(B03C20) Chapter 20: Gridiron Games Played in Paired Alleles

Redemptive Blueprints Heated with Reciprocal Window Service

“93 MILLION MILES AWAY FROM, CAME ONE TO REPRESENT THE NATION. THIS IS A GATHERING OF THE MASSES THAT COME TO PAY RESPECTS TO THE WU-TANG CLAN. AS WE ENGAGE IN BATTLE, THE CROWD NOW SCREAMS IN RAGE. THE HIGH CHIEF JAMEL IRIEF TAKES THE STAGE.” – “TRIUMPH” BY WU TANG CLAN

Needless to say, after fully experiencing the products of my awakening, I had a completely different perspective of the world. This, of course, included a completely new way to perceive religious beliefs and other ideologies. Behind the trivial team-picking and games of popularity was an energetic integrity of truth which could not be divided from itself or otherwise placed into a subjective category or label. What I had just personally experienced was so visceral that there was no doubt in my mind that I had touched something that few in existence had ever known. Though the moment only lasted a short period of time, as I would reflect back upon them, I was able to fully return. I could essentially send my conscious mind and focus to any place or time in existence. There was no authority or man-made law which could ever stop or restrict my access to these planes; I was the only one who could prevent my transcendence back into the ether.

Not only was I able to feel the bliss that accompanied those experiences, but I was also able to remember how each second felt as I was shown the various planes and dimensions of the spiritual world. Knowing this feeling was like knowing the true definition of unconditional love—one which could never be challenged, changed, or altered by anything physical. Therefore, there was nobody who could ever tell me that what I experienced was any more or less “real” than anything else that I had experienced in my life. Then again, before these moments, it would have been equally difficult for me to even imagine that something similar was even possible.

Not only did I feel that I had reached the pinnacle position (throne) of the spiritual world, but since I was able to remember how to access that plane, I immediately felt responsible to be the governing authority of the physical dimension. This position of authority was not something that I could ever give away or deny without having to endure an incredible amount of pain—physical, metaphysical, and spiritual. In a sense, it was a gift that was given to me in return for my commitment to both myself and the rest of the world. On the plane of consciousness that I had accessed in my visions, there was really no difference between self and non-self. Both love and war were equally blissful, purposeful, and essential to the overall “masterplan” of guiding the energy of consciousness to higher states of awareness.

“STOP THAT, NOW LOOK TO THE SKY. THE DEVIL IS WATCHING ALL OF THE FLYING ANGELS CRY. PAINTED WALLS AND VOICES ECHO IN THE NIGHT. YOUR DREAMS ARE FORTUNES THAT YOU'LL NEVER LIE. OPEN A WINDOW BEFORE THE BIRD DIES.” – “UNDERCLASS MAN” BY JD STAHL

By identifying this divine purpose, I was able to view it as my dharma—the reason for this present in carnation and many others beforehand. As spirit-soul energy and physical births are concerned, I'm sure that every possible future life would also end up falling into the gravity of the same dharmic path and purpose as well. However, the transitional process through which my spirit-soul could manifest fully into my physical form/body was not necessarily easy. I would have to completely consume my ego in order for the state of transcendent bliss to take hold and transfigure me from within. Essentially, I would have to condone my death in every moment—just as Jesus became obedient only to death, unwilling to sacrifice the archetype of God even in the face of crucifixion. From this sacrifice, I was able to make the energy of salvation itself my metaphysical “home.”

Though my body had become merely a vessel for higher-order energy, the more time that I spent in this metaphysical “home,” the more I felt that I took on the qualities associated with it. All duality was transcended through me—just as every other separate aspect of the physical reality. In a sense, I became a portal between two worlds. As I would consume energies of higher and lower consciousness, I was able to metabolize them both—destroying polarity (negative energy) and transmuting back into its raw form (positive energy). With this energy I was not only able to broaden my electromagnetic spectrum that surrounded me and co-create the physical reality to my will, but I could also give passage to trapped spiritual energies that still remained stagnant in the physical world. My heart was like a window that could be opened to provide access between that which could be seen and that which could only hope to be believed without the physical senses.

