(B02C25) Chapter 25: Going Out with a Blast

Shadowboxing with a Fourier Transformer

“AND SUDDENLY SHOW THEM AS FULL OF INTERIOR LIGHT, ENCHANTED, DIVINE. BY A VERY SKILLFUL TECHNIQUE. BUT YOU HAVE TO HAVE THAT TECHNIQUE TO BRING IT THROUGH. SOME FORM, SOME POSSESSION, SOME COMPLETE MASTERY OF AN ARTISTIC TECHNIQUE IS NECESSARY FOR THE BRINGING-THROUGH OF THE VISION.” – ALAN WATTS

As human beings, we have an incredible superpower. We develop our superpowers whenever we are able to find balance; the more areas of polarity that we can transcend, the greater our sovereign powers become. Without focusing our awareness towards a greater balance between our physical and spiritual bodies, much of our energy is lost. Not only do we have the capacity to develop mastery in our interests and endeavors, but mastery is our destiny. Like every other living thing in this world, our purpose is to grow in every direction—mastering every possible way that our energy can be expressed from within.

Fortunately, we are not required to master every aspect separately. From an ascended perspective, all things are connected. As we master one area of our lives, the process itself teaches us how to universally apply the patterns and relationships to other areas. Whenever mastery is reached in any one of our outlets, the sheer power of our vibration is strong enough to essentially “make love” with the entire universe. When we merge with the energy of love, we become the intelligence that is able to master all things.

Though we may feel that we need to put forth effort in order to reach mastery, we do not. Such a belief must originate in the idea that we have to earn or otherwise become worthy of our spiritual gifts. The truth is that we were already born with mastery in every possible area of expression. Unfortunately, as we developed our physical identity, we lost our ability to recognize the truth that all things were relatively equal. Essentially, we forgot how to identify truth—that which is consistent throughout nature.

“ARTISTIC COMPRESSION. NOTEWORTHY POSSESSIONS. A MASTER’S EXHAUSTION TO SMOOTHING RESOLVE. THE DOOR IS NOW OPEN, AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN OPEN. BLINDED THROUGH ACCEPTANCE OF MADNESS TO HIDE. A GENIUS, A MASTER, A FATHER OF SON, OR ONE? RIDDLES ARE FORMED OF LESS, MORE, OR SUM.” – “PURITY OF RECEIPT” BY JD STAHL

The further away we got from absolute truth, the less capable we were to transmute polarized energy (duality) and alchemize it back into its raw from (potential). In truth, we were born as masters; however, we were not yet capable of expressing our mastery in the physical world until we were able to transcend the limits of our physical body. The less we identify with physical limitations, the more we are able to see the difference between our consciousness and its physical vehicle. As both darkness and light, we are able to use our bodies as tools. As we master the method of our personal biology (shadow self), we can transform ourselves into an instrument for divine will.

As we remove the limits that we previously placed on our present incarnation, we channel divine energy from every possible archetypal aspect. Instead of identifying ourselves in ways that destroy the potential for alternatives, we instead become a receiver for higher-order energy. With this flipped perspective—being both operator and receiver—we are better able to understand how every one of the 12 archetypes can achieve purity within a single physiological vehicle. Our transformation then becomes an expression of authentic alchemy: a unique metaphysical manifestation of divine energy (light). We become both creator and creation; our greatest symphony is the expression of our authentic being—the formless perfection dancing through form.

Shooting Stars of David from a 12-Age Bar-El(ohim)

“LET THE MUSIC BE YOUR MASTER.” – “HOUSES OF THE HOLY” BY LED ZEPPELIN

Instead of laboring to reach mastery, the greatest method we can practice to evoke our spiritual inheritance is to empower our independent authenticity. The more that we are in tune with our intuition, the more sovereign power that we will have to improve our mastery. Our personal authenticity is the key to manifesting what once seemed impossible. When we no longer ascribe to social validation or any other external pressures, we sever the two-way supply of energy from external sources and—after a period of energetic withdrawal—we begin to source energy through us. Because this energy does not need to be purified, our authenticity actually gives us a feeling of well-being, relaxation, and peace. These feelings cause every cell in our body to emit vibrations that are harmonious throughout the entire body, mind, and spirit-soul.

