(B03C21) Chapter 21: The Only 7-Shot Long-Bolt .38 Special

Blockbuster Beatific Visions Framed by Planetary Tonnage

“BIRTH INVOLVES SUFFERING, DEATH INVOLVES SUFFERING, GETTING WHAT YOU DON’T WANT IS SUFFERING, SICKNESS, AND EVEN GETTING WHAT YOU WANT INVOLVES SUFFERING, BECAUSE IT’S FINITE; BECAUSE IT’S IN TIME AND IT WILL BE GONE. YOU WANT TO BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CHICK IN THE WORLD, YOU GO AHEAD, BUT REMEMBER FIVE YEARS FROM NOW. WHAT IS IT THAT YOU CAN GRASP OUT THERE THAT WON’T TURN? JESUS SAID, 'LAY NOT UP YOUR STORES WHERE RUST AND MOTH DOTH CORRUPT.'” – RAM DASS

Over the course of two months, I continued to experience more transcendent moments and corresponding visions that were equal to—or greater than—those previous. Each of these metaphysical aftershocks took me again and again to higher perspectives of reality—all of them equally viable in terms of Natural Law. These “new worlds” which I had entered consciously were all incredibly beautiful. However, they weren't attractive in any physical sense, but were pleasing in a way that proved to me that reality was not limited to any compartmentalized limitations. Some of the planes and dimensions took the shape of a fully-immersive reality simulation or gaming structure. Other dimensions were entirely supported by music, literature, or creative endeavors—like a never-ending art studio for every type of media possible. There were other realities which were entirely focused on the deepest psychological depths of humanity—a perpetual multiplicity of emotion, like a never-ending dream.

Each full system of reality was like its own movie, complete with a set, characters, and an entire universe unique to its subjectivity. An example of this would be like viewing a movie production company as a separate universe, and each one of the films that was produced was a completely different planet. Each movie/planet had their own unique application of natural law—all of them equally possible in terms of the multiverse. As I embraced each separate reality fully—like entering a portal through my intuitive vision—I slowly took on the metaphysical qualities of each universe and its subjective application of law. I could feel my dharmic role shift slightly, yet still brilliantly reveal the consistent nature of my soul—from end to end. The more I gave myself to any of these realities, the more complex they became—and the more memory that I was able to access within my own being—past, present, and future. As I would focus on a single point of energy, time would slow down and reveal the infinite capacity for each moment as it both bled into and pulled from the near-distant future.

For two months, every single flash of light opened a door to an entirely different universe, each with a unique primary construct. It was similar to looking through a telescope on a single point in space, but switching the lenses and filters. Regardless of how the energy was arranged or organized, each vision was of the same primordial substance, spoken through a unique vibration. Once I felt myself try to rationalize with any of these realities, however, I was pulled back down into density. These “heavy” vibrations were caused by my desire systems, the presence of favor, or attachments. Any time that I “dropped” back into the dense physical reality, I experienced what I perceived to be suffering. However, this suffering was only present to help me see where I was still attached or maintained preferences. Therefore, my task was to become so balanced that the push/pull dynamic between my ego and spirit would not cause pain—either by getting what I want and having to experience the decay of time, or by not getting what I want.

Greased-Up Capstone Projections Cut by Diamond Dogs who Lasso Siete-Nulls

“STEP OUTSIDE THE WALLS. PERFECT VISION FOUGHT IT ALL. IN MY DREAMS, ADVOCATES WAIT. IN MY BACK, THE RISING SNAKE. EPHEMERAL MOVEMENTS. ENTIRE GOSPEL SPOKEN. THE SEASON IS UPON US. THEY WEREN’T JOKING. FROM SEVEN INTO ONE. AND ONE INTO TEN. THE TRUMPETS BLARE FROM THE OTHER SIDE. THE FOURTH WALL IS CRUMBLING IN TIME.” – “PROPHECY 13” BY JD STAHL