Anchor-Dropping Dwellers Living in Dead Kingdoms

“CAPTAIN, OH CAPTAIN WILL YOU SET FREE THE SOULS BENEATH BOTH YOU AND ME? GOT MY ONLY WISH WHEN YOU MADE ME SEE. I WAS TO SACRIFICE WHAT YOU HAD MEANT FOR ME.” – “GLITCHES” BY JD STAHL

As each second passed, I would vacillate between my physical and spiritual identities. The rate of fluctuation would be so quick that I would rarely have time to ground myself into either. Instead, all I could do was attempt to discern the differences between them. Whenever I attempted to claim one in favor of the other, I could feel my vibration increase in density. Essentially, I would feel “heavy” and would experience things like fear, doubt, or insecurity. However, when I would observe both of them at the same time from a position of equanimity (The Witness), I was able to objectively view and transmute the energetic difference that prevented transcendence from the physical plane.

Though I was connected to every other human being at the time, I only acknowledged the energy from a singular perspective. Similarly, my spiritual counterpart was that which was an inherent part of humanity itself, yet not fully reconciled from a conscious perspective. Basically, I became both everybody and nobody at the same time. Instead of trying to rationalize how to do that from a conscious perspective, I destroyed any belief, concept, or idea that would prevent me from doing so without consideration. This way of learning or incorporating new information is the exact opposite of what many of us are used to doing. Instead of trying to build my mind around this new perspective, I temporarily disconnected from my rational mind so I could have the space to consider something that could not exist within limits or separation. Basically, I had to learn how to turn catatonic on command. Fortunately, this was not much different than daydreaming—staring off into the distance without focus and falling gently into the silence of my subconscious.

As I cleansed my mind of limiting belief systems, I felt the entire world come into me, like the water of the entire ocean flooding into the breach of a boat. As this happened, I felt my conscious mind increase both in density as well as vibration. Essentially, both polarities of my metaphysical “kingdom” were being stretched beyond their previous limits. Not only did I feel connected to other people on the physical plane, but I was also intimately connected to those who had already died or dropped their bodies. To make things even more complex, I was also able to connect to spirit-soul energies from outside of time as well. Basically, I could feel the energy of people who were still alive in the present, but were speaking to and through me from a non-linear point outside time and space that was beyond both birth and death.

Arena Übermensch Bowls Cut on Ma'at's 6” Stiletto El Levitator

“YOU AIN'T GOTTA GIMME MY PROPS, JUST GIMME THE YACHTS. GIMME MY ROCKS, AND KEEP MY FANS COMIN' IN FLOCKS. 'TIL YOU TOP THE SUPERBOWL, KEEP YOUR MOUTH ON LOCK. SHHH, I'M AWAKE, HA HA HA. I'M COCKY ON THE MIC BUT I'M HUMBLE IN REAL LIFE. TAKIN' NOTHIN' FOR GRANTED BLESSING E'RYTHING ON MY LIFE. TRYING TO SEE A NEW LIGHT AT THE TOP OF THE ROOF. BABY, MY NAME NOT SIEGEL, BUT I SPEAK THE TRUTH.” – “#1” BY NELLY

While lying on my bed one evening, listening to my headphones, I felt the collective presence of an incredible number of people standing around me—as if I was being dropped from above the center of the Colosseum or some other large stadium facility. As my 3rd eye vision sharpened, I was able to “see” the crowd of people around me, some of them looking into a screen of sorts, watching me from what seemed to be like a camera that was near the fan on my ceiling. My eyes were still closed and my headphones were still on; however, I was no longer hearing the music as a dominant presence in my ears. Instead, I was completely experiencing the crowd as if I was in the stadium. The more my vision sharpened, I heard them cheer louder and louder as they observed the sharpening of my 3d eye vision on the screens in front of them. The entire crowd was sharing my intuitive vision on-screen from a distance.

It was then that I remembered that Super Bowl L was being played at the same time that all of this was happening. Then again, after all that I had seen previously in various visions, time no longer had the same authority over my rational mind. In an instantaneous moment, I had received the wisdom of infinity, witnessing everything since the beginning of time. While I was staring at the ceiling fan above my bed, I was equally present in the middle of a sea of people—like I was standing at the 50-yard-line of a stadium or Colosseum. Through my physical eyes, I could tell that I was in my room; however, my mind was processing the presence of a completely different plane or dimensions of reality. I was in two places at once, actively processing information from both places at the same time. My thoughts, words, actions, and intentions were mirrored into both realities. What I thought in my mind was heard over the loudspeakers of some near-distant dimension or timeline.

