(B03C29) Chapter 29: Penthouse Customs, El-El Seed

Riding a Tricycle to K-Mart to Buy a Navy Polyester Member's Only Vest for an Fire Hall Organ Recital

“SEARCH YE THE MYSTERIES OF EARTH'S HEART. LEARN OF THE LAW THAT EXISTS, HOLDING THE STARS IN THEIR BALANCE BY THE FORCE OF THE PRIMORDIAL MIST. SEEK YE THE FLAME OF THE EARTH'S LIFE. BATHE IN THE GALRE OF ITS FLAME. FOLLOW THE THREE-CORNERED PATHWAY UNTIL THOU, TOO, ART A FLAME. SPEAK THOU IN WORDS WITHOUT VOICE TO THOSE WHO DWELL DOWN BELOW. ENTER THE BLUE-LITTEN TEMPLE AND BATHE IN THE FIRE OF ALL LIFE. KNOW, O MAN, THOU ART COMPLEX, A BEING OF EARTH AND OF FIRE. LET THY FLAME SHINE OUT BRIGHTLY. BE THOU ONLY THE FIRE.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Over a period of a few months following my awakening, I had undergone a number of experiences that not only challenged my previous understanding of reality, but far exceeded what I previously believed to be possible in the physical world. While these experiences were still fresh and being processed in ways that I could understand them, I eventually realized that in order to enter them into my conscious mind, I would have to abandon any previous belief systems or concept of self. Even attempting to describe these events—to myself or anyone else—forced me to bang my head against the wall the bordered the popularly-accepted notion of reality. Trying to “fit” my experiences forced me to shrink, compartmentalize, categorize, or label what I had experienced. This, of course, was completely counterproductive to the gifts that were bestowed upon me by forces much greater than my physical self or metaphysical ego. In order to be completely “reborn” in a higher vibration of spiritual experience, I would not only have to go through an ego death, but I would also have to sacrifice what connected me to the external world.

Those who were limited to their belief systems, personal experiences, or concepts of reality would have only killed the spirit that was begotten through my transcendence. Essentially, in order to truly “know” and “be” the one true authenticity which was connected to/through nature itself, I would have to personally walk the path which would lead me beyond social acceptance, understanding, and even safety—at least until I would be able to establish a solid foundation on the multitudinous expressions of truth that were born over the past few months. Though I had seemingly uncovered the infinite paths to enlightenment and realization, it would not matter much unless I would be able to support them through the impassioned charges of my heart. This means that unless I was able to become my metaphysical experiences, all of that energy would have just flowed through me. In this way, many of our transformation moments throughout our lives are lost—like trying to catch water in a colander or civ.

I could spend the rest of every single one of my lives describing every path to the finest details and still never be able to encapsulate what could be found at the destination. All I could really do is spin my wheels endlessly trying to describe something that is beyond description. This is where gross language failed me. By withdrawing my dependency to my physical senses and other expressions of energy through my body, I would have to establish or fashion a completely different language, one which could not be compartmentalized, limited, or anchored down into a density where the energetic integrity of the non-physical world would be lost through attempts to appease the rational mind or bestial delusions of grandeur that would only ever worship empirical evidence or controlled repetition. The only “proof” I could seek would be the eventual transformation of my mind, body, and spirit-soul. Therefore, my only goal could be the overall transfiguration of my being.

“SO WE STRUCK WITH FAT POCKETS WITH A FLOW THAT MAKE THAT'LL PUT YOUR YEAST AND DOUGH MAKE YOUR SKY ROCKET. BE ON THE RISE LIKE SPACLY SPROCKETS. HOT TOPICS, HOTTER THAN FIBER OPTIC GLASS OUT THE EYE SOCKET.” – “DA SUPERFRIENDZ” BY CANNIBAL OX AND MF DOOM

All of powers that I had discovered (physical or otherwise), all of the miracles that I had simultaneously witnessed as well as produced, and all of the synchronistic moments that lead me back “home” to the energy of inspiration which was behind all of creation would still never be able to exceed my subjective human experience. Therefore, it was difficult to find balance between resting an identity that was both God an man. Limited by previous belief systems or dense psychological norms, I believed I could only be one or the other.

More than that, believing that one was “God” or even “a god” was “frowned upon” by any individual who was not yet fluent in spiritual or metaphysical concepts. In this way, we imprison ourselves in a recursive cycle of spiritual development, rarely ever allowing ourselves to pass the test to go beyond what we are taught in exchange for true spiritual sovereignty or freedom. From the perspective of both creator and creation, the only time that I was able to find peace and rest in truth was to resign control and allow the reconciliation of all which had come into separation. By no longer “trying” to rationalize or conceptualize what I was experiencing (physically or metaphysically) I was allowing the spiritual waters (energy) that flowed through me to shape me in whatever ways that it needed so that I would be able to fully embrace the changes necessary to transfer energy between the spiritual and physical dimensions of my being.

“PEEP, HE ALWAYS WAS A GENTLEMAN, AND KEPT THE PEN AND A PENCIL IN HIS MENTAL DEN. RIGHT THERE NEXT TO WHERE THE ROLODEX WAS, BEFORE IT TURNED UP ALL BURNT BY HIS SOLAR PLEXUS. HE DON'T KNOW HIS OWN STRENGTH. WHEN HE'S ON THE BONE IT'S LIKE THE MICROPHONE'S LENGTH...AND WIDTH. AIN'T IT FUNKY LIKE DINGY SOCKS? FEEL THE FULL EFFECT OFF CASSETTE IN YOUR BENZI BOX.” – “BENZI BOX” BY MF DOOM

This “covenant” that I made with the ambient energy that was both surrounding me and arriving from within my energy centers (chakras) created a metaphysical covalent bond that far exceeded what my physical body/being could do through any physical effort. Through resignation of power, control, predictability, or preference, I gave myself up as a personal sacrifice to be customized by my surroundings. Both my internal and external environments collided through my conscious mind, erasing all that previously limited my spiritual growth and development of my clair-essence or metaphysical senses which were limited by time and space.