Because I was unable to maintain the state of conscious awareness where I was both creator and creation (without rationalized comparison), I would constantly fall in vibration to where I would be forced to experience the cause-and-effect relationship with my own doubt or lack of faith. Since I was so sensitive at the time, any time that I would drop from union with the absolute, I was greatly affected by it. At the time, I was even under the impression that my feminine counterpart was of a physical nature—or something that was “other” than the perfected state of my soul in union with itself. This only revealed that my belief as a “twin flame” was something which could only be held within another human being, proving that I still had attachments to needing to be validated by something other than my own intuitive wisdom.

Unfortunately, anytime that I could sense that my physical senses would lose their power or amplification, I experienced those changes as suffering. Basically, I felt that I had done something “wrong” that caused me to lose connection to my higher self. After several months of feeling as if I had already “passed” or graduated to the next level of awareness, I assumed that it was permanent—that I was a “cooked goose.” After a while, I realized that in order to maintain a higher state of conscious awareness, I would have to completely change my perspective of life. To do this, I would have to overwrite any bad-faith beliefs that I had accumulated over the course of my life. These beliefs still remained in my subconscious mind and were intimately linked to my instinctual responses and defense mechanism or fears. Our “work” is to eventually become conscious of how our defense mechanism prevent us from being able to identify a higher purpose or meaning from each experience.

“ALL YOUR LIGHTNING WAITS INSIDE YOU. TRAVEL IT ALONG YOUR SPINE. SEVEN STARS RECEIVE YOUR VISIT. SEVEN SEALS REMAIN DIVINE. SEVEN CHURCHES FILLED WITH SPIRIT. TREASURE FROM THE ANGELS' MINE. SLIP INSIDE THIS HOUSE AS YOU PASS BY.” – “SLIP INSIDE THIS HOUSE” BY 13TH FLOOR ELEVATORS

During moments when my senses were amplified, the 7 energy centers (chakras) in my body had come into alignment. While in alignment, the 7 combined and concentrated into a 10th sense—my direct link to higher wisdom outside of space and time. This connection to higher vibration had not been utilized much since childhood. This is the extratemporal sensitivity that provides us access to our metaphysical “kingdom.” My sensitivity served me by calling my attention to anything that would otherwise pull me out of alignment so that I could fix or repair the situation almost immediately.

Since everyone exists on all planes at the same time, all I would really have to do was to go through enough experiences that would cut me free from those residual attachments or desire systems. The less I was attached to any specific outcome, the more sensitive I became to the energy of my environment. The more sensitive I was, the more amplified my senses became and the more I felt connected to all things. Anything that I believed in more than Natural Law would only ever serve to be an anchor that would prevent me from being able to fully embrace my spiritual sovereignty. Without these attachments, I would be able to fully experience a sea of infinite raw energy that I could then direct creatively.

Whenever I was no longer limited by emotional reactivity, external judgment or validation, or otherwise led to believe that I wasn't the only true authority (God) who was the end-all-be-all to my physical experience, I would have to suffer until I could—either in this life and/or others. Essentially, I would have to face my own insecurity until I could exist as both God and Human on the same plane—without believing that it wasn't also possible (not necessarily true) for every other person as well. When I was fully able to embrace my spiritual sovereignty aligned with both fate and free will, I could return to the realm of creation where I could create an infinite number of new worlds within the 4th dimension which were all aligned with the balance of Natural Law.