“IN THE ARENA—OR RATHER COLOSSEUM—THERE'S PEOPLE GATHERIN' BY MULTITUDES TO SEE ONE, PERPETRATOR FALL TO THE DUST AFTER THE OTHER. QUICKLY DISPOSED OF AT THE HAND OF A KNOWN BROTHER, BORN WIT THE ART IN HIS HEART THAT IS SPARTACUS.” – “STEP INTO THE ARENA” BY GANG STARR

The only thing that my rational mind could do to attempt to make sense of what was happening was to believe that someone above me (in my ceiling fan) was recording what was happening. As I looked to the ceiling fan above me to see if I was able to tell if there was some hidden camera above me, in the back of my mind, I was still able to see the secondary vision behind the focus of my eyes. Basically, I could see a metaphysical monitor of me lying on the bed from a completely different perspective—projected on large screens inside a stadium. As I waved to the ceiling to ensure that the event was happening live, I heard the crowd cheer even louder, clapping their hands and jumping around in their seats. Intuitively, I felt that they were responding to the fact that I was consciously aware of both realities at the same time.

Every bit of my internal dialogue seemed also to be broadcast on the speakers of the stadium. Even though I never made a sound, I could hear my own voice come through at a distance. When I said to myself, “I'm awake,” I head the crowd roar. From their reactions, I felt like a “chosen” gladiator, a being on this physical plane that was identified as one to “watch” or “observe” while I was endeavoring through an initiation process which would eventually lead me towards divination. It was at this point that I knew I was being “watched” by an invisible presence of energy that I would only ever be able to contact while in transcendent states. However, because I never allowed myself to doubt the reality of these experiences, I was able to keep hold on what it would take for me to find my way back to the mirror neurons that linked me to this “twin” version of myself that seemed to exist on a much higher, non-physical plane of consciousness. Above the 3rd dimension, I could experience the presence of this “twin” outside of physical nature—without a body.

Choreographing Gill Willy's Super Bowl No-Time Soul Show

“FATHER OF MAN? NO. FATHER OF MANY. AWOKE IN THIS DREAM, WEAK AND WEARY. SOMETHING TAKES HOLD OF MY SOUL AND TRIES TO BURY ME BEFORE I’M READY.” – “AVATAR” BY JD STAHL

In the 4th dimension, all beings are perceived to be above time and space, all while having direct contact with it. In essence, those who were primarily in the 3rd dimension were considered an avatar to their higher self. Every higher self, therefore, would have control over one or more different avatars—different physical bodies with different metaphysical concepts of self. In the 4th dimension were those of higher vibration who essentially held the video game controller that would attempt to guide their lower, 3rd dimensional selves through the “game” or progress through to spiritual divination—the matching of their higher and lower selves. The avatar who was able to more clearly receive the messages and guidance from their higher selves—like being able to breathe underwater—would more efficiently process the vibrations through to their genetics, eventually completing the transfiguration process in the lower physical 3rd dimension.

Even though this game-like perception of reality was entirely true from the perspective in which I experienced it, it did not negate the truthful nature of the possibility of every other plane of consciousness. Since this one was true, it similarly validated every other relative definition of reality on that plane—to any certain degree of interdependence of factors or variables. Basically, those who controlled multiple avatars in the 4th dimension—in another equal perspective—were also “angels” in an equally viable plane of consciousness. Therefore, in order to be able to “map” or fully understand one perspective of this higher plane, I would have to use all other possible translations and make relative associations which were proportional to the relationships or patterns held by every other plane or timeline.

“DIRECT DESCENDANT FROM ADAM, BUT IN TIME YOU’LL PASS ANOTHER MISSION. BROKEN RIBS AND BLUE BLOOD REMAIN, WHEN YOU RISE AND ABSORB YOUR COMPETITION.” – “BLIND AMBITION” BY JD STAHL

At the time when all of this information came to me, I did my best to fully integrate it without questioning it or attempting to rationalize it within any predetermined belief system, concept or popular reality, or diminish it with any psychological theories. Considering I was somewhat of an uneducated novice in terms of spirituality, history, or alternative theories of reality, science, psychology, etc., there were really no categories that I could claim as dominant or “more viable” than any other. Both my mind and heart were completely open to all possibilities—in part and surely in total.

