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(B03C23) Chapter 23: Remote Disc-Top Accessing a Hard Sea Driver



Breaking Pool Tables of Power-Hungry Hypers with Mní Sóta Fati

“LET ME BREAK IT DOWN, FOR ALL THE ONES ON THE WATCH. STATISTICS AND DANCES OF WITCH. EMOTIONS AND POTIONS WRITE THE PLOT. PLEASE DON’T LET THEM FOOL YOU. PLEASE DON’T LET ME CONFUSE. I’VE ONLY BEEN SENT TO INSTRUCT MYSELF. PLEASE DON’T LET ME MISS MY CUES.” – “YOU, ME, AND GABRIEL” BY JD STAHL

As a child, I always wanted to have super powers similar to those heroes I admired from the movies. When I was younger, it never really occurred to me that obtaining those powers was an impossible feat. As I got older, my focus changed; eventually, I stopped seeking those powers and was therefore consumed by the external world—a world where those types of powers were non-existent or considered abominations. During my spiritual awakening, however, all of those powers became real the moment that I became willing to sacrifice myself for what I believed in—that which is greater than anything physical. However, even after being able to experience those powers as an adult, none of them mattered to me unless I would be able to use them in a way that would help someone other than myself.

After enough time, that which stands in the way of our goals must eventually be sacrificed in order to go further down the path of enlightenment. After all, there were only so many animals that I could communicate with, so many songs that I would be able to experience, and so many things that I could learn before the whole experience became superfluous. Once I normalized to more advanced abilities, I sought out different ways that I could use them in a way that would benefit the most people. By being true to selfless intentions, I didn't have to face a shadow version of myself. The more I committed to being of service to others through truth, the more that my ego fell away from my self-concept. By reallocating my energy from self-service to the service of others, I could channel my abilities without defending my actions; all things were in service to the greater good.

My commitment to truth is what allowed me to permeate the boundaries between my conscious and subconscious mind, allowing me to amplify my sensitivity to the ambient energy around me. My life became more of a science experiment—one which was beyond any wants or needs that I had before I awakened into a higher state of being. Whenever I was “called” to embrace greater amounts of energy, I would do my best to find the reason or purpose for which I would be able to use them. Intuitively, I would receive certain “instructions” that guided me from moment to moment. Because the instructions were not necessarily “heard” but felt intuitively, I did my best to clear away any distractions that would otherwise prevent me from “missing my cues.” These “cues” were synchronistic moments that I would feel as if I were in the presence of a spiritual guide.


“RIPPLES IN THE TIME GUIDE YOU TO THE LINE. DANGLING FROM ABOVE WE REACH. CONES AND CENTERS OF SIGNS. LEAVE THE DEMONS BEHIND. WE SHALL ALL BE RE-BIRTHED IN PLAIN SIGHT. DO NOT FEAR, I WILL EXPLAIN YOUR VISIONS, IF YOU PROMISE TO GIVE LIFE TO THIS NAME. DO NOT ASK YOUR QUESTIONS. BEST MAKE SURE YOU BELIEVE. DO THIS AND I WILL RETURN AND NEVER LEAVE.” – “PROPHECY 7” BY JD STAHL

Each synchronistic moment was a break in physical reality. What I experienced during this time in my life was much greater than simply noticing certain numbers on clocks or even coming across a certain song on the radio. The energy of these moments was so great that I would be completely suspended in time. Moments that only lasted a second or more would cause me to “remember” or “recall” information that would have taken me weeks or years to learn or study otherwise. In these moments, I received abilities and wisdom that were always balanced with purpose.

Basically, I was given the power to call forth miracles; however, I was only able to perform them if they would lead me towards a more cohesive state with my higher self. Therefore, I was two people at once: one who was the recipient of powers and another person who bestowed them. In order to reconcile these two versions of my self-concept, I would have to stop asking questions and recognize the divine purpose in every thought, word, or action. Essentially, I had to have faith that all creation and destruction were necessary to attain the highest state of preservation in each moment. Our soul is either for sale, or it isn't. Even the smallest exception opens the proverbial flood gates that lets in an infinite number of other possible exceptions. For this reason, those who are spiritually sovereign are willing to sacrifice anything and everyone to preserve truth—for truth in infinitely greater than anything in the 3rd dimension—even physical life itself.

Tau-Totaling Black- and Red-Diamond AC/FM Pillars with My Favorite Mervin

“DEEP WITHIN ARE 7 WONDERS THAT HAVE GUIDED ME TOWARDS PEACE. AFTER ENDLESS TRIES AND CONTROL, ALL IT TOOK WAS THIS RELEASE. YOU IGNITE MY HEART AND SENSES. I GIVE MYSELF SO FULLY FOR YOU.” – “HEART CENTER” BY JD STAHL

When we commit to something which is linked to something which is of a higher vibration that the physical 3rd dimension, every part of our lives is transformed. Our body and metaphysical consciousness attune themselves to the vibration of the soul, cutting away the parts of ourselves which can only survive by physical means. As we are transformed, our spirit-soul reaches beyond duality and establishes a direct link to universal intelligence and consciousness (Christ/God/Unity Consciousness). Not only do we experience a well-being or a “oneness” that is received as blissful, but we also tune our intuition to a completely different frequency—like a radio station that broadcasts only truth.