Zeus Meal-Prepping on Saturdays for the Bipolar Kronies on his Block

“SACRIFICIAL TENDENCIES ALL START ON THE CUBE. WILL THE FUTURE CONCLUDE UNDER WATCHFUL EYES? HAVE YOU NOT SEEN SUCH A PATTERN? THE CHILD’S EYE IS FOCUSED ON SATURN. LIKE THE RINGS IN THE NIGHT, SO BE THE RINGS OF THE DAY. IT’S SOCIETAL FOREPLAY. IT’S PART OF THE PLAN. WAS IT YOU OR THEY THAT FOLLOWED THE MAN?THE OPENED BOX IS A CROSS THAT IS CLOCKED. GIVEN TO PEOPLE WHEN FOLLOWERS HAVE FOUND. KEEP YOUR NOSE ON THE GROUND, AND I BLOW UP THE SPOT.” – “THREE-RINGED PLANET” BY JD STAHL  

The pinnacle vision that I had been shown was essentially the inception of time; the proverbial birth date of both 4th and 3rd dimensions. From the beginning of time, I connected with the energy which was intimately connected with all physical things in vibration. Essentially, I was the vibration of unconditional love, from which all other things grew into form. However, as density increased, my ability to reconcile myself both as “father” and “child” diminished. In order to return to the state of awareness where I could (consciously) create additional worlds, I would have to eliminate the distance between creator and creation—along with any presence of doubt or disbelief. This also meant that I had to view every subjective belief system or religion as only a partial contributor to absolute or objective truth.

To withdraw my dependency to any specific belief system, I had to essentially lose hope in anything other than my intuitive guidance. With no specific belief system to rely on, I fell through density and came out the other side of reality. While I completed this process of purification, I would have to descend into the 3rd dimensional reality until I was able to clear away their errant energies caused by attachment or lack of self-love, faith, or trust. Eventually, I started to perceive my personal experience differently. What I previously believed to be my “worst” moments or most traumatic experiences were no different than my “best” days or greatest joys. Energy became unipolar, erasing all subjectivity, bias, or preference. In these systems of favor were stored the karmic vibrations of energy that locked me into the denser planes of physical reality. By releasing my dependencies on external sources of hope and faith, those energies burned away from me in a way that is similar to an object burning as it transitions through the threshold of the Earth's atmosphere.

Not only was I forced to face myself as I processed out the remaining karmic energy, I would also have to release my belief that I would only be able to attain this higher state of awareness via some type of ambition which could only exist in the physical world. However, because time is necessary to measure distance between one state of consciousness and another, I would have to “dip” back into time where I would be able to process out any remaining toxicity. As I would clear away these toxic beliefs in my subconscious mind, I would later be elevated back up into higher planes of consciousness. Therefore, I would only really age, feel pain, suffer, or experience discomfort when I was specifically attached to a certain belief system more than others. Essentially, the only “sin” that I had to eliminate was the belief that I wasn't God—the “father” of my own personal creation.

“SAVE ME, SAVE ME! FROM SON TO FATHER, PLEASE FORGIVE MY LIFE; GIVE ME ANOTHER. FOR THIS MIND HAS LED ME FAR AWAY. DON’T FEAR, MY SON, WE CELEBRATE TODAY.” – “ALL THE RAGE” BY JD STAHL  

To reconcile these opposites, either in male or female form, we reach the “father” when we take full responsibility for everything in our environment. However, we are unable to be a true “father” if we still feel that we require someone or something “other” than ourselves to feel complete, happy, or content. In order to be able to maintain the state of both parent and child (creator and creation), I would have to (figuratively) pull the child from within me until I could reconcile both past and present into a singular identity. Essentially, I would have to transmute time in my conscious mind by eliminating distance between every separate personality that I had created. By doing so, I would be able to maintain them all without claiming dominance or prioritizing any single one.

The length of time that it would take for me to complete this purification process was entirely up to me. The more of my full attention that I gave to my learning and self-love, the faster that I would be able to process out the remaining densities which prevented me from accessing my highest state of being. However, until I was able to recognize that the only person who could actually help and guide me through my fears and attachments was myself, I would energetically enlist (on a superconscious level) other people in my external environment into each and every lesson. Any energy that I was unable to accept or “forgive” from an external perspective would therefore be evoked from within anyone who was open to receive it.

