(B03C04) Chapter 4: Free Dominion (The Real & the Dead)

False Light Epidemic Masking Toxic Love's Conditions

“WHEN A MAN MAKES A VOW TO THE LORD OR TAKES AN OATH TO OBLIGATE HIMSELF BY A PLEDGE, HE MUST NOT BREAK HIS WORD BUT MUST DO EVERYTHING HE SAID.” – NUMBERS 30:2

If anyone wishes to solve their problems or find their way beyond cycles of pain and confusion, they must be willing to adjust their understanding of reality. At the very least, we must be willing to redefine certain labels, names, and concepts that we have previously associated to certain beliefs systems, emotions, or qualities that we have taken on throughout our lives. Since our entire persona has developed from a single seed of trauma, everything we believe we are is essentially a defense mechanism that we have created to protect us from having to face our deepest truth. However, when we are able to process the pain that we experienced from splitting our true authentic nature into a system of personality defense mechanisms, we will be able to use that energy to eliminate duality altogether. As a result, all of our terms, ideas, beliefs, and concepts can be redefined paradoxically—making them true by nature.

The truth that many of us don't want to face is that we have spent the majority of our lives believing in a definition of love, truth, nature, and God that is wildly inaccurate. To put it bluntly, most people don't know what love really is—at least in truth. For many, we like to believe that love includes preference, favor, or polarity. Yet, any definition of love that includes conditions relative to preference is, by definition, conditional. Conditional love in terms of the physical reality only ever creates separation (sin) that perpetuates what we call “evil.”

“SO REMEMBER WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE AND KEEP YOUR NOSES CLEAN. BOYS WILL BE BOYS AND PLAY WITH TOYS, SO BE STRONG WITH YOUR BEAST.” - “MEMO FROM TURNER” BY MICK JAGGER

Therefore, in order to truly understand love (unconditionally), we must be willing to recognize how our preferences only make up the false light of truth. Basically, our inability to admit to ourselves that we were sold a version of love that has caused every trauma in our lives is virtually impossible to admit to ourselves—for it would completely destroy our hope in the external world, as well as our own self-image. Yet, it is only by sacrificing the nature of our false self (ego/persona) that we are able to follow the call of the unbiased truth. If we are not willing to make these sacrifices, we can only ever claim that we are obedient to the false light—the source of evil, bias, favor, and the “beasts” native only to the physical world.

In order to attain sovereignty, we must be willing to recognize that our spirit-soul is above the beasts; this means that our physical body must eventually be sacrificed to the yearnings of the soul. Because of the false definitions we have accepted throughout our lives, we are prevented from reaching dominance over our physical nature. As a result, we are no greater than beasts, led blindly into the depths of conditioning. Our attempts to rationalize our emotions is the source of our false light. This false light splits our light in half, creating our shadow. It is then the shadow which translates the energy we receive from our environment—betraying our spirit only to create more karmic projections, suffering, pain, and confusion into the external world.

“IN SOME RESPECTS, I SUSPECT YOU'VE GOT A RESPECTABLE SIDE. WHEN PUSHED AND PULLED AND PRESSURED, YOU SELDOM RUN AND HIDE. BUT IT'S FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S BENEFIT, NOT FOR WHAT YOU WANNA DO. UNTIL I REALIZE THAT YOU'VE REALIZED, I'M GONNA SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU. YEAH, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS, YOU DO AS YOU'RE TOLD.” – “YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS” BY THE WHITE STRIPES

It is through the process of destruction that we are capable of resurrecting our truest authenticity. Going beyond what is acceptable—breaking rules and overstepping boundaries—is the path that those who seek to make all things good again shall pass. Without destruction, creation could not be possible. Therefore, when we look back upon our lives, we can (hopefully) find comfort in the sources of pain and fear in our lives. If we are willing to engage in the process of self-destruction consciously, we can take the position of the witness. From this perspective, our pain (as well as our joy) can be recognized for their utility; we can use everything in our lives as a means to attain higher states of consciousness.