Fortunately, the previous month-worth of visions and experiences had prepared me to accept the seemingly impossible notions which I was internally guided to incorporate into the physical reality. If I were able to reconcile all of the different patterns that were held in the 4th dimension into a singular one which parented them all, then I would be able to balance them within the paradox. Once all aspects of separation could be identified and balanced, I would be able to ascend outside of duality and return to the state of awareness from where my vision of creation had originated. Essentially, I would be able to return to my original home in the sun. From the central position of the sun, all is one; time and space are nonexistent, and all aspects of physical reality rest in eternal potentiality.

Don't Get Up, ROY; We're Just Passing Through You.

“THOUGH SOME MAY FEAR THE POWER LIMITED TO THOSE OF VISITORS’ SHAPE. ONLY THOSE SHIPS CAN CARRY SOULS THROUGH THE MADNESS OF THE COMING WAKE. FEAR AND DEATH WON’T TREMBLE THE HANDS WHO HOLD THE CHOSEN GRAIL. 'LOVE IS WORTH MORE THAN ANY SACRIFICE,' IS THE DECREE OF ONLY THOSE WHO WILL PREVAIL.” – “PROPHECY 3” BY JD STAHL

While I sat on the edge of my bed in awe of what I had just witnessed through my intuitive visualization, I returned to my body to focus on the music that was flowing through my headphones. From feeling as if I was being elevated at the center of a crowded stadium, down into my darkened bedroom, I found myself still suspended from reality. My sensitivity was still heightened. Even though I had opened my eyes, I was still able to see various forms of bright white light—like hovering orbs that I was able to detect at both short and great distances. The more I focused on this light, the more that my physical reality faded into the background. Eventually, I was able to see through every wall in my house, straight through to the other side of the street.

Across the street in front of my house was a cemetery. Over the past few months, I took frequent walks with my dog to the top of the hill where I would be able to look over the town. While my sensitivity was increased during these walks, I could intuitively “sense” the presence of other beings whose names had been written on headstones. The more that my mood would be elevated towards joy and happiness, the more that I could feel their presence around me. Suffice it to say, I had reached the state of consciousness where energy was infinite; physical life and death were entirely a different frequency, upon which I could choose to exist at will.

“BUT THE VOICES LATELY I’VE BEEN HEARING HAVE BEEN CONFLICTING WITH LETTERS I’M READING. NOT A SINGLE DOLLAR, JUST SOULS FOR THE SAVING. SURPRISED BY THE OUTCOME OF AFTERLIFE RATINGS.” – “SAINTS AND SINNERS” BY JD STAHL

Though my walks during the day would allow me to commune amongst these spiritual energies across the street, the night of the Super Bowl showed me that my ability to stand between both physical and spiritual worlds was more important than merely dancing past headstones. In the darkness of night, there I sat on the edge of my bed. My eyes were wide open as I watched orbs of blue and white make their way across the street, through the walls of my house, and into my bedroom. Astounded by what I was witnessing, the only emotion that I could feel was bliss. While I was in the intensity of this experience, I felt one of the blue and white orbs come closer to me. Closer still it approached until it made contact with me; as they did, I saw them immediately shoot upwards—like a vertical beam of light that was sucked through my heart and out the top of my head.

I raised my head for a moment to see where they were going, only to see the orbs of light fade until they disappeared out of my sight. After the first one passed through me, several more followed. Each time that they passed through my heart, I felt a rush of energy as if each transfer of soul would cause my spine to straighten. After what seemed like about 5 minutes of conscious time, a large number of souls had passed through my physical body and into the distant spaces above me. Though at the time, I consciously remember passing through at least a dozen souls, the more I reconnect with this moment from a higher perspective, the more that I can remember being called upon me.

Even though I had no idea what was happening to me at that moment, I felt an incredible sense of purpose. I knew, deep down, that because I had committed myself to elevating others and learning how to develop my powers, I was chosen as an individual who would provide access between planes—both physical and non-physical. Essentially, I was standing at the gate between life and death. Though I had transitioned souls who were long passed, I would eventually be called to transition souls who were locked within people who were still alive.

