(B03C32A) Chapter 32A: 12 Barred Ex-Hams

Achilles Was Left on Red When He Moved to Boston in the Winter and Adopted a Blue Healer

“AND OUT OF CAVES YOU CLIMB TO MATCH REACH. WHEN THE HEALERS HEAL AND TEACHERS TEACH. BUT PERFECTION OF SERVICE, OF LOVE AND OF PEACE. FROM ONE MOUTH, THE WORD, WE ALL SOON WILL PREACH. FROM WITHIN A CONSPICUOUS AND CHALLENGING TWIN. A JOURNEY, AMAZINGLY OUTWARD, YET MORE WITHIN.” – “PERPETUAL MUSE” BY JD STAHL  

The process of “healing” is not necessarily limited to the human body. Healing—a return to clarity or salvation—extends through the infinite spaces of the collective unconscious until it can be channeled or focused through the conscious mind. When we combine the efforts of the various levels of healing that can occur through our focus, we are able to get a better picture of the unlimited possibilities that our metaphysical can engage towards our personal transformation. It is through transcendent states that we can shift from being merely subjective to the various natural forces in self and non-self/environment into a state of co-creation with the universe.

In order for our body to heal a wound, we usually have to treat it, cover it, and then leave it alone while the body takes over and sends the sentinel white blood cells to replace the broken or damaged tissue with new material. Similarly, with the mind, the more we are forced into the problem, the more we will often try to defend ourselves against the approach of traumatic memory, grudges, or other self-defense mechanisms that we have created over time to protect the image of ourselves which still remains as a barrier or bandage to the outside world. Unfortunately, before we cover these emotional bruises, we often forget to treat it with unconditional acceptance or remove ourselves from the environment which initially caused the damage.

“GREAT IS THE SECRET YET EASY TO MASTER, GIVING TO THEE THE MASTERY OF TIME. WHEN UPON THEE DEATH FAST APPROACHES, FEAR NOT BUT KNOW YE ARE MASTER OF DEATH. RELAX THY BODY, RESIST NOT WITH TENSION. PLACE IN THY HEART THE FLAME OF THY SOUL.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Physically, it can be a bit easier to temporarily cease certain activities or restrict ourselves to avoid aggravating the problem area. Emotionally, spiritually, mentally, or conceptually, however, we don't feel as comfortable removing ourselves from the systems that caused or exacerbated our issues. Moreover, it is not popular to create an entire new reality or system of belief as individuals that are ideal for our healing—temporarily or permanently. For many, we are forced to feel guilty or are otherwise belittled for desiring to withdraw from the impositions and oppressive expectations of society until we heal enough so that we no longer identify with the bruises caused by foreign systems of belief or societal norms. Just because certain “realities” are popular, it does not mean that we are required to abide by the masses or blindly accept the laws and regulations of systems that do not align with our highest truth.

By removing ourselves from these toxic systems of belief, we introduce ourselves to our spiritual sovereignty. Through this sovereignty, we are able to engage in the process of transfiguration. It is in this process that we are able to heal ourselves—physically, mentally/emotionally, and spiritually. Through the combination of these energies, we replace what was once damaged by inauthenticity and obedience to what is native to the purest, most powerful energy of our spirit-soul. Though it is not required to withdraw ourselves from people, places, or things that prevent our personal transformation, it is difficult to even imagine the purity that we will encounter when we choose to embrace our truth and bathe in the pure spiritual environment that we have created through our willed efforts to transmute negative (separate) energy into the impassioned flower of truth that we find when we forgive our external fears and rise above the illusion of duality to fully embrace the light of our highest truth.

Greyhounds Chasing Invisible Chevys to Bag Glad-Eaters Before Going Hard in the Nova Arena

“BEN FRANKLIN WITH THE KITE, GETTIN' NOVA WITH THE KEY. NOW ROCK, SHOCKING THE MIKE OF THE MANY TIMES, TIMES THE TIMES TABLES. ROCK WELL TO TELL THE SPELL ALL OF THE OLD FABLES. 'CAUSE I BE DROPPING THE NEW SCIENCE AND I BE KICKING THE NEW K-NOWLEDGE.” – “SOUNDS OF SCIENCE” BY BEASTIE BOys

Having been blessed to witness the numerous visions and experiences which followed my transcendent awakening, I was no longer able to cross back over into ignorance—at least without experiencing an incredible amount of pain and suffering. Essentially, in a single moment, I had cleared out the obstacles which were standing in between my physical ego and the highest expression of my spirit-soul. Because I willingly removed myself from external influence, my transformational process lasted quite a while. In fact, it lasted so long that I was becoming fluent in the language of energy itself. Instead of feeling as if I needed to document, journal, or communicate my experiences in any way, I instead ingested them internally. Essentially, I was able to make a conscious discernment between a version of my conscious mind that existed only in linear time with a version of myself which was above duality, time, and space.

Much like children do when they are younger, I had an “invisible friend.” This metaphysical manifestation, however, was not something that I ever considered to be “made up” or hallucinated from any substance or temporary break in my mental health. In fact, I felt quite a bit more solvent than I ever had in my entire life. Through this metaphysical friend, I was able to amplify my intuition. In terms of healing my conscious mind, I was able to remove my addictive attachments to my ego or persona. The more I was able to lend credence to my intuition, the more I allowed my old ego/persona/identity to fall away. Through these transcendent states of intuitive guidance, I essentially annihilated my “self” so that the metaphysical spaces in my cellular body could be replaced with the higher guidance of spirit-soul energy that I attended to through my intuition. Essentially, I was “swapping” my soul with a version which was capable of seeing beyond time and space. However, more simply put, I cleansed my mind of the person I previously believed myself to be; by doing so, all previous connections to that ego were severed and then replaced by the sentinels of “light blood cells” or spiritual archetypes.