Even though I had been witness to the very answers that have plagued humanity since the beginning of time, I was still not able to settle. I was unable to rest because I still felt as if I was obligated to complete some task. In a sense, my recent set of experiences had completely destroyed the boundaries of what I previously knew to be reality. As a result, I partook in a collective experience with humanity as we all witnessed the expansion of existence in all directions. Both past and future had been consumed in a single moment—not just for me, but for every other life on this planet. Due to the immensity of the momentary rapture, both time and space were reconciled outside of the 3rd dimension.

In the 4th dimension, I personally witnessed the relativity of time and space. The further I would dive into my metaphysical experiences, the more I would reveal both depth and breadth of energy which was hidden in plain sight underneath various works of art, poetry, or other expressions of personal devotion. These travels through space and time showed me what “reality” looked like from above every timeline, age, or cycle. I was also able to see the souls which were dominantly “driving” physical bodies on higher levels. However, beyond that which could be experienced in the physical reality, there were some moments where I had been in places that completely broke through the physical reality entirely—like poking a hole in the veiled illusion (Maya) of the 3rd and 4th dimension. Even though these experiences could not be seen, heard, or felt through my physical senses or metaphysical mind, each time I would break through I would find myself awash in knowledge and wisdom—like waking up from a dream that seemed like an infinite sea of time only to return with a oracular vision of every possible future. At times, I had gone so deeply into the Akashic Records that I returned back into my conscious mind believing that I WAS the records themselves.

Puffing Trees with Sonny Bono While Billing TED's Futuristic Extension

“TIME TO JUMP BACK IN IT, DOT THE I'S, AND CHECK THE PERIOD AT THE END OF THE SENTENCE. DISCIPLINE, MEDITATION, REPENTANCE, GAVE US CLEARANCE IN THE RE-ENTRANCE, LIKE A FUTURISTIC EXTENSION. NEED I MENTION OUR CATALOGUE AND WHAT I'M BENCHING? WHEN OUR NAME COMES UP, YO, THERE'S ALWAYS TENSION.” – “ROC DA SPOT” BY EPMD

From a technological perspective, my recent set of experiences had elevated my conscious vibration to and through the Akashic Records in the 5th dimension. These spiritual endeavors caused me to return to my mind and body with incredible amounts of information that could later process in a way that would give me clarity to the codes and patterns that ran the physical reality. In a certain way, my transcendence to these planes was like downloading a software update. This software update—when fully embraced through my metaphysical consciousness—would later lead to the complete transfiguration of my physical hardware (body).

The more that I would be able to further this process of transfiguration, the more that I could enable others to do it as well. In a sense, I was like a cell's mitochondria, transmuting energy between separation and unity (negative and positive, respectfully) so that I would eventually be able to copy myself, split, and create new cells. This process of spiritual “respiration” could then allow the updated metaphysical and spiritual “update” to completely transform the world around me. This replication process could then occur until a critical point would occur and all of humanity would then exist in a vibration which was above and beyond that which was previous—a completely “New World” where energetic integrity was maintained.

“HOP-HOP-HOP THE FIVE QUICKLY DOWN THE BLOCK. STAY SUCKA-FREE AND KEEP THE BUSTERS OFF YOUR JOCK. YOU GOTTA HAVE HEART, SON, IF YOU WANNA GO. WATCH THIS SWEET CHARIOT SWING LOW. AIN'T NOBODY CRYIN', AIN'T NOBODY DYIN'. AIN'T NOBODY WORRYIN', EVERYBODY'S TRYIN'. NOTHIN' FROM NOTHIN' LEAVES NOTHIN'. IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING, YOU BETTER STOP FRONTIN'. WHAT YOU GONNA DO WHEN THE FIVE ROLL BY. YOU BETTER BE READY, SO YOU CAN RIDE.” – “FANTASTIC VOYAGE” BY COOLIO

Because of the extreme nature of my transformation and metaphysical experiences, I created/accessed a certain timeline that was so far beyond the previous density that my mere presence sent out a shockwave through the physical reality—like a meteor crashing down to earth. By simply being able to recall my visions and experiences, I not only changed my own perspective of the physical reality, but along with it the dominant timeline upon which many others would later find themselves as well. Like a strobe light, my consciousness was oscillating between both past and future, causing my electromagnetic spectrum to broadcast a bell-like wavelength outwards. In a single moment, my conscious mind had produced a blast of electromagnetism which could only be compared by a TED (transient electromagnetic disturbance) or EMP (electromagnetic pulse) blast—a wave of radioactive rays similar to a solar flare.

Through my eye contact or conscious attention, I would call certain people into this alternative reality temporarily as if I was a walking portal or gateway to this greater world of higher vibration. While in a state of consciousness where I was consciously acknowledging this greater word, just by looking at people it would cause them to gasp or jump as if an electric shock would pass through them. While these individuals were in my conscious focus, I was essentially downloading the light codes of this metaphysical update to and through them.