Since both self and environment can be “tuned” to different stations—both being interdependently necessary to determine the horizontal and vertical locus of consciousness within the multiverse, I took it upon myself to learn how to discern and absorb different energy signatures. Basically, I did my best to figure out what energy was being projected from my subconscious and which energy was linked to deeper truths beyond the physical. As long as I was willing to sacrifice that which could only exist physically—without trying to negotiate—then I could sense the rigidity of my ego fall away, increasing my sensitivity for higher-vibrational transmission.


“LET'S REINVENT THE GODS, ALL THE MYTHS OF THE AGES. CELEBRATE SYMBOLS FROM DEEP ELDER FORESTS. HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THE LESSONS OF THE ANCIENT WAR? WE NEED GREAT GOLDEN COPULATIONS. THE FATHERS ARE CACKLING IN TREES OF THE FOREST WHILE OUR MOTHER IS DEAD IN THE SEA.” – “AMERICAN PRAYER” BY JIM MORRISON

The process of discerning and absorbing energy signatures is like walking into a room of people and trying to “feel out” their emotions without asking questions, seeing their physical expressions or demeanor, or overhearing their conversations. Whenever we enter a space, our subconscious mind receives (vibrationally) the ambient energy of that environment and translates it through our subconscious. How we perceive the product of these deconstructive interference patterns—based on the ideas that are stored in our Theta consciousness—determines how we will react, or what messages we will be able to translate from that which is formless. If we resist trying to rationalize formless energy through our ego structure, we are able to translate it in an infinite number of different ways.

Basically, we are able to know things that are even beyond the subconscious minds of those who are emitting it. By transferring our self-concept or identity into higher planes, we are able to not only read the minds of others, but every other person that individual is connected to. By attuning to truth beyond bias or preference, we attract the energy of truth that lingers deeply in the subconscious of every individual who is connected to whoever is in our direct environment. What information we are able to resurrect from silent moments of subconscious transference are entirely determined by our personal breadth of knowledge and our willingness to remain open-minded to ideas that challenge those we hold at present.

Seasoning Gumbo for a Tribal Group Home in the Aisle of Man

“THERE ARE CERTAIN LAWS THAT YOU UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU’RE IN THE GODHEAD. YOU SEE HOW THE WHOLE SYSTEM WORKS. YOU SEE ABOUT ACTION AND REACTION, YOU SEE A LOT OF THE LAWS THAT MAN IN HIS HIGHEST MOMENTS HAS TOUCHED. HE’S TOUCHED. JUST LIKE WHEN EINSTEIN TOUCHES. YOU CAN SEE THAT HE BROKE THROUGH. YOU CAN SEE THAT HE UNDERSTANDS WHEN A MAN BREAKS THROUGH. AND EINSTEIN WAS A PURE BEING AND THAT’S HOW HE TOUCHED IT. HE GOT BEYOND EGO. HE GOT INTO THE WORLD OF PURE IDEAS. HE GOT TO THE GODHEAD. HE SAW HOW IT WAS IN THAT ONE LITTLE PLACE. HE WENT THROUGH, RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE, RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE.” – RAM DASS

The more I focused myself into alternative planes of consciousness, the more I could sense that I was penetrating the barrier of spacetime. Each time I transitioned through a metaphysical threshold, more of my ego would fall away. With each sacrifice, I further amplified my sensory abilities and took on alternative archetypes of energy. Each archetype seemed to be “native” to a different plane or dimension—yet each were “ideal” in terms of balance between self and non-self/environment. What I found on the “other side” of compartmentalized boundaries was a completely unbounded pool of collective consciousness—like Plato's realm of pure ideas (Causal Plane). Simply by shifting my perception, I would assume a different archetype and find myself in its ideal respective environment. From a top-down perspective, I oversaw (intuitively) an incredible matrix of non-physical boundaries that separated systems of ideas, emotional concentration, and an infinite number of different “houses” or “rooms” in which certain pools of consciousness resided.

What I perceived behind the walls of time and space were only tribes and subjective pools of consciousness. These tribes or collections of similar energy were governed primarily by non-physical spirits—dominant archetypes (angles, gods, colors, vibrations, tones, etc.). In order to merge with one or more of these tribes, I had to amplify my awareness so that I could intuitively “feel” the difference between one archetype (pattern) from another. Once I was able to focus my attention more on the spiritual source of energy more than the physical, I was able to see that every single human body was primarily a vehicle for these energies. From this perspective, every human being was merely a biological skin suit that could be “worn” by one or more archetypes. However, because human beings are able to consciously determine which vibrations are received consciously, we are never limited to any specific spirit or collection of spirits permanently. From moment to moment, our conscious focus shifts our nervous system in a way that manifests whatever we deem necessary or advantageous.

