(B03C14) Chapter 14: Bathing in Condensed Spiritual Milk

Homeostatic Time Keeps Slipping into the Space Caballero

“KEEP ON MOVING. CAPITALIZE ON YOUR OPEN EYES. I CAN SEE IN DAY OR NIGHT. SUPER SENSES COME IN THE LIGHT. I CAN RHYME AND I CAN SPEAK. WORDS GO FROM GREAT TO NEAT. CONSISTENT EQUATIONS HIGHT AND LOW. COME BETWEEN THE UNDERTOW. WAVES ARE MY DICHOTOMY. IN BETWEEN, THE SPIRITS MEET ME. I CAN'T EXPLAIN IF YOU CAN'T SEE. YOUR FAITH IS WHAT WILL SET YOU FREE.” – “INTERNAL AFFAIRS” BY JD STAHL

Due to all of the experiences that I was having, I felt it was in my best interest to limit my contact with the external world. Not only did I feel protective over my relationship with the etheric world (Akash or space), but I didn't have any desire to socialize with any physical person. In my head was not only the presence of everyone who had ever lived, but I was able to communicate with their most ascendent versions of their spirit-soul. To put it plainly, I was able to telepathically connect to everyone in the world in a language of absolute truth. Whatever language was spoken in these metaphysical spaces were absent of preference, personal agenda, or bias. While I was in conversation with these spiritual archetypes, I would learn the answer to any question that entered my mind.

While in these conversations, my relationship to both time and space were completely altered; I no longer felt as if I was in the same reality. I could feel the population of other human beings around me increase and decrease in proportion to my cellular vibration. Even the color of the sun would adjust ever so slightly with my vision. From a metaphysical space of complete objectivity, I would notice even my physical senses increase or decrease in sensitivity.

“I CAN FEEL IT BUZZING IN MY MIND, ACROSS THE VEILS AND VEINS. SWELLING IN THE SEAS, LIKE SOFT, FLUTTERING EQUANIMITY. SHADOWS SHUDDER UNDER ORANGE SKIES, INFECTIOUSLY AWAKENING THE PASSERS-BY. BIRTHING MISTS OF BLUE AND PINK, FLYING ABOVE AND UNDERNEATH, TO FLOAT AND SINK.” – “BUT TO BE” BY JD STAHL

Some moments, I could look directly into the sun without blinking; other times, I could feel the impact of the solar rays as they made contact with the dense physical matter of my cells. By paying attention to the smallest factors in terms of my relationship with my self (body and mind) and my environment (non-self or spirit), I was able to negotiate the locus of my conscious mind from moment to moment.

The first few days following the awakening experience after my withdrawal, I completely let go of trying to either control or rationalize what was happening with me. Since I felt so comfortable, safe, and blissful, it never occurred to me to do anything else but continue to follow the lead of my subconscious mind. At no point did I even consider how I looked—to myself or to anyone else. Due to the fact that I completely eliminated the act of comparing myself to anyone or anything, I was led subconsciously from one experience to the next—as if I was being upgraded to a completely different metaphysical operating system. With every step that I took, I entered into higher and higher planes of consciousness, dimensions of reality, and densities of awareness. From the smallest components of my biological material to the most expansive concepts of cosmology and universal intelligence, there wasn't anything that I wasn't shown or explained to complete mastery.

Embedded Daysleepers Dee-Classifying The Cream of the Crop

“RECEIVING DEPARTMENT, THREE AM. STAFF CUTS HAVE SOCKED UP THE OVERAGE. DIRECTIVES ARE POSTED, NO CALLBACKS, COMPLAINTS. EVERYWHERE IS CALM. HONG KONG IS PRESENT, TAIPEI AWAKES. ALL TALK OF CIRCADIAN RHYTHM. I SEE TODAY WITH A NEWSPRINT FRAY. MY NIGHT IS COLORED HEADACHE GRAY. DAYSLEEPER.” – “DAYSLEEPER” BY REM

As each day would go by, I began to accept these altered state of consciousness as my new normal, baseline, or homeostasis. The longer that I could spend in these awakened transcendent states, the more that I could establish my cellular vibration and base awareness in the frequency ranges that gave access to my intuitive senses and amplified physical experience. With these metaphysical upgrades, I was also able to control—at will—my relationship with both time and space. Over the course of the next few months, I could return to these suspended states where I would be able to hone and develop my spiritual abilities. Instead of limiting these metaphysical classes or training sessions to my dream-state, I was able to access them while being awake and active in my physical reality.