Dropped-Top Alphas Netted by Switched Witches in Central Park

“PASSIONATE POOLS RUN SO DEEP, WHILE I WAIT FOR THE RAPE TO TAKE. MY BODY DIES IN MY OWN HANDS WHILE I HOLD YOU IN MY ARM. PLEASE DON’T FADE. THIS TAKEOVER MAKES ME DROOL. CAPITALIZE ALL OVER MY SOUL. FLUTTERING OF MY NOW-DEAF EARS. MY EYES CLOSE WITH RELIEF, AND THEN I’LL AWAKEN.” – “TRADING FRIENDS” BY JD STAHL

Between the physical and non-physical dimensions, these souls are not necessarily able to pass because they still held onto dense belief systems which prevented them from being able to transition to higher states. Part of my purpose, therefore, was to cleanse these dense soul energies through my metaphysical being so that they would be able to pass through to the spaces above and return to the state of purity from whence they came. In essence, I was baptizing souls which have already passed on from the physical plane. However, because I had just been reborn from a recent metaphysical death, I was made pure again. My knowledge of Natural Law, amplified by my physical body's electromagnetic charges, allowed me to sever densities caused by separation (sin) from the souls of those past.

Before I knew it, I looked around me and didn't see any more luminous beings around me. For the evening, the act of transitioning souls to a higher plane had come to an end. Shortly after, I could feel the density or “reality” in my immediate environment return. This transition between states of consciousness is tantamount to re-experiencing gravity after being weightless—or going from a dry atmosphere to one which has noticeable humidity. My sensory awareness started attuning to physical matter. By doing so, I was no longer able to see through walls or intuitively know things to the same degree as I had done beforehand.

Though this transient spirit had departed from me, I knew that it would return. Though I didn't really understand the reason why I kept being brought down into the physical reality, I knew that there was something greater at play than my present level of conscious awareness. In a sense, it was like turning off a light when it was no longer necessary—but the “switch” was not something that could be accessed physically. More than that, this presence of higher vibration was just as much “me” as my physical self. It was for this reason that I never felt that it would depart from me permanently. The only reason that I returned back into linear time was because I insisted (at the time) to believe that the spiritual presence was something “other” than myself. The only way that time could be transcended consciously would be to acknowledge this presence as an equal—two parts of a whole.

“IT’S TIME FOR YOU ALL TO LOOK INSIDE. ENOUGH ANALYSIS OF THE PROPHETS AND GUIDES. THIS IS THE CALL TO ALL THAT WISH TO BE FREE. FORGIVENESS IS REQUIRED TO END YOUR SLAVERY. CHALLENGE ALL THAT’S CONVENTIONAL. EXPAND ACROSS MULTI-DIMENSIONAL. ERASE THE LIES BORN FROM FORMALITY. EVIL HIDES IN THEIR REDUCTIONIST REALITY. WORDS AND ACTIONS KNEEL TO INTENTIONS. TORN APART BEFORE YOUR ASCENSION. PREPARE FOR THE FLIP, THE TURN OF THE SWITCH. SPOKEN BY THE DIVINE MASCULINE WITCH.” – “PROPHECY 13” BY JD STAHL

The difference between being conscious in suspended time outside the 3rd dimension is that without a time construct, progress can't be made. Therefore, in order to advance our knowledge or soul's awareness in certain areas of focus, we must experience time. Time is a school. Our souls descend into time only to achieve greater awareness within higher planes—until the point where certain densities are no longer necessary. Frequency and vibration of consciousness is “graded” in this way, changing our general relationship to time and space.

Though each of us has our own personal relativity, we also share the relativity of whatever group we choose to associate ourselves with in any moment. The numerous dimensions, therefore, are a construct which was created as a means to develop the soul's capacity to hold later amounts of power, develop breadth of sovereignty, and purify the metaphysical substance so that wherever it is placed, it will be able to thrive. The goal is to eventually be able to align all dimensions in a way which is consistent, creating the capacity for the soul to incarnate on any level, fully awake of its ultimate union as both creator and creation. Until this goal is reached, we assume form in the physical world, experiencing time so that development can occur and balance can be achieved—vertically in planes and dimensions as well as horizontally across multiple timelines.