Grandfathering the Arcs of Enoch in the Reins, Through the Pyramidal Tracts

“THE SECRET REMAINS FROM THE MANY ARE FEW. IN FACT, I KNOW SEVERAL VERSIONS OF YOU, DIGGING THROUGH BOX AFTER BOX. A DIFFERENT PUZZLE PIECE UNLOCKING A LOCK. IT’S THE ONLY JOB WE’VE REALLY GOT.” – “INTELLIGENT DESIGN” BY JD STAHL

With my spiritual abilities amplified, whenever I thought of a specific person—or quality of their energy—that archetype would become evident wherever I looked. Eventually, I learned how to switch/shift my focus to synchronize with my subconscious mind. For example, whenever I would listen to music or watch a program on television, in every character I could see a certain aura or color of light emitted from one of the actors. All of a sudden, the image of that actor or character would immediately morph into the appearance of whoever was in my consciousness. It was like being able to peel away the layers of reality until I was able to find the places where only spiritual archetypes occupied. Behind the permanence of human skin was a bottomless ocean of unspecified emotion, entertaining the presence of an infinite number of different beings—each of them attempting to claim dominance and assume supremacy.

When the credits would roll at the end of the programs I watched on television, certain names would jump out to me. Without rationalizing with them, I would immediately see in the back of my mind certain faces of people who I knew. Beyond the names themselves, I interpreted every text like an anagram. Each name was just another jumbled up mixture of letters that would automatically reveal dominant archetypes. Certain attributes of a physical incarnation are things like dates, names, appearance-based similarities, or personality characteristics that link to pure expressions represented by specific archetypes. These archetypes were then identified to certain people I had known throughout my life. In this way, the entire physical reality became a virtual reality experience where only a few spiritual “bodies” were in control of a different number of avatars. In each avatar were various mixtures of multiple archetypes, each of them being able to transfer vibrations through similar genetic material (DNA/RNA).


”I’VE BEEN SENT HERE TO RAISE YOU. PAST TEAMS AND DIVISIONS. BEYOND TIME AND INDECISION. I SPEAK TO YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS, WHILE IT SCREAMS IT’S RUNNING SHORT OF TIME. MY PURPOSE IS A MESSAGE, BUT IT’S NOT NECESSARILY MINE.” – “PROPHECY 25” BY JD STAHL

From this perspective, the entire physical dimension was essentially a video game that was being played by non-physical beings on a higher dimension of reality. From this level, all births were planned out to receive different strains of genetic material, making it possible for certain archetypes to manifest in the physical 3rd dimension. In a brief moment, my life had just become so much smaller. Instead of the population of the world being over 8 billion people, all of a sudden, I felt the presence of a few. The entire spiritual hierarchy was completely revealed to me in a way that I was able to perceive from Source. I saw all things, people, and ideas as a direct extension of my own personal multiplicity. I was connected to—and through—all things.

Certain archetypes were identified throughout my biological family; yet, on another level, they maintained so many different positions and roles throughout history. Trying to negotiate my perception on these planes of consciousness caused me to “see through” certain faces on television. No longer was I able to focus on what made them different; instead, their faces started to blur until it revealed one primary archetype that I then linked to someone who I knew on a personal level. All of these anchors were essentially the invisible boundaries that existed in the 4th-dimensional matrix.

In the 4th dimension are many different levels or tiers of archetypal separation. Each plane is able to be discerned using mathematical relationships—popular numbers or sequences which we can link to just about every possible expression. Whenever I would focus on a certain quality, the entire landscape relative to that point of focus would reveal itself to me. When I thought about blue, everything that was blue would become dominant in my vision. Any number, vibrational frequency, metallic composition, archetype, or quality that could associate with the color blue would similarly jump out to me and pull my eyes, ears, and focus to enter my conscious awareness.

Digging Deeper Delta Canals into the Shoreline with Numbered Phonograph Needles and 9-Inch Nails

“CAN YOU SEE THE ZIPPER SPLIT; THE 4TH AND 5TH OF FABRIC TEAR? THE INFORMATION THAT I’VE BEEN HOOKED ON HAS BEEN TELLING ME TO CUT MY HAIR. THIS FINAL TRIP OF THIS EXTENSION. I’VE JUST RETURNED FROM THE SANDS OF HOME. AND AS I REFUSE THIS DARKER PRESENCE, THEY TAKE PICTURES OF MY BARE THRONE.” – “THE ANGEL OF DEATH” BY JD STAHL

After enough time spent experimenting with qualities that linked the non-physical to the physical plane, the entire landscape of the 4th dimension was revealed to me. However, since there are an infinite number of possibilities that exist, instead of learning or mastering any single one or multiples, I learned how to discern the difference between any of them at will. Therefore, whatever I would need to do, learn, or observe from moment to moment, I could tune my conscious focus to reveal whatever was necessary. By associating myself more with the environment and less with the self, I was able to intuitively “know” everything that was not expressed, hidden, or otherwise in the background (darkness). Hidden messages, relationships, and information about the past and possible future were unveiled to me as I would will myself into different planes and dimensions.