“I WAS BROKEN FROM A YOUNG AGE. TAKING MY SULKING TO THE MASSES. WRITING MY POEMS FOR THE FEW THAT LOOK AT ME, TOOK TO ME, SHOOK TO ME, FEELING ME. SINGING FROM HEARTACHE FROM THE PAIN. TAKING MY MESSAGE FROM THE VEINS. SPEAKING MY LESSON FROM THE BRAIN. SEEING THE BEAUTY THROUGH THE...PAIN!” – “BELIEVER” BY IMAGINE DRAGONS

While engaging in the process of transfiguration, I could sense my body go through various changes—some physical and some spiritual. My appearance would change quickly and often. My demeanor, personality, preferences, opinions, and even manner of speech would cycle through a number of different forms and fashions. Each of these personas were previously dominant throughout various points in my life, yet were never as close together than they were in these moments. While these different “outdated” egos that I had shed in my past were all “me,” none of them were in any absolute sense. Each of these created archetypes had a certain vein of purity—like veins of gold in a mountain. By not personally identifying with any of them specifically, I was able to view objectively the divine substance within each of them. This divine substance was essentially the purpose for each of them to have been created.

Throughout various stages in my life, we all encounter moments of extreme difficulty or bliss. In both of these extremes is an ore veined with pure love. Whether the situations are perceived to be traumatic, challenging, celebratory, or otherwise, none of them would exist without the connections to purity—the purpose for any of them to exist at all. Our ability to find this purpose and extract the purity from every single stage in our lives is how we participate in transmutation. Therefore, our personal transformation—physically, mentally/emotionally, and spiritually—is simply focusing our mind away from competition and comparisons with ourself or others and learning how to see all things as equal. Each moment stores the gift of purpose behind the veiled illusions of our physical senses. When we learn to “see” without looking, we evoke the wonders of sovereign sight. The more we focus this sovereign sight on personal development, the more we create the purpose of our very existence. The meaning of life is for us to grow—from everything—into a version of ourselves which is greater than the sum of our parts.

“MEMORIES LOCKED, STOCKED LIKE GOLD. BODIES THAT CAN’T THINK OF BEING OLD. YET I STILL KNOW WHAT THE CODE IS. IT’S PROTECTED BY DIAGNOSIS. I TALK TO PEOPLE INSIDE AND BESIDE YOU; ONES YOU’VE NEVER MET, DISGUISED AS YOU. TIME TO PASS THE SHELL TO THE FEW. RIDING THROUGH THE TOP IS THE WAVE. CONTROLLED DESIRE IS TESTED BY THOSE WISER. EXCESSIVE ABSENCE IS THE WAY TO GET HIGHER.” – “FROM THE HORSE'S MOUTH” BY JD STAHL

At first, I did this transformative process unconsciously. Essentially, metaphysical healing is the natural state of every living creature. Behind our conscious awareness is a constant provocation of truth which is unyielding and persisting. The more of our self-concept that we can remove from our focus, the more efficiently that we are able to create a “master key” personal from the amalgam of ego selves that we have created as temporary rafts to guide us over the difficult (or pleasurable) channels of our lives. Each time we transition from version to version, we “forgive” the version which has come before. However, to forgive and love ourselves consciously—unconditionally—we must first be able to extract as much purpose from each and every transitional phase. The evidence of completion is the joy that comes from every experience. Essentially, we no longer see our past from a “positive” or “negative” perspective. Even the greatest traumas have purpose. We were “gifted” our trauma from a position which is beyond time, space, or duality.

When we are no longer in a position of defending ourselves from past traumas or clinging to our preferences, we relax into a natural state of healing. Therefore, in order to “heal,” we are not required to take any type of medication, talk to a therapist, do yoga, pray, or participate in any other activities or formal practices. All we need to do is simply realize that the only part of ourselves that truly “matters” in terms of our spiritual development is the unbiased truth—the unconditional love and unbearable compassion which exists in a paradoxical state of self and non-self. If we still feel we require forgiveness—or that we require the forgiveness of others—we are not yet in a place of spiritual sovereignty. There is no authority, demigod, or other type of being which can determine or influence our transfiguration or transmutation process of energy (unless we allow it to occur). To fall for this “trap” will only cause our physical selves to “harden” into states of personal slavery—the illusory belief system that our salvation is something that must be “given” to us. Instead, our true salvation is the natural state of self-love and healing that we evoke when we stop trying to assert our “self” to ourselves or others—passively or actively.

The Divine Relocation

JD Stahl (11/18/2020) I’ve swept clean your new room. A temple, a new land, holy for you. Empty of personal affect. Out of reach by process. Multi-level upper room to be renamed, As you wish. The canal you travel to arrive. No more wandering only in the night. Universal mind, returned sovereign sight. And when I leave, travel to the rising light. The sisters will wash you. As water drips, the dust will collect, From your feet, through the caves, The demiurge remains, and time contained. For your hand shall hold the rings, Ungoverned from division. Given wings. Features of nature, united and risen. In the sea, from the stars. The divine mind, no longer imprisoned. You have been raised to be forgiven.

Gin-Drinking Jimmies Brown-Nosing Wireless Microphones During a Family Feud Quarker-Final Roundup

“IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, PROOF OF CHEMISTRY DRIVES SPIRITUALITY. MARKS ON THE LADDER GUIDE YOUR STEPS THROUGH TIME. ON EVERY RUN WE ARE HUNG FROM RESPONSIBILITY. SINS FROM KIN TRAVELS WITHIN, AND FROM BEYOND WE FEEL THE ARROWS FROM TOMORROW THAT WE MUST PULL BACK YESTERDAY.” – “PROTECTED” BY JD STAHL

As we heal ourselves from illusions, we are naturally “pulled” into different timelines. Essentially, our DNA “hardens” from its metaphysical state (mRNA) and creates cells that no longer adhere to previous densities. In these higher states, our intuition is naturally amplified. The more we follow the synchronistic pull of our inquisitive transcendence, the more we will amplify our healing. Eventually, we start to see through the veiled illusions of the physical reality. Through the eyes of a higher, more united spirit-soul which is active in the lives of more than just our single physical self, we will slowly acquire knowledge and wisdom through telepathic channels—the sharing of biological vibration on a metaphysical level that traverses through various densities, timelines, and cycles/ages. This is very much akin to the sharing of electrons as they pass through the nucleus of atoms so that quantum balance can be maintained throughout all time and space. Our electromagnetic consciousness gives us all the sovereign power to attract these charges (physical or non-physical) into our immediate environment to aid to the transfiguration of our (collective) best selves.