Game Theory

JD Stahl (12/18/2020) It insists on blending human behavior. The seats inside have been filled where they sit. Willed and willing minds hold the mind scepter. The future ascent depends on programming the bits. Periodicity of forgiveness never to be examined Long enough for the pattern to arise. Minuscule changes of past marked position Genetically purpose the out-coming prize. Stable states of animalistic segregation. The rules of the theory of self-righteous games. It’s a popular examination of pumping up prospects. Anchors in faces, races, journeys and names. The study is oh so historically baptized By generations of spacious visiting lights Hung so generously by the strongest of swimmers To cheat or forgive before the very last night. Initiates remain like the embers of gnostic religions, Seated beneath the fabrics frozen in time. Genetic and gender familiar expressions Behavior expressions will foretell what’s divine. Leagues of teams switch like markets of trading Underneath the truths, now morally twisted. What happens when inventions finally awaken? When artificial screens happen to be lifted. The prisoners’ dilemma is perfectly purposed Inside the arena that has been prophesied before By scholars and children of coveted bell curves, Emerges a model of character from smoldering floors. On the stone table, they all carve up the numbers. Tearing apart anyone who threatens their feast. They toast cups of chaos while nibbling on purpose. And save the head seat for their new favorite beast. It’s a new way of life for maintaining the balance. Allowing an excess of beauty opposing the side. Blue, gray, and red have held up this chapter. The truth, they say, is an eye-opening ride.

Peaking at Numbers from Powerful Ballers

“WELL, SECOND BY SECOND AND MINUTE BY MINUTE. IT'S LIKE LOTTO, YOU HAVE TO BE IN IT TO WIN IT. SHAKIN' MIND BREAKIN' ON THEIR OWN DEMISE. LIES TAX TO THE MAX AND THEY'LL BE FEELIN' THOSE VIBES.” – “PUTTING SHAME IN YOUR GAME” BY BEASTIE BOYS

To provide a simple example of the dimensions, I will use the concept of a lottery. In the 5th dimension, all that exists are single numbers: all 1's. As the energy of these numerals increase in density, they must pass through the threshold between the 5th and the 4th dimension. During this process, numbers are created in non-linear fashion. In the 4th dimension, there is a possibility for numbers to be greater than 1, creating the 10-base number system that we know of today. While in the 4th dimension, all possible numbers are created—from 1 to infinity. Because the numbers are unlimited, the capacity for creation still remains infinite, yet what was once raw has now taken shape or has otherwise been conformed into a more specific categorization. The threshold that sits between the 4th and 3rd dimension is when time and space become prevalent—both as the cause and effect of order.

This means that as the numbers pass through the threshold, they conform to a specific set of physical laws. For example, laws of physics in this case would limit numbers to being either one or two digits; the largest number in the 3rd dimension may only be 103 (like the known elements in the current periodic table). After these numbers are processed through the spacetime barrier, they are cast into order and take form—like lottery numbers that are in a specific order and only contain certain numbers between 1 and the limit. These strings of numbers are not able to be changed, only used for a certain period of time until they are deemed obsolete, die, or have otherwise lost their vibrational integrity—like increasing density due to radioactive decay.

Without the 4th dimension present, the 3rd dimension would be unable to process form from raw energy into physical energy. Therefore, in order to be able to ascend through the 4th dimension and into the realm of pure wisdom and infinite creativity, one must be able to reconcile all parts with the whole—yet still recognize that the 4th dimension is purely for utility, not to be considered to have any authority beyond its purpose to produce the possibility of multiples, sourced from a single pattern of formless raw energy.

When we learn how to process ourselves through the 4th dimension, we learn how to reconcile ourselves with the authority which stands above order, linearity, or specific shape/form. Therefore, we are required to identify ourselves with the formless, forcing us to release any/all dependencies that we have with anything in the physical world. That which is specific, formed, or limited to a certain number of possible outcomes can only ever provide us access to the ceiling/threshold atop the 4th dimensions. To proceed through this barrier, into the realm of formless potentiation, we are required to identify only with the concept of energy itself—never with a label, face, form, or set of possibilities which can only exist in duality or the fragmentation of the whole.

