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(B03C31) Chapter 31: Fish-Eyeing Elder Enkish 40's



Roaming Around Manhattan in White Stonewashed Vitruvian Denim on Sundays During Tri-Light

“I'M LIVELY, MY DOME PIECE, IS LIKE BUILDIN' STONES IN GREECE. MY POEMS ARE DEEP FROM ANCIENT THRONES I SPEAK. I'M OVERWHELMED, AS MY MIND, ROAMS THE REALM. MY EYE'S THE VISION, MEMORY IS THE FILM. OTHERS ACT SUB-TILE, BUT THEY FRAGILE ABOVE CLOUDS.” – “4TH CHAMBER” BY GZA

In the world of physical creation, there are many examples of how genius can manifest itself into an infinite number of different forms. Whether we focus our energy on writing a poem, painting a picture, making a movie, or building a structure, the more that we analyze the depths of certain things, the more that we are able to uncover deeper meaning within them all. Not only do certain things in history prove to have a certain energetic integrity that aligns with principles of sacred geometry, mathematics, or allusions to spiritual concepts, but quite often there are multiple meanings behind them. The energy of divinity—what some may refer to as unconditional love or universal consciousness—is the invisible force of inspiration that precedes all things, even light itself. It is only when all separate forms are reconciled together that love flows freely—when the divine “rests” upon itself to channel divinity without focus or limit.

Unfortunately, when we analyze certain creations from a singular perspective, we do so at the cost of denying the capacity for alternative perspectives to be equally applicable. For example, when we look at one of Leonardo DaVinci's paintings, we are not only able to appreciate it for its physical appearance, but when we look deeper and inspect it for certain mathematical principles, spatial relationships, and divine proportions, it soon becomes evident that the physical appearance itself is only a package that the artist used as a vehicle to carry much more energetic integrity through planes and dimensions of higher consciousness. Quite often, when we go back and analyze the deeper meaning in these creations, it can be easy to claim that the artist was entirely conscious of every possible expression of divine energy during their creative process.


“MANY THE STARS I PASSED IN MY JOURNEY, MANY THE RACES OF MEN ON THEIR WORLDS; SOME REACHING HIGH AS STARS OF THE MORNING, SOME FALLING LOW IN THE BLACKNESS OF NIGHT. EACH AND ALL OF THEM STRUGGLING UPWARD, GAINING THE HEIGHTS AND PLUMBING THE DEPTHS, MOVING AT TIMES IN REALMS OF BRIGHTNESS, LIVING THROUGH DARKNESS, GAINING THE LIGHT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

As much as we would like to credit an individual for being completely conscious of all of the information that they attempted to place in their creative manifestations, attempting to do so also limits our understanding of higher planes of consciousness. The multiplicity that any singular individual is capable of maintaining from moment to moment is unlimited. This means that the things that we create have inherent in them multiple planes of conscious awareness. For example, when I wrote a poem, I was focused primarily on one specific subject. However, when I would go back and read what I wrote after the fact, I would uncover deeper meaning—the presence of universal relationships and patterns that could apply to many other backgrounds and contexts. The more that I was able to release the attachments that kept me from entertaining alternative perspectives of reality, the more that I found I was able to identify universal divinity stored in the integrity of each creation.

What is required of each of us in order to be able to (consciously) access higher planes and dimensions so that we can increase our cellular vibration is to stack or combine as many planes of consciousness into one. This means that I would have to accept that there were completely separate archetypal identities held within my conscious mind which were active in every moment. While one archetype believed it was writing a poem about a specific person or my relationship to a specific environment, on another plane and entirely different archetype was speaking to another relationship or situation on the same level.


“WELCOME TO THE BLACK NOISE. PROPHETIC AND HYPNOTIC LINES. BEHIND THE EYES. BRIGHTEST LIGHT. RECEIVING THE STARS. COLLECTING THE LIGHT. TO SHOW. TO EMBODY COLLECTIONS. TO MAKE ALL THE CORRECTIONS TO THE SUN AND SAVIOR MACHINE.” – “BLACK NOISE” BY JD STAHL

The further we increase our cellular vibration, the more of these multiple applications that we are able to hold in our conscious awareness. This means that eventually we will write poems with a certain language that is both universal and specific. As we create from this level, we are consciously aware that we are using a single perspective as merely a method to convey a greater truth. When we make this shift to consciously include multiple meanings or applications in our physical creations, we are actually accessing an amalgam of different archetypes. Instead of identifying from a state of partial consciousness, we shift to a plane where we are consciously aware of our identification with multiples—like a mixture of many that speak through a single perspective.

Each unique archetype has its own contextual language, meaning that that words or objects that are used to convey certain patterns of energy are unique to the matrix of the reality in which they consider dominant. Therefore, when we engage in the process of creation, we require much less effort; what we create naturally falls into alignment with multiple planes of consciousness—as if it happened “by accident” or “coincidence.” However, to be conscious of the paradox, we recognize that there are no such things as accidents or coincidences. There is only the channeling of divinity that we either allow or resist, depending on our capacity to resign, rest, or submit to that invisible source of energy that we truly are at our core. This light of truth lies behind our disguises, personas, egos, names, and separate identities.

Footstool Taxes Paid in Blue, Red, and Grey Simoleons to Uncle Samael on the Eve of Lilith's Adoptive Ab-Duck-tion

“CONFUSE WHAT YOU CAN OF THE ENDING. AND REVISE YOUR DESPISE SO IMPENDING. 'CAUSE I SOAK ON THE WRATH THAT YOU DIDN'T QUITE MASK. I'M GETTING IT CLEARLY THROUGH ALTERNATE PATHS, OR MIXED IN WITH THE SIGNAL YOU'RE SENDING.” – “CHALKDUST TORTURE” BY PHISH

When we combine multiple archetypal personalities within us, we are able to identify a unique meaning in every one of these different dimensions while still being able to generalize them all through a single theme—that which is physical. In this way, the physical world and all of its materials are merely props that are used to convey greater truths. What we don't realize is that by doing so, we are slowly altering our cellular vibration in a way that increases the frequency of processing information. The higher we ascend in our vibration, the more our cells regenerate to that frequency, eventually allowing us to maintain higher states of conscious awareness on a regular basis. Though we may not recognize it consciously, this process of ascension causes us to engender completely different personalities. As we go from subjective to objective spheres within any single plane of awareness, we subconsciously attempt to achieve balance between our singular self and our multitudinous non-self (the archetypal environment, in multiple proportions).