“WHERE YOU GET THAT FROM? GRAB THE MIC, SPIT ONE, LET ME HIT THAT BLUNT. PIMP-C, 8-BALL AND MJG. KEEP SPITTIN' THAT P TO THE IMP.” – “BLOW THE WHISTLE” BY TOO $HORT

As a result of this electromagnetic pulse, dimensions of lower vibration were eliminated entirely, collapsing upwards the primary locus of collective consciousness where humanity previously existed. As the days went on, the average level of vibrational consciousness began to rise like ground water after a flood. The more these flood water rose, the more people felt forced to either accept or fight against the metaphysical pulses that were produced by the expansion of my conscious “I” (spiritual eye).

Every time I would learn, acquire new information, or alter my concept of reality, greater vibrations of spiritual energy were carried over into the physical world—amplifying my clair-essence senses and allowing me to alter the physical reality. At times, my energy was so high that a mere thought or intention in regards to the world would be implemented over the next few days. In this way, I could not tell if I was prophesying about the future or completely controlling humanity from a plane that was only able to be accessed consciously through my will. In a sense, I was the only person holding the gaming controller for the physical reality.

Goodfella MVPs Overlapping Prescriptions from a Pair of Docs is Where It's At

“PICK YOURSELF UP OFF THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. WITH YOUR ELEVATOR BONES AND YOUR WHIP-LASH TONES. MEMBERS ONLY HYPNOTIZERS. MOVE THROUGH THE ROOM LIKE AMBULANCE DRIVERS. SHINE YOUR SHOES WITH YOUR MICROPHONE BLUES. HIRSUTES WITH YOUR PARACHUTE FLUTES. PASSING THE DUTCHIE FROM COAST TO COAST. LIKE MY MAN GARY WILSON (I ROCK THE MOST). WHERE IT'S AT. I GOT TWO TURNTABLES AND A MICROPHONE.” – “WHERE IT'S AT” BY BECK

Until progress could be made with any sense of permanence, I would have to process out the remaining karmic energies that I would accrue over time. In order to increase the capacity for my consciousness to expand, I would have to clear out what remained as static karmic energy; basically, anything that still caused me to identify as a victim or subject to my experiences. Acting from a point in the future, I could then lead my “self” out of subjectivity so that it could eventually find harmony with it's future objective counterpart (the creator or “I Am Presence”).

Until I would be able to reconcile moments of past and future together, I would use my energy to simultaneously process out residual karmic energies from my subjective past as well as increase the capacity to consciously “hold” greater amounts of energy. Essentially, I could hold myself in a repetitive loop of time where I would be able to hone and develop my skills at incredibly fast rates. Though time would pass in the physical world, I would rarely age since my cells were vibrating at a rate that was not able to be anchored into greater density. In these higher vibrations, I would also be able to transfer much more information over to my conscious mind, through metaphysical spaces that I had created in my mind by expanding my perspectives of reality. The more of my energy and focus I could devote to the development of my spirit-soul, the faster that my locus of consciousness would ascend and the more information that I would be able to transfer between planes and dimensions.

“WE HAVE ASSEMBLED INSIDE THIS ANCIENT AND INSANE THEATRE TO PROPAGATE OUR LUST FOR LIFE AND FLEE THE SWARMING WISDOM OF THE STREETS. THE BARNS ARE STORMED, THE WINDOWS KEPT AND ONLY ONE OF ALL THE REST TO DANCE AND SAVE US WITH THE DIVINE MOCKERY OF WORDS. MUSIC INFLAMES TEMPERAMENT.” – “AMERICAN PRAYER” BY JIM MORRISON

From outside the boundaries of space and time, every possible belief system or theory that I could possibly use to explain the events that were occurring would be just as true as every other explanation. Basically, the following events could be spoken through a language of mythology, gods and goddesses, religious or spiritual terms, mathematical resolution, symbolic meaning, or any other possible branch of intelligence through which energy is able to express itself in accordance with Natural Law. In a sense, what was occurring in my life was message that was spoken through a number of different kinetic languages or physical experiences.

Similarly, the word “love” has a certain meaning that is not altered even though it is translated through a number of different languages. On this level, the meaning of energy becomes evident even though its patters are spoken through the infinite number of different people, situations, and themes of the physical world. Though we believe that what we do or what happens to us is unique or subjective, all we are really doing is tapping into these higher-sourced patterns of energy—the true purpose or “meaning” to our relative journey through each physical birth/incarnation.

“CLOSE YOUR EYES AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE? INVISIBLE IMAGINARY PERIMETERS CAGE YOU. FAR BEYOND THE FRAGMENTS OF FEAR—YOU THINK YOU NEED—IS A HEAVEN THAT WILL RELEASE YOU FROM DUALITY. THIS, EVEN THIS, IS A LANGUAGE THAT EXTENDS. INFORMATION CONSTRUCTED ON CONDENSED FORM, BECOMES THE NORM UPON HIGHEST OF FIRMAMENTS. LIKE A SHIP’S BLIND DECREE TO NEW DISTANT SANDS.” – “WELCOME TO PEACE, WITH LOVE” BY JD STAHL

Because I felt I had chosen a path that intended to aid the expansion of the universe on both subjective and objective dimensions, I was able to channel energies of higher wisdom and transport them into the physical reality. From one perspective, because I exhibited a certain selflessness or willingness to make sacrifices in terms of my future endeavors, I was “gifted” or “begotten” with enough energy that would set forth a string of events. These events would then occur similar to a domino effect. Every successive vision or event would be called forth in order to deliver my lower self-concept into visions and other experiences that would slowly develop into a map of the non-physical nature of higher dimensions. Paradoxically, from the opposite perspective, the set of experiences that I was destined to receive had instilled in me a desire to release my ego or any other fear relative to death so that I would be able to release the necessary attachments which would otherwise prevent me from being able to accomplish my highest expression of dharma.