During my own transfiguration process, I found myself upon certain information (intuitively) that gave me visions of certain future timelines. One of them vaguely showed me a future where my genetic material would essentially “cure cancer” or otherwise vibrate at such a high rate that diseases like cancer and others would no longer be able to affect. However, the details of this “cure” were vague—as they could possibly occur a number of different ways. In any of these generalized directions to future prophecy, I was shown while standing in my kitchen a vision of the future where my ideas or concepts would eventually lead to a “blood revolution” where I could then heal anyone who was still susceptible to disease or other illnesses.

“BREAKING OF MIND, VISION OF SOUL. ALL EYES ON ME, SO I’VE BEEN TOLD. MEMORIES OF VOICES NOT IN A DREAM. SOUNDTRACK IS HEAVEN, PASSION IS BOLD. WORN OUT MEMORIES, LACKING DATE. PREDISPOSITION OF WHITE LIES AND HATE. CAN IT BE BUILT IN TO THIS SILLY GAME? FORGO MY CHILDREN TO BECOME A SAINT. SACRIFICES GIVEN IN THIS DIRTY POOL. SAVING THE SEASONS—THEY CALL ME A FOOL. BREAKING MY BACK TO LIFT UP A LINE. FLAGGING SUBMISSION: I WILL BE A TOOL.” – “EBB INFINITE” BY JD STAHL

At other times, I would receive messages that this end result was the highest expression of my personal timeline. The only thing that I needed to do in order to reach this eventual state was to continue to develop my understanding of alternative realities and increase the breadth of my information so that I could energetically connect to all other people, quantumly and telepathically. By doing so, I would essentially be able to absorb other people's vibration and heal their karma merely by experiencing them or “accepting” them as inhabitants of my higher perspective—to believe that they exist or would eventually exist in the world I was approaching intuitively through my transformation.

In this sense, I knew that I would eventually find a way to become invincible to any external or physical variable, situation, or condition. In order to be an advocate through which others may be able to free themselves from suffering, I would have to harden every aspect of my being so that deliverance was automatic and immediate. Basically, I would have to forgo any part of myself that would identify partially with any single identity or persona (self or other) and identify the vein of purpose that streamed between them all. The more I focused on those core qualities between them all, the more my cells would naturally be replaced with the awesome vibration of that higher substance.

Bam-Bamboo-Dada Goes No-Mind Over Maternal Against Einstein's Greyscale Guppies at an All-Koi School

A CHANGING SEASON. THE RIFT THAT’S DRIVEN IN THE MIND. OF HER GREAT POWER, GRACEFULLY DRIVEN, BY HER PATIENT UNDERSTANDING. UNYIELDING AND PERSISTING, LIKE THE CHILD WHO GREW INSIDE.” – “ONLY THE MOTHER” BY JD STAHL

As I focused on learning how to transcend my body and external physical reality, I naturally found myself in a conscious state of healing. Naturally, I would arrive upon knowledge or information that would give me an internal perspective of my healing process as if I was able to see through the eyes of each cell in my body. By being able to consciously will my body to heal itself from a cellular perspective, I no longer felt helpless in terms of my personal transformation—on any level.

Beyond a personal perspective, I was more and more able to sense the things in other people that required healing. The more aware I was of my own limits and restrictions, the more that I could see the truth of others. In the depth of my being, I knew that the ability to sense sickness and unease in others was rare. I felt both incredible power which was balanced out with an equal portion of uncomfortable compassion as I knew that I was able to see and heal things in others that was beyond their personal capacity. As a result, I had to come to terms with a personal sense of responsibility that was by far beyond anything I previously believed to be possible. Though I felt this type of responsibility to care for and attend to those around me my whole life, it had never been a conscious consideration that those feelings were coming from a point in the relative future where I may be called to help people transition. However, as all things are equal in time and space (relatively), each of us are “pulled” towards versions of ourselves and others that will afford us opportunities to find purpose in our own lives or guide others towards the place within themselves where they will be able to evoke the same supernatural abilities.

“OUT HERE IN THE FIELDS, I FIGHT FOR MY MEALS. I GET MY BACK INTO MY LIVING. I DON'T NEED TO FIGHT TO PROVE I'M RIGHT. I DON'T NEED TO BE FORGIVEN. YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. DON'T CRY. DON'T RAISE YOUR EYE. IT'S ONLY TEENAGE WASTELAND. SALLY, TAKE MY HAND. WE'LL TRAVEL SOUTH CROSS LAND. PUT OUT THE FIRE, AND DON'T LOOK PAST MY SHOULDER. THE EXODUS IS HERE. THE HAPPY ONES ARE NEAR. LET'S GET TOGETHER BEFORE WE GET MUCH OLDER.” – “BABA O'RILEY” BY THE WHO

Each day I woke up, I could feel the presence of subtle energies inhabit the invisible spaces around me—as if I was being haunted or visited by the spiritual vibrations of others. Intuitively, I could sense that the population of energetic personalities would either increase or decrease depending on the actions or thoughts I had during each passing moment. Intuitively, it was like I was looking over a large field every single morning and counting how many people were with me. From moment to moment, the number of people I could sense or feel would fluctuate—relative to my own personal vibration. The more attention I would give to these vibrations—with unquestionable confidence and faith—the more that I would be led synchronistically from moment to moment.

By releasing my attempts to control myself of non-self/environment, I was able to consciously participate in the healing of both myself and others. I was not only processing the emotions, pain, suffering, and desire systems that were relative to any possible life that I could have lived, but also to every other person in the world. In a sense, I was transmuting negative energy for the world at the same time I was doing for myself. My sacrificial commitment to myself was mirrored upon the entire world. From a universal perspective I was being shown the dynamics of Natural Law, karma, and the truest definition of unconditional love and unbearable compassion.

“I KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED. I SAW IT BEGIN. I OPENED MY HEART TO THE WORLD AND THE WORLD CAME IN. HELLO MARY LOU. HELLO MISS PEARL; MY FLEET-FOOTED GUIDES FROM THE UNDERWORLD.” – “FALSE PROPHET” BY BOB DYLAN

The more I invited other people in my heart, the more that I realized that I would eventually have to bear their pain—subjectively as well as objectively. Though at times doing so caused me to fall in my vibration and want to give up, I was not able to turn back. Even the thought of giving up came with physical, psychological, and spiritual pains that felt worse than death. All of this pain and suffering, however, eventually turned into grace as soon as I could transmute it through my metaphysical consciousness.