The more that we heal in regards to our past traumas, fears, and eliminate areas of residual guilt and shame, the more that we are able to accept alternative archetypes. As a result, we come to respect alternative paths from a more unified perspective. For examples, we recognize that a specific situation in our past lead us to cause pain in another person because we, at that time, were confused or were trying to negotiate our way through the painful processing of emotions. As we increase our conscious awareness to accommodate multiple applications, we see the general lesson behind the specifics of our situation. Instead of focusing on a specific person or situation that we were personally involved in, we recognize not only the general meaning but also the higher purpose—the beneficial aspect of a painful situation that led us towards growth and a greater sense of emotional maturity.


“HE WEAR NO SHOE SHINE. HE GOT TOE JAM FOOTBALL. HE GOT MONKEY FINGER. HE SHOOT COCA-COLA. HE SAY I KNOW YOU, YOU KNOW ME. ONE THING I CAN TELL YOU IS YOU GOT TO BE FREE.” – “COME TOGETHER” BY THE BEATLES

When we remove our emotional reactivity associated with traumatic situations in our past, the patterns of energy which have been preventing our spiritual growth are revealed. Through revelation, we can then cannibalize parts of our persona so that we are able to heal. By healing from one area of our lives, we can then apply this process to other patterns in our life which are similarly toxic or repetitive. The more we attune ourselves to this process, we develop a persona which is transient—a force of motivation or inspiration which never rests, only shifts from pattern to pattern to express energy which has kept us trapped. Within this identity, we are then also able to find compassion with others as they attempt to transition beyond their own patterns of confusion, trauma, pain, and toxic obedience to false authority systems or beliefs.

Every other human being—at some point and to some degree—has hurt another person when they were suffering through trauma or confusion. As we become more conscious, it becomes easier to recognize that pain is experienced by anyone who feels trapped within limits of their rational mind. These limits are often created by our own personal expectations and the relative dependencies that we establish with our environment or previously-learned standards of our various social environments. In order to remove these limits, we have to resign ourselves over to that which precedes all learned and established standards of living. By doing so, we resign or rest ourselves in the energy of unconditional love and compassion. This type of unbearable compassion motivates us to increase our empathy to incorporate and better understand how pain is only able to continue to manifest in the lives of ourselves and others when we resist change.


“WIGS SPLIT AND RATTLED, GET SHOOK OUT YA SADDLE. YOU EVER HEAR ME LOSIN,' ONE OF Y'ALL FIX THE PANEL. ASK WHO? WU, THAT'S TRUE, KNOWN PIRANHAS. WHO KNOWS DRAMA? FATHERS OF YOUR WHOLE PERSONA. THE MAD DOCTOR, STAY LOCKED IN THE OR. IN TOO DEEP, BEYOND REACH OF THE SONAR. STILL A VET, SAY MY NAME NEXT TO HALL OF FAME.” – “Y'ALL BEEN WARNED” BY WU TANG CLAN

As we age, these repetitive patterns manifest over and over again—in different ways—until we no longer have to consider how we will handle them—or control how they manifest. Instead of trying to change our circumstances, we change how we perceive them so that we no longer allow external circumstances of variables to take us out of our composure. These situations will repeat until we are not only able to handle them with more grace, but until we are also able to recognize the same patterns in other people. When we are able to establish an empathy in both our concept of self and non-self with equanimity, we can then realize that both self and non-self-concepts are only necessary for perspective purposes.

Essentially, we are able to sacrifice them both as manifestations of our rational mind. In this sacrifice of opposites, we are able to reclaim that part of us which is not limited by time or space. As we release our attachments to either self or non-self (internal and external), we are no longer restricted to a singular perspective and are therefore delivered to a higher plane of conscious awareness. Upon this plane, we find a different personality, bank of memory, and empathic perspective that includes the multiplicity; this process is the path/journey which is our highest self—the etheric presence of spirit that exists as the intermediary between all other established planes of reality. Our highest spiritual identity is that of the matrix between all physical forms; the proverbial “father” of all creative forms.

9 Quad-Riding Ghosts Hugging Codependents from Manilla While 10-Folding a Page of Pentacles

“NEVER SETTLING AND ONLY EVER FIGHTING AGAINST STATIC DEFINITION. TO RESIGN TO A LABEL IS TO DIE. MY IMAGE, MY NAME, INAPPROPRIATELY TETHERED TO ME. EVERYONE I HAVE EVER MET KNOWS A DIFFERENT VERSION OF ME, MANY OF WHICH I HAVE SHED COMPLETELY. YET THEIR OBSOLETE JUDGMENTS AND MEMORIES STILL REMAIN, LIKE GHOSTS IN AN OLD HOUSE. YOUR SARCASM AND DISBELIEF ARE THE PROOF OF MY MAGIC.” – “I AM” BY JD STAHL

Though it may not be popular to claim, we have all changed our identities. Over and over again, we have released obsolete versions of our person which are no longer applicable to our present state of being or our emotional environment. Eventually, we get to a point where we are no longer able to identify fully with who we were in the past. We do, however, recognize that we have been present for those actions; yet at the same time we no longer see ourselves from the same limited subjectivity. For example, as children we all wore diapers. However, at a certain point in our lives we stop going around introducing ourselves as a “person who wore/wears diapers.” This change in identity could occur the very moment we wore our last pair. Though this may seem like common sense, attempting to apply a change in identity after certain life experiences challenges our emotional attachments and obligations to other people who have difficulty seeing beyond surface appearances, past actions, or momentary lapses in judgment.

