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(B03C15) Chapter 15: The Bodhi Shop: Soup to Naughts



Neo's in the Hood, Pulling Cards and Souping Up a '64 Chevy

“OOH, TROUBLE-FREE TRANSMISSION, HELPS YOUR OIL'S FLOW. MAMA, LET ME PUMP YOUR GAS. MAMA, LET ME DO IT ALL. TALKING 'BOUT LOVE. CHECK THAT HEAVY METAL, UNDERNEATH YOUR HOOD. BABY, I CAN WORK ALL NIGHT. BELIEVE I GOT THE PERFECT TOOLS. TALKING 'BOUT LOVE. AUTOMOBILE WITH COMFORT, REALLY BUILT WITH STYLE. SPECIALIST TRADITION. MAMA, LET ME FEAST MY EYES.” – “TRAMPLED UNDERFOOT” BY LED ZEPPELIN

As much as I would like to describe all of the things that I witnessed during my awakening, it would be virtually impossible in a single book—or lifetime, for that matter. To speak to the subtleties that encompassed each and every moment would not only be counterproductive, but superfluous. Living in two worlds—one physical and one spiritual—is not necessarily something that one can do with any linear organization or consistency. The only way that I could possibly describe or elucidate the truths I had witnessed is to collect the patterns and experiences that closely fit together. The secrets held outside the physical plane are only capable of being understood universally—not limited to subjectivity. This means that every single thing that I experienced in the physical world connected me to an infinite number of different planes and dimensions at the same time. In a single second, I was shown flashes of wisdom that mapped the structure of an entire relative matrix.

For example, if I were to show you a flash card with the number 4 written on it, in the second-long moment that your eyes made contact with that card, you would have intuitively received a vision of every time the number 4 had existed in all of history. Not only that, but you would also have come to know every event leading up to that number being used and every resulting event that followed. Even though this example may seem too abstract for a human brain to understand, witness, or process, it is not. For most of our lives, we are only able to sense or understand our physical reality within certain limits. Fortunately, these limits are not permanent; they are only relative to the vibrational relationship we have with our bodies, minds, and environment. This means that through our empowered will we can develop our intuition (6th senses or 4 clair-essence senses).


“MIND BREAKING UNDER THE CRUST. EYES OF HORUS AND BIRDS BREATHE. REFLECTING SHADOWS ON BROKEN DATA. DREAMS IN PRIDE, SUFFER CAN MATTER. DROPPING DOWN FROM ANOTHER DEGREE HAS RAISED POTENTIAL FREQUENCY. BROKEN RELEASES OF DIVINE DESTINY. UNSTOPPABLE FOCUS. UNMATCHED PASSION. HIGH FROM YOUR SEX AND YOUR DISTRACTION. ARROGANT, POMPOUS, OPEN SUBCONSCIOUS. INVISIBLE FORTH WALL IS BECOMING OBNOXIOUS.” – “ALL COMING BACK” BY JD STAHL

Developing and honing our intuition is very similar to how one would develop their muscular structure. In order to build up muscle, many take classes or go to the gym. Repetitive practice, focus, and the correct diet/lifestyle is necessary in order to maximize the results of these methods. In terms of developing our intuition, the discipline is very much the same. In order for our muscles to grow, the fibers must tear. The protein we ingest via our diets can then be used to repair those muscle fibers, allowing them to grow stronger and bigger. Metaphysically, in order to grow and develop our intuition, we have to practice tearing the connections between our spiritual and physical identities. Basically, we have to allow our desires, attachments, or belief systems to be challenged to the point of destruction.

How we heal these connections—and the rate at which they are repaired—is determined entirely by the information that we take in. What we believe to be true is what eventually contributes to our mental or emotional nutrition. The more that we learn in regards to general patterns, the more truth that is available for us to transmute and delegate to our metaphysical healing process. However, the quality of this information is not necessarily as important as our ability to discern what is objectively true, and what is only subjectively true; this is the difference between the patterns and the details of any message or experience. In order to maximize the amount of raw energy that we can transmute from our sensory inputs, we have to develop our discernment. This means that we have to pay attention to our desires, biases, personal agendas, and expectations. When we are able to take any situation and view that it is not only educational, but also pleasurable, then we are exercising our metaphysical “muscles.”

Half-Time Sear-Leaders with Palm-Pomp and Circumstance

“TOO MUCH GAME FOR THE BRAIN. I CAN SELL THE STOCK EXCHANGE SOME CHANGE.” – “TOO BIG” BY MOUNT WESTMORE

All of the inherent vibrations stored within every creation—artistic or primarily functional—have a certain energetic integrity stored within. In this “stock” is the raw energy that is necessary for both our intuitive development as well as what is necessary to heal the broken connections between our body and spirit. From a crude standpoint, working out our bodies is essentially a self-destructive act. Every workout is primarily focused on destroying connections. The process of healing or creation, therefore, is determined entirely behind the focus of our conscious attention. Our preservation is, therefore, automatic—a marriage of factors that based entirely on our lifestyles, perspectives, and capacity to accept whatever is necessary for nature to take its course. The more we are willing to give ourselves to forces outside of our conscious awareness, the faster that we heal, grow, and strengthen every aspect of our existence.

Physically, the food we consume is eventually metabolized by our body and then used to repair damaged cells. Similarly, the information that we take in through our lifestyles and relationships is processed through our authentic perceptions of reality so that we can purify our metaphysical connection between our higher and lower selves (spirit-soul and ego/persona). As we transmute the vibrational integrity stored within all we experience, from that stock we populate our metaphysical components held within the ether. What passes through the thresholds between our physical, 3rd dimensional blood and our etheric, 4th dimensional plasma is whatever energy that we can reconcile within the paradox. Unfortunately, when we are unable to discern the difference between fact and fiction, not much is able to transcend between planes or dimensions.