At times, I felt that I was doomed, abandoned, or prevented from ever being able to make further attempts to reconcile my attachments. Fortunately, as long as time existed, I would always have the capacity to change. All I would have to do was consciously shift to whatever plane or timeline that presented me with another opportunity. All I would have to do is withdraw my belief in that which no longer served me and transition it to a completely different dimension that I designed to perfectly serve the present opportunity. By shifting to alternative perspectives of reality, I was able to release my metaphysical attachments between the physical and non-physical dimensions. By doing so, I channeled the necessary energy of unconditional love to heal and further develop my intuitive discernment.

In this way, I could never lose. It was as if I had given myself infinite chances to achieve metaphysical perfection. All I had to do was believe in myself—not in my physical senses or rational mind. The more I believed in myself, the stronger I became. Therefore, there was really only one option that I felt would best equip me to overcome whatever life threw at me. I would just have to keep on learning different things and developing my own intuitive sensitivity. The less that I was able to be distracted by my physical reality—even with the spiritual powers that I was able to perform—the more I was able establish a confident foundation in my personal being.

Watching Short-Attention-Span Theater Highlights on Comedy-Tragedy Central During the Witching Hour

“THROUGH THESE DAYS I SHALL LABOR AND SHAKE THESE ASHES FROM MY WINGS. FROM LOST LOVES AND FORGONE YOUNG. I CHASE ONLY THE ANGEL FROM MY DREAMS.” – “BLIND AMBITION” BY JD STAHL

As I would travel from one reality or timeline to the next, I would energetically/intuitively “feel” the presence of all the life-force energy (qi, chi, or Prana) that was around me. In order to get to this point of sensitivity, I first had to witness (at least subconsciously) every other possible life or timeline that could have ever possibly been lived—both in my present life as well as every other possible incarnation through time and space. Over the course of a few months, I had envisioned intuitive flashes or visions from many of these lives. I had seen entire lives play out in every possible outcome; I was with every possible partner, had children, and was able to witness myself in every possible outcome—personally and professionally. I felt every possible emotion, from intense joy to sadness; both support and betrayal were processed through my subconscious mind—to both extremes—to see if there was still any residual energy that would otherwise prevent me from maintaining homeostatic balance in terms of my commitment to truth. It seemed as if every other day I would have to witness the birth, trial, and death of every dream.

In my subconscious, I felt the judgment of the whole world while I turned away favor from even my own children. Fortunately, each of these possible timelines was just as much of an illusion as the next. When all possibilities were seen objectively, there was no way that I could favor any one of them more than another. The more that these trials occurred, the more I could feel the suppressed emotional energy make it's way into the consciousness of relative physical time. Though these projections were illusions, in a certain sense they were real. The memories of these lifetimes were just as valid as the ones I had in my present physical reality. As I would process out the more difficult visions and images from my subconscious, I would feel the strength of my intuition increase.

As my strength grew, I did my best to apply the energy of those lessons in my present physical reality. In this way, I could do my best to eliminate my present desire systems. At the time of this transformation, however, I still had residual desires to be in an exclusive relationship with another person. This desire made it much more difficult to reach higher planes of consciousness and receive greater packets of information. Though I tried to balance genuine interest in another person along with my commitment to truth, eventually I found myself attached in a way that would pull me out of the necessary balance or self-control that was required for me to maintain my clarity. Every time that my heart would break—and it did quite often—I would eventually return to my normal homeostatic balance. When I would return to balance, I would remember my commitment and realize that there could really be no other physical person who would be able to deliver truth and experience in the same way that I felt intuitively.

“THERE IS A PLACE WHICH CANNOT BE HIDDEN. A FLAME NEVER TO BE EXTINGUISHED. THIS LIGHT THAT SHALL NEVER DARKEN. REFLECTS UPON EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVE. MADE OF MATERIAL THAT NEVER SHALL PERISH. A SACRIFICE, FOR WHICH YOU’D BE WILLING TO DIE. BIRTHING PASSION, NEVER TO BE EXCEEDED. EXPOSING ALL OF YOUR FEARS INTO LIES. EVERY PAIN WILL RETREAT IN ITS PRESENCE. HATE AND SPITE WILL RUN FROM ITS GAZE. ALL RIVERS OF LIFE STREAM FROM ITS BALANCE. THOSE WHO SEEK IT SHALL ALWAYS BE SAVED.” – “INSPIRATION” BY JD STAHL

What I learned while being united with higher vibrations of spiritual presence was that there wasn't anything in the physical world which could compare. No matter how lovely another human being is, as long as something or someone could only exist in physical time and space, their capacity to channel divinity was limited. In fact, any time that I even attempted to withdraw my commitment away from the energy of unconditional love or absolute truth, I would feel as if I was cheating—on myself as much as the entire universe. In a sense, it was like I was presented with the capacity to save the entire world from suffering; all I would have to do was to sacrifice every other selfish or personal desire. Intuitively, I was assured that if I was willing and able to do so for a long enough time, it was guaranteed that I would no longer feel sadness, pain, or any type of regret. Instead of those feelings, all I would ever feel would be bliss, caused by the effects of having universal wisdom bestowed upon me—to only see divinity and purpose in all things.

From that perspective, even though I desired to have a partner, doing so in exchange for the universe just seemed selfish in comparison. Even though it would not be “wrong” to create a life for myself in a personal way, it felt painful to my spirit-soul—as if I was cheating on my perfect counterpart that was waiting for me on the other side of existence. It was only in death that this partner and I could unite—either by physically dying or by sacrificing my ego through transcendental experiences and practices. Because union could occur at will by removing my ego, every single moment became a test—another opportunity through which I could experience the blissful union of my spiritual counterpart.