Quite often as adults, we feel as if we are required to continue to carry the presence of guilt or shame; we become paranoid that by doing so we would be experiencing schizophrenic thoughts or intentions. As a result of the toxic social standards and practices, we develop a deeply-seeded trauma response relative to forgiveness—both with ourselves and others. Essentially, we are taught that forgiveness is not only impossible, but that to practice it fully, we would have to be “crazy” or “insane” to even consider that we are no longer the same person as we were 10 years ago, 10 months ago, 10 days ago, 10 minutes ago, or even 10 seconds ago. As a result, many people see forgiveness as some type of power dynamic that one may hold over the heads of others instead of trusting in the balance of energies to happen naturally. Therefore, we are only ever able to forgive ourselves—not others. We do this by allowing ourselves to identify differently as often as we feel guided to do so by our intuitive guidance.


“REDETERMINED DESTINY IS WHO I AM. YOU GOT YOUR FINGER ON THE TRIGGER LIKE THE SON OF SAM. I AM LIKE CLOCKWORK ORANGE GOING OFF ON THE TOWN. I'VE GOT HOMEBOYS BONANZA TO BEAT YOUR ASS DOWN. WELL I'M MAD AT MY DESK, AND I BE WRITING ALL CURSE WORDS. EXPRESSING MY AGGRESSIONS THROUGH MY SCHIZOPHRENIC VERSE WORDS.” – “STARING DOWN THE BARREL OF A GUN” BY BEASTIE BOYS

As we attempt to shed the identity of a previous self so that we can release our attachments and naturally ascend to higher planes, we experience fear. These fears cause us to limit our capacity to heal; as a result, we establish trauma bonds with ourselves. From a psychological standpoint, we are all schizophrenic, simply because we no longer identify with the version of ourselves that presented itself even a moment ago. What limits our capacity to heal, forgive, change, grow, develop, and advance in our conscious awareness is not necessarily time as much as it is that we feel obligated to another person's relativity to time.

Though another person may never forgive another person for the rest of their lives, another person's inability to heal from a traumatic bond should never cause us to feel obligated to remain stagnant just so that the other person can validate their grief. As human beings, we are able to change in a heartbeat. We “forgive” ourselves—as well as the rest of the world—when we are able to correct our subconscious responses to certain external stimuli. As sovereign beings, we are not required to even consider how another person may feel as we transition from plane to plane. In fact, our capacity to remain consistent regardless of external circumstances only proves how far we have been able to develop our spiritual sovereignty in terms of independence. This not only means that we are able to forgive ourselves whenever we want to, but we also bear no requirement to ask anyone else for forgiveness; that power is ours and ours alone.


“NINE IS THE FATHER, VAST HE OF COUNTENANCE, FORMING AND CHANGING FROM OUT OF THE FORMLESS. MEDITATE ON THE SYMBOLS I GIVE THEE. KEYS ARE THEY, THOUGH HIDDEN FROM MEN. REACH EVER UPWARD, O SOUL OF THE MORNING. TURN THY THOUGHTS UPWARD TO LIGHT AND TO LIFE. FIND IN THE KEYS OF THE NUMBERS I BRING THEE, LIGHT ON THE PATHWAY FROM LIFE UNTO LIFE.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Once we begin the process of awakening to these higher planes, we find that we are no longer able to return back to the person that we were previously. This is the purpose which reveals the intelligent design of every moment of our lives from higher planes—revealing the grace inherent in all things. Though others may not condone or understand the journey that we are making, what we experience causes us to sever our identity from the person who was once previously imprisoned in those same limiting beliefs. The more we are willing to release the attachments that held us within those limits, the faster that we are able to grow and develop. As a result, we will not only be able to act, speak, and manifest consciously in the physical dimension, but we will do so from a plane of awareness that is more universally applicable. We actually transmute into grace itself. This means that we recognize that everything that we do no longer has a singular meaning, but connects to a greater meaning that frees us from the repetitive cycles in our past.

The more that we analyze artistic creations that were manifested by ourselves or others, the more we will meet completely different versions of those same souls from a higher perspective. The famous artists of the past were both conscious and unconscious of what they were doing as they were in the process of creation. Similarly, each and every one of us has a completely different personality that is native to every plane. These different personalities not only perceive their relationship with both themselves and the world differently, but their memory is also unique to their relative relationship with time and space. As we, personally, elevate our awareness of how these planes are constructed, we transfigure ourselves into the native identity of those planes. As a result, the people that we previously knew before we began our process of ascensions have the capacity to completely change their own identity to coincide with our present state of consciousness.

This would be like waking up one morning and feeling as if everyone in your environment was just an actor that had been playing a completely different part in an act the day before. As we change, so does our environment—and every other person in that environment. However, our environment does not always change at the same rate as we change; sometimes we change slower or faster and sometimes our environment changes slower or faster. More often than not, these relative changes occur at such a subtle pace that neither party (self or non-self) really ever notices the difference. However, if one increases their energetic sensitivity and rate of intuitive processing, these changes eventually become evident and are able to be processed into our memory.