Our proximity to “God” or Nature is but a state of balance which is beyond polarity. When we no longer enable our escapism to truth and, instead, seek out those unconscious aspects of ourself that perpetuate duality, we end up freeing our minds from the mental slavery caused by false definitions of love, truth, and God. Not only do we allow ourselves to act authentically without fearing external judgment or seeking popularity, but we also open channels of energy that are evoked from our creative nature. In other terms, by clarifying our masculine qualities (structure, order, or definition), we resurrect the unlimited energy from our spirit-soul—the feminine qualities of freedom, unity, wholeness, and purity. It is in the marriage of these two types of energy that we are able to live freely in truth, light, and life. Instead of seeking hope externally, we become hope. It is this objective hope from within us that cleanses and purifies every event that followed our first fears.

Pain-Bailers Racking up a 30 Shekel Tab at a Centaur Cinnabar

“FOR A PERSON BETWEEN THE AGES OF FIVE AND TWENTY, SET THE VALUE OF A MALE AT TWENTY SHEKELS AND OF A FEMALE AT TEN SHEKELS.” – LEVITICUS 27:15

What people often fear most about spiritual development is having to confront the parts of ourselves that are not popular or have a history of causing us to experience feelings of shame, guilt, or discomfort. Though these thoughts and feelings may seem to be unique to us, they are not. Not only is every living creature connected by the Omega bandwidth throughout all time and space, but the energy that is transmitted through these quantum channels is shared in everyone. This means that we all suffer the same; however, it doesn't mean that we experience the energy in the same way.

Some people have developed a perception of life that is able to see how jumping out of a plane may be both pleasurable and frightening without feeling the need to assert bias over one or the other. There are others who have yet to approach the state of balance that is capable of equanimity. We hold onto these toxic belief systems and perceptions because they protect us from having to face the traumatic fears of spiritual abandonment that we experienced early in our childhood. It is through the process of healing these traumas and being honest with ourselves that we can free the masculine/feminine identities that we held in our youth. It is through the resurrection of our masculine and feminine ideals that we learn how to process the karma that we have accrued after our initial moment of trauma.

It is only by being able to recognize the chains that exist between our physical and spiritual dimensions that allows us to free ourselves from being subconsciously controlled by our environment. Even if nothing changes in our lives, at the very least we should be willing to be honest about who we are. It is only then that we can take full responsibility for our thoughts, words, and actions and reclaim spiritual sovereignty by abandoning a victim mentality or desire to seek either credit or blame for what has occurred in our lives. Withdrawing from the inclination to externalize our physical experience, however, will cause us to experience emotions that we have spent our entire lives avoiding. As a result, we can exhibit certain unprecedented behaviors. However, this is similar to drug or alcohol abuse. We can only go so far trying to numb our feelings to avoid the eventual withdrawal symptoms until we must come face to face with the consequences of our actions.

Clocking Spoiled Inner Twin Child Sin Drones

“'CAUSE YOU COULD LEAVE ME IF YOU WANT TO, BABY. I DON'T MIND, I CAN STAND IT, I CAN FACE IT. I COULD LIVE WITH IT EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE, IT'S ALRIGHT.  I DON'T MIND.” – “BREAKDOWN” BY TOM PETTY

Emotional breakdowns are not necessarily something to be concerned about; nor should they ever be something to avoid—unless you have no wish to awaken to a higher version of your personal salvation. Sure, there is always the possibility that temporary breaks in our mental stability could cause ourselves or others harm; however, it is not our emotions which cause damage. It is our inability to practice self-control and conscious awareness that creates distance between our body and spirit-soul. This distance changes our relationship to time as well. As a result, when we experience a moment of pain, we feel that it will last forever. This temporary break causes us to feel we must react physically to that which is no more than a movie-like projection from our subconscious mind.