“I HEARD THAT YOU HAD THE IDEA FOR WORLD PEACE. PERFECT PREDICTION, A CONVERSATION BETWEEN. IN MY DREAMS WE ALWAYS END UP HITTING THE TARGET. WALKING DOWN THE RED CAPE CARPET SUPER...MARKET. BOTH SIDES OF THE TRACKS, OPPOSING BACK-TO-BACK, KEEPING DOWN THE FRICTION BETWEEN LIGHTNING CLAPS.” – “SUPERS” BY JD STAHL

At the center, between the physical and non-physical dimensions is the threshold. Within this threshold is the source of all light and life that is equal to that of the gods—any non-physical entity or archetype that has been established in a fixed state of purity. Though these metaphysical ideals may appear to be unattainable or more powerful than humans themselves, they are and they are not. Through practice, human beings have a “super” ability to not only transfigure themselves into one of those specific archetypal identities, but multiples of them.

Essentially, human beings—because of our metaphysical consciousness—have the capacity to reconcile multiple archetypes, gods, or divine entities within them. Over time and through various practices, we are able to transfigure our biological cells into energy which expands beyond the firmaments themselves. This is the process of purification which leads to the evocation of the Christ/Collective/Cosmic Consciousness within our metaphysical substance.

Fantasy Football Dream Team

JD Stahl (11/21/2020) Send another broadcast on the television scene. I’ve got another trade for your sports fantasy team. Linking up the jerseys for the upcoming draft. It’s about to be a new season, so invest in the craft. I’ve made a few bucks, betting on the same names. All-star players of different types of ball games. Planetary muscle. Similar direction. Check the score. I’ve seen your tribe bet on the golden boy before. Slam-dunk, home run hitter, quarterback winner, Had a rough season and even hotter summer. I’ve heard the sportscasters call the best pair. Perfect prime receiver, matched with a throwing stare. Talking with the owner, he’s a fast-pitch perceiver. Like a double from a family hall-of-famer. Hot under the collar, free agent, like you and me. The apple didn’t fall that far from the tree. A popular, controversial, peace-keeping record-breaker. Bit of a risk, sure, but there’s plenty of takers. But he’s always looked good wearing western blue. Tune in tomorrow for the points on the game night news.


Aman's Heart is Lawfully Implanted by Test-i-n-g Obedience

“IT HAPPENS TO BE INSTRUCTED EMPATHY. TO BE OR NOT TO BE? TO BECOME AS THEY ARE—THE GODS ABOVE. FORBIDDEN, FOR WHAT? CONTROL THE POPULATION? PATENT A DEFINITION OF SIN, TO PROTECT PREDICTION OF DIVISION? WHAT IS TO INSTRUCT, BUT THE CONSTRUCT? THE ENERGY—THIS IS THE TRUE LAW. NOT DISGUISED BY LANGUAGE OR LIES. REJECT THEIR PROJECTED FLAW.” – “SEEDS” BY JD STAHL

In order to attain spiritual sovereignty and independence, we must be willing to break the proverbial chains that attempt to keep us held within limits. Though many may believe this act to be blasphemous, it is not. In fact, in many religions it is said that our primary purpose in this—and every other life—is to worship “God” (the source of all energy) above all else—even the multitude of gods (plural) that are represented throughout history. Until we are willing to learn, understand, and practice what that actually means, we will not be able to realize the very limits that many of our present religions, belief systems, and cultural norms deem acceptable. In order to follow the first commandment—our pure covenant with Natural Law—we must recognize the deceptive intentions behind any limit presented by man's law or any other structural belief which hinders our progress toward spiritual divination.

When we are willing to practice our methods enough, we will get to a point where we will be required to adapt to a combined, divine metaphysical persona—a unique representation of Natural Law as it merges with our authenticity. Because there are many levels to this process, we will undoubtedly take on different characteristics, personalities, mannerisms, and every other physical expression of energy that an archetype finds native to its energetic vibration/frequency. Perhaps the greatest lie that has ever been told to humanity is that is forbidden to seek equality with the divine. The only mind which would ever impress that idea unto its own personal creation would be one addicted to power—a not-so-divine narcissistic counterpart that imposes its will upon children that they are unwilling to love to their fullest because they fear being challenged or proven unworthy of their position.


“BUST A VERSE, THAT MAKE YOUR ASS HIT REVERSE. KILL THE CURSE THAT WAS PLACED ON THE UNIVERSE.” – “GOOD COP BAD COP” BY ICE CUBE

The feminine aspect of Natural Law, God, or any living being is only interested in one thing: supporting the curiosities, ambitions, and yearnings of any being who desires to come face-to-face with their creator. Just as it is the purpose of every seed to grow to full term, bloom, and then seed their own offspring, every human being was created to challenge, destroy, and then create works which exceed those which parented them. Without this cycle of destruction, preservation, and creation, we would never be able to heal, grow, develop, or progress in a way that gives access to a life where our proximity reaches that of our creator. What parent would not want their children to exceed them in every possible way?

From birth until death, we toil, hoping that one day we will work ourselves into a state of transcendence where our worth matches our reward. Through destruction, we evoke the preservation forces of Natural Law, exploding from within our own being, lighting the path in the mirror where we are able to meet our creator. We not only create worlds within worlds according to natural law, but we also create the gods themselves. The energies that begin as mere ideals, archetypal qualities, and mythological characters are eventually birthed through the process of transmutation. The more sacrifices that we are willing to make in terms of desires, preferences, or bias, the greater our capacity to replace our temporary ego structure with one or more conceptual identities.

Ruff Neck Sunday School Quarantines that Save Afterlives

“TO BE A REAL M.C., YOU CAN'T BE OBEDIENT. TO BE SMOOTH, IS THE MAIN INGREDIENT. YOU HAVE TO BE SILKY LIKE A MILKY WAY. TO BE ABLE TO MAKE IT WORK, YOU REST AND PLAY. I CONTROL THE PACE OF THE RATE THE RHYMES GOIN'. HYDRAULICALLY JACKED IS TO WHERE THEY'RE FLOWIN'. SLOW, YES, JUST LIKE THE OIL. THE COMPARISON IS WAVE, LIKE THE MOTION OF WATER: SMOOTH.” – “IT'S MY THING” BY EPMD

These higher vibrational entities, however, only exist in truth. This means that there are no exceptions or negotiations in terms of their manifestation. More than that, because these collected spiritual energies exist in planes which are outside of physical spacetime, we have to be cognizant of how our present time period may interfere with their presence. It is possible that to live true to one or more historical/mythological archetypes, certain laws of men must be either broken or disregarded. Prioritizing Natural (God's) Law, however, has been preached as the primary commandment for many religions. Basically, breaking our obedience to man's modern laws is somewhat of a prerequisite to go beyond the acceptable limits of spirit-soul activation and personal sovereignty.