PM-Dee Bucks Putting a Decepticon in a Full-Nelson on a Breakdance Mat Made From a Cardboard Sony Trinitron Box

“COULD FOREVER BE MATCHED BY AN EVER-CHANGING PAST? IN DREAMS, WITHOUT DISMAY, WE SHALL WITNESS THE SOCIETAL FOREPLAY. OF DAYS AND NIGHT, NOT FORGOTTEN. MANDELA EFFECTS OF TIME—OR NOT. DISAPPEAR INTO THE ETHER, TWO FLAMES OF PASSION. IN SPACE, IN WAKE, OF WAVES CRASHING.” – “US” BY JD STAHL

Imagine that you woke up one morning with a vague memory of watching a movie the day before. Later on that day, for whatever reason, you watch the same movie again with someone. However, after watching the movie again, you recognize that it is just a bit different than the movie you watched less than 24 hours ago. When you bring up to the friend the parts of the movie that you feel were changed, they don't know what you are talking about. This phenomenon is often called a Mandela Effect. Because no evidence can be brought about that would either prove or disprove that the movie you saw the previous night was different, it is easy to completely write off the event as a personal misunderstanding. However, you may have just shifted to a different timeline where the movie was created differently.

Maintaining a fully sovereign perspective of conscious awareness on multiple planes, it is difficult to maintain a consistent position of faith and confidence that does not change when presented with different circumstances. On each of these planes, we maintain a completely different and separate memory of events. In each of the different planes—both horizontal and vertical—is a different relative relationship with time and space. As we ascend in our conscious vibration, we no longer cling to any specific personality or memory bank—singular or multiple. Instead of immediately trying to ground ourself into an identity at all, what we end up doing is reconciling ourselves with the energy of transition itself—with the journey, not any specific destination. As a result, our memory begins to pull together all of the different dimensions and planes of consciousness. Instead of limiting ourselves to being a single person, we become the amalgamation of all separates.

As a result of being able to house multiple personas and identities, all of the unique information on all planes is pulled towards you—like a metaphysical magnet of consciousness. The prime metaphysical substance (Prima Materia) that quantumly connects all aspects of physical life together is the structure of the proverbial matrix that connects all planes and timelines together. The more that we are willing to “die” from any/all physical identities, the more that this pool of collective consciousness merges and is evoked from within. As we channel the collective consciousness within us, we no longer perceive physical life within a set of limits. Instead, we see all multiples—every single difference that has ever occurred. In the example of the movie that we watched, we no longer feel we have to believe that only one movie or set of events is more true than another. Instead, we recognize the capacity for all to be true simultaneously.


“NOW YOU KNOW WHY I'M NOT LIKE MOST GUYS. I PERCEIVE THROUGH THE EYE OF THE MOST HIGHT.” – “THE REAL” BY TEKNEEK ON THE BEAT & KRS-ONE

While we exist consciously in the well of unchanging, all physical changes become evident. Instead of having to discern which version of the movie was “real,” we validate both as being equally true—even though only one of them remains present in our current physical reality. As a result, we become the unchained locus of consciousness that is capable of transitioning through multiple planes and timelines. From this central perspective or singularity, we witness time and space changing around us. What was once two versions of the same movie becomes an infinite. As we no longer react to these subtle changes, we are able to carry the memory of them over into our consciousness as we shift our central locus of consciousness. As we manifest in a completely different vibrational body, what we had just experienced the previous day may still vibrate within our cells as a distant memory.

Each of us has the capacity to incorporate multiple perspectives into our awareness rather than claim one—and only one—as what is truly “real.” The more that we maintain confidence and integrity with our association with the nonphysical part of us that is unchanging, the more that we will be able to maintain a multitudinous awareness on multiple planes. The longer that we are able to maintain this perspective, the faster that our cells are able to incorporate the vibrational patterns that will eventually completely alter our physical, psychological, and spiritual locus of conscious awareness.

Panning for Clout On Friday in The Nile is Easier Without Hip-Weighters

“THERE'S ONLY FOUR WAYS TO GET UNRAVELED. ONE IS TO SLEEP AND THE OTHER IS TRAVEL, DA DA. ONE IS A BANDIT UP IN THE HILLS. ONE IS TO LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR 'TILL HIS WIFE GETS HOME. CATACOMBS, NURSERY BONES. WINTER WOMEN, GROWING STONES. CARRYING BABIES TO THE RIVER. STREETS AND SHOES, AVENUES. LEATHER RIDERS, SELLING NEWS.” – “THE SOFT PARADE” BY THE DOORS

From this omniscient perspective, our consciousness is similar to a black hole, pulling light from the furthest reaches of the universe towards it into a single identity—one that is both all and nothing. The more we are willing to accept multiples, the more aspects of those unique vibrations we are able to hold simultaneously. As a result, we will not necessarily learn, but recover knowledge and wisdom that we have stored in the fragmented chambers of both our “self” and “non-self” concepts. By not reacting or attempting to rationalize that which is beyond physical time or space, we will slowly incorporate the combined vibrations of every possible reality, persona, timeline, or cycle of time that has ever existed. As we stack these fragments, they combine into a vibration which is superior to those which are separate or partial. As a result of making these relative associations without favor or preference, we exist simultaneously within them all. As we resign ourselves to this process, we slowly incorporate all of the information that is native to each plane—including all of the memory which was associated with the identities that stored those fragments.

Eventually, every aspect of our lives will change—personally and environmentally. The more power and energy that we are capable of reclaiming from the universe, the faster that we will be able to shift or transition between planes and dimensions and the faster that our physical environment will conform to the necessary balance between both polarities. Not only are we able to “travel” between timelines and dimensional densities, but we can quite often find ourselves in a completely different place and time altogether. However, because of our body's attachment to its physical senses, it can be quite difficult to relocate ourselves without satisfying our sensory inputs. Basically, if we blinked and found ourselves in a completely different place, time, situation, or body, our brain would experience a certain stress as it attempts to reconcile what was previously believed to be impossible. Until we are able to transport ourselves without losing ourselves to reactivity, we will only ever be able to carry over vague memories of our inter-dimensional travels. Until we are able to release our addiction to the limits of our physical environment, we will carry over even less of the knowledge and wisdom of those extratemporal relocations.