Every single one of us is broadcasting invisible messages from the energy centers (chakras) in our body. Each one of the 7 primary chakras can be fine-tuned from the perspective of every one of the 12 major archetypes—both in masculine and feminine aspects (12 x 7 = 84; 84 x 2 = 168). When anyone is able to reach balance in all of these areas on a personal level, every spatial environment will synchronistically conform to reflect the same degree of balance (harmonizing with the golden ratio (1.618).

“THE RINGS AND THINGS YOU SING ABOUT, BRING 'EM OUT. IT'S HARD TO YELL WHEN THE BARREL'S IN YOUR MOUTH. IT'S MORE THAN I EXPECTED, I THOUGHT YOUR JEWELS WAS RENTED. BUT THEY WASN'T, SO RUN IT, COUSIN. I COULD CHILL, THE HEAT DOESN'T. RAN UP IN YOUR SHELL ABOUT A DOZEN.” – “RAP PHENOMENON” BY NOTORIOUS BIG

This balance is what is known as an independent divine union. However, a divine marriage such as this is not something that can occur between two physical beings; it is solely the endeavor of the non-physical spirit-soul. A divine marriage is the reconciliation of all parts—every element, polarity, dimension, perspective, and timeline. The unification of all elements in the physical is represented by the Star of David—the combination of all 4 basic elements to create the 5th element (ether).

The combination of all 5 of these elements—in separation and in combination—is the Tetragrammaton (YHWH). Every one of the 12 major non-physical archetypes can be associated with these elements (3 archetypes for each element: 4 x 3 = 12). Once we are at the “bar” of all 12 archetypes, we reciprocally recall the fullness of the Holy Spirit from every environment. As harmony between self and non-self are reached, the divine union is established.

"UNCONDITIONAL LOVE REALLY EXISTS IN EACH OF US. IT IS PART OF OUR DEEP INNER BEING. IT IS NOT SO MUCH AN ACTIVE EMOTION AS A STATE OF BEING. IT'S NOT “I LOVE YOU” FOR THIS OR THAT REASON, NOT “I LOVE YOU IF YOU LOVE ME.” IT'S LOVE FOR NO REASON, LOVE WITHOUT AN OBJECT.” – RAM DASS

Suffice it to say, a divine union is not something that can be a result of consideration or choice, but only one of attainment. Such as unconditional love. Unconditional love is not something other than ourselves, nor can it be given by or taken away by anything external. True love is something that we become or embody whenever we express our energy to a degree of purity that transcends all separation and attains unity.

During periods of oneness between the spirit-soul and nature/law/source/universe, the empowered will of our authentic expressions of unconditional love becomes strong enough that it can essentially impregnate the entire world. The product of our authentic vibration becomes the perfect seed that is capable of passing through the membrane/threshold of the spacetime “egg.”

Us

JD Stahl (07/20/2020) There we are. In the sun, we are one. In the breadth of changes, Not to be understood. Carved out of marble And stood on the wood. Could forever be matched by an ever-changing past? In dreams, without dismay, We shall witness the societal foreplay? Of days and night, not forgotten. Mandela effects of time, or not. Disappear into the ether, two flames of passion In space, in wake, of waves crashing. Here I kneel, as I lay my sword at your feet. And compassion has bred within the power dost repeat. For chains and ruins we’ve ignited Within forests and seas and houses, in the street Is that all you see when my eyes, upon which you feast? I prefer to see you behind ribs, For I have reflected what truly lies beneath. For space and solids and air unbound, Demons of the underground, pass over. The howl of birds and owls turn and look At the flames and ashes, covered in soot. Cleansed by earth, water, and experience plain To be muttered under breath, To be labeled insane— By those too afraid to let go of the game. Perhaps they’ll listen now, he says. As a dreamer’s line becomes undermined By the paintings of the eyes she’s kept inside. Yet deep it shall go, awaiting the waves and undertows Deeply deep, feeding the seeds we’ll sow. Perhaps they will never know? Perhaps they wish to be sold? I’ve broken you free to become your own company. And in that distant chant, may you take my hand, And leave the mind without rations? Leave between the light, into darkness With only a prayer connecting you to the next light. Take the right when nothing is left, Except the weak and weary fourth step tests. You’ll no longer need them. Onward, above, affix your new sight. When you’ve finally found the inner sounds, The temple, whispered, is underground. “Bring the inner light.” Sing the old songs this gentle forgotten night. For this will be the last of stays. The forever feast awaits on a blanket In a new rising, golden haze. The dawn predates this cyclical story. The waxing, winging, obsolete maze. Onward, it’s said, don’t drop your gaze. Rise and fly above the extinct days. Affix the crown into Her new age, Into the formless, where ebb and flow become the same. Into the birth, the end, the change. Into the sun and the rain. Towards the shadows’ death The rainbow awaits us with bated breath Which is all there is. Breath. Us. The end.