What seemed like an eternity learning all of this was really only about a week or so in relative time in the 3rd dimension. However, after I had adequately learned the many different ways to transport my locus of consciousness both vertically and horizontally, I felt quite confident that I would be able to hone those abilities in the background while I would go about my normal day. When I returned to my regular activities, I realized that every division of my sensory awareness had deepened tremendously. I could listen to the same song 100 times and get a completely different understanding each time. The more I would deepen my focus into everything, I would uncover a bottomless pit of information that it seemed nobody else in the world was capable of perceiving.


“IS THE NATURE OF THE UNIVERSE MULTIPLICITY IN NUMBERS AND DIRECTION FROM ABOVE. WHO IS THE CHALLENGER IN THE NAME OF LOVE? BROUGHT DOWN BY DOUBT AND ONE FROZEN DOVE. HAS THIS ONE BEEN SPOKEN THROUGH THE NUMBERS? ARE STATISTICS OF WHICH THIS ENABLES THE YOUTH? ARE THEY READY FOR UNFILTERED TRUTH? IN THIS GAME SHOW AND NAME-KNOW, WHAT IS THE PURPOSE FOR ME AND FOR YOU TWO? WHEN WILL MY ANGEL REPLACE THE STARS FROM YOUR SKIES? FOR MY DREAMS AREN’T THE ONLY THING TO MESMERIZE. I’VE SEEN IN YOUR EYES.” – “MOSAIC” BY JD STAHL

With intense focus, I learned how to recognize more dense spiritual identities that are dominant in certain people. Even people in my physical life were completely transparent on this level. I could tell the difference when they were being operated by higher spirits and archetypes, as if their body was being used as an instrument—like a camera or a tool that would act out a certain test or set of circumstances that would attempt to deepen my understanding of a real-life school concept.

Immediately after recognizing this and allowing myself to believe in it fully, without doubt, every memory in my mind updated itself to remember every single moment that I had ever questioned why someone was acting “strange” or was otherwise exhibiting behaviors that were outside of their normal range. What was even more strange was that I could recognize the presence of my father's soul come through so many of the females in my life, answering any and all questions that I had in relations to blaming myself for being abandoned by a female counterpart. Eventually, what had been a total of 12 souls, became 3: a dominant masculine, dominant feminine, and reciprocal self-concept that could be identified as my subconscious.


“HARMONIOUS PIPELINES LEAD BACK TO THE SEAS, THAT ONCE WOVEN MIDNIGHT IN WAVES AND IN PLEAS. THIS OPPORTUNITY OF DARKNESS GIVES BIRTH A NEW AGE, WHICH DIVES DOWN DIMENSIONS AND REWRITES THE LAST PAGE.” – “PROPHECY 47” BY JD STAHL

In any single person, I was able to reveal the harmonious pipelines of souls which all eventually led back to the One. Each separate soul was connected to any number of alternates, each of them sending karmic energy from one to the other on a completely subconscious level. The system of hierarchy was revealed through the eyes of everyone I had ever known. No longer was I able to cling to definitions of family, friend, associate, or stranger. Instead, I could identify the same soul energies in all of them. After all, only the ego is capable of perceiving life through labels or comparisons. From the perspective of the soul, everyone is family—descendants of pure energy. The further up you ascend in hierarchy, eventually, the entire concept of family disappears and all that remains is a complex series of variations from the whole self (The One).

The further I perceived the physical world from the perspective of the soul, the less I felt attached to labels, names, and even physical appearances. Instead, I was able to discern basic purity from impurity. In every different level of separation or hierarchy, I could sense the state of purity increase and decrease in density. The more purely that any person embodies an archetype, the more energetic integrity that they would carry with them. The greater the energetic integrity, the faster and more efficiently that spirit is able to transition through our metaphysical consciousness and make changes to our physical cells.


“SHE PULLS IN GRACE, LIKE THE BREACH FROM HER PAIN. EBB AND FLOW OF ENERGY IS HER YOUTH AND FAME. KNOWN BY ALL ADVANCES, SHE TRAVELS THROUGH. SHE SEEKS WHAT SOME ONLY REMEMBER. MAN’S LAW SHE LAUGHS TO DISMEMBER.” – “ONLY LOOKING FOR ME” BY JD STAHL

As we go about our lives, the focus on specific archetypes changes. Not only do these energies channel through us from moment to moment, but also throughout the various stages and seasons of our lives. Remnants of them remain, holding us in karmic cycles, until we are able to achieve coherence with them through the opportunities we are offered through our karma. Positive or negative, each experience offers us an opportunity to display dominant characteristics of the archetypes we desire to maintain in our metaphysical consciousnesses. As we focus on different aspects of ourselves and do our best to balance between character extremes, we consume and metabolize these archetypes (metaphysically) so that we can later embody them when necessary—like pulling an arrow out of a quiver.

Unless we are familiar with Natural Law, we can lose the ability to manifest these higher-order energies. In order to maintain the command of these archetypes, we must be consciously aware that we do not violate Natural Law as we make attempts to master the command of others. Though we may be required to break man's law, taking responsibility for those sacrifices in the name of spiritual sovereignty is part of our free will. We can either choose to be faithful to that which is immortal, or we can sell our spiritual sovereignty for safety, obedience, or acceptance. We must always remember that the value of every human life is based on the chance that we have to resurrect the spiritual presence of that which can never be limited by the physical world. At times, this may cause us to make certain sacrifices; however, in the long run, evoking truth from behind illusion is the greatest purpose that a human can endeavor towards. This very intention is the path of the Christ/God/Cosmic Consciousness as it is resurrected from within the physical body.