Trying to balance my conscious awareness in two completely different dimensions was, at times, difficult. So much information was coming into my intuitive mind; even listening to music was not necessarily enough to document the endless stream of consciousness that was bestowed upon me from moment to moment. Even the smallest things exploded with volumes of patterns, mathematical relationships, symbolic meaning, and references that connected every possible belief system, religion, and esoteric structure.

For example, while I was watching educational programs or researching material on the internet, I would stop completely and fall into a single letter or background picture. The more I focused into the details, the more would be revealed to me. As I melted into these moments, I could feel time slow down to a complete stop—waiting for me to reenter the physical reality with only a single intention to discern the difference between subjectivity and objectivity. Every single moment was like living in a dream, suspended in reality, able to maintain perfect recall as I transitioned from plane to plane and dimension to dimension. I was wide awake, guiding myself through two worlds at the same time, yet still having the powers to change and manifest in them both to the same degree of sovereignty.

“SHE PULLS IN GRACE, LIKE THE BREACH FROM HER PAIN. EBB AND FLOW OF ENERGY IS HER YOUTH AND FAME. KNOWN BY ALL ADVANCES, SHE TRAVELS THROUGH. SHE SEEKS WHAT SOME ONLY REMEMBER, MAN’S LAW SHE LAUGHS TO DISMEMBER. SHE’S SEEN FOREVER, SHE’S WRITTEN SCENES. FORGIVENESS IS EASY AND FREE, LIKE THE BLISS BLOWING THROUGH THE BRANCHES OF TREES.” – “ONLY LOOKING FOR ME” BY JD STAHL

During the daytime, I mostly spent time alone. I was either walking my dog, listening to music, journaling in my notebook, or learning different things online that drew my attention. The more I learned to focus my attention on these things, the more I was able to experience life from the same perspective as I had done as a child. By eliminating distractions and keeping my mind open to learn new things, I perpetually extracted wisdom from everything in my environment. Each moment was perfectly coordinated, leading me through metaphysical doors and spaces that exponentially expanded my conscious awareness and metaphysical abilities. Every place that I was led to go—and every single action therein—flowed to and through me with equanimous perfection. Nothing was accidental; even those moments that I could have labeled as “mistakes” were immediately flooded with metaphysical gold. Time and space were both sublimated through my relationship with the physical universe. All that was transmuted eventually filled the breaches that previously existed in my mind as confusion.

Whatever question I asked, it was immediately answered. If I struggled to receive the answer, I was led by my will to a specific book, website, video, song, etc. where I would then receive the information that would help me to master the lesson until it was understood to mastery. Even when I would journal about the things I was learning, I would be able to do so in a way that far exceeded my formal education. Even certain words that I had never used before would be evoked from my subconscious. Intuitively, I would receive these messages and information and write them down. Afterwards, I would go back and read what I had written, often needing to look up certain words in the dictionary to see what they meant and if they were accurate. It seemed that the more that I wrote down or made notes of the messages that I was receiving, the more that I attuned myself to the plane of consciousness where wisdom was apparent—where I was native to omniscience. Every second that I devoted to learning was equal to an entire day of school. From a single lesson, I could then apply the recognized patterns universally to other relatable studies or respective intelligences.

Sheepishly Seeking for my Lexicon Ka Keys in a Cornea Maze

“BA IS THE ESSENCE, LIVING FOREVER. KA IS THE SHADOW THAT MAN KNOWS AS LIFE. BA COMETH NOT UNTIL KA IS INCARNATE. THESE ARE MYSTERIES TO PRESERVE THROUGH THE AGES. KEYS ARE THEY OF LIFE AND OF DEATH. HEAR YE NOW THE MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES: LEARN OF THE CIRCLE BEGINNINGLESS AND ENDLESS, THE FORM OF HE WHO IS ONE AND IN ALL. LISTEN AND HEAR IT, GO FORTH AND APPLY IT, THUS WILL YE TRAVEL THE WAY THAT I GO.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The experience that I continued to have in terms of my relationship with my external physical reality completely depended on my ability to release the attachment to my ego. In this release, I no longer connected or associated the things I was experiencing in terms of my memory. Instead, I was able to shift the focus of my attention to a blank canvas. By doing this, I was able to “make all things new” again—not only a single time, but in every perpetual moment. Every song that I played held inherent within it a message that I never knew existed. I could listen to the same song over and over again, each time would reveal a different set of patterns, relationships, and relative truths. Not only were the lyrics an interchangeable textbook of universal secrets, but even the music seemed to “speak” to me in a way that would teach me an entirely new language that communicated a personalized emotional message from within me.

