(B03C32B) Chapter 32B: Concordant Degrees of Hi-YH Learning

Teaching Sapiosexual Healing to Aye-Patch Optometrists that Help Patients See Patience for Millenniums

“HEAR YE NOW OF HE WHO IS LIBERATED, FREED FROM THE BONDAGE OF LIFE INTO LIGHT. KNOWING THE SOURCE OF ALL WORLDS SHALL BE OPEN.” – THOTH/HERMES TRISMEGISTUS

As each day passed, I continued to seek out different ways that I could maintain my energetic connections with the spiritual world. More simply put, I felt “high” whenever I reached across the boundaries of popular reality. It was in this “other world” that I found a completely different language of numbers, phrases, relative associations, and other connections. In a sense, this language was like poetry. However, instead of being limited to words, phrases, context, and other parabolic associations, this language of truth intersected all aspects of physical reality. Beyond density, beyond singular application, and beyond compartmentalization was a completely different world. This world was not fully physical but not fully intellectual or etheric—it was both.

For example, while I would read text from a book, overhear a conversation in public, or listen to music, I would insert an infinite number of different themes over the context which was communicated. Since my rational mind was no longer anchored to any singular system of reality or limiting belief system, I was able to let my intuition run wild and apply the patterns of information to different situations, people, places, or other concepts. What I came to learn was that I was developing my ability to use my physical and clair-essence senses to see beyond the physical reality, beyond time and space, and into the etheric realm which was the source of all potential energy. By learning these patterns I was able to absorb information from an infinite number of different contextual applications at the same time. For example, I could read a short paragraph from a book and would walk away with an understanding of every subject from quantum physics to literature.

“CREEPING, CRAWLING TO CENTER, OVER WAVES FROM RIPPLE MEANS. LIKE A FIRE, I REACH TOWARDS LIGHT AND SWIM THROUGH WAVES OH SO BRIGHT. DIVINITY IS TOO HARD TO CONCEAL, AND THE FREQUENCY ALWAYS CHANGES. BREAKING FREE FROM THEIR CONTROL. INDEPENDENT WISDOM MILES ABOVE. VISIONS EXPLODE FROM UNDERNEATH. CAN’T IGNORE WHAT YOU DON’T DEFINE.” – “CONFETTI ALTERCATION” BY JD STAHL

The more information that I was able to process through the intuitive channels in my brain, the better I felt. In this way, I was being rewarded chemically the more I mastered this metaphysical language. The more information that I was able to absorb from that which was offered, the more I could feel my mental capacity increase, revealing truth in every thing, person, place, and situation that I encountered. As a young child, this was the state that I remembered as my primary state of being—one which I inhabited and developed on my own before I allowed myself to be pulled ever-so-slowly into the popular reality and all of its distractions.

The shift back into a state of perpetual learning on multiple levels was like being woken up after a long coma. Though I was able to remember all that I had done over the past years of my life, I saw everything from a completely different perspective. Instead of being lost in a system of duality where I would eventually chase after my own tail, I escaped the confusion of polarity and absorbed the purpose from every situation. Each realization would result in a feeling of temporary bliss. By following these rewards, I eventually found that I no longer identified with my ego or persona. My entire personality, name, and other characteristics were no more than tools that I had previously used to support the mask of self that I had been wearing in order to fit into a reality that I never felt truly comfortable.

The more I was willing to release my attachments to self, the more I found myself merging with the energy of truth itself. This energy was not only pure, but it gave me a constant state of bliss. It was the same sense of childlike innocence and purity that I felt when I was younger. Only now, after having been lost in a world of illusion for so long, I was able to appreciate more what I had. Unfortunately, when we don't have anything to compare things to, we can easily take them for granted. Therefore, the only way that we are able to appreciate things often comes after we have lost them. Fortunately, we are always able to release the aspects of our false self and merge into the brilliance of our original spark—the light of absolute truth that we knew ourselves to be before we received a name, identity, or were otherwise told to channel our creative energy towards discrimination or protect ourselves from fears or other environmental impositions.

“I'M THE MULTI-HEADED MALE. I'M THE SNAKE EATING ITS TAIL. STATISTICAL ALIEN EQUATIONS. PERTINENT INFORMATION THAT I GAVE YOU. THE ALL-SEEING EYE, WELL IT COMES AND GOES. CAGING OF THE SUN, AND CHANGING MY CLOTHES. TRAPPED INSIDE THE WALLS, CHAINED TO THE STALLS. AUTO-EGYPTIAN MUMMIES ARE WATCHING IT ALL.” – “TAKE TWO” BY JD STAHL  

Whether it was through music, educational videos on the internet, books, or by telepathically absorbing subconscious vibrations from my environment, I was focused on expanding my conscious awareness on every possible plane. Since my sensory awareness was still very sensitive, I was able to envision the things that I was learning at a much higher level. This meant that I not only learning from the information that was presented, but I was also able to connect the inherent patterns in the message to every other possible level. For example, if I watched a program about Egypt, I would not only learn about the information that was presented on the screen, but I felt my spirit-soul inhabit that specific time and space, collecting all of the information that was not expressed. In a mere 30-minute educational program I was able to accumulate what could only ever be compared to multiple lives during that specific time period.