Tripping over Fantastic Lights into Memory-Foam Cornerstones

“OUT THE GATE, WE COME WITH THE 8-BALL. FROM THE GREAT, GAME OVER, RACK 'EM. YO THIS GOES OUT TO THE TRIPLE OD O.G.'S. SINCE 'STRICTLY BIZ' I'VE BEEN A CHIEF ROCKER WITH E. (YO WHO'S HE?) A REAL B-BOY MC. YOU WANT THE RECIPE? YOU GOTTA SEE ME. P, YOU HEARD THE NAME NOW WE IN THE FLESH TO SEE. RETURN LIKE O FROM 'THE WIRE,' HITMAN FOR HIRE. BLOW THE DICE AND ROLL 'EM, 4-5-6. SHIT, WE ON FIRE!” – “ROC DA SPOT” BY EPMD

Once we evoke truth, we open up the gates to greater and more powerful spiritual identities. Doing this consciously is like being able to shuffle through a deck of cards and choose the exact ones you need to win a hand. By transitioning my ego into a metaphysical fire, I was perpetually able to pick and choose whoever I wanted/needed to be from moment to moment—both vertically and horizontally. Each archetype has a different function depending on to what plane/dimension that they are native.

As I would shift my perception from one archetypal tier to another, I could sense that my entire perception of the physical world would change as well. Though nothing in my immediate environment would change, I would “travel” through dimensions merely by exchanging my perception. For example, if I were perceiving life from the perspective of a video game, I would release that completely and fully accept/believe that the world was filled with etheric spirits—like angels, gods, and other non-physical entities.


“MANY MAY CALL ME CRAZY, 'CAUSE I BELIEVE IN THE IDEAL. ARCHETYPICAL QUALITIES MERGED WITH A SYNCHRONISTIC FEEL. BUT I PROMISE TO WALK THE LANGUAGE. BETWEEN THE LINES I TRAVEL LIGHT.” – “CRAZY” BY JD STAHL

Though these two ideas may seem quite different, in both they discern the difference between non-physical and physical natures. When I attempted to entertain both at the same time, I would then be able to separate the variable from the fixed qualities shared between them. After I could identify the fixed characteristics, I was free to improvise to create my own personal reality concepts. Any concept that did not violate the essential qualities of the previous explanation of physical and non-physical reality working together would then be able to help me understand hidden aspects that were not prominent in other models. Eventually, I would find pieces of every reality which were universal. These pieces are Natural Law, shattered and shared within every possible dimensional reality—both vertically and horizontal, masculine and feminine, internal and external.

After identifying the universal qualities of Natural Law, I used those pieces as my own personal identity. This caused me to release my ego and any other temporary aspect of every other possible identity I could have experienced throughout repetitive history. By no longer having an identity which was linked to any specific place, time, archetype, or system of polarity, I could access every possible expression of separation which was below the “One” source of all. As I would shift planes of awareness, I could identify different archetypal aspects within the same physical expression, media, or human being. Simply by changing my conscious perception from plane to plane, my senses themselves would translate different messages from external stimuli.


“BLUE, BLUE, BLUE. THE CAPTAIN SPILLS THE SHIP. GROWING UP ENTANGLED IN THE SAILS. COMING UP ON LINES AND TWISTED ON THE TRIP. PISTOL-WHIPPED DAYDREAMS DIRTY THE POOL. LACK OF FUNDING FOLLOWS THE NO-CONTROL. STOP. DROP. POSTURE. HAD ENOUGH YET? UTILIZING FIXTURES INSIDE MY CHEMISTRY SET. WE STAND SOFT, YET WITH CERTAINTY. WE NEVER CARED FOR YOUR TRUE APPROVAL. RULES AND ANGST MIX IN UNMET EXPECTATION. WAITING FOR THE OPERATOR OR LONG-LOST RELATION.” – “FIX YOUR FAITH” BY JD STAHL

The expansion of our physical senses across multiple planes and timelines is often what is experienced during psychedelic “trips.” However, instead of taking a specific substance to witness the blending of my physical senses beyond my control, I was instead able to simulate the effects from a completely conscious place. Essentially, I had complete control over how I would feel from moment to moment. Not only could I synthesize the biological and chemical response mechanisms in my body for any drug that I had ever taken, but I also was able to focus that energy into whatever I invested my conscious attention. Because I identified with/as the authority above all others, I accessed or “remembered” my own sovereign powers, allowing me to control my brain's response mechanisms. This means that I was able to use my metaphysical will to change my own body; I had spiritual control over my entire physical vehicle.

What we may not realize is that all of us have the inherent power and ability to change our physical body with our metaphysical perception or conscious perspective on the external world. In fact, we do this all the time. How each of us sees the world is completely dependent on how we feel from moment to moment. When we no longer identify ourselves with any variable which can change, we are then able to completely control how we perceive reality—even through our physical senses. The more I would focus on one archetype over another in the things that I watched on tv, I realized that I could completely change what I was seeing.