At times when I was unable to recall my true identity, I was subject to my dharma—meaning that I felt that I requested it. During the moments when I was able to reconcile with my true identity, I was able to design the very path that would eventually lead me to reconcile both past and future illusions into a perpetual present moment. Both aspects of my “self” and “non-self” concept would oscillate in the realm of linear time until both polarities returned to homeostasis. As I would be able to rest in both subjectivity and objectivity (creation and creator identities), I would be able to withdraw my existence in time and space and return to the higher position of awareness where I would be able to reconcile my consciousness without distance.

She Became Us All

JD Stahl (12/10/2020) She radiated the beauty of the ages. And she never let it lead her. Holding her grace with a well-drawn eye. She gave me sight, and I saw. Near and far, through windows and all. Her luminosity was—and is—unmatched. A keen portrait of a shining star. Dug deep into my time. And when my mind became untethered, And the streets became invisible, The people became her canvas. And her eyes were all I ever saw. Her grace became my salvation. And god, herself, took a bow To the creation that succeeded The greatness of total balance and beauty Now held confidently above The earth within her orbit. Her heart turned me into a crystal, And I died, Forever bathing in her light and reflection. And I was saved. Forever.

Grade School Twins Busting Through Capped Degrees, Flashing BIOS and Raging Against War Machines in Tussle Time

“BEYOND A SPLIT PERSONALITY, INSIDE YOURSELF, CLIMBING STAIRS. INSIDE THE HALL OF DEVELOPMENT. IS AN UPGRADE I MUST INSTALL WITH CARE. OLD WORLD IDEAS DECAY AND DIE. WITH THE COMBAT OF YEARS BEFORE. I’M A NEW TYPE OF HUMAN, HERE TO BRING YOU A CODE.” – “PROPHECY 25” BY JD STAHL

After I had installed this “upgrade” to my physical consciousness—delivered by a planned/premeditated traumatic event—in order to circumvent the energy and reclaim conscious co-creation, I would have to transcend all of the energy that preceded. Essentially, I would have to “bug test” my upgrade by processing through every single emotion, thought, experience, word, and action that I had ever experience in my life from this higher perspective. In this way, my life “flashed before my eyes” when I found myself at the gateway between both life and death. It was because I was indifferent to either life or death that I was eventually able to have the experiences that would help me to recall how each and every world, dimension, or plane of consciousness had been created (or how I had used Natural Law to create and define those worlds). From either perspective, that which necessitated time was only the distance between both perspectives.

In order to reconcile my opposites, I was called (or had called myself) to receive what I had always been destined to receive. In this way, all that I believed to have experienced subjectively was merely a test to see how ready/willing I was to go beyond my physical ego so that I could elevate my awareness into spaces beyond the physical. Much of the time, I felt as if I was going through a process of initiation; from that perspective, I very much was. However, at the same time what I was doing was developing an avatar that would be able to function consciously in a much more complex environment. In this way, what was occurring was the instillation of a human portal in the physical environment—very similar to installing a computer software update.

“THE BELLS AND WHISTLES CRACK AND BURN. WHILE THE MODELS TELL ALL OF THEIR NAMES. DRAW ME IN AND DOWNLOAD MY FIXES. ANYTHING LESS THAN PERFECT WOULD BE A SHAME.” – “ALL THE RAGE” BY JD STAHL  

In order for this avatar to function properly, it would first have to find solutions to the issues that were presently causing disruption in the matrix of physical reality. In the past, there were many other attempts to “raise” an avatar which could embody every unique expression of the collective consciousness and still not identify themselves specifically with any one more than the other. At certain times in linear history, the specific environment or conditions did not allow true reconciliation. More simply put, there were certain “errors” in the process of completion that could be attributed equally between egoic forces of self-concept from the numerous chosen avatars as well as the social-cultural or environmental conditions of the time, space, or background.

Attempting to “install” this upgrade into the collective human consciousness without disrupting the natural order of things was somewhat difficult from a subjective standpoint. In order to preserve the purity of vibration that held separate the physical and non-physical dimensions, a physical being had to be “grown” or “raised” within its own environment. This process of divination would be available to everyone; however, there could be certain variables or environmental difference which would increase the probability that a physical being could develop fully conscious awareness upon multiple linear planes or dimensions.

“BEYOND A SPLIT PERSONALITY, INSIDE YOURSELF, CLIMBING STAIRS. INSIDE THE HALL OF DEVELOPMENT IS AN UPGRADE I MUST INSTALL WITH CARE. OLD WORLD IDEAS DECAY AND DIE WITH THE COMBAT OF YEARS BEFORE. I’M A NEW TYPE OF HUMAN, HERE TO BRING YOU A CODE.” – “PROPHECY 25” BY JD STAHL

Any attempt to rush this process of initiation would often lead to a person losing all connection with their physical reality or being completely absorbed into one polarity—physical or spiritual. For example, trying to learn or “download” a certain amount of information via dreams, visions, or other experiences would often cause certain initiates to lose balance and fall into sociopathy, psychosis, or panic. Their responses to their feelings often led them to grab hold of a specific religion, belief system, culture, etc. which would only further exacerbate the presence of separation, bias, or favor.

There were also other possibilities that one would make the attempt to translate their experiences dominantly through physical perspective. Doing so would cause people to believe that they were the only possible avatar for this purpose, driving many towards attempts to dominate, control, or enslave others in the population. Even minor attempts to control or manipulate others beyond their capacity for conscious awareness is an example of how some have cut their initiation process short in their attempt to use their power for selfish gain. In order for the process to continue, energies of both responsibility and humility must balance. By doing so, the energy of rigidity is transfigured into a more positive faith—the willingness to sacrifice, knowing that nothing could occur by accident or mistake.