This doesn't mean that we will not be responsible for our actions in the physical world, it only means that are given opportunities to prove that we are not willing to negotiate with any system which is subjective to truth, freedom, and practices of worship that do not align with certain social standards and practices. These are the sacrifices that some make in order to resurrect energies from other times, planes, and dimensions. However, as we remove ourselves from certain social spheres, this becomes much easier. Through our creative acts, transcendent meditation, or metaphysical “exercise,” we create the energy necessary to climb up another step, rung, or branch on our way to keeping our covenant with the true source of creation—a combined energy which only seeks to be overcome by the grace produced by our nonnegotiable endeavors to attain perfection—physically, metaphysically, and spiritually.


“WE GLADIATE, BUT I GUESS WE'RE REALLY FIGHTING OURSELVES. ROUGHING UP OUR MINDS, SO WE'RE READY WHEN THE KILL TIME COMES. WIDE AWAKE IN BED, WORDS IN MY BRAIN. 'SECRETLY YOU LOVE THIS; DO YOU EVEN WANNA GO FREE?' LET ME IN THE RING, I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT THAT BIG WORD MEANS.” – “GLORY AND GORE” BY LORDE

Through our transcendental practices, we are able to manifest these etheric energies into the physical plane. These practices do not necessarily have to be formal; in fact, the more informal we can make them, the better. This means that we can practice transcendence through meditation, but also through our everyday activities. The hobbies that we often enjoy can help us to disconnect from our ego/persona in such a way that we can further our metaphysical “exercise.” We use these practices until we are no longer able to get to the same metaphysical “space” as before. Remaining consciously aware of our tolerances to our practices is another way that we can increase our sensitivity in regards to our intuition.

Through various practices, we do our best to focus on the end result of our intentions or activities. Unfortunately, having expectations limits our ability to go beyond our practices and actually get free or attain spiritual sovereignty. For much of our lives, we believe that it is our practices that will set us free; however, when we understand that nothing in the physical world can ever offer us the salvation we seek, we become more willing to transition between one method and other. In this sense, all methods are equally temporary—designated with planned obsolescence. If we want to be free, we can't be a meditator. These methods are only tools—vehicles that can lead us to the door of sovereignty. This door, of course, is not physical but a set of manifested opportunities. When we see every moment as an opportunity to act on our free will without expectations, preferences, or distractions, then effect our transformations faster and more efficiently.

While I was doing my best to remain open to receiving information from higher sources of consciousness, I also received a certain subconscious proclivity towards certain practices. Intuitively, I would feel that something would be a positive experience—either short- or long-term. Through metaphysical channels of inspiration, I would find myself led into physical activity, study, music, smoking marijuana, personal reflection, prayer, etc. Since there wasn't anyone outside of myself who could tell me what was either right or wrong, I had to pay attention to certain signs, feelings, or subtle neurological rewards—gentle, silent sensations of “yes” or “no.”

Adam West's Second Citing at a Method Man Wrap Party

“NEVER STEP TO A SHOW WITHOUT PACKIN MY PARTNERS, MR. SMITH AND MR. WESSON, SO NOTHIN MOVES FUNNY, AT THE RAPPIN SESSION.” – “THE BIG PAYBACK” BY EPMD

As I experimented with certain methods, I eventually returned to one that was not only familiar, but was also one of my personal strengths and favorites: writing. I would journal as many of my experiences as possible, whether it be a shorthand note or a series of bulleted sentences. However, my preferred method of documentation was to include the information that I received symbolically, in poems. Years' worth of visions and compressed genius was stored in the condensed lines of poetry or scribblings that I would store in my notebook. The more I devoted myself towards independent learning, the less I craved the physical world or sought survival through physical means. My endeavors to expand my consciousness would completely alter my relative relationship to time. One week would pass by and when I would reflect upon my experiences, it would feel like years, based on the things that I had learned or experiences.

Instead of taking notes on the specific things I was learning, I instead only journaled the information that was necessary to access the higher states of consciousness and the realm of wisdom. In the same way, when we learn how to solve math problems, we don't think of scribbling down the answers for every possible math problem that can ever exist; instead, we learn the process of solving problems. Instead of trying to memorize 3rd dimensional concepts, we seek mastery in higher-dimensional concepts of creation. Learning how to solve math problems based on a set of rules and functions is essentially the same way that we develop our metaphysical intuition. Intuition does not require all things to be known; nor does it require any specific applications. Math, like intuition, is solved by knowing the laws of balance—the process of discerning truth by not only knowing truth, but becoming it.

Smoking Double-Wide Driveshaft U-Joints on a Rock Station

“I GOT MY GIRLS TO KEEP ME PUMPIN, JUST LIKE GETTY. USE THE SAME FUEL AS MARIO ANDRETTI. KICKIN BUTT IN THE BEGINNING, ALL THE WAY TO THE END. HE DRIVES, I RHYME NO MATTER WHAT WE WIN. ” – “LET THE FUNK FLOW” BY EPMD

Essentially, instead of downloading information locally into my brain tissue, I felt it more appropriate and efficient to learn how to map the multiple planes of consciousness. Simply by shifting my perception of reality, I was able to ground my entire system of personal beliefs in that which was above the entire physical 3rd dimension. Instead of seeking faith in the external world, history, or anything which can be proven/experienced through the 5 physical senses, I established the source of my energy from within. My intuitive multiplicity became the only source from which I could rely to guide me to truth. Though I was using different methods and practices to help deliver me to this metaphysical space, every session could only ever contribute to my personal transformation. Both quality and quantity were important to my various practices. One minute of passionate and focused transcendence had the capacity to be more effective than an entire year's worth of formal study, prayer, or meditation—and that one minute could have been experienced listening to a specific song.