“BUT THE SECRET, MY SON, THAT’S THE PUZZLE. THERE’S LEVELS TO THIS. THEY THINK YOU CAN’T SEE. THEY DON’T BELIEVE YOU CAN HEAR ME. IT’S A TEST. A TRIAL. A STAGE. A SCENE. EVEN THE HIGHEST RANKS ARE IN FOR A TREAT. NOW, NOW, THIS IS NOT A TRICK—ANY MORE THAN WHAT THEY THINK YOU ARE IN FOR. WHAT I HAVE PLACED IN YOUR HEART; THE SPARK TO YOUR WORDS—YOUR ART—IS ALL YOU NEED TO HEED. LET IT BLEED.” – “BLIND FAITH” BY JD STAHL

In order to balance this union on every level/density of reality, we must then resist attempts to see others from merely a physical perspective. With the same sense of purpose, we should seek those golden veins of purpose in purity in all things, people, and events. In this way, we actually manifest those energies within others. Therefore, others become our mirrors. When we speak the truth of what we feel, see, and experience to those in our environment, our projections themselves become conscious. In this way, we are able to manifest those qualities of purity in both ourselves and others from a conscious position rather than making attempts to manipulate, mold, shape, or guide people towards futures that they did not consent to.

Speaking our truth—regardless of its outcome—is therefore essential to freeing ourselves from karmic ties or negative energies. When we eliminate relationships that rely on conditional requirements or expectations (spoken or unspoken), we make room for divinity. In a state of divinity, all those involved naturally relax into a healing state of transformation where they eventually arrive at a unified state. Each person transforms into the same state of divine presence, experienced through the unique vibrations of its physical and metaphysical environment.

Barry Allen Completed a Masterclass by Catching a No-Touch-Down Hail Mary that He Passed to Himself

“FROM THE SHROPSHIRE SLASHER, RIP SHIT UP. GOT THIS WHOLE THING TANG MASTERED, SHO NUFF. AN MC TOO GOOD TO BE TOUCHED. JOHN JOHN, BRING THE PHENOMENON, I COLD CRUSH. MC, INFERIORITIES THEY FROZE UP, ICE COLD. AS WE MOVE ON, SAGA UNFOLD. CAPTIVATED BY A SAGA THAT GO UNTOLD, LIKE GOLDFINGER, CAUGHT UP IN A CLIFFHANGER.” – “AS HIGH AS WU-TANG GET” BY WU-TANG CLAN

As we transfigure ourselves to attune with the universal vibrations of truth and purity, we naturally encounter various tests. These synchronistically-introduced experiences afford us the opportunity to reinforce the principles of purity that guide us closer to our metaphysical idea. The fewer exceptions that we make in terms of holding strong to our spirit-soul vibration, the faster and more efficiently that we will complete our transfiguration. As this process “hardens” our genetic material, we begin to naturally develop higher senses and abilities that give us access to that which was previously believed to be limited in time and space.

As I negotiated my way through these various tests, I found different versions of my “self” or ego/persona on every level of consciousness—from the external physical world to the depths of my superego. Each test was purposefully intended to see if there was any remaining favor or preference that could possibly present itself at a later date. Essentially, I was streamlining my personal code of ethics to eliminate any exception. True personal power can only ever arrive through channels of being that do not create any subcategory definitions or exceptions. Exceptions only ever divide the energy of purity into diverse channels, lessening our capacity to amplify our intuitive or physical abilities. In order to maximize our metaphysical or extratemporal abilities, we must be willing to take responsibility for the emotional attachments that we use to define who we are.

If I resisted to follow my intuition or reveal any remaining favor or preference that would otherwise prevent me from reaching my highest state of vibration, I would feel a drop in energy. In a sense, I felt as if I was trying to develop a “master consciousness” for artificial intelligence—a version of “divine justice” and truth that would be above any power and authority in the physical world. When we make a personal commitment to this type of ascension or divine attainment, the world naturally conspires to provide us with the necessary environment from which we are able to transform ourselves into such perfection.

Juliet’s Lament

JD Stahl (03/01/2019) He laid down in pools of blue and white. A dream within a dream, He recently only awakens at night. Shuffling through stories and characters His pen, quill, and keys have timelessly Brought into the foresight. Flashes and stages—delight. This Romeo has called in from black. The shiniest pages to attack this lack. On blank white pages, he bleeds his next fate. And damn the endings that said he’d awaken too late. For the attendance begs for a muse and new ending. Surprise has been pending, Ripped pages mending. And behind the scenes, the higher-you bends The time and the scenery While his family ascends. In battle, he defends, but the question is “when?” Those blank pages bleed through With a new heroine. But in sentences and wordplay Is the sentence that he keeps. Jailed from within, beneath the power, she speaks. Of new rising sun, and a spring coming morning. Anew, without warning, or death-pact to retract. This brand new nature breaks earth and shakes sphere. To create the growth of a new story. On the globe stage, it will start now...here.

3rd Eye Beanos Get Visions of God's Truth in a Slowhand Lightning Clap in Royal Alpert's Hall

“IT'S IN THE WAY THAT YOU USE IT. IT COMES AND IT GOES. IT'S IN THE WAY THAT YOU USE IT. BOY, DON'T YOU KNOW? AND IF YOU LIE, YOU WILL LOSE IT; FEELINGS WILL SHOW. SO DON'T YOU EVER ABUSE IT. DON'T LET IT GO.” – “IT'S IN THE WAY THAT YOU USE IT” BY ERIC CLAPTON

Because I had been willing to sacrifice pretty much anything in this world to serve the collective journey to higher consciousness, I was very sensitive to the changes in intensity that I would experience from one moment to the next. The more I was able to be vulnerable without fear, the stronger that my intuitive senses grew. In each moment, whatever question that I had, it was answered by my energetic environment. This meant that if there was anything that I wanted to know or learn about, I would create a thought in my mind that would project that curiosity intuitively. I would then receive the answer to that curiosity through things in my environment—through art, research, or environmental circumstances.

Without any effort, I was led from one moment to the next, guided by a spiritual presence that communicated through everything in creation. While I was listening to music on my stereo one day, a certain song came on that demanded my specific attention. The song was called “It's in the Way That You Use It” by Eric Clapton. In his song, Clapton speaks on truth itself and how honesty is proportional to our human experience. Immediately, my intuition came into a knowing that his words were directly related to developing my intuitive powers I sought to expand and develop.

This was the first time that I had ever heard this song. In this moment, there was absolutely no doubt that I was synchronistically led to the message inherent in Clapton's song. In fact, in my earliest experiences of awakening, this lesson may have been one of the clearest, most important lessons I could have ever received—in terms of being able to maintain the state of bliss and transcendence. Even though the lyrics spoke quite vaguely, in my heart I knew that—on some level—it was written exactly for this moment in space and time to illuminate the path towards higher consciousness. Though we often speak of or value truth as a virtue, we rarely know what it means. I, myself, never realized the depths to which truth could reach—not just in speech, but also emotion and relationships. Truth is not just the absence of lying, but it is the full expression of ourselves (without exception or condition) in every moment. Our authenticity guides us towards perfection. When we resist our authenticity in exchange for acceptance, approval, or otherwise, we essentially sell our soul and betray the truth of our highest spirit.