Recognizing Love at First Indifference

“THE OPPOSITE OF LOVE IS NOT HATE, IT’S INDIFFERENCE. THE OPPOSITE OF ART IS NOT UGLINESS, IT’S INDIFFERENCE. THE OPPOSITE OF FAITH IS NOT HERESY, IT’S INDIFFERENCE. AND THE OPPOSITE OF LIFE IS NOT DEATH, IT’S INDIFFERENCE.” – ELIE WIESEL

Only by fully embracing our authenticity are we able to understand, become, or express the true definition of love. Love is not the opposite of hate; it is indifference. Between hate and desire, love exists in silence. When we accept ourselves fully, we accept the entire world—both as separate entities and as a perfectly balanced whole entity (Christ/Unity/God Consciousness).

The path towards establishing this type of divine union, however, is not necessarily one that is taken by many. Few people are willing to devote themselves entirely to spirit-soul's personal journey. Even those who are willing to devote themselves in such a way have been misled by certain belief systems that have actually prevented them from being able to reach the authenticity necessary to create such a union.

This journey is one that requires independence and a faith that can only be evoked from within. Though our religious/spiritual beliefs may help to educate us on different archetypal aspects of the whole spirit-soul, we must only ever allow knowledge to guide us towards wisdom. Wisdom is the process of using knowledge in a way that is beneficial to the endeavor. We must always ask ourselves if our goal is to master methods or if we wish to merely use methods as a vehicle to establish a divine union.

“IMAGES OF BROKEN LIGHT WHICH DANCE BEFORE ME LIKE A MILLION EYES. THEY CALL ME ON AND ON ACROSS THE UNIVERSE. THOUGHTS MEANDER LIKE A RESTLESS WIND INSIDE A LETTERBOX. THEY TUMBLE BLINDLY AS THEY MAKE THEIR WAY ACROSS THE UNIVERSE.” – “ACROSS THE UNIVERSE” BY THE BEATLES

When we view our methods as tools or vehicles that we can use to guide us towards union, we begin to see the planned obsolescence of every “thing” in the physical world—practice, method, belief, and even physical body. By releasing our dependencies in our methods, we resign ourselves to using them only to help us transcend the physical world in a way that will allow truth to be evoked from within.

Our unique authenticity must be in balance internally, else a divine union will not be able to bond to the degree that is necessary to free our spirit-soul from the wheel of rebirth. Though the path towards divination may seem difficult or narrow, it is possible. Not only are our physical bodies (masculine) able to unite with the spiritual aspect (feminine) so that a divine union can be established, but it is inevitable; it is our destiny. We were created with the sole (soul) purpose to merge both physical (rational self) and spiritual (intuitive non-self), and “marry” both aspects in our metaphysical “temple,” the conscious mind. Once joined, the love that is created is “carried” across the threshold of spacetime and seeds itself across the universe.