Yoga (union) with etheric energies of higher consciousness is a two-way practice. In the physical body and mind, we do our best to eliminate toxins, environmental distractions, or toxic/limiting belief systems that prevent us from entertaining the multiplicity of being and non-being as the true, absolute “reality.” Reciprocally, these focused efforts and disciplines call forth/attract certain electromagnetic frequencies that are evoked from our subconscious. Though our practices and methods create the opportunities to materialize these archetypes within our cellular vibration, in order to manifest them into physical reality, we have to completely resign ourselves to them. The more of these energies we can accept without trying to control them, the higher our energy becomes and the more advanced our metaphysical substance/abilities become.

Instead of just focusing on any one, singular entity, I decided to learn how to “tune” my consciousness to receive all of them. From moment to moment, I would call forth any archetypal energy which was necessary to empower my intuitive awareness. In order to do this properly, I had to see all practices and methods equally, not favoring any one—even if preferred it or was proficient. Instead of being a jack of a specific trade, I became a master to none—which guided me towards intuitive mastery. Instead of learning how to “drive” my subconscious mind, I became aware that I was both the vehicle and the driver. Both of these entities had a completely different set of instructions—two completely different perspectives of each and every practice.

9 Mind-Craft Gameplay Walkthroughs Scribed on Papyrus

“PLEASE DON’T LET THEM FOOL YOU. PLEASE DON’T LET ME CONFUSE. I’VE ONLY BEEN SENT TO INSTRUCT MYSELF. PLEASE DON’T LET ME MISS MY CUES. SOMETHING TELLS ME I’M GAMING. ONE LEVEL UP, PLAYING THE NEXT. EYES ABOUT AND EARS WITHIN ME, FILLING UP THE BOOKS WITH CHECKS. THERE’S SO MANY WORLDS WE LIVE IN. SO MANY TIMES WE’VE LIVED IN EACH.” – “YOU, ME, AND GABRIEL” BY JD STAHL

Staying sensitive to my own physical cues and signals was one half of the perspective. Staying vulnerable and open to the interdependence of my physical environment was another. An example of this concept could be related to playing video games with several friends, over a network. Our conscious mind is alone, in a completely separate space than the on-screen avatar. The concept of consciousness in terms of the multiplicity would be like trying to observe the avatar for subtle changes. On the other side of the network, there were about 7 people in the room. Randomly, the controller would change hands and the avatar/environment would be controlled by one of the 7 individuals.

Without using our physical senses, we would not only have to “sense” when the controller changed hands, but also which person/archetype held the controller—even if it changed hands every single second. Each moment, the avatar (relative to the physical body) changes controllers to a different set of etheric “hands.” It is not our job to try to jail any one energy into any specific avatar, but to become so sensitive to subtleties that we are able to recognize the “shifts” between planes of reality. As we increase our intuitive abilities, we learn to operate our own avatar in the game, and—at the same time—invisibly on the other side of the network. To “beat the game,” we learn to mirror the environment reciprocally from within our own minds (avatar). With success, we become all 7 qualities of the remote environment, plus our own avatar (8). The practices that lead us to accomplish this mastery also shape our metaphysical consciousness into the shape-shifting energy that wills (intuits) our controller from behind our subconscious mind (9). When we act from within the energy of this 9th entity, we are intuitively guided to shape-shift into whatever allows us to maintain our spiritual sovereignty/freedom. By remaining in the “flow-state,” we retain the highest level of energetic integrity from moment to moment.


“WHAT'S MY BASIS? THE LOOK ON STORE OWNER'S FACES. THIS KID'S OUTRAGEOUS, HE'S BUYIN THEM BY THE CASES. CAUSE ONCE I COP 'EM GUT 'EM AND SWITCH THE LACES. THEY ALL PURPOSE YA HEARD ME KINDA LIKE MY DAYTONS.” – “AIR FORCE 1” BY NELLY

No matter what I was presented with from moment to moment, I learned how to “shift” from one plane of awareness to the next. As I would transition, I felt myself taking on a completely different set of personality traits and characteristics. Not only would my mannerisms and preferred method of communication change, but everything else about me would be altered as well—right down to the way I walked, my facial expression, and my preferences. This experience was very similar ones I remembered as a child. Before I associated my identity with any static personality, group of people, or general perspective on reality, I would experiment with all of them—trying on different aspects of myself as a means to adapt to whatever situation I was in so that I could always make the best of things.

By making the best of every situation, I was constantly in a place of joy and bliss. Not only was I able to take advantage of my positive experiences, but I also took advantage of the situations that I wouldn't normally see as opportunities. However, this is really nothing new. When we are feeling good—mentally, physically, or spiritually—we have a habit of overlooking certain things that we find difficult when we aren't feeling well. For example, if we are driving and happen upon traffic, sometimes it can be annoying and other times we barely notice or react. This means that our mood or emotional reactivity has much less to do with the things we credit or blame, but more to do with our perception of those events in that moment. Our emotional reactions and general mood are entirely internal. When we are able to relax ourselves from rigidity, release our ego and its preferences, we find ourselves in a state of constant bliss. In this bliss, we don't look for dualistic credit or blame; we look for purpose.


“A SHARED SEAT AT THE PINE TABLE COCKTAIL PARLOR. SHARED INSPIRATION MARKED IN TIME, LIKE AN NEUROTRANSMITTER EXCLAMATION POINT. SPACE TIME CONTINUUM HOTEL HOLIDAY SUITE.” – “SUPERS” BY JD STAHL

Shifting our perception of reality from dualism to unity consciousness (non-duality) signals our brain to release certain chemicals (neurotransmitters) that cause us to experience positive feelings. These chemicals and corresponding feelings help us to keep our connection between dimensions—conscious and subconscious—because we aren't expending our energy to defend our ego and seek to control external variables to maintain an environment that serves our preferences. As children we have a more relaxed, accepting perception of the world, mainly because learning new things is very rewarding. This state of mind and body continues up until the point that we are taught to fear or react negatively to certain information, beliefs, or social standards. Basically, we are taught to make ourselves less capable of learning as a means to support certain belief systems or modern ideals.