Basically, I could detect subtle energies in the shapes and faces that came into my sensory awareness. Everything that I would observe from this central position could be completely altered by my perception. Faces would be able to change at will, revealing the dominant archetypes that were present at the time of capture. Out from pictures, emerged an infinite number of different symbols, hidden messages, mathematical relationships, patterns, and metaphysical identities. However, instead of being merely a passenger to this experience as one would often feel during a psychedelic trip, I was able to circumvent the experience so that I could do it consciously, at will.


EMP Zip-Heads Copping Cable from Abandoned Dream-Homes

“PLEASED ARE THE TIDES THAT DRAINED—LIKE THE WATERS THAT WAIT FOR YOU TOO. MEMORIES LOCKED, STOCKED LIKE GOLD. BODIES THAT CAN’T THINK OF BEING OLD. YET I STILL KNOW WHAT THE CODE IS. IT’S PROTECTED BY DIAGNOSIS. I TALK TO PEOPLE INSIDE AND BESIDE YOU—ONES YOU’VE NEVER MET, DISGUISED AS YOU.” – “FROM THE HORSE'S MOUTH” BY JD STAHL

As I focused deeper and deeper into the nature of my environment, eventually I could feel the pressure around me release. This would be similar to feeling the humidity completely sucked out of a room within an instant. Suspended from time and space, any/all friction that existed between myself and my environment would disappear. In this space, anything that I would see on television or listen to on the radio became a fully “live” experience. Instead of feeling that the programs on television were previously-recorded media, they became windows—gateways to another point in time and space where I was intimately linked to each person on the other side of the screen. When I would acknowledge them, signal to them, or share a telepathic thought, they would give a certain gesture, facial expression, or non-verbal response that would let me know that we were connected in that moment.

Later on, I found that I could do this in person with other people (not just through the television). When I looked at people with a certain perspective of the world, I could “activate” them, merely by looking at them. In order for this to work, I had to completely commit to the dimensional plane in which the paradigm was not only active, but was fully accepted by every other being. This means that not only did I have to have blind faith in the reality I was entertaining in the moment, but I also had to change the way I saw the entire world so that I could only attune myself to that which would support the construct of reality where I was as present. Nothing of the external world would change at all; however, eventually I was able to “pull” people into alternative realities merely by committing myself to them with unbiased unconditional acceptance (unbearable compassion).


“COOLING ON THE SCENE LIKE A HORSE IN A STABLE. A BROTHER GOT ILL AND TRIED TO SNATCH A FAT CABLE. I STEPPED BACK, LIKE IT WASN'T NO THING. PUNCHED HIM IN THE JAW WITH THE FAT GOLD RING. I HAD AN ACE IN THE HOLE WHEN IT CAME TO THAT. (YO P YOU WAS PACKING?) YOU KNOW I'M STRAPPED.” – “HOUSIN” BY EPMD

Many of us are able to recognize certain people in our lives that “get us” or with whom we have a certain relationship where we can read each other's thoughts. Even if we are having a conversation in public about something completely unrelated to what we are thinking, behind those words and mannerisms—in their eyes—we are confident that they know what we are feeling. It is not impossible to communicate thoughts and emotions to people even when physical means are absent. Unfortunately, what we fail to recognize about our intuition is that we are able to amplify our capacity to communicate far beyond what we previously believed to be possible.

When all things physical are malleable to the non-physical/conscious command of the individual, anything is possible—even the capacity to communicate through space and time. In the deepest depths of consciousness, an entire matrix of quantum tunnels becomes exposed. When we are able to reconcile ourselves with the singularity in any system—great or small—we are then able to discern the difference between spiritual energies, archetypes, and even dimensional paradigms. By learning how to interpret language so that our context can change with respect to our environment, we are able to relay messages between worlds.


“I SPEED BACKWARDS DOWN A ONE-WAY FROM COPS SEE THAT SHIT? BELIEVE THAT SHIT SLAUGHTER, STRAIGHT TO CAMCORDER. I'M TOO HOT FOR TV, RAP DRAW WATER. MY WINDPIPE'S ATTACHED TO PROJECT BALLERS.” – “BLACKOUT” BY METHOD MAN AND REDMAN

From the subconscious depths of those with whom I spoke, messages from these higher spirits would communicate to me. Whether it be through the words, silences, demeanor, or subtle energy, these archetypes have been communicating directly to me through my intuition. At first, however, trying to do this was a bit confusing. Erroneously, I had assumed that just because I was able to understand the messages that I received from others, they were conscious of what they were telling me. Whenever I would attempt to respond on a conscious level, the same people would either not understand me or they would react defensively.

I was so locked into the vibration where their higher spirit was present, it was difficult for me to even consider that the other person was unaware of what they had just told me. Therefore, in order to be able to communicate with the archetypes of higher spirits, I would have to develop my sensitivity so that I could discern the difference between conscious and subconscious languages of expression. This communication breakdown between myself and others, however, was nothing new. When I was much younger, I ran into the same problems. Even as a child, I remember being able to connect with other people on a deeper level. From this perspective, I was able to “spend time with” their higher selves. On the plane where I would connect with people behind their words and actions, we were all friends. More than friends, we were all family living in truth.