Trashing Napster Needle-Point Quilts with 144,000 Diamond-Studded Patches Sown by Switchblade Mimes

“ARTICULATED HEAT AND AMPLIFIED EMOTION. WALKING UNDERWATER IN PACIFIED OCEANS. PARTICULAR WAVES OF ABSENT ACCENT. DIVERTED IN MYSTERY WITH COMPLEX EXTENSION. PRIVY TO ONE AND ONLY EXTENSION. SIMPLIFIED BY YOUR CHOICE OF WASHED RELIGION. FOR YOU TO BE ME IN THIS EXPRESSION. DRIVING THIS ENERGY TO VORTEXES OF THREE. AND WORDS SO HARD TO FIND, RHYME IN THESE WINDS OF TIME. WAITING FOR YOU TO FIND A WAY TO CHANGE YOUR YESTERDAY WITH TODAY.” – “TRASH TO SHADOWS” BY JD STAHL

For an initiate to succeed through the levels of initiation, they would have to be able to withstand an incredible amount of information delivered to them all the time; they would eventually have to learn how to handle these successive “downloads” without falling out of balance, losing their ability to socialize or engage with others in their environment, attempting to claim what is inherently separate as an authority (saying one religion or belief system is superior to another), or falling into the common error of believing that they were the only possible individual (idol) who was capable of accomplishing the same transformation. Over a certain period of time, certain tests, lessons and other relative experiences were provided to certain individuals who were identified—from a time in the possible future—as being candidates for the process of divination on the physical plane.

In dimensions which vibrate at speeds faster than the physical dimension, the patterns of creation which give way to the process of divination for human beings exits. It is only through intercessive visions, dreams, or other psychedelic/psychotropic experiences where the initiation process can be identified, defined, or transcribed into a linear fashion. Not only does a “chosen” initiate have to be able to balance their intuitive experiences both internally and externally, but they would also eventually have to reconcile them with natural law (karma) as well as process them through whatever remaining karmic obstacles that remain in their subconscious. This is the process of transmutation from negative to positive energy.

 “DARKNESS AND LIGHT ARE BOTH OF ONE NATURE, DIFFERENT ONLY IN SEEMING, FOR EACH AROSE FROM THE SOURCE OF ALL. DARKNESS IS DISORDER. LIGHT IS ORDER. DARKNESS TRANSMUTED IS LIGHT OF THE LIGHT. THIS, MY CHILDREN, YOUR PURPOSE IN BEING; TRANSMUTATION OF DARKNESS TO LIGHT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Though my lower self had been able to reconcile certain visions and experiences in a universal perspective between logic and emotion, I would eventually have to process out the remaining karmic energies that lay between my higher and lower selves. Over the previous 36 years of my life, like anyone else, I partook in a number of personal experiences. Each of these experiences were relative to a certain pattern of karmic energy—all of which were shared by every incarnation that I had ever lived. These energies would vary depending on the dominance of presence which my spirit-soul was able to claim from the conscious free will of the physical ego identity. Essentially, every single human being in this world has the capacity to choose what archetypes they feel will best assist them through the processing-out of their residual karmic energy.

Relative time exists only in proportion to the presence of this karmic energy in our lives. Therefore, time is both relative to every individual. At the same time, time is a collective experience, meaning that until we are able to reconcile our spiritual sovereignty with our environment, we will incur residual karmic energy from our environment. Until the point where all aspects of duality are reconciled within the paradox, the processing of karma repeats within the cycle until transcendence is possible while still awake in the physical dimension. The longer these periods of clarity are able to remain in balance, the faster the process of transfiguration will be able to complete.

“IN THE END, AS CRAZY AS IT WAS, WE EXPERIENCED AN ‘AT ONENESS’ WITH EACH OTHER THAT WENT BEYOND WORDS. IT WAS A REMINDER TO US OF WHAT MAHARAJI WOULD SAY EVERY DAY WHEN HE WALKED INTO THE ASHRAM. HE WOULD POINT A FINGER IN THE AIR AND HE WOULD SAY, ‘SUB EK’ WHICH MEANS ITS ALL ONE.” – RAGHU MARKUS

From a certain perspective, every initiation is occurring at the exact same “point” outside of physical spacetime. However, that being said, the ability for any spirit-soul or incarnation to exist consciously in multiple planes of awareness is relative to their capacity to “hold” or conceptualize advanced theories and perspectives of the multiverse within their local consciousness. In this way, every person has the inherent capacity to reach these higher states and still be able to reconcile their concepts of self and non-self without losing composure or losing their capacity to connect with their physical environment; however, unless someone is able to accept every possible expression of Natural Law without favor or preference, their capacity to realize themselves with/as true sovereignty above all separation is limited.

We are all—in this moment—going through our process of initiation. Unfortunately, there are many people on different levels who still choose to remain attached to the belief systems that anchor or imprison their spirit-soul in certain compartmentalized expressions of reality. For these individuals, until they realize that truth cannot be defined, they will not graduate to a state of awareness where they will be able to witness it intuitively—at least from a conscious place where they are able to bring it into their short- or long-term memory.