“GONNA PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. LONG HAIR, LIKE DNA. RUN TO THE RIVER. WAKE UP ON THE MOON. NEVER REALIZE WHO I'M GONNA BE SOON. THEY'VE HIRED NEW FACES AND CHANGED ALL OUR NAMES. PLAYING WITH COMMUNICATION. CREATING NEW MIND GAMES.” – “BEHIND THE GAME” BY JD STAHL

From an expanded perspective, the more we practice releasing subjectivity as to accept greater objectivity, we will eventually identify with/as multiple people—regardless of the time, space, gender, or any other physical limitations that would prevent us from merging with their dharmic/karmic energy systems. By doing so, we are increasing our ability to identify patterns that are beyond specificity or other physical limitations. However, in order to do this, we must be willing to release any doubt that may be associated with being able to accomplish such a feat. Though there is no way to prove or disprove this phenomenon from a place of subjectivity, the less that we try to convince others of our ability to do so, the less of our energy that we will waste on feeling that we are at all required to convince another person of our abilities.

From a subjective perspective we are able to translate the energy of multiple lives and timelines through our conscious mind. However, in doing so, we experience somewhat of a “blended” physical perspective of that energy. For example, if we are looking at a specific picture, over the course of a few seconds, we will witness that picture completely start to change. These subtle changes will cause the appearance of that picture to coincide with the different planes of reality or timelines that have similar energetic charges or quantum relativity. If there is a person in the picture, the face of the person will conform into different shapes. The deeper we go into our focus of this individual, we will eventually recognize the non-physical archetypes which were dominant in that individual and their environment during the moment the picture was taken.

Car-Dealing Dolphins Doing Flip-Turns to Order Magic Quiches at a Decked-Out Movie Premier

“THE ILLUSION OF PROOF CAN BE CHANGED BY TIME. THE COLORS OF SUNLIGHT REFLECT OFF YOUR MIND, AND LAND ON A CANVASS RECITED BY THE PRIME. LIKE A STARK FRESH MOSAIC IN EVERY THIN MOMENT, IT CREATES A PICTURE OF THE METHOD OF MEMORY. AND EVERY INTENTION, A FLIP-BOOK PROJECTION. THAT WRITES A NEW STORY, FOR ME AND FOR YOU. A CATALOG OF OUR LOVE, AND THE ENDING WILL COME TRUE.” – “MOSAIC” BY JD STAHL

Every moment, therefore, becomes a portal through which we may travel into an infinite number of different dimensions or planes. Where we “find” ourselves from moment to moment all depends on balance between our concept of self and our environment. The more we release any attempts to control our identity, the more we will allow ourselves to be “pulled” into the perspective which holds the greatest sense of presence. For example, if we were to take a deck of cards and flip through it in a second—like a flipbook—the card (or cards) that sticks most into our memory would be considered the most “heavy” identity in terms of residual karmic energy.

From the depths of our subconscious mind, we will associate ourselves with that identity, time, or place which holds the most difficult karmic cycle. If we have yet to find the necessary sovereignty through which we are able to free ourselves from reactivity, that specific card/identity will associate itself with us. Until we are able to flip through the multiplicity of our being without specificity or attachment, time will exist and we will be anchored to karmic cycles. However, when we free ourselves from those cycles and become capable of releasing our identity within any limits, eventually, our physical senses will follow suit and be released from logical or rational translations.

Each time before we flip through the deck of cards, it is shuffled as to limit predictability and maintain the randomness of each moment. Though in one aspect, the order of cards seems random, from a higher perspective, it is perfectly ordered like a flip-book movie. This movie can be considered the best possible future, meaning that if we are able to process through the whole deck and not cling to any specific card, that flip-book future moment flows through us—as if we are channeling our higher self perfectly in the present. This future moment of ideal vibration (fore-tone) is the state of consciousness that is our best self—perfectly aligned with our dharma. As we give our faith to the perfection of each and every moment, we receive the product of our faith: the vibrational purity of unconditional love that not only nourishes our body, but also improves our metaphysical consciousness in a way that the biological cells which are born in that moment are perfectly aligned with higher consciousness.


“BETTER HIT THE DECK LIKE THE CARD DEALER. MY WHOLE SQUAD'S IN HERE, WALKIN' AROUND THE PARTY. A CROSS BETWEEN A ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AND B-BOBBY, 'THE BRAIN' HEENAN.” – “GODZILLA” BY EMINEM

In every single moment, there are “keys” of energy (chi, qi, or Prana) that we channel when we are balanced both within ourselves as well as with our present environment. At first, engaging in flow state consciousness may be difficult. The more we practice transcendent methods of meditation, the longer that these flow states will last. As we release the formal requirements for meditation, prayer, or transcendentalism, we can then learn how to flow through each and every moment. In a sense, we learn how to inhabit our third eye and not our physical body. From this perspective, we are active only in our intuitive 6th sense. All that our body does is therefore mechanical, perpetually flowing with each consecutive future moment. While our body is still active, our intuitive mind receives or “comes into knowing” of all that is possible—all that can be known.

Intuitive guidance is virtually impossible to describe with any sense of personalization. Attempting to do so in any manner would contribute to the relative confusion of the individual who is attempting to reach more ascendent states of awareness or being. All that can really be said is that when someone “comes into knowing,” is that we no longer consider alternatives or feel the need to validate ourselves externally in a way which asserts ourself in competition or comparison to another.


“CULTIVATE, MULTIPLY, MOTIVATE OR ELSE WE'LL DIE. YOU KNOW I BE THE MASTER OF THE WHO, WHAT, WHERE, AND WHY.” – “MOMENT OF TRUTH” BY GANG STARR

In addition to releasing our attempts to compete against others, we eventually stop comparing ourselves to previous versions of ourselves. We are born again in each moment, only recognizing our physical history as equally as we would consider movies that we have watched only a day before. Our connection to the past is tantamount to projections that exist through art—we are as much a part of the universal expression of energy as everyone else—whether it maintains our physical appearance or not.