This is essentially how every human being processes karma. Those who have allowed themselves to identify with/as certain characteristics will present themselves to us, until the “karmic contract” has ended. However, these “contracts” are not brought into our conscious awareness; if they were, the lesson would be null and void. Essentially, we have to be surprised or removed from our sovereignty—at least temporarily—for the lesson to take hold. If it is no longer possible, or if we no longer make any attempts to control situations or otherwise become attached to a specific process or outcome, then we are able to release that karmic contract. When this happens, certain people will withdraw from our immediate environment or will slowly withdraw from any primary focus—like human fads or trends who are really only in existence for a certain purpose or to help us find compassion with/as the dominant qualities we identify within them.

“THEN HAVING DRUNK DEEP OF THE CUP OF WISDOM, I LOOKED INTO THE HEARTS OF MEN AND THERE FOUND I GREATER MYSTERIES AND WAS GLAD. FOR ONLY IN THE SEARCH FOR TRUTH COULD MY SOUL BE STILLED AND THE FLAME WITHIN BE QUENCHED.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

As long as I felt as if I was being “prepped” for some spiritual wedding ceremony with a twin flame identity or trained for a specific role, job, or purpose that would attribute to the betterment of mankind, I would only ever be able to ascend to the limits within that realm. The highest degree of attainment would, therefore, be to reach the state of being where I could identify as an absolute independent source—the dual divine masculine/feminine parentage of existence. All of the answers, lessons, guidance, and rewards have been inside of us for our entire lives. Therefore, there is nobody that we need who will be able to teach us better than ourselves. Though our external environments may help to nudge us back towards the necessary confidence it takes to be reminded of our infinite potential, it is only by recognizing that we are the person who we have been “waiting for” all our lives in order to become that person.

Fortunately, there are no “wrong” answers. If I had wanted to settle down with a partner, have a family, or live out an incarnation where I could have been some public speaker, teacher, or guru that would help to lead other people to salvation, any of those possible lives could have been created and prepared for me to walk into. However, no matter what direction that I would proceed as a means to satisfy some ominous authority figure, nothing would suffice. Though I was fully able to identify deeper secrets and meaning in every place, person, and thing that I would encounter from day to day, the only thing that would really satisfy my soul was the rediscovery to truth itself. It was only by searching for truth that I was able to find peace within my own soul. Though I had met so many beautiful people in my life, there wasn't any one person who could ever match the immensity of the non-physical universe.

As children, we are already “matched” to the universe in a non-physical divine marriage. For this reason, when I was younger, I never felt alone. Furthermore, I never felt as if I needed anyone else or that I was missing something which I didn't already have within me. It was only during the development of my ego that I took on beliefs or perspectives that would only ever serve to limit my expansion and learning. In essence, by uncovering truth, learning about greater mysteries, and creating new possible worlds within my imagination, I was becoming the truth itself—the one true “God” or source of Natural Law.

Tarring and Feathering the Heart into Fool-Crumbed Qi-Kin

“LIST YE, O MAN, AND HEED YE MY WARNING: ATTEMPT NOT TO PASS THE GUARDS ON THE WAY. RATHER SHOULD YE SEEK TO GAIN OF THINE OWN LIGHT AND MAKE THYSELF READY TO PASS ON THE WAY.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Since I became confused by the presence of duality and still had a deeply-seeded unworthiness inside of me that I had yet to work out, I felt that my primary purpose on this life was to help other people. While my purpose had aligned itself to helping to elevate others to a higher plane of awareness, any of the endeavors I practiced or effort towards service would only ever be “practice” of self-love—at least from the perspective of existence above duality, as the “source” or “father” archetype. Paradoxically, my willingness to sacrifice my physical “self” or body (son) for the betterment of humanity only proved that I was already aligned to the service which would be necessary for me to be able to develop the purity of focus necessary for me to eventually to evoke the fullness and totality of source from within.