Hand-Mé-Down Relatives Looping Two 9” El Peas with Hot Sub Ek Bass Licks to the Palm Center of the Universe

“IF MAN IS THE FATHER, THE SON IS THE CENTER OF THE EARTH, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE UNIVERSE, THEN WHY IS THIS VERSE COMIN' SIX TIMES REHEARSED? DON'T FREESTYLE MUCH BUT I WRITE 'EM LIKE SUCH (WORD). AMONGST THE FIENDS, CONTROLLED BY THE SCREENS. WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN ALL THIS SHIT I'M SEEIN'? HUMAN BEINGS SCREAMIN' VOCAL JAVELINS. SIGNS OF A LOCAL NIGGA UNRAVELIN'.” – “HE GOT GAME” BY PUBLIC ENEMY

One could say that the entirety of creative history is merely a collection of interpretive reconstruction of a process of divination—from the most simple forms of life into an ascended being. This growth process of consciousness has been spoken from the depths of our subconscious so that we will eventually develop the ability to conceive of our own existence from higher planes of consciousness. Above all that which appears to be separate is actually a single truth that is shadowed down through duality and fragmented theories of existence. These experiences—as well as this book itself—is the reconciliation of history. Our ascension to higher planes of consciousness is a destiny that is both in process as it has been already reached.

In the physical 3rd dimension, we are tasked with learning to develop our skills so that we can create unique expressions of the divine energy that has been previously programmed within all of us. The method in which our consciousness is coded must eventually arrive from both directions—internal and external. Our biological material is the vibrational product of every separate pattern that is necessary to reconcile with the whole.

More simply put, everything that could ever exist in nature exists within us. Every physical substance is but a certain recipe of vibration. All vibration, when combined, creates stillness—similar to how the collection of all colors of light creates white light. As physical beings, we are all tasked to evoke the presence of purity, not by accumulating things in our physical environment, but withdrawing from separation in order to allow our physical body to restore its alignment with nature.

“IF YOU THINK YOU’RE FREE, YOU CAN’T ESCAPE. THERE’S ANOTHER WAY OF SAYING IT – IF YOU THINK THE GAMES YOU HAVE GOING ARE WHAT LEAD TO WHAT IT IS YOU’RE SEEKING IN LIFE, FORGET IT; FORGET THIS TRIP ENTIRELY. WHAT IS REQUIRED FOR THIS TRIP, WAS REQUIRED TO GO WITHIN, TO ACCEPT “YE BECOME AS LITTLE CHILDREN YOU SHALL NOT ENTER THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN”; TO GO THE ENTIRE TRIP AGAIN, YOU HAVE TO HAVE EXPERIENCED DESPAIR. YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE A GIVING UP OF THE FAITH IN THE SYSTEMS YOU HAVE GOING THUS FAR. IT’S A NECESSARY PREREQUISITE; IT’S A NECESSARY PREREQUISITE.” – RAM DASS

What often makes the process of divination so difficult is that we eventually have to learn how to overcome our instinctual reactivity to the body's desires systems and survival instincts so that we are able to unlock the threshold that stands between body and spirit. In this threshold lies the purification fire, ensuring that truth can be maintained and the integrity of natural forces will not be disturbed or diminished by external variables. To experience this fire of purification, one must welcome the simultaneity of both pleasure and pain, joy and sadness. Every one of the etheric thresholds that stands between the dimensions and planes is the singularity which precedes time, space, or any other possible means of separation or fragmentation from the whole. In this way, in order to be able to continue through our process of expansions, we must learn how to consolidate separation itself into the paradox. In the paradox, all is held within the One, just as the One is nothing.

In this way, the entirety of human suffering is relative only to our attempt to rationalize or make sense with the blind forces of vibration and universal wisdom that are permeating through every part of our being from the depths of our soul. Our will to live, our curiosities, our passion and purpose, and all that motivates us to improve the quality of our lives can only ever attempt to achieve partiality in relationship to the whole. Occasionally, we are presented with certain experiences, memories, or moments of inspiration that will cause us to revisit the threshold between worlds. However, in order to be able to transcend between worlds, we must resign our attachments.

“UNABLE TO BE SEEN, THIS LANGUAGE IS SPOKEN. HIDDEN BY CATALOGUES OF KINGS. MISINTERPRETED WORDS, TWISTED. SOME WAIT FOR DEATH. A CHANCE AT REDEMPTION. WHERE DISTANCE IS ABSENT TO THE LIES. THE ILLUSION REMAINS IN ATTEMPT TO CONVINCE. THE NUMBERS GLORIFY AND ASSASSINATE THE SAME. THEIR GOD. THEIR GLORY. THEIR SALVATION. SOLD FOR TEMPORAL SATISFACTION. CAPTAINED BY DIRTY HANDS. RECEIVE MY GLOVE.” – “I'M THE NEW CAPTAIN” BY JD STAHL

Even though I was fortunate enough to be able to have personally experienced all of the moments that would help me to better understand the nature of the universe, I was still unable to satisfy my soul. It was only by seeking further that I was able to uncover greater depths and breadths of knowledge. The further I went inward to release my attachments, the more I was able to recall from my visions and personal experiences—in the past, present, and future. Being connected to every possible timeline and perspective I was then able to reconcile them so that I would be able to use them to guide both myself as well as every unique environment back into the homeostatic balance of Natural Law (God).

From these higher perspectives, time exists not. Therefore, none of us ever really perceive existence through the context of linear time (past, present, and future). Instead, we only collect those fragments so that we will be able to ascend to the plane of consciousness where creation is absolute—formless. Many of us feel guided or driven to reconcile ourselves with some ideal or creator—and by doing so, seek what we call “salvation.” In our search for this sense of peace or oneness, we are presented with what is required of us to find peace. Unfortunately, when this happens, we turn away. Until we are ready and willing to release the attachments that we have in regard to our reunification with spirit, we will remain in repetitive cycles. In these karmic cycles, we attempt to clear away the energy which no longer serves us. We also attempt to clear away the identity or persona of the person who is unable to go beyond that which is separate.

