(B03C03) Chapter 3: Quicksilver StarFox Hunter

88 Days in the Tally-Hole for a Mercurial Quantum Leper

“PERCEIVED UNKNOWN BY AN EYE THAT PEERS FROM A HOLE IN THE TENT WHERE NO ONE GOES. A FIGURE SITTING CROSS-LEGGED ON THE FLOOR. HE'S CLOGGED AND CLOTHED IN SAFFRON ROBES. HIS BEADS ARE ALL HE OWNS.” -- ”KARMA MAN” BY DAVID BOWIE

Any time that we experience a moment that challenges our strength, faith, and endurance, we are gifted with an opportunity to make a choice that will determine the future course of our lives. Some of the most transformative moments in our life are not always regarded as celebratory. Many of the moments that make us who we are today are unwelcome visitors. When we look back in our personal history—or in the history of the human race—we will be able to recognize the importance of both attractive and avoidant energies. However, between both of these polarities, it becomes evident that our character is more a product of our reactivity from a series of events than it has been created consciously.

Sure, we often like to focus on the pleasurable, preferential, or least offensive people, events, and experiences that we hold dear to us. For most of us, we believe that these are the moments that make us who we are. Many have defined their entire identity from their relationships to the people with whom they share certain affinities. Some define themselves by their job or trade; others may believe that they are merely a collection of their specific hobbies, interests, or passions. Though we may be drawn to these attractions in this present life or incarnation, everything that we are experiencing is but a shadow of our collective karma. Not only are the patterns that we live through a reciprocal product of our karmic energy, but they are also representative of the echoes of karma from every other life we have lived—past, present, and future.

When we are at our weakest, most humble moments in our lives, all of this karmic energy collapses together, amassing into a single substance—like beads of mercury collecting into a single pool. When all of this energy is collected and experienced during a single moment in space and time, it's safe to say that it can feel overwhelming. When we release control over our lives and give our faith to something that is greater than ourselves, we open ourselves up to receive the influx of wisdom that has accrued over every life that we have ever lived. These are the moments where we are awakened, enlightened, and resurrected.

Any time that we experience an ego death, we are brought back to life in spirit. For this reason, the most traumatic moments of our lives can be the most beneficial to our spiritual growth. If we are never given an opportunity to come face to face with our limitations, we would never experience the true nature of our full potential. The currency of our full potential, from which we are able to draw, is how we are able to purchase the tickets that allow us to travel through time and space.

There's No Time or Place Like Om

“THE TRAVELING TONGUE TRIP OF WHITE LONG LIT WISDOM. TOLD TO CARRY THE SOULS ACROSS HIDDEN THRESHOLDS. THE WEIGHT OF THE PAST. THE WINGS OF THE REST.” – “THE OPPOSING VIEW” BY JD STAHL

The reservoir of full potential energy for every thing in physical creation is the same. The source of all light, love, vibration, and life is the Omega bandwidth—the “Mother” of creation. However, as we live and breathe, we take on aspects of personality and ego which are extraneous or unnecessary in terms of purity. As we attempt to reconcile our karma, we take on certain characteristics, qualities, habits, and interests that we feel will bring us closer to peace. Unfortunately, many of the things that we accumulate throughout our lives are not necessarily in alignment with our dharma. Dharma, in this sense, would be the ideal masculine (Father) aspect of our spirit-soul. When we dream at night, endure trauma, experience bliss, or release our ego, we briefly reconnect with the most pure source of energy within us. It is during these transitional moments that we compare ourselves to our idea. If we are unwilling to release the things that prevent us from returning to purity, we suffer.

In a sense, touching the Omega frequency is death. This doesn't mean we die in any physical sense. For example, when we are asleep, our body temporarily disconnects from the energy of our consciousness. While our base functions are still in operation, our sense of awareness attains higher vibrational frequencies, temporarily reestablishing connections with purity. For these brief moments, we temporarily escape the boundaries of separation and experience a unity or oneness with all things. In order to be able to remain connected to this universal source of energy, we have to eliminate our associative attachments to our identity or ego persona. Essentially, we have to realize that everything that we believed ourselves to be is merely a collection of static electricity that has built up in the folds of our brain over time.