Without being able to evoke this unified perspective from within, I would have never been able to recognize the “one room with infinite doors” concept; instead, I would have merely believed that “God” or Natural Law was an authority which was “other” than myself or was otherwise impossible to reach from a personal level. However, until I was able to withdraw my awareness from duality and reconcile it within the absolute, I was able to “max out” in the concept of selfless service. By committing myself to selfless service, I would be able to learn as much as possible. While I was learning, I felt bliss. While I was endeavoring to serve others for the benefit of mankind, I felt bliss. It would be this path of bliss that would provide me with the necessary energy from which I could protect my psychological concept of self while I slowly revealed that it was an illusion.

“NEVER SETTLING AND ONLY EVER FIGHTING AGAINST STATIC DEFINITION. TO RESIGN TO A LABEL IS TO DIE. MY IMAGE, MY NAME, INAPPROPRIATELY TETHERED TO ME. EVERYONE I HAVE EVER MET KNOWS A DIFFERENT VERSION OF ME, MANY OF WHICH I HAVE SHED COMPLETELY.” – “I AM” BY JD STAHL

Therefore, by the time that I was able to destroy my ego, I would be completely protected by an alternative identity that was part and parcel of the collective consciousness. I, Jeffrey Daniel Stahl, was nobody. Not only did I have to destroy my ego, but with it every wish, desire, or remote concept of happiness which could only exist in a limited time or space. My name, personality, perspective of self, and ego would be sacrificed completely in order to be able to evoke my true soul from within. By doing this from a higher plane of consciousness, I would have to force my lower self to suffer through some of the most intense experiences—including the complete disillusionment or “death” of the child that I felt was the highest state of my being.

However, since the child self that I could identify as something “other” than myself was also limited in its capacity to exist within the multiplicity, both past and present selves had to eventually return through each other and return into the formless potentiation of the “Mother” or “Holy Spirit.” This Spirit, of course, is every perpetual future moment that constantly fluctuates in accordance to our balance between fate and free will. It was only by completely destroying both positive and negative extremes within my self-concept that I would be able to condense my identity into the energy of pure love; for it is only this vibration which is capable to permeate the 4th dimensional time construct without experiencing loss as it transitions through the etheric threshold between planes.

While I was focused on learning as a means to offer myself to others, what I was matching myself with on a higher level was a self-love devotion that would use that energy to develop my own soul to its full capacity. From outside of time, this was actually the reason why I was experiencing so many moments of awakening and enlightenment. All of my visions were actually a product of what I had already committed to use in order to allow me to help others. In fact, the quality of every moment that we experience from an ego death in our lives is compounded the more we are able to align ourselves with the highest degree of spiritual attainment.

The more that we practice artistic creation in any media or form, the more we attenuate ourselves to the vibration of the creator. The feelings of joy and elation that we receive in our lives can either be used selfishly to keep secrets, to selfishly develop only ourselves, or we can take the energy of those moments and further invest them into areas of our lives where we can give more and more of ourselves towards the non-specific expansion of consciousness. By loving ourselves unconditionally, we are essentially increasing the capacity for others to do the same—even and especially if we don't feel we have to prove that we are doing so. We can either use the energy to promote that we are good people, or we can amplify the feelings of “knowing” where it is already evident. When we feed our internal authority of intuition, it develops and multiplies. When we feed a subjective external authority or attempt to gain acceptance or validation in any social sphere, we destroy it in a small system of limits.

Dying to See my Father Take His Hands From His Face and See the Light

“TO SHOW. TO EMBODY COLLECTIONS. TO MAKE ALL THE CORRECTIONS TO THE SUN AND SAVIOR MACHINE. FIND OUT WE ARE FREE. IN TIME, I HAVE SEEN.” – “BLACK NOISE” BY JD STAHL

By committing ourselves not to increasing our ambition, but to merely to embrace our curiosity and reconcile it with acceptance and purposeful understanding, we become immortal. The wisdom of our soul is the only part of our identity which can grow beyond the limits of time or space. The energy of universal wisdom, truth, and light will eventually grow to the degree where it is entirely indistinguishable with the identical purity of unconditional love. As each of these seemingly separate labels, names, titles, and definitions of partial energies eventually melt into each other, we alchemize all of them into the purity of unconditional love. We become the fire that purifies, both consuming love as well as purifying it at the same time. In either direction, we become a channel for love itself—that one and only authority which turns away the souls of unworthy men—based on the one we see in the mirror.