Any theory, religion, belief system, or concept of reality that we can speak of or define within limits can only ever be a partial truth. Therefore, in order to be able to go beyond suffering and enter spaces that embrace peace, in absolute truth, we must be willing to sacrifice ourselves—or at the very least the concept of “self” that is separate from that which is “non-self” or environment. When we are finally able to release any separate definition in favor of the collective whole, we transition through the darkened threshold between what is and what is not. Every moment of our lives is perfectly created to extend to us a hand that will call us from spaces beyond form and guide us through the purification fire.

Melting Ice Cream Sandwiches with Laser Light Shows a Block From Time Square

“FUNERAL PROCESSIONS. GENERAL CONCESSIONS. GIVEN AWAY WITH THE SLIGHTEST MEMORIAL. BURIED DEEP WITHIN. NEVER-ENDING SPIRALS, FROZEN IN TIME. LIFELONG REGRESSION. FORGOTTEN POSSESSIONS. MAKE IT. BREAK IT. COME TO WHITE UNDERSTANDING. COLORS OF THE SUN. NOTHING ENDS IN ONE.” – “FROZEN IN TIME” BY JD STAHL

Many of us have experience moments of transcendence, either through prayer, meditation, or other ceremonial methods. In each of these moments, we have glimpsed the true nature of reality. Beyond the veiled illusion of separate reality and philosophical materialism we have born witness to the true nature of metaphysical existence. In its essence, this is the moment that we experienced death. In this death, we were able to reunite with the energy of Source: that which is both all and nothing. Even though we are always able to find rest in our spirit-soul's reunification with “The One,” many of us return so that we can still satisfy the remaining desires we have in regards to our physical life.

Though we may think that we still have things yet we would like to do, experiences that we would like to either share or process into our memory, or secrets that we would yet like to discover as part of a spiritual scavenger hunt, there is really nothing left we must do but resign ourselves into truth. Whenever we confront our desire systems, we not only come face to face with our own fears but also the confusion that prevents us from being able to reconcile ourselves with nature itself. Paradoxically, we may fear death because we still wish to experience certain moments or make memories in what is left of our lives. However, what we fail to realize is that we were created outside of linear time. We are anchored into the physical world because we lack the faith necessary to remember that we have already experienced every single emotion that exists—in every possible expression and degree. We remain in these karmic cycles primarily because we still cling to our limited identity.

“BUMPY TRANSGRESSIONS. FORGOTTEN OBSESSIONS. GIVEN AWAY BY THE MAN WITH THE FRANTIC HANDS—TO THE MAN WITH NEW CROWNS, STUDDED WITH LASERS IN HIS EYES. WE DANCED TOGETHER IN THE SUN. MIXED POLITICS OF DUSK AND DAWN; NEVER ONLY MEANT FROM ONE.” – “FROZEN IN TIME” BY JD STAHL

There isn't anything that we have yet to do, feel, or experience. Our entire lives, therefore, just becomes a test to see if we are willing to release the fears we have associated to who we believe ourselves to be. Once we find the necessary faith required to release our attachments to ego, identity, and our physical incarnation, we will be able to experience fully the universal mind. In the universal mind, all that can exist—and has ever existed—is accessible. When we are willing to resign our ego, we “remember” everything. In a sense, we will happen upon memories that are more real than our entire identity. Even though our present life may not have personally experienced these moments in linear time, our memories of these events are clearer than those which we have personally experienced. When we realize that there isn't anything left that we must do, accomplish, or complete in our lives, we are free to transition to the realm of wisdom where the multiplicity of lives is reconciled into that which is collectively singular.

Fortunately, we are always welcome to return to temporary transcendent states where we are able to taste truth in a more absolute perspective. However, we will always return to lower physical planes when we feel that there is something left we must do. Once we allow the construct of time and space to limit us, our locus of consciousness again becomes grounded in those limits. Basically, until we are able to see both pleasure and pain from the same objective gratitude, we will return into time and space until we feel we have suffered enough.

Nothing is accidental, mistaken, or by any means happens without purpose. Every moment in our lives is perfectly coordinated as an opportunity that will enhance the experience of our spirit-soul to consciously engage in greater bandwidths of energy. Even if we pass away, we leave nothing behind. The only “thing” that remains in lower dimensions are the dense vibrations caused by limited faith—attachments to preferences, opinions, and expectations of either self and environment that prevent us from transcending a victim mentality. In this way, everything that we can ever possible experience in our lives can only ever be subjective to our intentions. If we are able to recognize the dualistic intentions of the energy that transitions through us in our lives, we can then reconcile our opposites and proceed through the threshold that beholds the purification fire.

“THE KARMIC SPIN. TAKEN AGAIN BY KARMIC KIN. TAKEN AWAY FROM EARLIER SIN. REACHING TO TEACH THE LESSON. FORGET THE METER, FORGET THE RHYME. THIS THOUGHT IS NOW FROZEN IN TIME.” – “FROZEN IN TIME” BY JD STAHL

In this way, purification fire is a two-fold experience that allows us to face both aspects of our intention—one that is self serving and one that is self-sacrificial. From either perceptive, we can either perceive pain or gratitude. From one perspective, we feel pain caused by the creation of distance between creator and creation; alternatively, we can feel pain from having to sacrifice what which we believed we were in exchange for anonymity. However, when we are able to balance both perspectives at the same time, we recognize that it is our highest purpose to simply exist—in as many perspectives as possible without claiming either preference or limit. When we resign ourselves to the multiplicity, all that the fire consumes is that which burdens us.