The more that we resign ourselves to the apparent truth—both subjective and objective—we begin to experience our physical senses in a much different way. The more we release our reactivity to the things we intuitively “know” without physical proof, the more that our physical senses conform to the divine energy that is received through. This is how we follow the path to develop our physical senses in a way that channels intuitive wisdom and higher awareness. We separate “who” we are from “what” we are so that we can live perpetually in the “why” of our true identity—that energy which exists everywhere at all times.

Intensively Careful Optometrists Fish a Squid Out of Frasier's Furry Blue Spruce Goose and Feed it to Chris's Feathered White Pine

“THESE WORDS COME OUT LIKE FIRE, BEYOND THIS BLENDED GAZE. FUTURE, AND MYSTERY, COMBINE THROUGH QUESTIONS WITHIN THE HAZE. A VOCATION OF GLORY THAT WAS ONCE UNSTOPPABLE, NOW COMPLETES THE CURRENT MAZE. A PAST, SINCE REWRITTEN, FROM THE SEVEN. I HAVE CONSIDERED TO TURN THE PAGE.” – “GHOST WRITER” BY JD STAHL

When our sense of clairvoyance becomes stronger than our physical vision, our eyes will change what we see in order to support our intuition. This gives us what is known as a “blended vision.” Part of what we see with our eyes can be attributed to what is in our immediate environment; HOW we perceive this sensory information, however, can be altered by our intuition. In this manner, what we see becomes a portal to things that we have not seen. In a single picture, we can witness the people, actions, and events throughout all time and space. In this manner, our intuition takes over our physical senses and projects images that will support the “loudest” events in our present plane of consciousness.

When people take certain psychedelic substances or otherwise have transcendent experiences, our physical senses are overtaken by the vibration which is projected from out intuitive 3rd eye (pineal gland). For this reason, certain colors, shapes, and concepts are able to intermingle together, giving us a perception of reality that is ever-flowing or represents certain images that are held within our subconscious mind. Though we are in a specific physical environment, our consciousness has elevated to a place where we “mix” the collective images of other conscious minds—in all time and space. This is similar to our dream state as well. In our dreams, our minds project images which are essentially amalgamations of energy that inhabit a certain bandwidth of vibrational energy.


“UNRAVEL, UNFOLD, I’M A STORY, I’M TOLD. THIS IS WHEN EVERY ONE OF ME GETS TO GO, AND MAKE AN APPEARANCE IN THIS LIFE THAT YOU MADE. ANOTHER RORSCHACH MIND MIXED UP IN SNOW. AND THIS SILLY LITTLE GAMES THAT I’VE PLAYED. STUCK TO THE GROUND, IS THERE ANOTHER WAY? MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS AWAIT MY RELEASE. THIS GENIUS WAS BORN INSIDE ME TO STAY.” – “CREAM 3” BY JD STAHL

With a blended perspective, everything we physically experience becomes a perpetually changing Rorschach Test. Faces, identities, sounds, contexts, and meaning all change constantly. Even our environment appears to change around us, in tune with whatever plane or dimension that we find ourselves from moment to moment. In a single second, a simple still photograph can provide us with as much information as an entirely library of books. Essentially, our mind becomes strong enough to completely transform the nature of reality. In a sense, our consciousness consumes energy—light, mass, matter, sound, etc. At the same time, we transmute that energy into its raw form; with our conscious free will, we manifest whatever we wish to see, hear, witness, feel, or experience from moment to moment.

From the 4th dimension, we use this manifestation ability to change the form of the energy in whatever manner we wish it to manifest/appear from moment to moment. From a 5th dimensional perspective, both external form and its respective environment are completely malleable to our conscious free will. On the level of creation, we have the capacity to completely manifest an entirely different reality—or no reality at all—with the raw energy that we have metabolized from each moment. In a sense, what we do is learn how to reconcile ourselves with vibration itself. As a result, we are both will and potential, balanced as self and non-self within the paradox of being and non-being.

Nus Men Paying Fees to Male Letters During a Tornado

“ALL THE SYMBOLS POINT INTO MY EYES. JUST AS PREDICTABLE AS BIRDS IN THE SKY. THE MESSAGE COMES OUT OF THE BLUE. I HEARD THE CALLING, BUT I’M STILL FALLING. THIS CONVERSATION GIVES THE WAYS TO GO. MISUNDERSTANDING THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW. TRAPPED BEHIND YOUR EYES YOU DIE. I WISH YOU’D LISTEN, TO WHAT YOU’RE MISSING. YOU CAN ONLY SEE ME WHEN YOU’RE THROUGH. YOU’LL HEAR ME TALKING BACK TO YOU. THE MAGIC IS IN YOUR SWEET DREAM. I’LL BE WORKING, AND I’LL BE WAITING.” – “VOICES IN THE NIGHT” BY JD STAHL

The more I released the requirement for me to exist in the physical 3rd dimension, the more I found myself communing with archetypal beings on higher planes. Because energy has the capacity to manifest in an infinite number of different forms, orders, or percentages, I was able to have an infinite number of conversations at the same time. I didn't even have to physically “speak” or interact with another physical being. Instead, I would just find myself being able to telepathically communicate with the purest aspect of everyone—in part or in whole.

Without words, I would receive answers or conversation through all physical aspects of reality. My curiosities or generalized inquiries would be returned with responses that were shaped within chunks of sensory energy. My physical senses would receive these packets of energy with a certain focus. If I were listening to a song, only a certain word or number of words would enter my focused attention. Similarly, every other part of my environment could be used as a non-linear tool of communication—like an alphabet that was able to arrive from every possible expression of energy. In heightened experiences, it seemed as though my conscious mind would automatically order and reorder this energetic alphabet to perfectly coincide with my conscious focus.