These illusions last momentarily; the pain we feel is caused by our neurological pathways being reorganized in a way that supports our new perspective of reality—one that incorporates something we previously believed to be impossible. Though this may sound unfavorable or uncomfortable, it is the same process that occurs when we witness something that expands our understanding of bliss as well. Therefore, it is only our biases that create pain, not the thoughts themselves. How we react in the presence of those biases will determine the nature and impact of the karma we create. Our feelings, therefore, are instructions relative to our dharma; the actions that we take in response to those emotions determine our karma. This is how our free will negotiates relative time with our fate.

Fortunately or unfortunately, it isn't until we experience a moment that brings us to our knees that these energies find a way back to us. However, in order to reach higher planes of consciousness, we must endure the karmic backlash of every one of these moments. Even the things that we did outside of our conscious awareness must be seen from a perspective of intention. We have to remember that in higher planes of consciousness, our mind operates purely from purpose. Therefore, everyone we have hurt and who has hurt us was part of a divine plan. In order to ascend beyond duality, we have to recognize that we are the sole designer of every single one of our experiences.

Peacefully Resting in Matched Promethean Arrangements

“MADE A MILLI' OFF THE FLOW, NOW IT'S TIME TO REINVENT IT. I'M THE SOLDIER AND LIEUTENANT, I'M THE OWNER AND THE VENDOR. YEAH, THE ANGEL AND THE SINNER, MAIN COURSE AND THE DINNER. MIKE GLOVE WITH THE GLITTER, DOIN' DEALS ON THE SHITTER. YOU WON'T FIND A NIGGA REALER, YOU CAN LOOK AROUND THE GLOBE. SHIT GET HOT UP IN THE KITCHEN, SO DON'T STAND AROUND THE STOVE.” – “HAVE A NICE DAY” BY MOUNT WESTMORE

Unfortunately, accepting responsibility for our trauma can be difficult. Doing so forces us to confront a version of ourselves that has intentionally caused pain to both ourselves and everyone in our environment. Coming face-to-face with the designer of divine order when we have been so entrained into thinking that something external was either to credit or blame challenges our definitions of love, God, and divinity in general. Realizing that “God” or Nature is everything—including identities like Satan or the Devil—destroys and belief system that can exist in the dualistic 3rd dimension.

All of these names, titles, personalities, archetypes, energies—both darkness and light—are all projected from the same source energy: the etheric element or “Mother.” Deep within every one of us is the energy of Source/God. Therefore, in order to be able to satisfy the oath we have made to our soul, we must eventually confront everything that prevents us from reaching the realization that both heaven and hell are the same—only seen from two different perspectives. The energy of these polarities are the exact same, stimulating the same neurotransmitters in the brain as both fear and excitement. Everything is intentional and contains divine purpose, else it wouldn't satisfy the paradoxical nature of the physical reality.

“DON’T DO IT TOO HEAVY, BECAUSE THAT FIRE IS HOT. LIKE, I SHOULD SAY NICE THINGS AND MAKE YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE. BUT ANOTHER PART OF ME JUST SAYS, 'GO DEEPER INTO THE FIRE IF YOU REALLY WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. BURN BABY, BURN.'” – RAM DASS

More simply, goodness cannot exist without evil—and vice versa. If we want to eliminate one, we would have to eliminate the other. Therefore, in order to find peace, we must transcend them both. Through the methods and practices that guide us through transcendence, we experience a hot fire of purification. Therefore, if we wish to attain closer proximity to the divine and resurrect energies of truth, light, and unconditional love, we must actually seek the fire as often as possible. It is not only through pleasure that we are able to experience what many call as “God,” but through intense pain as well.

When we are no longer able to see either polarity as different from the other, we are existing in a state of balance. When what brought us pain begins to bring us pleasure—and vice versa—we are awakening. This is the state of mind one takes as they begin to resurrect purity from within. What actually happens is our metaphysical consciousness merges with the state of balance between the fires of purification and the baptismal waters of truth. It is calm at the center of the storm. The only thing that discerns between these two extreme polarities is our perception. If we are unwilling to be honest—without exception—then we will feel the burning of the fire. However, it is only by being honest that allows us to experience longstanding joy, bliss, ecstasy, and life as a conscious individual. Everything else is merely a masturbatory illusion—an addiction to a false-light “mother” that pushes us further away from truth, divinity, and “real” love.