“I BRING TO YOU DEEDS OF WELL-DOING, AND I PRESENT BEFORE YOU TRUTH. I KNOW YOU. I KNOW YOUR NAMES. I KNOW YOUR FORMS WHICH ARE NOT KNOWN. I COME INTO BEING AMONG YOU. MY COMING IS LIKE UNTO THAT GOD WHO EATETH MEN, AND WHO FEEDETH UPON THE GODS.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

If we are willing to transmute those memories and experiences into raw potential (purpose), then we can use the energy to establish better connections with other spirit-soul incarnations. It is through the process of reconciliation that we will elevate our conscious awareness outside of the construct of time and space. There are many levels to this ascent. First, we must find balance internally, then in our immediate environment. After we are able to find only purpose and make peace with our present life, we can walk through the portals of time and space and connect to other versions of our spirit-soul.

The more we are capable of reconciling in our masculine/feminine nature, the higher our vibration of consciousness goes. Eventually, we will be able to open ourselves up to take on other spirit-souls—like a single sign or horoscope taking on the basic qualities of every other archetype in the zodiac. In a sense, we take on alternative personalities, identities, and qualities that we previously viewed as separate or “other” than ourselves. As a result, we take on greater bandwidths of energy, frequency, and vibration. When we devote this energy towards the development of our intuition, we access greater pools of wisdom, memory, and expansive abilities. From this reservoir of spirit-soul energy—like a karmic library—we can download abilities, powers, and information through the portals of spacetime we purchased with the “currency” we received in exchange for our separate ego.

The Travelled

JD Stahl (07/10/2020) Let me send you on a trip Back in time. I bought you a ticket. Thanks for mine. A dream can believe. If you do, but perceive. Your love. Currency. This dream. Urgency. Do not let it slip below. Come join the band. Frequency and daydreams. Hold the hand. Compassion exist in now. Plant the love. Reap the sow. This moment. Heaven. Your love. Reverent. Take a look inside yourself. See your line. I see your faces. Now see mine. History exists forever. Time is now, untethered. Imagination. Unleashed. Your store. Now you reach. Build your castles and temples. From few, make your lot. Pick your poisons, or pick your spot. Roll in muddy water streams. Clean your soul. Feed your dreams. This life. A taste. Your love. Won’t waste. From above you see the strings. Cast down, like the light. I’ll watch your dances. I see your fight. From the unknown to the can. You’re a woman. Now make a man. This body. This car. Your mind. Fuels so far. Let me take you on a trip. Forward in time. Count all your tickets. I’ve got all mine. A daydream is all you need. So you see, this is my fantasy. Your heart. Currency. This dream. Infinity.

Appointing Back-Seat Drivers to Underwrite Leftover Vibes

“AND YOU'RE FEELING BLUE, GO OUT AND BUY A BRAND NEW PAIR OF SHOES. AND YOU GO DOWN, DOWN TO TANGIE TOWN. THE PEOPLE DOWN THERE, REALLY LIKE TO GET IT ON. GET IT ON, HEY. ILLEGITIMATE SON OF A ROCK N' ROLL STAR. ILLEGITIMATE SON OF A ROCK N' ROLL STAR. MOM MET DAD IN THE BACK OF A ROCK N' ROLL CAR, YEAH. WELL, I'M AN OLD BLUES MAN AND I THINK THAT YOU UNDERSTAND. I'VE BEEN SINGING THE BLUES EVER SINCE THE WORLD BEGAN, YEAH.” – “MAGGIE MCGILL” BY THE DOORS

In order to awaken or become enlightened, we have to be able to prepare ourselves for a moment when every event in our lives can be collapsed into one. However, if we are still holding on to a victim mentality, enduring such an event will only ever result in our running back into the illusion for safety or comfort. However, if we are able to let go of control and trust that these moments are meant for our highest good, we are able to be reborn, resurrected into the child version of our highest selves.