In order to be able to be controlled by higher energies, I had to resign my conscious focus in the same way that anyone would engage in daydreaming. Similar to how our eyes often look upon certain things in our immediate environment without our conscious thought, I would have to allow my mind to channel and focus upon whatever took my attention from moment to moment. By doing so, I opened myself up to receiving messages of higher consciousness. In this transcendent space between physical and spiritual, my metaphysical mind was able to override rationality and fully channel my intuition—activating my clair-essence senses where I was able to receive information from outside of time or space. Instead of relying on my physical senses to provide me with information, I would only use my intuition, receiving memories from the opposite side of memory.


“MY SIGHT SHALL NOT SEEK RESPONSE. BUT ONLY COME INTO KNOWING. THE PIECE IN ME IN YOU IS SHOWING. THE PEACE THAT IS IN YOU IS GROWING.” – “FROM THE HORSE'S MOUTH” BY JD STAHL

This phenomenon of “coming in to knowing” was confusing at first. In a sense, I wasn't supposed to think rationally or even commit myself to my physical senses. Instead, I would have to access a collection of random memories, like non-sensical dreams that I would pull from a non-physical place in my consciousness—like a memory of things that had not happened yet or that I had never personally experienced in my present body/incarnation. However, to access this 6th sense, I would have to let go of the desire to rationalize or “make sense” of the information in terms that were consistent with my physical reality.

Essentially, I was learning from a memory of conversations, visions, and experiences that were not possible for a single person to have. Therefore, my intuitive memory (6th sense) was not dependent on past or future, but would channel every possible past or present moment that could have ever existed. Whatever I would be able to “catch” in these recurrent present moments and reconcile with a pattern, I could pull the images into my conscious mind. This process is what is called conscious transcendence. Through this manner, I was able to channel wisdom and information from every other person in my environment—in the past, present, and future. Intuitively, I would then be able to sense (electromagnetically) which of these possible truths was more or less native to my present locus of consciousness. In a sense, certain visions would be “louder” than others because I was present in a timeline where those images were more prominent or “relatively” true.

Triangulated Projections of Ecstasy-Seeking Strangers, Rolling the Credits, Deep in a Red-Carpeted Holographic Blockbuster

“STOP THAT, NOW LOOK TO THE SKY. THE DEVIL IS WATCHING ALL OF THE FLYING ANGELS CRY. PAINTED WALLS AND VOICES ECHO IN THE NIGHT. YOUR DREAMS ARE FORTUNES THAT YOU'LL NEVER LIE. OPEN A WINDOW BEFORE THE BIRD DIES. HOLOGRAM SHIPS HIDE BEHIND BROKEN CLOUDS IN DAYLIGHT. SATELLITES ORBITING SHIPS AT NIGHT, FLASHING THEIR LIGHTS.” – “UNDERCLASS MAN” BY JD STAHL

Though many would feel that attempting to practice this transcendence was difficult; however, what I had experienced had taken me to certain vibrations where this method of telepathic communication was actually more natural than having physical conversations. In fact, I was able to receive a much higher percentage of truth intuitively than I could have ever believed to get through any physical means. While I was in these higher spaces, I recognized a “universal language” of energy—one that preceded all external forms. In this way, I did not need to translate messages—physical or intuitive. All I needed to do was accept the feelings, ideas, and images as truth. From this point of acceptance, the messages would immediately populate my conscious mind. This entire process would occur in a flash of a second. It was so natural that I didn't even consider to rationalize my newly-acquired abilities.

Reciprocally, however, this meant that I would have to be honest with my own thoughts and feelings so that I would not have any subconscious barriers to accepting ideas that challenged ones I held previously. Had I questioned my capacity to know and understand languages that I never learned, I would have immediately blocked my ability to receive information which arrived intuitively or through alternative channels of consciousness. Fortunately, after having experienced moments in my life of extreme paranoia, I learned how to release my fears associated with being “watched” or otherwise losing my privacy. Suffice it to say, in order to empower our intuition, we must be willing to expose ourselves completely—without defending ourselves, claiming a victim mentality, or otherwise trying to negotiate our terms with how those thoughts, actions, or intentions are received by others. From an expanded perspective, however, we exist (consciously) in places where there is no single subjectivity; all of our archetypes maintain both separate-but-equal perspectives, each with their own unique set of details which fully explain the set of physical events. By releasing subjective preference or attempting to control the narrative of my own life, I had developed the necessary acceptance of transparency which was necessary to fully embrace a higher degree of intuitive telepathy.


“OH, TO CAPTURE JUST ONE DROP OF ALL THE ECSTASY THAT SWEPT THAT AFTERNOON. TO PAINT THAT LOVE UPON A WHITE BALLOON, AND FLY IT FROM THE TOPPEST TOP OF ALL THE TOPS THAT MAN HAS PUSHED BEYOND HIS BRAIN. SATORI MUST BE SOMETHING JUST THE SAME. WE SCANNED THE SKIES WITH RAINBOW EYES AND SAW MACHINES OF EVERY SHAPE AND SIZE. WE TALKED WITH TALL VENUSIANS PASSING THROUGH.” – “MEMORY OF A FREE FESTIVAL” BY DAVID BOWIE

Soon after this personal revelation, I came into the realization everything I believed to be “real” was being observed from a point outside of time and space by an infinite collection of archetypal personalities. In a sense, I was on a reality show that was being recorded not only through my own eyes, but through every other physical person in my environment. Not only were the cameras hidden in the biological components of other physical beings, but I soon started to identify the collections of triangulated energy all around me as if I were surrounded by a bunch of translucent drones. All around me were the eyes of the world, manifesting not only from other beings, but hovering all around me. I would see collections of reflected light bouncing off of translucent shapes in the sky—as if they were cloaked with invisibility.