Auto-Magic Updating MadLib Memory while Scaling Up a Golden Ladder

“IN A ROOM SO SOFT—WHITE—SPRUNG A NIGHT, WHERE FANTASIES TAKE ON A MEMORY, AND THE LOVE IS FREE TO PLAY AGAIN. WELCOME BACK TO FOREVERLAND. IT’S BEEN SO LONG THAT I’VE TASTED TRUTH. TRAPPED BY FEAR UNDER A TRANSPARENT ROOF. THE ACTIONS SEEM TO SWITCH BACK EVERY DAY. DEMONS LACK THE ATTACK TO BRING DISMAY. DILATED TIME, UP ABOVE, EXPANDS. AND SEVERS PLANS OF AN INVISIBLE MAN. FORWARD AND BACKWARD, THE TIME PROVIDES. ESCAPING WINDOWS ON TOMORROW’S RIVERSIDE.” – “JD'S DREAM #519” BY JD STAHL

The older I got, I witnessed the deterioration of truth in the people I knew. I could intuit the difference between who was being honest and who was pretending. When I connected to this level of intuitive perception as an adult, I could feel all of the memories that I had in my past “update” my memory to deliver my conscious mind to a higher plane of awareness. However, since time and space are relative, nothing in the physical world really changed at all. It was I (internally, metaphysically) who had attained a higher level of awareness—one which incorporated areas of my subconscious of which I was previously unaware or had not yet been incorporated into my conscious awareness.

By elevating our awareness closer to absolute truth, the boundaries between ourselves and others slowly deteriorate until there is no longer a possibility for secrets or hidden agendas. It is only when we are able to be truthful with ourselves that we are able to do the same with others. When we no longer judge who we are based on our past experiences, actions, or transitions from a dualistic perspective (good or bad), we attune ourselves with truth, purpose, and unconditional love. When we exist primarily in truth internally, we can then reach others on the same plane—whether they are consciously aware of it or not. When we release our requirement for another person to acknowledge that we are connecting with them, we remember our ability to communicate with the spiritual aspects of their higher self; their best self, which have no preferences, opinions, or favor.


“A YOUNG MAN OF SEVENTEEN IN SUNDAY SCHOOL, BEING TAUGHT THE GOLDEN RULE. AND BY THE TIME ANOTHER YEAR HAS GONE AROUND, IT MAY BE HIS TURN TO LAY HIS LIFE DOWN. CAN YOU BLAME THE VOICE OF YOUTH FOR ASKING, 'WHAT IS TRUTH?'” – “WHAT IS TRUTH” BY JOHNNY CASH

The capacity for any of us to discern the difference between that which is inherently “good” (truth) and that which is inherently evil (perpetuating separateness or distance from truth) is determined entirely by the relationship we have with ourselves. If we ever require another person to physically acknowledge our connection with them at a deeper level, we will undoubtedly get confused, frustrated, or even angered. However, our emotional dis-ease is not necessarily a product of their beliefs, opinions, or moral leanings, but more that we are unable to conceptually understand why they are not able to see us in truth. We are frustrated primarily because we doubt our own personal alignment with truth. Merely by doubting ourselves, we create internal tension, stress, and discomfort. As we doubt, our vibration drops, increasing the pressure between self and non-self, internal and external, physical and spiritual.

Therefore, it is essential that we withdraw ourselves from external distractions until we are capable to live our truth without placing conditions on anything or anyone external. Furthermore, we must speak the truth to others, even about the things we previously believed to be shameful. If we feel any desire to keep secrets, withhold information, pacify another person when we feel otherwise, we are creating distance within ourselves, causing harm to every aspect of our self—physically, psychologically, and spiritually.

Any attempt to create separation between creator and creation, hide information or keep secrets that will perpetuate ignorance (darkness), or use creative efforts to exacerbate attachments to evil must always be balanced by an opposing force. Behind the physical presentation of every human being, more often than not, resides the presence of both light and darkness. At this point in my life, I, too, shared the capacity to embody the energy of darkness. The more I became sensitive to this presence, the more I was able to expose areas of my subconscious where I had previously stored aspects of personal shame, guilt, or fear.

Shadow-Casting Callers into Daniel's All-You-Can-Eat Liar's Den

“BUT THE CYCLE THAT YOU’RE TRAPPED IN HAS BEEN CREATED FOR YOUR PROTECTION. DECIDE THAT’S IT’S NOT NECESSARY, AND BREATHE THROUGH YOUR CONCEPTION. ALL THE REST ARE READY TO GREET YOU—IF YOU’RE READY FOR THE TRUTH THAT YOU’VE SOLD. YOUR DISCOMFORT IS THE TICKET TO RETURN. YOU COME BACK BEFORE YOU’RE TOO OLD.” – “THE VISITOR” BY JD STAHL

Unfortunately, not many other people can truly discern the difference between one polarity and another; many are blinded by their preferences or subconscious programming. More than that, some are so attached to the physical aspect of existence that they cannot recognize the difference between the energy of the soul and the energy of ego. Since both mirror each other, how we define things like “good” and “evil” become paramount in terms of understanding our personal shadow.