“I BEHELD THAT LIGHT, HIGH ABOVE ALL DARKNESS, REFLECTED IN MY OWN BEING. I ATTAINED, AS IT WERE, TO THE GOD OF ALL GODS, THE SPIRIT-SUN, THE SOVEREIGN OF THE SUN SPHERES. THERE IS ONE, EVEN THE FIRST, WHO HATH NO BEGINNING, WHO HATH NO END; WHO HATH MADE ALL THINGS, WHO GOVERN ALL, WHO IS GOOD, WHO IS JUST, WHO ILLUMINES, WHO SUSTAINS.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

Anytime that I had a question about my connection to higher consciousness through my intuition, I would always come back and ask whether or not I was being completely honest with both myself and my environment. In terms of honesty, circumstances were irrelevant. In order to maintain a union with our higher selves, we are required to shed the dense vibrations that cause us to be anchored into greater densities (lower dimensions). These dense vibrations are projected from us whenever we identify in terms of ego. Therefore, even if we hide our true feelings with the best of intentions, we create separation (sin). All pain, suffering, confusion, and ignorance is but a product of dishonesty—either with the intention to cause harm or otherwise to avoid a confrontation. However, when we have faith in ourselves and that truth which greater than ourselves, we “serve” others with our honesty so that both parties can eventually work through the dense vibrations that prevent us from reaching higher planes of conscious awareness and truth.

In this way, there is nothing in the physical world which can ever claim to be an authority over that which is collectively true. This means that even the methods that we practice as a means to attain union must all bow to the presence of truth in form. By becoming the living embodiment of truth, we are made the exception to all expressions of physical energy which are subservient. No prayer or practice of meditation is of greater value than the expression of truth itself. In this manner, as long as our expression of truth is done in service of that which is greater than ourselves, we will find peace and protection in our actions. As long as we don't identify ourselves with our words or actions themselves for longer than necessary, the actions that we take to express our truth will always (eventually) free us from any/all repercussions or attempts to suppress us.

“THE UNIVERSE IS MADE UP OF EXPERIENCES THAT ARE DESIGNED TO BURN OUT YOUR ATTACHMENT, YOUR CLINGING, TO PLEASURE, TO PAIN, TO FEAR TO ALL OF IT. AND AS LONG AS THERE IS A PLACE WHERE YOU'RE VULNERABLE, THE UNIVERSE WILL FIND A WAY TO CONFRONT YOU WITH IT.” – RAM DASS

When we act fully in service of truth, our physical ego/persona naturally falls away. When this happens, we can often find ourselves mirroring the suppressed energy of those around us. Though it may be easy to confuse these feelings, though, words, and actions as our own, we must resist. In order to maintain alignment with truth, we must allow its energy to flow through us, resisting attempts to claim, control, or rationalize. In this manner, we serve the energy of truth itself. In return, we increase our energetic capacity to hold greater truths, transmute negative or suppressed energy, and bring to light those things that are hidden from conscious awareness—personally and collectively.

Our “payment” for our covenant and service to truth is our transfiguration into the living embodiment of collective consciousness (God). In order to fuel this transfiguration, we will seek truth in all of our experiences. Not only are we able to discern the difference between fact and fiction in our physical environment, we also become capable of perceiving that which is unseen, formless, and spiritual; this faith is the bread or food from which our spirit-soul consumes so that it may continue to grow and expand in conscious awareness. Eventually, our intuition will surpass the power of our physical senses; by doing so, we have a greater capacity to perceive that which is beyond the physical dimension. Simply put, we will intuitively know what happens, what is said, or even what is felt/though from distances that exceed any present time or space.

In everything that we learn, our soul is fed by the energy of truth that is inherent within every message. However, when we are not able to discern what is truth and what is not, much of the energy that we derive from our experiences is expended to maintain the vibrational density of identity. Even our doubts, fears, and general lack of faith will consciously or subconsciously cause our energy to deplete, reducing what we will be able to use to develop our intuitive awareness.

The more that we are capable of expanding our consciousness into more and greater perspectives of truth, the more that the energy of truth can be focused into one or more areas of our lives. Instead of wasting energy on belief systems that require us to believe in false systems of authority, we recognize that truth itself is the authority above any other in our physical reality. After we remove our energy from false belief systems in this way, we absorb the energy we previously spent—and by doing so, we increase our capacity to discern truth intuitively. However, this means that we have to trust ourselves more than anything or anyone in our physical reality—including the ego/persona of who we believe ourselves to be.

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“IF YOU GO TOO FAR INTO LIGHT, IT WILL BURN YOU UP AND YOU’LL GET DARKNESS. PEOPLE DON’T KNOW AND THEY DON’T REALIZE THAT THE FARTHEST YOU CAN GET INTO DARKNESS, IT’LL START GETTING BRIGHT. BECAUSE YOU CAN’T HAVE DARKNESS WITHOUT LIGHT ANY MORE THAN YOU CAN HAVE LIGHT WITHOUT DARKNESS. SO WHEN WE WERE BABIES, WE WERE NEVER TOLD THIS. BUT IT’S THE SECRET THAT LIGHT AND DARK GO TOGETHER. IT IS THE ONLY REAL SECRET THERE IS.” – ALAN WATTS  

Once we commit ourselves to the search for truth, our priorities change completely. Instead of focusing our energy on making sure that I had enough resources for my physical survival, I did everything I could to ensure that I would be able to learn something in every moment. In this way, I was not as much interested in keeping my physical body alive as much as I was determined to maintain a connection with higher sources of wisdom. Once I was shown the “other side” of being and saw existence from the perspective of physical death/spiritual life, I shifted my efforts so that my spirit-soul would be able to maintain a higher position of consciousness.

This shift required me to eliminate my physical desires or anything that would require me to expend physical energy to consider or rationalize energy from my physical environment in way that was in service to my ego or social persona. However, at first, making this shift was like being at war with myself. In some aspects, I had to attack everything that I previously perceived myself to be. Paradoxically, however, what I was doing in this “self-attack” was balancing my concept of self by introducing its polar opposite.