If we are willing to give ourselves to love to that degree, there is no place where our soul will depart until all souls are reconciled. There is no escape, departure, death, or transition; only the eventual and destined purification of every locus of consciousness which resides in creation itself. Just as my higher self was willing to recognize that suffering was by far my greatest teacher to guide me back into the confidence necessary to reflect the true “father” figure of creation, I started to see that suffering on a global scale was the highest “gift” that one could receive which would eventually lead humanity back to the purest reception of grace which was possible. Pain, suffering, disillusionment is all grace—all forms of joy that are still attached to distance, time, or process.

“DEATH IS ABSOLUTELY SAFE. IT'S LIKE TAKING OFF A TIGHT SHOE. - RAM DASS

From this perspective, it can be a lot easier to see suffering as “fun.” Pain is really only pain when we identify ourselves with it as a negative sensory input. Without that association, pain is merely only the elevation of a certain sensation. When jumping out of a plane can be perceived as either exciting or worthy of fear, the only difference is our personal perception. By making the best out of everything, suffering becomes non-existent, irrelevant—only as important as we allow it to be. Even death itself becomes a transitional event, never occurring outside of the perfected balance within the natural order of the universe. The only pain that occurs in death is held by those who are still attached to the form of another.

With the highest degree of respect, death is joyful and any other perspective is sourced primarily from selfishness. Death can only be misfortunate to the expectations of our ego or any belief that causes us to prioritize our physical self over the immortality of unconditional love. Physical death, pain, suffering, etc. are only “negative” if perceived by someone who lacks absolute faith in the order of all things. Love is trust and trust is faith—unconditional and absolute, without exceptions. When we love to the degree that our association with/as love cannot be diminished, we become the unconditional love which is infinite. We become immortal when we recognize the perfection in all things—including the pain and suffering which has led us to this present moment.

While we are still alive and conscious on this plane, the best thing that we can do is give—unselfishly to the betterment of both ourselves as well as others. Our practices are always best served with focus and determination, eliminating as many external distractions as possible until we can engage ourselves without even the remote possibility of suffering, pain, or unmet expectations. Our greatest problem is that many of us have not yet figured out that we are not running out of time, but that time itself is running out of us. We purchase time by bleeding our energy from deep within our soul. Essentially, we crucify our self-concept on a cross until we can recognize that we are not only worthy of becoming God, but that it is our destiny to do so.

Gradient Tunnels Lit From Top to Bottom with Crystal Children

“AYE, KNOW WE THAT OF ALL, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS EXCEPTING THE GROWTH WE CAN GAIN WITH OUR SOUL. KNOW WE THE FLESH IS FLEETING. THE THINGS MEN COUNT GREAT ARE NOTHING TO US. THE THINGS WE SEEK ARE NOT OF THE BODY BUT ARE ONLY THE PERFECTED STATE OF THE SOUL. WHEN YE AS MEN CAN LEARN THAT NOTHING BUT PROGRESS OF SOUL CAN COUNT IN THE END, THEN TRULY YE ARE FREE FROM ALL BONDAGE, FREE TO WORK IN A HARMONY OF LAW.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

The only way to truly reconcile ourselves with our greatest sin (separation) is to die while we are still alive. It is only then that we can be reborn anew, able to give ourselves to the fire that blazes before the realm of creation and wisdom. Every single morning, we are reborn anew; however, very few of us have embraced death enough times to be able to take full advantage of nightly resurrection that anoints our metaphysical 3rd eye. If we are able to awaken without waking up, then we can surely die without burying ourselves into that which can be destroyed. Belief in the capacity for our self to return to the perfection of unconditional love and graciously restore our divinity by eliminating any “thing” which anchors us outside of the realm of pure love and wisdom is our greatest blessing.