Whenever we enter into creative mindsets, we temporarily break down those nonsensical barriers to our full self and explore realms, dimensions, and planes of consciousness that we have previously abandoned. During these moments, we are able to both send and receive vibrational frequencies, sharing energy with every other moment in time when we broke down those same barriers. In this non-physical pool of consciousness, we draw the necessary energy needed to manifest our dreams and ideas into reality. While we are consciously active between these planes of consciousness, we not only alter our relationship to time, but also our physical relationship to matter, mass, and dense energy.

By developing the ability to extend my short- and long-term memory into these suspended states (Delta frequencies), I would be able to extract an infinite number of different messages within a single second or media of communication. Between each second was a sea of infinite potential energy; in these pools I could manipulate the relationship between the ether and physical space—stretching a single frame into a series of compounded dimensions. Intuitively, I found that I could make contact with the energetic integrity that was stored behind physical creation—the subatomic spaces in quarks which negotiate the relative relationship between time and space. Not only was I able to perceive the multiplicity intuitively, I could also us what I was learning about natural law to build my own future possibilities, worlds, and timelines from a state of conscious awareness. This is the state of consciousness which many may attribute to “God” or Nature—the metaphysical co-creation between body and spirit.

Turner and Rye Ergot to Study, So They De-Sided to Wing It

“A PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS, MEEK. BUT A MOMENT KNOWING THE SOUL SAYS A MILLION. ‘CAUSE PHYSICIAN FORM IS ONLY A MUTED NORM. AND BETWEEN THESE QUICK CLICKS IS A BILLION. SONGS WE WILL SING WHILE THE PENDULUM SWINGS. THESE INFINITE SEAS OF QUIET STARDOM. WHAT SECRETS ARE STORED IN THE OPPOSITE SHORES IS NOTHING COMPARED TO SAFE HEAVENS.” – “SAFE IN THIS MOMENT” BY JD STAHL

The only true difference that would discern the difference between the perceptive of either creator or creation was determined by my reactions—mental, emotional, physical, or general associative claims. Basically, if I felt surprised by something new as I was learning it, I immediately felt a release from the sovereign energy or power of creation. Essentially, by viewing the information or event as something “other” than myself, I would fall into subjectivity. However, when I would interact with my environment with a sense of confidence or “knowing” that I was both cause and effect of my own will, I would be able to maintain my perspective within the singularity. The longer I held this balance between the two extremes, the more I recognized my ability to “control” or “predict” reality. From this state of equanimous balance, I could essentially manifest things in my physical reality.

For example, if I were outside at a particular moment, looking into the sky, I could call birds to fly in specific areas of the sky. However, from both perspectives, it was impossible to prove either of the two alternating perspectives. Therefore, it was impossible to discern if I was either manifesting the birds or if I was simply intuitively led by my intuition to precipitate both thought and event with the independent path of a bird that was going to enter that path—with or without my presence. From the perspective of action or energy that sits above duality, every single event is planned out perfectly. Nothing happens without it contributing to a set of events that are meant to lead our attentions to higher and more expanded states of conscious awareness.

Energy of consciousness uses both time and space as its language, similar to how quarks spin 180 degrees for every atomic cycle. When we account for relative time, we realize that quarks never stop spinning; similarly, the universe never really stops speaking. It just shifts languages or planes so that the energy is always consistent. Energy arrives in cycles, patterns, periods, or transitions—periods of swing between the resting states of a pendulum or a wave's transition between the trough and crest. All potentiated energy from sources of higher vibration moves through physical space (as action or karma) to develop or enhance its lexicon of symbols. This concept is similar to how we use time and energy to create an ego. The purpose of the ego is much like a caterpillar's cocoon, necessary so that our 3rd eye can “grow wings.” After this transformation, our 3rd eye is strong enough to transcend the ego and establish sovereignty—or “fly” like a butterfly.


“I'M MR. BRIDGE AND TUNNEL ON THE STARLIGHT EXPRESS. THE HEAD OF SPECIAL EFFECTS IN MY MIND'S EYE. HOKEY COKEY WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX. THE THINGS YOU TRY TO FORGET. DOESN'T TIME FLY? I'M IN NO POSITION TO GIVE ADVICE. I DON'T WANT TO BE NICE—AND YOU KNOW THAT.” – “FOUR OUT OF FIVE” BY ARCTIC MONKEYS

The closer our relationship gets to absolute truth, the more malleable our relationship is to time and space. Therefore, whenever we claim one identity over the other (creator or creation), our perception of time transitions between the infinite and immediate. From the perspective of only the creation, we feel that “time flies;” however, that same event perceived as the creator is an infinite sea of time that is filled with wisdom which could not be expressed through any physical means. Therefore, any attempts to explain, conceptualize, or replicate certain experiences causes us to forfeit the ability to transcend. We can either use our energy to do the thing, consider the thing, or explain the thing—unless we become the thing; then we can do all of them.

As I allowed my perspective, personality, or personal identity to transition from one state to the next, not only was I able to access a completely different realm of reality and its respective wisdom, but I could also objectively observe the complete change in my physical environment. At first, my observations were somewhat minor. For example, when I would “change,” I could feel that the number of people that were driving by my house would either increase or decrease. That, however, was easy to write off as circumstantial. As I went further into my studies, I noticed other things, such as the color and quality of the sunlight throughout the day.