Luke, I Am is The Godfather

“DEEP IN THE HALLS OF LIFE GREW A FLOWER, FLAMING, EXPANDING, DRIVING BACKWARD THE NIGHT. PLACED IN THE CENTRE, A RAY OF GREAT POTENCE, LIFE GIVING, LIGHT GIVING, FILLING WITH POWER ALL WHO CAME NEAR IT. “ – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

There are no limits to what we are able to attain as a metaphysical “human” being. We are all destined, eventually, to master our conscious command over both physical and spiritual dimensions. The energy of Truth created when we purify all 12 major archetypes from within is so powerful that we are not only destined to reach the level of Christ Consciousness, but to eventually exceed that level and become the proverbial “God” that conceived every other being from the beginning of time.

Just as Christ was said to have been conceived by immaculate conception, our metaphysical consciousness will eventually reach a state of awareness that we will all—eventually—realize that we have always been the vibration of love's purest intention which was/is the “Father” of every immaculately conceived seed of consciousness. Our journey to awakening into Truth extends from the beginning of time to the end of time—all of which exists in this present moment.

In a single moment, we can identify ourselves with the full energy of Christ/Unity/God/Cosmic Consciousness. As we merge with this state of being, we synchronize with history itself; we are the pure divine union. As father to form and mother to spirit, we exist at the middle of history—the center of the known universe. Just like a seed that is planted in fertile soil, both aspects reach towards the furthest reaches of this—and every other—universe.

From the non-local “point” at the center of the universe, our conscious energy blasts outwards in all directions—both past and future. The strength of our authenticity and expression of truth is what determines how far we reach, both forward and backwards. In the physical world, dualism is part of our nature. Therefore, we are alive as both seed and egg—both inspiration and validation of our existence. We are not only alive to become another child; we are alive to become the divine union that created every being who came before us—like a two-way taurus of energy that projects reality from the center of our heart.

All Aboard

JD Stahl (10/30/2020) This feeling? The definition of consistent. A perpetual persistence. Tasting lace-covered memories. Astral-projected fantasies. My projected future reality. Magic. Intuitive lavish dreams. Of you and me. Split from the sun. Two from one. When it begun. An explosion of creation. The birthday to salvation. This revelation. I’m the train and the station. A final fission of forms. The center of the storm. Calm and so warm. My old and new norm. Prepare to to be born.

Riding the Red-Eye to Make a Meeting at 3

“THE TRACK RENDERS HELPLESS AND SUFFERS FROM MULTIPLE STAB WOUNDS. AND LEAKS SOUNDS THAT'S HEARD. 93 MILLION MILES AWAY FROM, CAME ONE TO REPRESENT THE NATION. THIS IS A GATHERING OF THE MASSES.” – “TRIUMPH” BY WU TANG CLAN

Evolution is not only something that we came FROM, but it is a concept that we created the moment we seeded our consciousness from spaces above the physical plane. The divine “will” that manifested the first expression of biological life was actually a reversely inspired seed that was the very product of a divine union. Paradoxically, this concept is something that can neither be proved nor disproved; and so, it is truth. It will always be the highest expression of divine union which can both explain and be explained from the same locus of consciousness—an energy of unconditional love that exceeds the boundaries of every one of the 24 dimensions.

Eventually, every single one of us will reach a state of conscious awareness that reconciles the point when our soul was split into two parts from the Sun itself. From the Sun, both masculine and feminine aspects of our spirit-soul traveled 93,000,000 miles to reach the earth. Once it made contact with the planet, all 4 elements were created. From these 4 elements (earth, water, air, and fire), all other forms were created—living and non-living.

“THREE IS THE MYSTERY, COME FROM THE GREAT ONE. HEAR, AND LIGHT ON THEE WILL DAWN. IN THE PRIMEVAL, DWELL THREE UNITIES. OTHER THAN THESE, NONE CAN EXIST. THESE ARE THE EQUILIBRIUM, SOURCE OF CREATION: ONE GOD, ONE TRUTH, ONE POINT OF FREEDOM. THREE COME FORTH FROM THE THREE OF THE BALANCE: ALL LIFE, ALL GOOD, ALL POWER. THREE ARE THE QUALITIES OF GOD IN HIS LIGHT-HOME: INFINITE POWER, INFINITE WISDOM, INFINITE LOVE. THREE ARE THE POWERS GIVEN TO THE MASTERS: TO TRANSMUTE EVIL, ASSIST GOOD, USE DISCRIMINATION.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

This world was not created by something other than ourselves. Deep inside of us is the energy that initially seeded all life as we know it. Our destiny is to eventually return to the state of awareness where we are able to identify ourselves as the creator—the “One” divine union that exists both in life and death (physical and non-physical). This divine union is essentially the 5th element: the dark matter or “ether” that potentiates all time and space.