Our human capacity to remake ourselves merely by altering the vibration of our metaphysical consciousness is a power that even the spiritual archetypes and “gods” are unable to claim for themselves. In essence, the human capacity to love is greater than any energy which must accept its separation (sin) from the one true source of Natural Law, light, and life. When we fully give ourselves to the development of our self-concept so that we can return to the highest state of physical divinity, the universe reciprocally conspires to guide us and show us the way towards perfection—to the death that we can embrace while we are still alive.

“WELCOME TO THE BLACK NOISE. PLEASANTLY, HEAVENLY CRIES. BEHIND THE EYES. WHITEST KNIGHT. I AM THE STARS. I AM THE LIGHT. I AM THE TRUTH. I AM THE NIGHT. I’M JUST LIKE YOU. I’M JUST. JUST, LIKE YOU.” – “BLACK NOISE” BY JD STAHL  

We become enlightened when we are able to be reborn in each moment, not having to wait until morning to awaken into a higher state of being. We are reborn in any moment where we are able to recognize that the only difference between Heaven and Hell is our belief that the proverbial “Kingdom of God” exists as something separate or external to us. In essence, we are saying that Hell is a physical life/experience that is disconnected from the spiritual world. Heaven, respectively, would then identify with our spiritual self—the energy from which we draw inspiration and receive as unconditional love from the universe. Unfortunately, when we allow ourselves to believe in any set of rules and laws other than Natural Law, we manifest our own personal Hell as an expression of our immediate physical environment—both internal and external.

Whenever we doubt that we deserve to reside fully in this Kingdom, we anchor ourselves into the physical world until the time comes that we are able to elevate ourselves out of the state of confusion which is caused by forgetting that we are both creator and creation. It is when the energies of ignorance and spiritual sovereignty overlap that both collide upon each other, like waves crashing on a beach. If we are able to remain in a perpetual state of curiosity—like a child—our conscious mind is capable of surfing the wave that is produced by the joining of two opposites. While temporarily suspended in the barrel-roll, we receive the energy of pure unconditional love. It is in this suspended state where we are no longer controlled by space, time, or anything in the external world. During these moments, we are taught the secrets of life that we are then able to use to elevate us out of the state of confusion where we believe that Heaven is a destination or that Hell can exist without our personal permission.

Black Noise

JD Stahl (10/29/2020) To know. To be divinely guided. To be frightened. To find faith and see the lies. Feel the weight and feed your eyes. From time to hand and sky to land. Through colors of dreams And the sands of what was here. A man who waits within From body through song, he flies. Welcome to the black noise. Deafening, threatening doubt. Behind the eyes. Blackest Knight. Searching the skies, black as night. To grow. To be the lightning speaker. To be enlightened. To carry the vibrant balance keeper. Lose your mind and reach the skies. Forgive them father, for they know not Your laws have risen, as you spoke Through great and small we have got Aesthetically promiscuous curiosities. Luminous long lists. Families of seekers. Welcome to the black noise. Prophetic and hypnotic lines. Behind the eyes. Brightest light. Receiving the stars. Collecting the light. To show. To embody collections. To make all the corrections To the sun and savior machine. Find out we are free. In time I have seen. But rage is often what they bleed. Though fears will soon be lost. If I must die, they shall be freed. A miracle created of sins. Return the torrent with immaculate reception. Welcome to the black noise. Pleasantly, heavenly cries. Behind the eyes. Whitest knight. I am the stars. I am the light. I am the truth. I am the night. I’m just like you. I’m just. Just like you.