Insane Deals on Surplus Night Flights for Potential Solo Travelers

“TRANSMIT THE MESSAGE TO THE RECEIVER. HOPE FOR AN ANSWER SOMEDAY. I GOT THREE PASSPORTS, A COUPLE OF VISAS. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY REAL NAME. HIGH ON A HILLSIDE, THE TRUCKS ARE LOADING. EVERYTHING'S READY TO ROLL. I SLEEP IN THE DAYTIME, I WORK IN THE NIGHTTIME. I MIGHT NOT EVER GET HOME. THIS AIN'T NO PARTY, THIS AIN'T NO DISCO. THIS AIN'T NO FOOLING AROUND.” – “LIFE DURING WARTIME” BY TALKING HEADS

Eventually, I was observing different things that I could no longer explain. Though I didn't connect with friends outside of my immediate family during this time in my life, I was able to notice significant changes in both the appearance and presentation of those around me. People around me started to present themselves quite differently. Not only did the physical appearance of people change from day to day, but so did their general demeanor and attitude. It would be like waking up after having the local sports team lose a game. Generally, you could sense intuitively that people were not in the best mood. However, a minute, hour, or day later, everything would change as if the team had won. As these changes would occur, my sensory and intuitive abilities would fluctuate—as well as my capacity to communicate telepathically with others.

Though I didn't think anything of it at the time, once I released the doubt and disbelief pertaining to my capacity to “travel” through various planes of reality, I recognized that I held different versions of my “self” within the various spheres of reality and frequency. In order to transition from one to the next, therefore, I would have to associate my identity completely within a specific set of personal and environmental circumstances. In order to access a more awakened state of conscious awareness, I would just have to make a conscious choice to exist there. This, of course, would require me to sacrifice any limiting factor, belief, preference, or emotional attachment that I had in the moment. I would have to essentially “return to zero” in order to transcend any dense idea or concept that was connected to something held within time.


“AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF LIVING IN A SHOTGUN SHACK. AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF IN ANOTHER PART OF THE WORLD. AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF BEHIND THE WHEEL OF A LARGE AUTOMOBILE. AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF IN A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE, WITH A BEAUTIFUL WIFE. AND YOU MAY ASK YOURSELF, "WELL, HOW DID I GET HERE?" – “ONCE IN A LIFETIME” BY TALKING HEADS

By “returning to zero,” we transition from a limited ego or identity and relax back into the space of infinite potential and creativity. In Hinduism, this is called the Brahmanic state. As we transition into a specific forms or identities (archetypes or personalities), we do so as the preservation force of the universe (Vishnu or Holy Spirit). Each avatar from which we manifest ourselves from moment to moment is then the vehicle that we use to transport ourselves to other points in relative spacetime. There are certain personalities/archetypes that are only able to occupy energy from a single timeline; there are others that are simplified enough to exist in multiples. And, of course, there is one identity that is capable of connecting to everything in physical creation. Completing our trinity is the destructive force (Shiva). It is this part of ourselves which masters every possible manifestation—not only in physical expression but also in its eventual destruction. Our destructive aspect (Shiva) is the part of us that embodies certain archetypes, personalities, or qualities without hesitation, doubt, or preference. Once these temporary metaphysical methods/identities have satisfied their temporary purpose, they are destroyed, set aside, or burned away.

In order to take advantage of our metaphysical potential, however, we have to reconcile our personal trinity without favor. By doing this, we cannot become attached to any part of ourselves, but instead see the functional qualities of them all. Without attachment, we are able focus our energy completely on the planes or dimensions where we wish to project our avatar. Basically, we have to know—not just try to believe—that we can relocate our consciousness into any plane or timeline from moment to moment. Though every human being constantly shifts between planes and dimensions in major or minor ways, we rarely do so consciously—or with any co-creative impressions. Every human being is capable of empowering their metaphysical consciousness in order to manifest themselves into/as a completely different environment. However, because the belief in doing so is not considered either “sane” or possible from an evidentiary standpoint, we often lack the faith in our ability to project our consciousness into one or more planes/timelines/dimensions at the same time.


“EXCESS POTENTIAL IS ONLY CREATED WHEN YOU ATTRIBUTE EXCESS IMPORTANCE TO AN OBJECT OR EVENT THAT EXISTS INSIDE OR OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF.” – VADIM ZELAND (REALITY TRANSURFING STEPS 1-V)

Some call this the “power of positive thinking” or any number of popular labels. However, by creating a label at all, we exclude the necessity that in order to transition from one plane to the next, we have to recognize and empower our capacity to accept our interdependent relationship with our environment at the same time. Therefore, we not only have to “know” that our situation will improve, but everyone else in our environment must change along with us. Unless we account for our various environments throughout this process, we will create something known as “excess potential.” Excess Potential is karma, the energetic imbalance that is produced when we try to win without losing. It is created when we try to impose bias upon a system that requires duality to exist.

Therefore, when we put forth effort to win, reach enlightenment, or attain some goal, something else in our life—or the life of another—has to lose, miss out, or become distracted. Even if we feel we have freed ourselves and have become lighter or more aware, the force used to do so has anchored us to something external that accepts the balancing force. Therefore, the only way that we can reach enlightenment without creating karmic density is by not trying (not forcing). This is called “Wu Wei.”

Therefore, when we attempt to manifest “things” or favor in our life, we are simultaneously inviting loss and suffering into our lives and the lives of others in our environment. Instead of attempting to further our own efforts in comparison to our environment, the only way to remain in control of our capacity to transition to higher states is to instead focus on the qualities of being we are looking to increase. When we are able to recognize that our personal sense of peace, joy, and happiness are similarly interdependent to our environment (internal and external), we can then recognize that our desires are less about “things” and more about a sense of satisfaction, bliss, or equanimity. Our peace, quality of love, and absence of fear or rigidity, therefore, is a direct product of our relative relationship with time and space—all other expressions of this energy are a product of that depth. Our relationship with the universe that supersedes the physical reality is, of course, determined by our willingness to accept our personal multiplicity, exhibited by our ability to identify purpose and opportunity in every moment.


“APPROACH ME WITH EXTREME CAUTION. OH, NOW YOU FORCING MY HAND TO ROCK YOUR CRADLE OFTEN.” – “BLACKOUT” BY METHOD MAN AND REDMAN 

Instead of trying to rationalize or ground myself into a singular reality, timeline, plane, dimension, personality, or locus of consciousness, I resigned myself to them all. By doing so, I claimed none of them. Essentially, I not only “died” from any singular identification of self, but I also released my attachment to any physical relationship whatsoever. I found that by doing this, I was able to learn so much more. While suspended in this “flux” state, it felt as if I had withdrawn from the physical world and my spirit was in some inter-dimensional “waiting room” where I was expected to work out any residual attachments that would prevent me from accessing higher and higher planes of existence. Not only did I feel guided to release my attachments to my fears, insecurities, neuroses, or personality, but I was also guided to accept that I existed as an unchanging energy or spirit-soul that existed—partially--within every other person around me.