In certain moments, we may feel that one perspective may appear to us better than the other. However, until we are able to accept both perspectives as equally purposeful and beneficial to both self and non-self, we will create distance. In order to eventually reconcile this metaphysical distance, we create time. In that time, we fill the karmic cycles which are perfectly-designed so that we will eventually be able to reconcile our opposites. In every moment we are purposed with the transmutation of energy so that we will be able to bring the darkness into the light; and by doing so, we become the light itself.

In these cycles, we will remain, going around and around until we are able to transcend the energy of our environment and allow that which is pure to finally permeate every aspect of our being, reuniting us with the One. In this physical world, we can only ever be visitor. We can either be informed citizens of a world that requires limits, or we can be tourists. As a tourist, we are subjective to our experiences; as citizens, we become the experiences. However, when we realize that we are both, we have no other purpose to remain. By choice, we return to further perfect the nature of our spirit-soul; in exchange, we purchase our time by committing ourselves to helping others reunite with their counterpart—the native visitor.

A Curious Cemetery Native Visits a Nobody who Loves to Heir Their Dirty Laundry on the Fireside

“HE ASKS ME WHY WOULD I DIE? PART OF THE GHOST BREEZE. THE BIRDS AND TOURISTS, IGNITE THE SPIRIT WITHIN US ALL. AND YET YOU COWER AT EXCITEMENT. THE SCORE OF THE SOUL WAS CONCEIVED IN RED PLEASURES. DIVINE DARKNESS, BORN FROM DESIRE. DRY POOLS NOW SHAKE THE KINGS FACE AS PICTURES ARE TAKEN. CAN I SIT IN DISGUISE? WHEN WILL IT BEGIN? I MEANT TO SAY “END.” BUT HE’S TRYING TO CHANGE. GROW FROM THE FRICTION. ROCKS OF THE SOUL, UNDERNEATH THE SAVIOR.” – “AIRPORT” BY JD STAHL

As we practice developing the necessary humility required of us to not only resign our preferences and attachments, but also our entire identity of a separate “self,” the less fear that we will have in terms of death or dying. Both physical and psychological death are actually quite similar; both require us to resign our preferences for one or the other as well as our desire to know, will, control, or predict the energy or events that surround all of the events. Even if we believe that our death is the final point of transcendence—if we still have any desire for where we will end up afterwards—it will create a vibration that must be balanced with reciprocal density.

Therefore, we can not even desire to know that we either know or do not know. We just have to completely “let go” of the attempt or effort in regards to preparing ourselves for what is to come from moment to moment. As long as we search for answers, we will only ever create more distance. While we search for hope, we create the potential for suffering and hopelessness for others. While we “try” to create joy, we eliminate the possibility for joy to exist without such efforts.

“THE WITNESS IS JUST THE EYE (E-Y-E). EYE, THE SPIRITUAL EYE. IT’S MERELY THERE. IT’S ALWAYS THERE. IT’S ALWAYS THERE AND IT DOES NOTHING. IT HAS NO VESTED INTEREST, NO MORALITY, NO LAWS, NO GAME GOING. IT DOESN’T CARE WHAT YOU DO. ALL IT DOES IS SEE IT ALL. RIGHT? NOW, HOW DO YOU DEVELOP THE WITNESS? WELL THERE ARE DEVICES THAT ARE DESIGNED TO HELP YOU DEVELOP THE WITNESS; CURISTIC DEVICES. RODNEY COLLINS SAYS THE PROBLEM IS THAT YOU GET SO FASCINATED WITH THINGS LIKE ANGER OR THE CANDLE FLAME OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU BECOME THE THING ITSELF AND, THEREFORE, THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF ME'S. LIKE, THERE IS ALWAYS YOU AND THE THING; THAT’S THE RELATIONSHIP.” – RAM DASS

All that we feel we must accomplish in our lives are always equal in balance to the suffering we create for ourselves and others. When we die, we leave nobody behind; we immediately return to a plane of consciousness where both beginning and end have already occurred. When we transcend through the fire, all that was before us no longer exists. Instead of being limited to a single person, perspective, time, or incarnation, we are reunited with as many we were able to reconcile in the final moments before death. We will become all who we were able to love unconditionally—if even for a moment.

When we are ready—and willing—to go beyond our doubts, fears, and insecurities, we save not only ourselves, but every other person in our subjective universe. In order deliver this salvation unto others, we must be able to find the faith that no longer requires proof—or even to know that we know. Until we are able to attain this faith, we remain in time or are reborn until we have been able to transcend all that which prevents us from going beyond the beyond. When we give up hope in trying to find answers which can only exist in separation, we become hope itself; we return to the salvation which is universal—whole. Until we are able to evoke such a salvation from within, that part of ourselves which is joyfully “native” will make attempts to teach us the universal language of the all-consuming fire.

The Visitor

JD Stahl (07/10/2018) It’s a great place to visit, But a terrible place to hide. The soul of a thousand veils, Planned by fears kept inside. Is you life of true virtue, Or is that a mask to pass the test? Given of chains and crutches; Slip into the water up to your chest. But the illusion is quite essential, As you read the writing on the wall. Long neck creates the visitor, And locks all the doors in the hall. But the cycle that you’re trapped in Has been created for your protection. Decide that’s it’s not necessary And breathe through your conception. All the rest are ready to greet you, If you’re ready for the truth that you’ve sold. Your discomfort buys the ticket to return. You come back before you’re too old. The one above will hold on to mercy As you damn every finger and toe. The light above this final door, unlocked, Is the only place you’ll want to go. Trapped under your blankets, The fort you’ve created burns your mind. Try something different, they say. Let your tears put out the fire in your eyes.