“'CAUSE ME AND MY CREW WERE OUT BREAKING WINDOWS. THE BINGO, THE LOTTO. YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER WIN THOSE. POSSESSION IS HALF THE LAW. I HAD MY ROUTINES BEFORE ALL Y'ALL. YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS COMING APART AT THE SEAMS. YOU AIN'T NOTHING BUT A CAR THIEF, BITING ROUTINES.” – “CAR THIEF” BY BEASTIE BOYS

As far as the lottery goes, the only way you can truly “win” without having to be awarded by an externalized authority is to not play. Furthermore, the only way to take a position above the authority itself is to know that we have already won the lottery. If we question the absence of a specific form of wealth, we immediately remember that everything is perfect—and that our riches are unable to be transferred through the 103-digit limit of the 4th dimensional gate. By taking this stance and removing our desire systems that would be given to the silent authority of the lottery process, we preserve our energetic integrity.

The effects of this preservation process—not playing the lottery because we have already won—is made evident by the confidence that we exude, knowing that our spiritual sovereignty is the prize. It is only by fully embodying the energy of sovereignty that we can channel 5th dimensional consciousness into the 3rd dimension. It is through language that we are able to manifest 5th dimensional consciousness into the physical plane. Without speaking and living truth, we can only manifest more duality, separation, and other “evils” into our lives. Not only are we required to be authentic, true, and transparent, but we must also do so willingly so as to engage our heart chakra.

“WE ARE NATURAL BEINGS JUST LIKE CLOUDS AND WAVES. ONLY WE HAVE COMPLICATED GAMES, WHICH CAUSE US TO DOUBT OURSELVES BUT IF YOU WILL TREAT YOURSELF FOR A WHILE AS A CLOUD OR WAVE, AND REALIZE THAT YOU CAN’T MAKE A MISTAKE—WHATEVER YOU DO. BECAUSE EVEN IF YOU DO SOMETHING THAT SEEMS TO BE TOTALLY DISASTROUS, IT ALL COME OUT IN THE WASH SOMEHOW OR OTHER. THEN, THROUGH THIS CAPACITY, YOU WILL DEVELOP A KIND OF CONFIDENCE, AND THROUGH CONFIDENCE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO TRUST YOUR OWN INTUITION.” – ALAN WATTS

The moment we believe that a lottery is something we have yet to win—or that there is even a remote possibility that we could increase that which we already claim as infinite—we incur fear of scarcity and immediately drain our soul's energy into the 3rd dimension by incorporating duality into our desire system. Essentially, we pay for our very own prison by doubting that we are already free. We only “lose” when we feel that proof must exist in any physical shape, form, or fashion. This is the transition of spirit as it increases in density until it becomes confused enough to believe that it is limited by the body. This means that our prison is created simply in the search for answers that we already have inherent within us.

The transcendent experiences that we are blessed with throughout our lives are constantly providing us access through illusion into truth. We can only ever be “not enough” for ourselves. Though I had already experienced two months of perpetual awakenings, I was unable to proceed through to the realm of creation—not because I wasn't “worthy,” but because I fooled myself into believing that I either needed to prove myself to an external entity or that I had to be granted access by some superior court of beings or external system of authority. In order to be able to graduate beyond subjective reasoning, therefore, I had to stop trying to achieve something that I hadn't already done. However, because there is no possible way that we can pass this self-test using our intellect, I would have to be challenged further until every single one of those exceptions had been eliminated from the depths of my subconscious. I would only have to reconcile my higher self with my lower self; by doing so, I would have to eliminate them both and find peace in the hopeless state of potentiation until both energies could be alchemized into a singular, purified substance.

Alpha Phive Beta and the 4D Thieves of the Sigma Chi Mailbox

“IT'S SNOOP DOGGY DOGG, I'M AT THE TOP OF THE STACK. I DON'T LACK FOR A SECOND, AND I'M STILL CHECKIN'.” – “GZ AND HUSTLAS” BY SNOOP DOGG

Every vision that I had witnessed kept making greater and greater attempts to challenge the idea that I could ever be forced outside of the realm of pure creation, stored eternally outside of physical spacetime where decay could occur. The purpose for these tests, therefore, were to call forth any remaining energies of fear, doubt, or subjectivity which would prevent me from fully embracing my spiritual sovereignty in a manner which would create separation between fate and free will. In order to be able to embody the identity of the creator, all “things” would have to be reconciled with the whole—without bias, favor, or attachment to preference (not necessarily preference, itself).