The next “lesson” took me from transitioning my locus of consciousness from plane to plane to manifesting my consciousness within every other person around me. By doing so, I was able to amplify my empathy. At first, I could inherently “feel” what other people were feeling who were around me. Almost immediately afterwards, I graduated to the level where I could connect with people who were not in my immediate environment. When I focused my energy into this plane, I would be able to communicate with the energy of creation that was inherent in all things. These conversations were not necessarily “heard” or otherwise noticed by people around me; yet, at the same time, I was able to predict their words and actions. There we some moments when I could no longer tell the difference between prediction and intentional manifestation—controlling other people with my mind.

The King of Nothing

JD Stahl (11/18/2020) I have no obligation but to be. Learn and observe. Simply, breathe. Growth is the greatest success to me. Productivity is your personal calamity. Wu Wei is the effortless activity. I awaken inspiration from inner creativity. Movement motivated by natural necessity. Employment created by your observatory. Exponential growth from energy of purity. Requiring only surrender to this, faithfully. Middle notation from the highest harmonies. Success of simplicity and birthed curiosity. Peacefully carrying out maximum efficiency. Surely, you follow the flow of this philosophy? Empathy returned from non-passive apology. No longer live in rules of limited sanity. Definitions of words I shall no longer believe. I was guided out of the maze by the singularity. Floating on the calm seas of tranquility. Drunk on the absence of rigidity and anxiety. Easily release those with inability for unity. Non-participatory in popular polarity. Sitting peacefully within equanimity. No negativity. Embracing passivity. Your fears are no longer my reality. Imagination inspired waves of spontaneity. A war rages if you attempt to cage what’s now free. I have nothing to prove, you see. I am the King of Nothing. The captain of the open sea. You may hold your somethings. Matter is far outweighed by Qi. Perpetual pools of potential energy. Even light must pass through my property. Future bends to space, this sovereignty. The most noble key, Mislabeled by one with internal apathy. In my kingdom, this throne is my seat. Upon my crown, the snake of infinity. Creating all forms, behind this poetry. Inspiring desire, surfing complexity. I see that you are lost by external slavery. If you want to know the way—to be free, You know where to find me.

Fencing Bounty-Hundreds with Knock-Out Rose Bushes

“ABSORB THAT ASS LIKE BOUNTY, THE QUICKER PICKER-UPPER. TO TELL YOU UP FRONT, YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A SUCKER. THE STYLE WE'RE USING, NO DOUBT COPACETIC.” – “YOU'RE A CUSTOMER” BY EPMD

As I rose to higher and higher states of consciousness, I witnessed other people in my environment as active participants in the same experience. While I would telepathically communicate or connect with others, I would observe them react physically as well. When I would make telepathic contact with someone else and “read” their energy, emotions, and thoughts, I would silently respond from within. Afterwards, I could tell that they were aware that I was attentive to them, and they would become reactive as well. Some of these participants were able to bear witness to my capacity to receive information from the future.

When I was around certain friends of mine, I would think about or intuit certain events that would happen from the immediate future. When the events happened, I watched them react to the events in a way that resembled surprise—as if they too had just witnessed a miracle that they could not explain. Even though I felt a certain presence of elation too while these events happened, I was simultaneously attuned to a higher plane of awareness. This higher plane had the knowledge to completely explain the entire landscape of the 4th dimension upon which I was now conscious.

Basically, no matter who I was around, I would absorb everything that they knew. The spread of this radius was determined by how well I was able to remove myself from subjectivity. Instead of listening to their words or trying to understand what they were trying to say behind those words, I would act as if I was sitting behind their eyes, speaking to myself in a language that I could only intuitively know, hear, or speak. In this state of consciousness, there was only ever one single entity speaking—through the energy of everything physical; each one of them were equally “Me.” This was the energy of authority from which all truth spoke. Every single day, I would practice my methods as a means to reconnect and access these multiple dimensions of consciousness, following this silent authority. The more I spent time in these higher states of awareness, the more I absorbed the energy, information, and control over the manifestation powers within each and every plane.

Silently Piercing Earrings on a Gen-ZBT with a Gray Mustache

“I'M GETTIN' UP SOON IN THE MORNIN'. I BELIEVE I'LL DUST MY BROOM. OUT WITH THE BEST GAL I'M LOVIN'. NOW MY FRIENDS CAN GET IN MY ROOM. I'M GONNA WRITE A LETTER, TELEPHONE EVERY TOWN I KNOW. IF I DON'T FIND HER IN MISSISSIPPI, SHE BE IN WEST MEMPHIS, I KNOW.” – “DUST MY BROOM” BY ELMORE JAMES

In order to assure that I would be able to continuously access these powers of abilities, I had to develop a metaphysical space in the depths of my subconscious that I knew nobody would be capable of accessing. In this place, I would stash the part of my creative identity that identified as only the creator. Essentially, it is like trying to “play dumb” so that other people around you don't become offended or put-off by your identification with the source of all creation. When you truly KNOW that you are God, but nobody else knows they are (yet), it can arouse jealousy or even motivate people to work against you behind your back. Having similar issues in my past helped me to figure out a way to keep certain things to myself.

It was only through introspection and internal processing that I was able to learn how to separate my mind from my body. Basically, I could be talking and acting a certain way externally, but from a completely different space in my mind. This is similar to the creation of art, music, performance, etc. While our physical bodies are in active motion, our mind is expressing/projecting a certain feeling, vision, or intention. What we rarely come to realize is that our entire persona, ego, and identity is a certain type of art. We can paint upon ourselves pretty much any image that we wish. When it has satisfied its purpose, we can change again and again, but still realizing that we are the consistent energetic force of creation (Brahma) that rests behind them all.