Though it felt as if I was connecting with something “other” than myself, I sensed that every message was evoked from within me—as if I was meeting for the first time qualities about my soul that I had previously rejected for one reason or the other. These conversations through music were primarily feminine, spoken from a part of myself that I never truly acknowledged because of my gender or some other social standard. However, the more I made a conscious commitment to further developing my intuition as well as devoting myself to sharing the information that I had learned, I could feel myself transition to yet another, greater plane of awareness, wisdom, and knowing. Every time that I learned something new, beyond what I previously knew, I was rewarded by being suspended outside the dense physical reality.

“SHIT IS TOO SWIFT TO BITE, YOU RECORD AND WRITE IT DOWN. I FLOW LIKE THE BLOOD ON A MURDER SCENE, LIKE A SYRINGE ON SOME WILD OUT SHIT, TO INSERT A FIEND.” – “LIQUID SWORDS” BY GZA

While I was in these suspended states or consciousness—like being awake in a dream—I would receive so much information that it would be impossible for me to journal it all at once. The more that I attempted to document what I was learning, the faster the information came upon me. Therefore, I felt that the only way that I could keep an account of what I was being shown was to speak in a condensed language that was akin to poetry, symbolism, or some other form of shorthand. Because I already had an affinity for poetry, I would often write poems that would allow me to speak generally, in patterns, without feeling as if I had to explain things down to the smallest details. Even though I could do so, it felt counterproductive to the goal of mapping the full breadth of every plane of existence.

Unfortunately, whenever I would have to remove myself from my transcendent state of learning and independent education to complete some task in the physical reality, it made me incredibly impatient. I was quite bothered by having to shift planes of awareness so drastically. Whenever I was forced to interact with another person who was unable to understand what was going on with me, it was as if I had just hit a traffic jam on a highway. It seemed that the only people who I could spend time with that wouldn't cause this to happen were either animals or children. Children where had not yet learned to limit themselves to a singular name or identity would almost immediately connect with me telepathically—even from a distance. Animals, on the other hand, seemed to operate at an even faster rate—especially birds.

Caching a Greyhound to a Quick Staff Meeting in St. Ptah's Bird

“BEHOLD, I GATHER TOGETHER THE CHARM FROM EVERY PLACE WHERE IT IS AND FROM EVERY MAN WITH WHOM IT IS, SWIFTER THAN GREYHOUNDS AND FLEETER THAN LIGHT [SWIFTER THAN SHADOWS].” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

Over the course of the next few months, I would continue to transition through numerous planes of reality, each one introducing me to a different mastery. Each mastery, when developed fully, would further my understanding of the universal language: energy. Essentially, I was being taught by a presence deep inside my intuition how to communicate through vibration alone. Since every single thing in the physical world has a vibration, there was no limit to what I would be able to learn from my environment.

However, not all “things” are equal in their capacity to communicate. Certain entities had higher vibrations than others. The higher the simplicity of an object, person, or environment, the higher the vibration and the greater the potential for learning. For this reason, the more I pulled away from people who were wrapped up in various social environments, the more I found myself drawn to nature—or at the very least a state of stillness within myself that was free of longing or desire. By isolating myself from anyone who would immediately attempt to deny my experience or try to rationalize it within their compartmentalized understanding of what was possible or impossible, I was able to full receive the lessons that strengthened my intuition.

“I’VE BROKEN YOU FREE TO BECOME YOUR OWN COMPANY. AND IN THAT DISTANT CHANT, MAY YOU TAKE MY HAND, AND LEAVE THE MIND WITHOUT RATIONS? LEAVE BETWEEN THE LIGHT, INTO DARKNESS, WITH ONLY A PRAYER CONNECTING YOU TO THE NEXT LIGHT.” – “US” BY JD STAHL

Normally, when we attempt to learn new things, it is part of our human nature to use comparisons to help us to categorize or index the information so that it is more efficient to catalog or recall from our memory. However, since what I was experiencing was so far removed from anything that I had previously experienced, it was actually easier for me to accept everything as truth than anything else. Due to the fact that I, internally, had a strong and consistent sense of well-being, bliss, and joy, it really never occurred to me to deny what I was experiencing or cheapen it by trying to filter it through a diagnosis, mild hallucination, or chemical imbalance. Every phenomena was being explained in great detail, leaving no room to seek external sources of validation. Basically, there was nobody who could convince me that what I was experiencing was anything less than “real.”