Prophecy 35

JD Stahl (03/26/2018) Not now, nor ever shall we be wrong. Spring has come and games were won. Forgiven trances from dances done. Crash through crowds and tempted ones. Given the last of wonderful flight. Conditions of now, within the soldier’s might. Complications within this poet’s right. 'Onward!' says the birds and spirits of night. Days they will pass along the road so long. And children will be dancing and singing songs. While the future is written to these stories old. Prototypes and guidance given unto being sold. Fiery eyes bleed through the wicked rays. And karma licks the backs of the end of days. From sickest beings foretold by the angels gaze. And prophecies are called to prove what they portray. But soon the sun will rise again, my friend. To the highest point within the summer lands. And seas will rise and rains will run off hands. Into the depths of the caves made by mining sand. But all this fear must not be maintained. Is no longer physics or by time be tamed. Redefine what’s fiction and properly sane. Slowly deteriorating in the language and name. A warriors stance within this battle is you. Do not let the fortunes to enslave our youth. For the power that guides the future is proof. Hold your feet even through these winds of truth.

Drinking a Fifth of Absolute to Celebrate Independence Day

“IF ANYONE DEDICATES THEIR HOUSE AS SOMETHING HOLY TO THE LORD, THE PRIEST WILL JUDGE ITS QUALITY AS GOOD OR BAD. WHATEVER VALUE THE PRIEST THEN SETS, SO IT WILL REMAIN. IF THE ONE WHO DEDICATES THEIR HOUSE WISHES TO REDEEM IT, THEY MUST ADD A FIFTH TO ITS VALUE, AND THE HOUSE WILL AGAIN BECOME THEIRS.” – LEVITICUS 27:14-15  

When we attain a state of equanimity, we transcend the duality of concepts like Heaven and Hell. In this sense, Heaven is a purely spiritual plane and “Hell” is life restricted or limited to the physical nature of the body or materialistic world. When we are able to combine both into our metaphysical consciousness, we call forth the 4 primary Earth elements (fire, air, water, earth). By transmuting the energy of these elements, we are able to purify our metaphysical substance—our conscious awareness.

The purified mind, therefore, is the proverbial 5th element—the metaphysical plane (ether) where both creator and creation are together beyond duality. By manifesting the 5th element into our conscious mind, we free ourselves from mental slavery. By doing so successfully, we are no longer perpetuating our subjectivity to living from a perspective of life in separation. In other words, the proof of enlightenment means that we no longer perceive life from the perspective of partial truth but absolute truth—the collection of all partial truths.

As we elevate our perspective to see alternative truths, we temporarily entertain each of them as absolute truth. In order to fully understand different perspectives, we practice accepting different perspectives without doubting or questioning them. The problem with doing this is that we have a natural human tendency to cling to these belief systems, often causing us to close the door to any alternatives. The more separation that we create, the less energy that we are able to draw from source. As a result, we seek out external sources of satiation, addictions, and distractions that further the distance between us and truth.

“SING THOU THE SONG OF FREEDOM. SING THOU THE SONG OF THE SOUL. CREATE THE HIGH VIBRATION THAT WILL MAKE THEE ONE WITH THE WHOLE. BLEND ALL THYSELF WITH THE COSMOS. GROW INTO ONE WITH THE LIGHT. BE THOU A CHANNEL OF ORDER, A PATHWAY OF LAW TO THE WORLD.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Source energy is drawn only from the combination of all possibilities. Just as the concept of God (spiritual feminine qualities) cannot be named or limited to subjectivity, the presence of unconditional love is the state of acceptance which produces a vibration that connects us to the electromagnetic spectrum of the Earth. When we are able to create this vibration with our metaphysical consciousness, the vibration of unconditional love streams forth from our cells, stimulating our pineal gland, and causing the vibration of absolute truth from our third eye chakra.