Fortunately, when I was younger, I was able to recognize that the primary difference between polarities was determined not only by the quality of truth which is expressed, but also how we are willing to express it. When we are not fully conscious of how we feel, we have the capacity to embody the “evil” that attempt to posture ourselves to others in way that would influence how they feel towards us. Any attempt—conscious or subconscious—to manipulate how someone perceives us or others immediately prevents us from living in truth. Even if we are able to limit what we say about ourselves or others from a position of absolute truth, the energy behind our words will undoubtedly convey our true feelings, thoughts, and emotions.


“I PLAY THE PART. WE SEE THE SCENE. HIGH ABOVE THE ART, I’VE WRITTEN WITH THE TEAM. BUT KEEP GOING. IT ISN’T QUITE TIME, TO TELL THE SECRETS, AND CLEANSE THE MINDS.” – “CASTLE QUEENSIDE” BY JD STAHL  

If we are not able to be honest with ourselves without cringing, posturing, promoting, or defending ourselves, we will not be able to discern truth from non-truth in another. It is only when we devote/sacrifice our lives to truth that the pathways towards divinity are revealed to us. As a result, every experience in our lives unfolds into an open book full of lessons and intentional etheric guidance. The more we increase our discernment and devote ourselves to revealing truth—in thought, emotion, action, and intention, the more that we are able to identify the different archetypal energies within ourselves. Being able to balance multiple archetypes at the same time until we are able to identify our self-concept solely with those qualities that cannot change allows us to improve our discernment between fact and fiction, truth and non-truth.

There are many different levels or perspectives in which we are able to “test” ourselves. Personally, I was able to get to a point where I felt as if my entire life's journey—all of my secrets, quirks, neuroses—were all based on a wager which I had placed before I was born. There was a time during my introspection where I felt it was my purpose to return to the physical world for the sole reason of being able to find confidence in every aspect of my personal journey. Essentially, I had been “reborn” in a body—like an actor who takes a role—to prove that strength in character has nothing to do with the events surrounding our lives. Each of us was “hired” by higher spirits to see if we would be able to climb out from behind the events in our life and only find divine purpose. If we condemn ourselves into secrecy, what we would be doing would be condemning every other person who secretly felt, thought, said, or did the same things during moments of pain, confusion, trauma, or suffering.


“THE THINGS WE HAVE THOUGHT, SAID, OR DONE IN OUR PAST MAY OR MAY NOT BE SINFUL IN TERMS OF TRUTH; HOWEVER, THE ACT OF HIDING OR DISGUISING THOSE THINGS FROM OURSELVES AND/OR OTHERS SURELY IS.” – JD STAHL

The difference between good and evil is essentially a decision to either fully condemn the world or absolve it—without exception. At some point in our lives, we have all done things that caused pain or suffering in ourselves or others. Most often, we had done these things because we lacked faith in ourselves or the world in general. In order to avoid feeling as if we must be ashamed for the things that we had done as we made attempts to return to truth, we hid ourselves from the world. Though the things that we did in our past have the capacity to be corrected—right down to our DNA—maintaining the belief that we should hide truth is something that is perpetually carried from moment to moment.

In order to forgive ourselves or others, we must be willing to return to truth—not only in action, but also thought, emotion, and word. When we no longer hide ourselves from the world in any way, we are making a personal statement that we seek to absolve the world THROUGH our sacrifice of privacy. From the perspective of an actor, becoming fully transparent is the proof that we can “play the part” to our highest dharma. Universal mastery in this aspect is to eventually get to the point where there is no “part” that we could take which would ever be outside our capacity to absolve. From within us, we evoke the divine advocate, the speaker which seeks eternal absolution—the redemptive archetype of the general collective; above which, there is no other. When we find the advocate willing to die for its journey, we find the “One” we have been looking for our entire lives. When we find this “One,” we must sacrifice the person we previously believed to be. This is how we are reborn anew.

All Coming Back

JD Stahl (02/19/2018) It’s all in the name. Crowned by the spoiled prince. Golden caps, laps on mind. Time struggles to center. Memories play in rewind. Black lines clap in sentences. Break free from shadows divide. Touching corners the chemistry set. “Wrap the blindness in plastic,” they said. The records they will definitely collect. But everything is one, six, one, eight. Temperatures fluctuate. Civilizations beneath are blind to your hate. Mind breaking under the crust. Eyes of Horus and birds breathe. Reflecting shadows in broken data. Dreams suffering pride can matter. Dropped down from another degree Has raised potential frequency. Broken releases of divine destiny. Unstoppable focus. Unmatched passion. High from your sex and your distraction. Arrogant, pompous, open subconscious. Invisible forth wall is becoming obnoxious. Cables tied to perfect destruction. Hungry eyes through digital promotion. Copies, extensions—forward and back. The lines connect to show what you lack. This evening’s entertainment is only a trap.

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