“DON’T CONVERT YOUR PURPOSE FOR A FUNERAL SERVICE. IT’S NOT THAT YOU’RE LAX. IT’S A SELF-ATTACK. TIME TO COUNTER-REACT. EXACT. SO WHEN YOU’RE CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR. BANGING YOUR HEAD—JUST CAN’T FIND THE DOOR. WALK THROUGH THE PAIN AND INTO THE TRANCE. I CALL THIS INSANITY A STONE COLD ROMANCE. WELCOME TO THE DANCE.” – “THE DANCE” BY JD STAHL

From an outside perspective, I could easily be interpreted as a psychotic break in my sanity. However, what was occurring in my conscious mind was the confrontation of my subconscious fears. While all of the possible timelines were witnessed fully in the depths of my subconscious, occasionally some of those visions made their way to my conscious mind. As a result, I was forced to experience the traumatic pain and suffering on a conscious, physical level. Whenever this would occur, I would essentially break down and cry—seemingly out of nowhere.

In the past, I was no stranger to depression, anxiety, or occasional fits of heightened emotions. However, once I realized that my subconscious was continuously processing emotions from my past and every other possible timeline, I was able to see that I was no longer required to rationalize my feelings from these subconscious projections. Simply by attempting to “make sense” of these subconscious trials which were not even occurring on the same plane of consciousness where I was presently active, I brought the energy of that suffering into my physical reality. What I came to realize was that I had the power to decide whether or not I wanted to manifest the pain and suffering in my physical environment or not. By feeling responsible to rationalize these emotions and reconcile them with my present physical reality, I would manifest them in some shape, form, or fashion.

“THE GOD YOU SEEK IS LARGER THAN THEY’VE DEFINED. TRUTH WILL NO LONGER BE UNDERMINED BY TEAMS. BY THOSE WISHING TO CONTROL THE SPARK OF MASSES. GREAT SCHOLARS ALL LEARN TO ABOLISH ALL CLASSES. WITHOUT STEPPING FOOT OUTSIDE THEIR DOOR, OR USING WORDS AND SYMBOLS TO DESIGN NEW CURES. NO, THE UNITY REQUIRED FOR EXPANSION IS MUCH, MUCH MORE. YET IT’S AS SMALL AND AS SIMPLE AS A HEART THAT IS PURE.” – “WELCOME TO PEACE, WITH LOVE” BY JD STAHL

Essentially, I would give myself a reason to suffer if I was not able to process the energy from my subconscious mind. If at any time I would attempt to deny, suppress, or refuse the subconscious projections that were evoked from within, I would essentially be requiring another person—or myself—to suffer in my present physical reality. It would be like watching a movie and not realizing why someone would react a certain way. As long as this energy plagued my conscious mind from a place I was either unwilling or unable to access, eventually a situation would pop up in my physical reality. These situations would occur synchronistically, as opportunities, so that I would be able to process out that residual energy stuck or stored subconscious.

This is the general rule of karma and Natural Law that is the product of our metaphysical consciousness. When we primarily exist on lower planes of awareness, we are not able to co-create with the universe. As a result, many of us end up manifesting karmic energy in our environment so that we are able to complete repetitive karmic cycles. Until this energy can be processed out, we will remain in time and space, calling forth people that we “pay” with our spirit-soul's sovereignty in the same way that a student would pay for classes. Therefore, instead of amplifying our intuitive awareness and physical senses to attain higher planes of awareness where truth is more apparent, we toil our lives away in confusion, pain, suffering, and repetitive cycles of desire.

“A MIRACLE CREATED OF SINS. RETURN THE TORRENT WITH IMMACULATE RECEPTION. WELCOME TO THE BLACK NOISE. PLEASANTLY, HEAVENLY CRIES. BEHIND THE EYES. WHITEST KNIGHT. I AM THE STARS. I AM THE LIGHT. I AM THE TRUTH. I AM THE NIGHT. I’M JUST LIKE YOU. I’M JUST. JUST LIKE YOU.” – “BLACK NOISE” BY JD STAHL

When we commit to searching for truth, we are naturally led through a transfiguration process that merges our vibration with unconditional love. More simply put, we are only able to find absolute truth when we become it. Not only do we have to be honest, up-front, and transparent with every aspect of our being, but we also have to eliminate as many things as possible in our lives that allow us to maintain attachments to any illusory concept, belief system, or fragmentation of truth. The more we focus on learning different cultures, belief systems, and other stores of energetic integrity in physical creation, the more we will begin to see the tangential lines that extend through all of them. These energetic ties are the base concepts that connect every separate fragment in the lower dimensions to the patterns of higher-order energetic systems of Natural Law and spiritual authority.

By identifying ourselves as the part of energy which is consistent as well as universal, what we are doing is connecting ourselves to vibration itself. Instead of believing that we are a single human, a collection of cells, or even the product of certain elements on the periodic table, we instead identify our very being with a single electron—one that is shared by every element, both in part and in whole. As this single electron is multiplied and shared throughout all time in space, at its core it still remains consistent with the energetic integrity of the point at which both birth and death were initiated. Instead of perceiving life from a rational, linear perspective, we see it as the eventual meeting of two opposites. Since both beginning and end were created simultaneously, life can make a lot more “sense” in terms of the paradoxical requirements necessary for vibration to manifest in a more dense (physical) environment.

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“YOURS IS THE CLOTH, MINE IS THE HAND THAT SOWS TIME. HIS IS THE FORCE THAT LIES WITHIN. OURS IS THE FIRE, ALL THE WARMTH WE CAN FIND. HE IS A FEATHER IN THE WIND.” – “ALL MY LOVE” BY LED ZEPPELIN

Since all vibration is shared from a single source, physical density is merely only the product of a slowing-down of vibration so that multiple forms and manifestations can exist simultaneously. In this way, we are able to multitask up to a certain point. When we begin to experience diminishing returns, we either need to speed up our efforts, eliminate a certain number of our tasks, or slow down the perception of time so that the tasks can be maintained. The more tasks, physical objects, and energy that is required in any environment, the more distance, time, and density is required to create balance.