Creating this divine vibration with the mind allows us to remain conscious of all possibilities—or at least as many of them as possible in the moment. We recognize that for one perspective to be true all others must also be relatively true. As we practice this, we will be able to maintain consciousness of multiple planes/dimensions at the same time. As the unique vibrations of each density are brought together, they produce a certain pattern of awareness. These patterns eventually determine our perception, personality, and every other internal and external experience.

The mixing of various vibrational patterns goes through deconstructive interference, meaning that the pattern produced is a perfect mixture of self and non-self/environment. Therefore, when we embody the divine absolute perspective without preferences, we open ourselves up to an objective view of the world. This objectivity gives us a chance to experience spiritual sovereignty—knowing ourselves as an independent entity, free from the slavery of subconscious projections (self and other).

“DEEP I BOWED IN HOMAGE BEFORE THE LORDS OF LIFE AND THE LORDS OF DEATH, RECEIVING AS MY GIFT THE KEY OF LIFE.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

We can either sacrifice our false projections willingly or we will be forced to endure repetitive patterns until we are able to awaken to their true purpose: to free us from the illusions of a false self (ego). The evidence of an awakening is that we are no longer emotionally reactive to what is going on around us. Though we still experience our emotions as events are occurring, we see them as something separate from our base matter—no more than a tool or method that we use to alert us when we are falling out of a state of equanimity or balance.

No matter how unfortunate something is in the world around us, there is an inherent purpose. Death can either be seen as tragic or it can be seen as a natural occurrence for a life lived to its fullest—a celebratory event or gift that allows us to transition to a higher state of being. In a sense, physical death is a graduation, a reward for meeting all of our soul's personal criteria. Each one of us is different, carrying a unique dharmic vibration. The age, method, or reason for our graduation (death) will be different for all of us. Nothing is by accidental; all things are planned out perfectly; questioning this is the direct result of incomplete faith and an inability to release limiting perspectives. We will continue to participate as slaves to the wheel of death and rebirth until every single one of these limits is released and transmuted into absolute faith.

Boo-Khu Bucks Kidding Around with Hungry, Hunger Hipsters

“HE CARRIES OFF THE HEARTS OF THE GODS, AND DEVOURS THE WISDOM OF EVERY GOD; THEREFORE, THE DURATION OF HIS LIFE IS EVERLASTING AND HE LIVES TO ALL ETERNITY, FOR THE SOULS OF THE GODS AND THEIR KHU'S ARE IN HIM.” – THE EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

The state of absolute faith and unconditional love is not a destination that we must work or labor in order to reach, but the natural, original state of being from where we originally incarnated. As children, it is much easier to welcome moments of divine intercession into our lives simply because we have not become so attached to as many limiting belief systems, perspectives, or preferences that prevent us from entertaining alternatives to the fullest extent. As children, we are all experimenting with reality, trying on entirely different paradigms as a means to negotiate our place in the world around us. From year to year, we grow, developing a more unique vibration that helps us to balance our self with our different environments.

As adults, however, attempting to transition through an ego death can be excruciating. In a sense, we are actually stronger as children because we are more flexible to change both ourselves and our perspectives. The scale is the only thing that differs. A child will experience the same amount of trauma when their ice cream falls on the floor or their balloon pops as an adult will feel after the death of a loved one.

“YE, AS A CHILD HAD NOT THE KNOWLEDGE THAT CAME TO YE WHEN YE BECAME A MAN. COMPARE YE THE CYCLES TO MAN IN HIS JOURNEY FROM BIRTH UNTO DEATH, AND SEE IN THE CYCLE BELOW THEE THE CHILD WITH THE KNOWLEDGE HE HAS; AND SEE YE YOURSELF AS THE CHILD GROWN OLDER, ADVANCING IN KNOWLEDGE AS TIME PASSES ON. SEE YE, WE, ALSO, THE CHILD GROWN TO MANHOOD WITH THE KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM THAT CAME WITH THE YEARS. SO ALSO, O THOTH, ARE THE CYCLES OF CONSCIOUSNESS, CHILDREN IN DIFFERENT STAGES OF GROWTH, YET ALL FROM THE ONE SOURCE, THE WISDOM, AND ALL TO THE WISDOM RETURNING AGAIN.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