From a youthful perspective, we are given an opportunity to learn and grow into the version of ourselves that can identify with higher wisdom. In a sense, we are asked to fill our own shoes, sent from a moment in the future to the present. Though we may not recognize it, we are channeling these “gifts of the present” all the time. However, for most of us, we are so attached to our personal beliefs that we are unable to receive the wisdom that we have sent to ourselves. This ever-present broadcast of higher wisdom is sourced from a singular “point” that is marked outside of space and time.

“HOW MANY ANGELS CAN DANCE ON THE HEAD OF A PIN?” – ST. THOMAS AQUINAS

In order to be able to receive this wisdom long enough for it to write itself on our physical memory, we have to resist attempts to rationalize with it. Rationalizing the information that arrives through our physical senses is like recording an audio tape. When we rationalize with our sensory information, the proverbial erase-head is lowered, erasing everything on the tape that previously existed in our short-term memory. The erase-head is what prevents information from being overwritten in layers. Without an erase-head, all tracks would be layered on top of one another. Therefore, when we are attempting to rationalize with our thoughts or experiences, we can eliminate confusion by being able to limit our experiences into a singular, linear experience.

At first, we create conscious limits as a means to simplify our spiritual learning process. The goal, however, is not to remain stagnant in these limits, but to learn how to juggle multiple interpretations. As we develop a healthy ego structure, we subconsciously prioritize how we interpret our experiences as a means to confront the more dominant karmic energies first. Once we are able to alchemize, transmute, or sublimate the dominant karmic energies, we can then relax our defenses and soften our rigidity. As we find stillness, our ego takes a less dominant position; this is when we begin to revive larger amounts of compressed time, wisdom, and light from higher vibrations. Essentially, by letting go of the need to identify ourselves, we attract greater bandwidths of energy—more angels to fit on the head of a pin.

Our goal is to eventually transcend our emotional reactivity in every present moment so that we can receive as many streams of consciousness as possible. By doing so, we maximize every experience and learn to transmute negativity into positivity (kinetic energy into raw potential energy). Our experiences do not necessary change; however, our perspective of our experiences does. The more our ego takes a back seat, the more that our inner witness is able to discern purpose and gain wisdom.

Psychological Background Processing Daemon

“KNOW WE THE FLESH IS FLEETING. THE THINGS MEN COUNT GREAT ARE NOTHING TO US. THE THINGS WE SEEK ARE NOT OF THE BODY BUT ARE ONLY THE PERFECTED STATE OF THE SOUL. WHEN YE AS MEN CAN LEARN THAT NOTHING BUT PROGRESS OF SOUL CAN COUNT IN THE END, THEN TRULY YE ARE FREE FROM ALL BONDAGE, FREE TO WORK IN A HARMONY OF LAW. KNOW, O MAN, YE SHOULD AIM AT PERFECTION, FOR ONLY THUS CAN YE ATTAIN TO THE GOAL. THOUGH YE SHOULD KNOW THAT NOTHING IS PERFECT, YET IT SHOULD BE THY AIM AND THY GOAL.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The process of accruing greater amounts of spiritual energy by taking on additional archetypes, personalities, and connecting to multiple timelines brings forth an influx of energy. If we are not able to hold multiple versions of ourselves, we can experience certain toxicity. In other words, we can either develop toxic personality traits or wrongfully channel that energy through a specific ego identity. If we are unable to release our preferences or personal agendas/reputations, we will begin to exhibit narcissistic traits.

It is only by identifying with higher-order energies of truth, love, and wisdom that we can maintain higher levels of energy. However, this means that we must be willing to accept whatever path we are taken—even if it means losing the things we hold dear in the physical world. Attempting to handle such an incredible amount of energy can be like trying to drink from a fire hose. During moments of trauma, intense offerings of unconditional love, and other methods that transcend duality into unity, our defenses are lowered. As we take on this influx of energy, we are forced to destroy our ego, else our attachments to our ego will destroy us. By resigning our fears and desire systems, we are flooded with universal wisdom.

