to her sea. She’s particle number one. I’m the father of the axes. Tall vertical direction Lignin likened to humanity. Learned language of our Sun. Photosynthetic affinity. Channeling through humanity. Invisible key. Harmonic frequency. Singular organization, Astral masks—taken faces. A remote, non-local nation. She wins all the races. Silver-corded fascination. Fiber-laced space case. Shape-shifting reputation. Canal-fluid hallucination. From bottom to the top. It’s already got. Precious metal confetti. She’s my abominable ascension. Passionate tastes of infinity. The absolute connection. Broken torrent of information. Lack of concentration. A black coffee strange brew. Surfing for the clue. Plasma rich nervous zoo. Right here inside me, waking. Whatever fluid works for you. Instant energy. No waiting. What’s true is true. My imagination, forever creating. She’s the flame I’m breathing. My ventricle, beating. I’m her king. She’s my queen. My density destiny.