What was once past will be our future. Just like the light in our eyes, the energy that was with us at our birth is only the light that has yet to enter our eyes as we transition to the next phase of our spiritual existence. Our eyes are the physical manifestation that seeded both creation and destruction. We are the preservation force, a being who carries the torch of becoming.

Until we meet our destiny, our eyes are the windows through which our soul feasts upon truth. In the hallways of life, our purpose is to unite the creative, destructive, and preservative aspects of our being. From this divine union, we become Truth. We become the impossible—if just for a moment. However, a moment is more than enough to create an entire universe.

The Door at the End of the Funhouse Hallway

“DON’T YOU FORGET, MY CHILD, THAT YOU WERE MADE UNSTOPPABLE. THIS NEW STORY WILL SURPRISE THEM TO BE WHAT’S IMPOSSIBLE. YOU’VE MADE IT THROUGH, THIS FAR, JUST FIND THE OPEN DOOR. AND NEVER FORGET THAT YOUR CREATION IS EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS FOR.” – “THE FUNHOUSE” BY JD STAHL

There is an infinite number of different ways in which a single idea can be expressed or communicated. However, there is but one truth that is greater than the sum of all parts. The light that is above the final door that leads to our destiny holds the secrets that we seek. This light is as much life as it is death; and so. it is the light for which there are no boundaries. Every moment of our lives is a dance between the light of truth and the shadow of night's dark departure towards expansion.

The universe that we seek externally will always equal that which exists within. Every person that we meet is a part of ourselves that we can either choose to acknowledge and accept or we can deny, and by doing so, distance ourselves from the light of truth. At no point will we ever separate ourselves from the path towards light. Our entire existence is a testament to our eventual perfection. There is nothing more to know, believe, or seek other than the truth of our eventual perfection. This perfection is the silent truth that inspires every heartbeat. When destiny is reached, this process ends.

There are no accidents, only synchronistic opportunities to meet greater and greater expressions of ourselves, in truth. As we journey throughout our lives, in every moment we are offered yet another “gift” of presence that is capable of delivering us to the door which leads to our predestined perfection. As we approach the end of our lives, we find the door. In the light of our awareness, we see that this door is but a mirror. With a hand reaching out to open, one hand reaches back, revealing that we are the light that will guide us out of illusion.

Every eye is both door and window. Every soul is only another finger pointing at the inevitable; every soul is but a fragment light that yearns to return back into its initial state of purity: a non-physical “point” of both creation and destruction. Outside the hallways of life and death is only inspiration—a potential energy that gives birth to light, truth, and the way to an undeniable presence: unconditional love, the preservation force of everything in existence.

If we are still and listen closely, we can hear it calling to us from the other side of light, behind the mirror, in our mind, reflecting upon everything that we love.

The Hallway

JD Stahl (12/09/2020) I make the earth shake when I think of you. Alpha stare, wakes inside them, When I wonder where you are. And I look to see. I always look to see, If one of them are you. I steal the lighted rays of the sun, And borrow the keys of god To unlock every door to spy. In rain and fog, I travel. Like at night, I’ll leave. Through snowy doorsteps and closed eyes. Forward and backward through time. I find the hallway where we met. I was lost, And I first followed you. I can still see your face. There is a time I never stopped. Following you. And that’s where I go. We have a life there, And it’s waiting for us. That’s where I have found you. I’m there whenever I’m asleep, Or when I’m in love. I’m not lost anymore. As long as my heart beats, I know you’re with me.