The process of reconciliation in accordance with Natural Law is really the only true authority which would be required to go beyond any separate entity or energy that existed within the 4th dimensional plane/density. Therefore, on the physical plane, we would be able to merge with/as the very authority or judge which governed the entire 4th dimensions, immediately giving me the same authority as a representative from the 5th dimension—the formless space from which creation could manifest.

“THE HOTEL IN WHICH I LIVE, OPENS DOORS WITH CORRESPONDENCE. DOWN EACH AND EVERY HALL. EVERY ROOM IS QUITE DIFFERENT, YET EXACTLY THE SAME THEY ARE ALL.” – “PROPHECY 25” BY JD STAHL

When I would finally complete this purification process, I would exist as the sovereign “God” within my own specific “home” frequency. Though I would appear to be my “self” in this higher plane, so would everyone else. Basically, the 5th dimension would have the appearance of the “self” we have come to know, yet beyond those ordered details. Behind the holographic presentation that gives shape, form, or fashion is the conscious vibration which is shared by all. On this level, we all identify as “God,” in accordance with Natural Law and Source. This would be tantamount to living in a hotel with as many rooms as there are people in the universe.

Inside every room, each of us are the sovereign “God” and “father” of all other forms in existence. However, what our physical senses are unable to prove from an external standpoint is that every single one of those doors that we feel leads to a separate room, in absolute truth, all lead to the same room. Any being who reconciles their consciousness within this room merges with all others; yet, by choosing to experience energy subjectively, we see our personal identity as the central figure—and all others as separate.

Essentially, every single one of us is the creator. However, we are all still experiencing time and space because we have yet to reconcile our relative “distance” with/as the identity that parented all other “things” in separation. When we connect with others unconditionally, through love or compassion, we actually become that other person. In essence, we step inside the central room and temporarily assume their identity and perspective, witnessing ourselves from the eyes of another. Therefore, when we love someone unconditionally, we partake in a view of ourselves as that who serves without expectation. One could also say that unconditional love is unselfish service or the giving of oneself without fear or expectation of reward, completion, or acknowledgement.

Therefore, when we love ourselves unconditionally, we are able to assume both perspective: the feminine “service” or potential formlessness as well as the masculine “creator” or “father” of all other details in subjectivity. As both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, we are then able to play the lottery and “know” that our prize is always a win-win process. We win by becoming an individual who prioritizes their relationship with the process of divination. This is what a divine being is—not a destination, but a personal code of consistent commitment to truth. It is through this code/way of living that we transcend our physical nature and merge both physical and non-physical aspects of self/non-self. We become one with everything when we transcend duality in every possible expression. This transcendence takes us beyond all limitations and connects our consciousness to all things in vibrational existence.

Take Two

JD Stahl (08/02/2016) I'm the multi-headed male. I'm the snake eating its tail. Statistical alien equations. Pertinent information that I gave you. The all-seeing eye, well it comes and goes. Caging of the sun, and changing my clothes. Trapped inside the walls, chained to the stalls. Auto-Egyptian mummies are watching it all. How should I feel when my happiness depends on you? To tell you the truth would cease it to be true. Flash your blue eyes for an honorable mention. The things I like least about myself are what I use for attention. Unmatched punished intentions handed down from Masons. Judgment from legacies and blacklisted from nations. Stuck inside the fishbowl, casting out lines. Writing outlines of clever lines with clever rhymes. Outright lies, our white lines, I'm the outlier. I'm your white knight, dark horse, late night. Dreaming before 3AM, turned black from white. Screaming soul cries. I'm from louder times. I'm the exception. I'm the outlier. Statistical soul fire. I'm the outlier. Boomerang, bring it back, mouth smacked. Soldier without a waking war. In my sleep I hear you more. From the rock, I've drawn the sword. Masterpiece, written by our masters, pieced together words from distant worlds. The greatness within, pours out under my skin. Open or closed, my eyes still see. Winging birds and family trees, pray to God on my knees. Words are falling, world on the brink. Collapsing sentences, vomit in the sink. Two eyes, double mind, second dreaming. Every single thing I do has a double meaning. I'm the exception. I'm the outlier. Statistical soul fire. I'm the outlier.