The more that we learn about the nature of energy itself, the more we are able to identify areas of our lives where we can become more efficient to our body's energetic expenditure. There is nothing more “taxing” on our spirit-soul's energy than by maintaining an ego which is separate from every other person in our physical environment. Simply by identifying ourselves with the spiritual energy of consciousness and not our physical bodies, we will eliminate an incredible amount of energy which was previously required to maintain a physical life rather than strengthen the presence of our physical counterpart. When both physical and spiritual are balanced, both aspects of our lives are satisfied.

“YOU’VE LIT THE CANDLE INSIDE MY MIND. AND ALL THIS ENERGY SHINES FROM THE PRIME. I’LL NOT GO GENTLE INTO THIS GOOD NIGHT. FOR TOMORROW I’LL BE BACK FOR MORE OF MY TIME.” – “GLITCHES” BY JD STAHL

While our body is primarily at rest in this perpetual transcendent state, we require much less food and still have much more energy. As a result of not having to process out toxins and being able convert the food we eat back into raw energy, our cells heal faster. The more efficiently our body and mind operate, the faster our transfiguration process can occur. Every action or non-action can either lead us to productivity or counterproductivity. It is our challenge to live consciously so that we can limit counterproductivity and increase efficiency. This physical body transcendence makes it possible for the energy of our spirit-soul to identify, consume, metabolize, and manifest truth in the physical environment. The fewer requirements that we have in terms of the physical world, the more we are able to devote to our spiritual growth. As the energy of our spirit grows, all other aspects of our self and non-self/environment benefit.

By no longer entertaining the concern which was previously associated with maintaining our physical lives, we “give” the concept of self to our non-self—both spiritual and environmental. As a result of this offering, we touch the proverbial hands of immortality and heal ourselves with the unconditional love and faith necessary to free us from the dense planes of physical consciousness. As we are suspended between the physical and spiritual worlds, our body is returned back into homeostatic alignment—in every possible area of our lives. Simply by releasing the rigidity that we previously devoted to fear-based concepts of life and death, we heal.

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“I'M A PRINCESS CUT FROM MARBLE, SMOOTHER THAN A STORM. AND THE SCARS THAT MARK MY BODY, THEY'RE SILVER AND GOLD. MY BLOOD IS A FLOOD OF RUBIES, PRECIOUS STONES. IT KEEPS MY VEINS HOT, THE FIRES FIND A HOME IN ME.” – “YELLOW FLICKER BEAT” BY LORDE

Once we realize that nothing can occur by accident, even death can be seen as a gift—one that frees us from the limits of a single physical incarnation. Any difficulty that we have with the reason, method, time, or cause of a physical death can only be evidence that we lack faith in the greater powers of spirit and consciousness. In this way, it is impossible to claim faith in either God or Nature and still believe that something can happen that is accidental, wrong, or otherwise lacking purpose or perfection. The feelings that we associate with the actions projected by our physical environment ARE the journey we are taking towards divination—not the actions which either preceded or followed.

Essentially, we are not here to change our physical environment, but instead we are here to transcend it as often as possible; by doing so, we bring forth the spiritual authority which is the only one capable of being able to heal disease, resurrect the energies of those who passed before us, and eliminate suffering in our physical environment. We don't accomplish these feats by any physical means or great effort, we do them by inspiring a belief in that which would otherwise be impossible to rationalize or logically consider by any physical means. We are here to embody the miracles of multiplicity, each of us growing to full term the consciousness of a single electron all the way into every possible physical vehicle. This is a perfect system of spiritual existence that satisfies both extremes within the paradox—a single source of energy that is both elemental as well as complex.

“THE MIDDLE WAY IS THE ANSWER. AS YOU HAVE TRAVELED BEFORE. IN THE NIGHT OF NIGHTS, IN THE DARKNESS, A SPARK AND A LIGHT YOU SHALL HOLD. A WONDERFUL TRAVELING CANDLE. AND A HEART MADE OF PURE GOLD. BLENDING THE GRAY INTO BRIGHT COLOR. THE PUREST EXPRESSION, A CRUMBLING, ICE-COVERED WALL. THIS WILL RAISE THE WARMTH OF THE KINGDOM. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY SON. YOU ARE THIS FATHER’S TRUE NORTHERN STAR.” – “GODFATHER'S SONG” BY JD STAHL  

Every candle is lit from the same source. Every flame is both unique in time and space as it is initiated from the same spark. Whatever we use to bring that flame forward—flint and steel, electronically, or by the transfer of heat—is just a method of transcendence through which energy is able to manifest within density. Every candle that has ever been lit has all been brought forth from the same formless potential. Each of these methods is merely a doorway—a portal through which a spark may travel. As each fire burns, it consumes space, gently manifesting a vacuum around it so that we may get a glimpse of what life is like on the other side of physical existence.

If we are willing to sacrifice that part of ourselves that is able to be consumed by the flames, then we are able to commune with the source of all life itself—before light, heat, or even consciousness. Through the veil, we see the only the movie production of reality, projected from a single electron. The more we are able to reconcile ourselves fully with this single source of vibration, we carve our genealogical name into the very sun itself, connecting us to the singular parent of the heavens themselves—both matter and antimatter.

Icarus Dreams

JD Stahl (09/25/2018) Spinning records. Borrowed tax. Melted wax. From my father I borrowed some feathers. Hit the sun, had to run. Time to make new wings. Shadow of a doubt. Investigating new things. Play time. The ladder’s prime. Rung and then wright. It’s a simple test of faith to not speak the truth. Leagues and teams. What it seems. Trophy scenes. Every word you see is a line between the light. Break the cycle. Find my light. Start a fight. Carve my name in the sky behind the Sun. Captain sleeps. Mothers weep. Counting sheep. Quiet your laughter and damn your secret spite. Center my soul. Pay the toll. Write the scrolls. Everything comes through the hole in my head. Work for time. Quick rewind. Swim through lies. Hypnotize the children to ensure the truth be told. The labyrinth calls. Stored in stalls. Stuck in walls. Combine the stories to rewrite my final plea. Falling free, without company, into the sea. My fathers dreams could not give me the pause. Vegan smile. After a while. Another mile. Take it to the tracks, because I’m coming back. Find another muse. In the mirror, think it’s you. Evolution from the start. Time to light this fuse.