To the physical brain, the same chemicals are released and (relatively) the emotions that are felt or experienced are similar. Parents often look at smaller events as ineffectual or minor in comparison to what they believe to be more worthy of emotional reactivity or a personal loss of composure. Because most of us are not properly taught how brain chemistry is relative to every individual, comparing our traumas to those of others one of the greatest causes of our conflict we maintain with our environment Yet, at the same time, these temporary periods of emotional destruction are the course through which we are able to transcend our limited physical existence and incorporate greater bandwidths of spiritual energy.

As children, every single time we shift from one paradigm to the next, we experience an awakening. It isn't until we get locked into cycles or patters that limit our capacity to entertain alternatives that these events become sparse or diminish in their effectiveness. When we are no longer open to awakening to alternative perspectives, we fall out of balance and we start to age. Normally, this occurs around the age of 27 when we have settled into repetitive patterns or a certain “maintenance” of life. For those who settle into maintenance, continual learning for pleasure is no longer is a normal occurrence. When we no longer enjoy learning, the synapses in our brains stop growing and developing. As a result of no longer channeling our energy to our central nervous system, our bodies begin to age, our energy diminishes; as a result, our overall vibration is lowered, completely altering our physical/psychological/and spiritual relationship with relative time.

Crossbar Drag-Strip Officials Selling Zombie Alpaca Lit Gloss

“THE RAP ERA'S OUTTA CONTROL, BROTHER'S SELLIN' THEIR SOUL TO GO GOLD. GOING, GOING, GONE, ANOTHER RAPPER SOLD!” – “CROSSOVER” BY JD STAHL

When we give up learning on a regular basis or challenging ourselves with different perspectives, we are considerably more susceptible to being absorbed by our environment or being manipulated/controlled by others who have not settled into repetitive patterns of lifestyle hypnosis. In a sense, we “sell” access to our own soul's energy in exchange for a manufactured perspective of safety, predictability, control, or even spiritual salvation. By no longer claiming our spiritual sovereignty, we become slaves to pretty much anyone or anything that vibrates at a higher level than we do. In a sense, we cannot even claim the authority to discern if we are making conscious rational decisions, simply because we have based our entire process of discernment on external sources of validation or proof.

For better or for worse, there is nothing we can do to prevent transformative events from occurring in our lives. The only thing that we can do is try to run and hide from them; still, when we least expect it, the events in our physical environment conspire and create an unavoidable situation that will catch us by surprise. It takes less than a second for our entire lives to come to a complete halt. In those moments of divine intercession (also known as synchronicity), the door to our hearts flies open and in pours the fullness of energetic waves that completely change our perspective of reality. In each of these newly-introduced planes is a paradigm shift, introducing us to yet another version of ourselves.

Assign the Mutiny

JD Stahl (03/25/2018) Climbing up to you, my Lord. Grasping at each golden rung. Each breath with pain and penance, Brings back to mind all that I have done. Walking through the rainbow. Finding streams and trees. Road maps and mirrors, Searching for you within me. I Am, and you are here. Manifestation of internal station. Spirit through cells and fences. Bringing to the population. Creating new routes for you, Based on the purest intentions. Actions exceed above their truth. Creating a new future, past inception. And this is how it all happens. Listen to these specific instructions. Let these words bounce off the mirror. Incorporate into your own production. The language is made on the fly. You make the code with all their eyes. Don’t hold too fast, they’ll guide. Drawn with angels, in pictures they hide. The tests come to you, Like whispers in your ear. One praises you and one shames. It’s up to you which one you hear. Individuality and answers of me. In this mutiny, stern to bow, I must find this divine identity. I know now I’m deaf to questions how. Soothe and calm your humanity. You are not deaf to those you see. I promise my eternal company, Once you sacrifice your privacy. Fear not, young children, I plead, For illusion is home to us all. Do not hide your darkness from light. Now now, and never shall we fall.