“WILL THE FUTURE CONCLUDE UNDER WATCHFUL EYES? HAVE YOU NOT SEEN SUCH A PATTERN? THE CHILD’S EYE IS FOCUSED ON SATURN. LIKE THE RINGS IN THE NIGHT, SO BE THE RINGS OF THE DAY. IT’S SOCIETAL FOREPLAY. IT’S PART OF THE PLAN.” – “THREE RING PLANET” BY JD STAHL

In order to act from two completely different worlds at the same time, we have to balance ourselves. One aspect is reciprocal of the other. If we are making concessions externally, our internal dialogue has to account for it—by at least being consciously aware and honest about the discrepancy. While learning how to maintain my presence in the 3rd and 4th dimension simultaneously, I projected an energy of silence or stillness from within the depths of my subconscious. Basically, I would take the position of the witness; a place where I observed my thoughts and actions objectively—without bias or judgment.

From a certain perspective, this negative entity would be the same as simultaneously identifying as life and death. Behind both of them, in my own being, I was locked away in a state of stillness that nobody could access. At will, whenever necessary, I could unlock this reservoir of energy and reclaim the full breadth and power of infinite wisdom. However, whenever I would do this, I recognized that it would cause me to expose myself. Therefore, I further learned to discern what was an actual threat and what was merely alarm. The more I was able to recognize the part of my nature that was infinite, the more I recognized that there were no threats that I couldn't handle. From within me rose an energy—a voice of infinite dimensions; a timeless presence who reminded me who I was and what my purpose (dharma) was in this (and every other) incarnation.


“MAYBE I WAS A LITTLE TOO WILD IN THE 70'S. ROCKET-SHIP GREASE DOWN THE CRACKS OF MY KNUCKLES. KARATE BANDANA, WARP SPEED CHIC. HAIR DOWN TO THERE. IMPRESSIVE MOUSTACHE. LOVE CAME IN A BOTTLE WITH A TWIST-OFF CAP. LET'S ALL HAVE A SWIG AND DO A HOT LAP.” – “STAR TREATMENT” BY ARCTIC MONKEYS

Beyond all separate expressions or timelines, I knew that my one and only priority was to maintain my close relationship to the energy of the universe. As a child, this was the relationship that I knew before I had ever felt loneliness, insecurity, or wondered about my worth. This archetype was not a single expression, but all of them. It was my energetic reciprocal or “causal mate” that had been leading me through these planes, lessons, and experiences—electromagnetically attracting me from a not-so-distant point in the relative future. By releasing control, I allowed the energy to pull itself through me. It was this higher source of etheric guidance that seemed to control the flow of every possible area of mastery.

The more I would “go with the flow” of transcendent state of consciousness, I no longer felt depressed, anxious, desirous, fearful, or expectant. Instead, I became the energy of every emotion—without favor or preference. Each one of these separate emotions were singular dimensions of “self” in which I could identify. Each dimension softly bled over the line into every other surrounding dominant energy. Eventually, I could visualize (in my mind) the metaphysical landscape of energy. Multiple planes of luminous colors, shapes, identities, and timelines exploded from underneath my eyes. I was pulled from one place in my brain to the next, all the while recognizing the essential qualities of “self” and “non-self” upon which I could reconcile from moment to moment.


“MY LOVE IS NOTHING. MY LOVE IS FULL-PERIPHERAL. SANCTIMONIOUS CRIES OF DEVOTION, CHOKING UNDERWATER IN THE DEPTHS OF THE OCEAN. MY TROUBLE IS ABSOLUTE. MY TROUBLE IS HUNGRY AND WILD. WANTING THROUGH THE WISHES AND WANING THROUGH MY MIND. I'M COMFORTED BY SCIENCE. I'M COMFORTED BY ILLUSION. CRACKING, POPPING SATISFACTIONS AND GLORIOUS CONFUSION.” – “CODA” BY JD STAHL

Underneath the plane of awareness where I could feel the presence of others, I reestablished my identity with all that was singular, non-dual, and infinite. Whenever I did this, I felt “home” again. In the walls of my kingdom, everything else fell away from me. Family, friends, physical identity, emotions, qualities, time, space, and even the desire to know were all claimed by the threshold of duality that separated me from my true state of authentic awareness. Within this kingdom, I would always return. From this state of awareness, I could maintain as many other identities—both self and other—from a metaphysical space that nobody else could reach.

While I was in this space, I was able to simultaneously determine the future as well as influence them via co-creation. However, while these two energies were balanced, I recognized that everything in the physical world was perfect. Basically, having the complete and total power to change everything helped me to see that there really wasn't anything to change or fix. Instead of problem, I saw opportunity. Instead of negative situations, I saw the necessary ebb before the flow of abundance. By resigning my desire to change anything, I drew into me the wisdom of reason which explained past, present, and future for every consecutive moment.

Perpetual Muse

JD Stahl (06/16/2020) The perpetual muse laughs at foreplay. For what’s been seen, will soon be today. No longer misled in basements of chains, Light streams through the droplets of rain. And on a colorful stairway, I hear the call. Unchained from doubt and no longer to stall. But new names are given as you rise to thee. From your knees, let there be no more tyranny. And out of caves you climb to match reach, When the healers heal and teachers teach. But perfection of service, of love and of peace. From one mouth, the word, we all soon will preach. From within a conspicuous and challenging twin, A journey, amazingly outward, yet more within. Have you seen the serenity and unfailing power That faith has claimed during your darkest hour? A place, house, and temple, after the door. In dreams, we play with the joyful and soar. And now to join those unbathed beneath. To offer our suffering up in exchange for their grief. I shall empty this cup as you clean up your own. And the one standing behind us will take our throne, That sits above all of our memories and doubts. For every initial moment comes from us, without. Moment to moment, release you from your sin. Your confusion is part of the journey within. Hold not to the spikes you feel you deserve. It is just a test to all who will serve. For behind the eyes of all who know defeat, Have had to collect all things for their feast. For balance of light and dark will provide The greatest presence which seeks—you, inside.

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