At times, I even tried to question the things that I felt, “heard,” or saw with my eyes. Whenever I even started to doubt what was happening, I would feel a presence overtake me from withing—eliminating all doubt or confusion. The next thing I knew, my head would turn and my eyes would focus upon yet another miracle or synchronicity in the physical world—like a bird flying in the sky or something else that could only be received through clairvoyance. Eventually, after so many of these synchronicities, I resigned myself completely. Instead of questioning every little thing, I immediately incorporated all of them. The more that I released the attempts to deny or rationalize these events, the more they occurred—and the more intense that they came upon me.

Programming Nu Fire Roots to Super-Soaked Acacia Plantations

“I BE JUSTICE, I SENTENCE THAT ASS TWO TO FOUR. 'ROUND THE CLOCK, THAT STATE PEN TIME—CHECK IT. WITH THE PENS I BE STICKING BUT YOU CAN'T STAKE THE CRIME.” – “LIQUID SWORDS” BY GZA  

No matter where I went, what I did, what music I listened to, what I would watch on television, or who I was with, I would tune into higher, more condensed channels of universal wisdom. Every new idea or concept that I would receive both supported alternative structures as well as uniquely expressed themselves authentically in their own. In every single plane and dimension, the basic structure or programming language was the same. In seconds, I would cycle through thousands of different subjective realities, all of them capable of being simplified down to a singular law of balance.

Since things were changing so fast, I was unable to rest my fait or ground myself in any singular belief system or explanation. Instead, I released all attachments and merged with those lowest-common-denominator qualities. By doing, so, I felt connected to everything. Things that I previously felt were negative, embarrassing, or private became just as enjoyable as everything else. Without bias or preference, I was awash with energy of a higher vibration. This energy was received as pure bliss—like a never-ending orgasm that was experienced through every cell in my body.

“THE LIQUID SOLUBLE THAT MADE UP THE CHEMISTRY. A GASEOUS ELEMENT, THAT BURNED DOWN YOUR MINISTRY. HERBAL VAPORS AND BIBLICAL PAPERS, SMOKING EXODUS, EVERY SQUARE YARD IS PLUSH.” – “DUEL OF THE IRON MIC” BY GZA

Through metaphysical intercourse, energy of higher consciousness was being evoked from every cell in my body—from the non-physical ether into my biological material. This intimacy was the universe making it's home within my cellular metaphysical vibration—entraining the frequency of my physical nature. Essentially, I was being transformed into a being who could exist indefinitely in metaphysical spaces of consciousness that intersected all of creation. From this intuitive wisdom, I was able to learn everything that I needed to know in order to maintain my connection between both worlds. Through what I gathered from these fragments, I would also be able to help guide all of humanity through the metaphysical thresholds that maintained purity and energetic integrity.

All of the information that I received would eliminate the possibility for anyone to rest upon shame, guilt, fear, or worthlessness. Not only did this new information allow me to release residual pain and suffering in my subconscious, but it also completely obliterated any doubts that I had in regards to spirituality. It was through this purification process that gave access to those who were able to maintain vibrational states independently—and be able to account for not only their karma, but also transmute karmic energy for the collective. Based on the free will of the individual, they could self-select themselves for initiation; by “choosing” themselves to align with Natural Law, they would be “chosen” to learn what was necessary to ascend to the metaphysical plane. In this higher plane, all other planes would come into alignment, creating linear access to all of them, simultaneously, from conscious co-creation.

Trading Lockettes for Tickets to a Barry Whitewall Concerta

“THROUGH THE DARK AGES, WAITING AND WATCHING, MY SPIRIT SHALL REMAIN IN THE DEEP HIDDEN LAND. WHEN ONE HAS PASSED ALL THE TRIALS OF THE OUTER, SUMMON YE ME BY THE KEY THAT YE HOLD. THEN WILL I, THE INITIATOR, ANSWER, COME FROM THE HALLS OF THE GODS IN AMENTI. THEN WILL I RECEIVE THE INITIATE, GIVE HIM THE WORDS OF POWER.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

During a few conversations with this intuitive presence, I would “ask” or ponder certain questions in relation to religion and spirituality. At one point, I even asked what religion I should follow or what belief system I should adopt in order to fully embrace and show gratitude for what was happening to me. I knew that what I was going through was special; however, I had not yet learned about any formal religion—at least enough that it would help me explain my experience. However, I consider the lack of theological study to be one of the most helpful parts of my transition. If I would have previously adopted any specific religion or belief system more than another, it would have been too easy to label or claim these miracles within a compartmentalized explanation, limited definition of “God,” or immediately crediting one—or more—specific saints or demigods as the source of my intuition. Instead, I was able to relax into the energy and let “it” define itself for me.