This does not mean that we have to eliminate everything from our physical lives; however, it does mean that it can be quite difficult to maintain balance while still being emotionally attached to certain people, ideas, beliefs, or practices. In the end, everything physical is tantamount to a stick which we use to stir the fire. Eventually, before the fire goes out, the stick is tossed into the flames—as it was only ever a tool that was created with planned obsolescence. Our physical life, too, is much like the stick. Eventually, we will discard our physical substance as it was only ever intended to deepen the experience for our spirit-soul.

Pilating a Psychotic Episode in St. Paul

“WE TOOK THE MIRACLE AND GROUND IT DOWN INTO GREAT POWDER. SO NO MORE MIRACLES. EVERYONE'S COMPLAINING THAT DURING THE BIBLE TIMES, YOU HAVE A MIRACLE OR TWO. BUT NOW, THERE'S NO MIRACLES. THAT'S WHAT WE DO TO THE MIRACLES. WE JUST FLATTEN THEM OUT. ” – ITZHAK BENTOV

Quite often, however, we make the error of labeling transcendent spiritual experiences as psychological diagnoses or temporary breaks in our mental health. Diagnosing a spiritual experience, moment of divine intercession, synchronicity, or miracle is tantamount to making it illegal for anyone to be over 6' tall. By doing so, we would have to completely ignore the fact that nature is unpredictable and that there is absolutely no law created by man which should ever attempt to prevent, restrict, or control nature from expressing itself. At the very least, we should realize that our limits to our existence are not relegated to the physical world. Unfortunately, a significant portion of our healthcare system has prescribed to philosophical materialism, diagnosing anything that falls outside of their control, predictability, or limited understanding.

Though it is not illegal to have an emotional breakdown in the privacy of our own homes, doing just about anything that goes against social/cultural norms causes people to feel uncomfortable. People are even found discomforted when they exhibit certain behaviors when they are by themselves. When we restrict ourselves in any way, we severely limit our capacity to channel higher-order energy or take on additional archetypes. In order to be able to broaden our energetic bandwidth, we may be required to act out or our normal comfort zones. This means that we are required to resign our self-control over until we are able to exhibit certain behaviors, entertain certain thoughts, or entertain alternative beliefs until we no longer react emotionally or fall out of our composure.

“I FOUND OUT THAT I'M NOT CRAZY. LITTLE BIRDY TOLD ME SCHIZOPHRENIA WAS ONLY SPIRITS SAYING 'FORGIVE ME.'” – “DONOR” BY JD STAHL

It is only our conditioning which creates emotional bias. For example, jumping out of a plane can either be perceived as pleasurable or frightening; it all depends on the individual who is taking action—and, of course, they experience with similar activities. Both fear and excitement are actually the same exact chemicals that are released in the brain. We discern the difference between fear and excitement solely based on our preferences, precedents, and the faith we have in relation to being able to transmute every experience into a potential opportunity for growth.

In order to alchemize our experiences back into raw potential and purpose, we must first purify our perspectives and temporarily release our biases. It is our preferences which create the limits that prevent us from spiritual growth and metaphysical development. Through the process of forgiveness, we are able to release our conditional attachments to our personality and ego structure so that it is easier to remain objective while purifying our subconscious from toxic thoughts, beliefs, or victim mentalities.

This means that we must balance our physical and spiritual existence, recognizing that our body is merely a tool that is both valuable yet insignificant in terms of our spiritual development. This paradoxical stance on existence eliminates bias towards the physical or non-physical dimensions of reality—yet, at the same time, is able to recognize that our energy is infinite. In the same way that Jesus and others were obedient only to death, we must all seek to dominate any fears or restrictions that prevent us from attaining Unity/Christ/God Consciousness. We are required, therefore to see ourselves in every living thing—without exceptions. If we are willing to forgive others, we will be able to find forgiveness for the version of ourselves which is alive in them as well. As a result, we come into alignment with the collective consciousness.

Forgiveness

JD Stahl (07/28/2019) And then I realized The same look of disgust That I saw in their faces Was the same look That I occasionally saw In the mirror, Behind this smile. And so I forgave them. So I could forgive myself. And then I began, Again.