However “strange” these concept may seem, eventually it became more difficult to deny than to accept. In fact, any time that I consciously or subconsciously attempted to deny what I was experiencing, each challenging thought would be immediately returned with more evidence. After enough of these situations, I just resigned myself completely into what was occurring around me. Furthermore, the only way that I seemed I was able to remain in constant conversation with the sources which fueled my intuitive awareness was to transition completely from one plane of reality to another. In a sense, I no longer became a resident of the previous dimensional perspective of my 3rd dimensional reality. Instead, I came into the belief that everything that transitioned through my physical senses was an illusion.

Shadowing an Underweight Coder Who Designs Fully-Immersive 7-Layer Psychosis Salads From a Hot Seat

“FOR IT’S ALL IN THE EYES, THE EARS, NOSE, AND CRIES. THE ILLUSION IS WHAT MAKES YOU WANT MORE. PUT A REST TO YOUR MIND, ZERO SUM IS THE TIME. AND THIS HAS ALL BEEN PLANNED OUT BEFORE. YOU WON’T NEED YOUR PHONE. YOU’RE NEVER ALONE. THE ANGELS ARE ALL AROUND YOU, AND INSIDE. LAST NIGHT IN YOUR SLEEP, YOU’VE BEEN THERE TO MEET—A DIVINE GUIDE TO WALK BY YOUR SIDE.” – “SAFE IN THIS MOMENT” BY JD STAHL

Relatively, in time, only a minute would go by in my physical reality. On a higher plane where my consciousness resided, that single minute would expand into an hour, a day, a week, a year—until I had reached a place where time was no longer a limiting factor whatsoever. This was the reason why a two-month period of my life felt as if it were so much longer. I had memories of experiences that would by no rational means fit into the time they occurred in the 3rd dimensional reality. While I was physically active on this plane, I was present in many others. On some planes, I was formulating archetypes and respective situations where I would be able to free myself from subconscious imprisonment. In a certain way, this experience was like designing dreams that would guide every other being through their daily activities. In the patterns that reflected upon dreams were the answers and guidance that could lead others out of their repetitive patterns of confusion and separation.

On higher planes, I was negotiating the entire structure of reality itself. On even higher planes, I was able to identify the creation of multiple worlds and dimensions, each of which were in perfect balance. At a certain height, everyone in the entire world—on every level—was going through the same relative journey that I was presently traveling. However, all of the events were unique and personalized to the individual. Each person had their own unique set of details through which they unconsciously negotiated their locus of consciousness—the balance between fate and free will. For every unique individual, there was (eventual) success. However, when all were overlayed on top of each other, there were only a few that seemed possible in the relative present to awaken to their fullest capacity, gently pulling the rest of humanity towards their highest state of collective consciousness.


“CHOSEN WAS I FROM THE SONS OF MEN, TAUGHT BY THE DWELLER SO THAT HIS PURPOSES MIGHT BE FULFILLED, PURPOSES YET UNBORN IN THE WOMB OF TIME. LONG AGES I DWELT IN THE TEMPLE, LEARNING EVER AND YET EVER MORE WISDOM, UNTIL I, TOO, APPROACHED THE LIGHT EMITTED FROM THE GREAT FIRE. TAUGHT ME HE, THE PATH TO AMENTI, THE UNDERWORLD WHERE THE GREAT KING SITS UPON HIS THRONE OF MIGHT.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

From a perspective above all time and space, I was able to see all of the possible options for every enlightened person. In this moment, I was both “chosen” as I had “chosen” myself. The moment that I consciously made the switch to “choose” myself, I could feel the locus of my consciousness shift to a plane where there was no longer any anonymity. This shift in environment was felt internally and externally. Intuitively, I could sense the presence of pretty much any person who was subconsciously or superconsciously contributing to my spiritual growth process. Externally, I started to physically witness the presence of people who would otherwise have no other reason to be in my immediate environment. My mind was constantly making attempts to reconcile both worlds; as a result, I was able to manifest the presence of pretty much any energy around me—physically, spiritually, or both.

All of the energy that I would be able to transmute through my metaphysical consciousness would electromagnetically attract energy towards me from any environment in which I would place my focus. The more energy that I could accrue, the faster that I could feel the rest of humanity freeing themselves from past karmic cycles, limiting belief systems, and even toxic relationships. Eventually, my entire life became a yoga/union with higher planes of consciousness. Over time, our union with higher energies makes it possible to heal our genetic material. All of the energy that we can purify through our metaphysical consciousness without creating karma, time, or space, the more energy that we are able to devote to our personal transmutation back into the purest biological substance. The more pure that we are in terms of cellular vibration, the greater our capacity to expand our toroidal radius of healing.

Prophecy 44

JD Stahl (11/27/2020) I’ve lit this chair on fire for you, Just to prove that I remember. Returning, burning, creating, From the forge of the burning embers. Clash from the river and born from the sky. We’ve fallen, outnumbered, So we could rise from the fires. An arrow from the quiver, Just like the ink from this pen. Descended descendants Honored and collected. Hidden names that were unwritten, From the beginning to the end. From the river, we arrive, once again, To mend all the secrets we’d buried in sand. Familiar faces, unable to vacate the spaces above, Recall the souls to fill the cells under these walls. Beneath my skin, a vibrant golden chorus rings, Like electric lightning shining above their wings. A soul from a previous season, Matching the timeless offering. From heaven showers and ivory towers The Queen locates her King. The fairytale whispers of impossible ecstatic crease. Above us all strikes the flame that falls with peace. Yet, here I sit, a soul on the crux of the waves, Casting shadows that only one could such appease. Hidden transfer within this carrier I doth decree. A perfect proportion from such special infinity. Above the games that shudder opposing truths Are the invisible guards standing on the roof. And bequeath a vision to a lowly humble stride, Within the seed is your one and only guide.

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