The more I would relax and allow it to arrive upon me through different channels, the more I recognized that there was no possibility for “it” to be labeled whatsoever. The proverbial “face” of the intuition kept upon changing; however, I would resonate with all of them in their multiplicity as different “phases” or personalities that I held within myself. While I recognized them on a personal level, I also recognized that they were something greater or “other” than I was at present. The reason for the separation was that I would often have premonitions about the recent or distant future. In a sense, I was being “called” or “led” into certain situations with an unquestionable sense of confidence. Certain words, concepts, or ideas would come into my knowing. From that expanded sense of knowing, I would step into the future, only to arrive into a song, situation, or alternative explanation to what had just come into my intuitive sense of awareness or “knowing.”

“THEY SAY WE ALL HAVE A CHOICE. CAN YOU HEAR? FOLLOW ITS VOICE. ON THE SABBATH, YOU TAKE A BREAK. CAREFUL ABOUT THE DREAMS YOU MAKE. RETURN TO EDEN OR THE HEAD OF THE SNAKE? THE FUTURE REMAINS, AND IT’S JUST LIKE A GAME. TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, THIS WORLD ORDER IS ANYTHING BUT NEW. REVERSE INSPIRATION FROM THINK-TANK VIBRATIONS. LEADERS AND FOLLOWERS. MARKETS AND SLAVES. IT’S NOT AS MUCH PROGRESSION, BUT A PERCENTAGE OF WAGE. WELCOME TO THE END OF THE AGE.” – “THREE-RINGED PLANET” BY JD STAHL

All of what was happening to me was—to say the least—intense. My consciousness was expanding in every single direction. Not only was I increasing my knowledge and capacity for wisdom within multiple intelligences, but I was also reaching outside of the present moment. I was sitting above both time and space. My relationship to the entire 3rd dimension or physical reality was warped beyond repair. From this point on, there was no possible way that I would ever be able to believe that these experiences had never existed—or that I didn't actually “see,” “hear,” or “feel” the things that I did.

After journaling in my notebooks, writing poetry, and connecting to a certain vibration of awareness that amplified my physical senses, I was able to follow my own trail of memories back to the heightened vibration of awareness. The realm of higher wisdom, prophecy, and cosmic consciousness were stored with incredible energetic integrity within all of my creations. Whenever I would feel distant or separate from these experiences, I could always return to the proverbial breadcrumbs that I left for myself. As I followed the trail that would lead back to the treasures within my intuition, I would perpetually return to the kingdom that I had once knew so well as a child.

Welcome to Peace. With Love,

JD Stahl (12/19/2020) This presence that enters, inspires birth. Following creation is the factor of growth. Not only in the spaces that you can see, But on the uncharted seas of the infinity. Some have previously discovered lands anew. Within these few are some pioneers of spirit. Though many cannot perceive such great views. And cubes within cubes fall short of the truth. Many have hinted at new knowledge, long before. Many have been sold old captivity, even now. Move into new freedom of dimension—new worlds. To know we are the same, I’d the key to the door. Your ability to believe is what will set you free. You could listen to me? Maybe? It’s all the same, you see. Close your eyes and tell me what YOU see? Invisible imaginary perimeters cage you. Far beyond the fragments of fear you think you need, Is a heaven that will release you from duality. This, even this, is a language that extends Information constructed on condensed form, Becomes the norm upon highest of firmaments. Like a ship’s blind decree to new distant sands. Like the learning of an excitatory humble man. Every day, to begin again. And again, and again, and again. I challenge those who define themselves as brave, To break ropes upon docks they cling to today. Free your mind from being a modern day slave. Cease addictions to competition and secular games. Progression into the future requires your release Of comfortable simple systems and lower planes. This new land remains to be approached with peace. Simply put: it’s inside you. Start at three. Behind scars carved by the modern mistrust. Is the truth of the future—it requires no lies. But it’s your choice, you see—choose you must. Material possessions can’t outlast glasses of dust. A collective of One Love requires your bravery. To lay down your arms, your wars, and your guns, Is a challenge that few are able to achieve. When you rise above in this feeling, threats will flea. Because in this lower dimension, its illusory. Above? No savagery. All family. No spite. All trust. Unity. The God you seek is larger than they’ve defined. Truth will no longer be undermined by teams— Those wishing to control the spark of the masses. Great scholars all learn to abolish all classes. Without stepping foot outside their door, Or using words and symbols to design new cures. No, the unity required for expansion is much, much more. Yet it’s as small and as simple as a heart that is pure.