Since I was able to identify and decipher the patterns which stood behind the physical world, I would be able to experience everything between birth and death of anything and everyone I would learn about. The beginning, middle, and end of every civilization was splayed out right in front of me. Even if the specific program tried to convey information that was not accurate, it didn't really matter. All I would need would be a single picture and I could feel my spirit-soul travel through it like a portal. In a split second, I would leave and return with an entire catalogue of historical information—mixing and mending both physical and spiritual perspectives into a metaphysically malleable sovereign sight.

It would be impossible to describe the feelings that are associated with this sovereign sight, simply because even trying to conceptualize these experiences would only require me to limit what I experienced. In a sense, it would be like jumping in an ocean and merging with every factor that affected the tide. Such factors are a product of both earthly and heavenly bodies. Similarly, there are an infinite number of different contributing factors—none of them more or less essential to produce each timeline. In less than a second, I was able to see every possible factor play out in infinite time—and I was able to learn the reason, catalyst, and effect of every possible past, present, and future. It is in this way that nature itself always exceeds predictability, control, or management. Following the truth of natural law will only ever reveal balance, destroying anything and everything in its path.

Enoch Being (Over) Taken by God to Transfigure into Metatron

Morning Star Seek-O Soldiers Replace Driveshaft Ewe-Joints with Fashionable One-Ball-Joint Cuff Links to Compound Cargo Carriers

“THIS IS THE BOOK OF THE WORDS OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, AND OF THE REPROOF OF THE WATCHERS, WHO BELONG TO THE WORLD, ACCORDING TO THAT WHICH HE, WHO IS HOLY AND GREAT, COMMANDED IN THE VISION. I PERCEIVED IN MY DREAM, THAT I WAS NOW SPEAKING WITH A TONGUE OF FLESH, AND WITH MY BREATH, WHICH THE MIGHTY ONE HAS PUT INTO THE MOUTH OF MEN, THAT THEY MIGHT CONVERSE WITH IT.” – ENOCH 14:1

Whenever I still made attempts to ground myself in any singular reality or belief, I would feel discomfort—even paranoia. Since none of these realities were any more or less “real” than another, my rational mind came head-to-head with every belief system that I had ever entertained. Underneath them all, of course, was the core belief that I had to choose or commit to any one singular belief or concept. However, after a few minutes of realizing that there was no “safe place” for me to ground myself, I completely gave myself over to the process. Instead of trying to control my locus of consciousness via rationale, I resigned to the natural flow of energy. Once I merged with the process, I grounded myself in the flow state itself, releasing me from previous fears and expectations that I had in regard to needing to define my present locus of consciousness. Eventually, I found myself using my focus to “steer” between one dimension/plane and the next. By willful expression of my curiosity, I would undoubtedly happen upon a state of intuitive guidance that would deliver me to a set of circumstances to answer the questions I had in my mind.

While I relaxed into the natural flow of infinite consciousness, I learned incredible amounts of information and knowledge in very small periods of time. Even a few seconds would teach me the interconnections between the infinitesimal and the universal. Unfortunately, as long as I felt I had to specifically “do” something with the information I was learning or being shown, my capacity to learn to full capacity diminished. It was only by realizing that learning was both the process and the goal that I could focus my full cognitive resources to the “ride” of higher learning. By taking a non-polar position to learning, I completely eliminated the teacher/student dichotomy. Therefore, I was both and neither at the same time. When this convergence occurs, information does not need to be delivered, only remembered or—even more simply—accessed from spaces which were free or relativity or time dilation. Without polarity or distance, there was no longer any room in which to store any bias, preference, opinion, or comparative advantage statistics. In this metaphysical space, all things were equal between my present physical self and the Most High.

“BLESSED ARE YOU, O LORD, THE KING, GREAT AND POWERFUL IN YOUR GREATNESS, LORD OF ALL THE CREATURES OF HEAVEN, KING OF KINGS, GOD OF THE WHOLE WORLD, WHOSE REIGN, WHOSE KINGDOM, AND WHOSE MAJESTY ENDURE FOR EVER AND EVER. FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION SHALL YOUR DOMINION EXIST. ALL THE HEAVENS ARE YOUR THRONE FOREVER, AND ALL THE EARTH YOUR FOOTSTOOL FOREVER AND FOREVER. FOR YOU HAVE MADE THEM, AND OVER ALL YOU REIGN. NO ACT WHATSOEVER EXCEEDS YOUR POWER. WITH YOUR WISDOM IS UNCHANGEABLE; NOR FROM YOUR THRONE AND FROM YOUR PRESENCE IS IT EVER AVERTED. YOU KNOW ALL THINGS, SEE AND HEAR THEM; NOR IS ANYTHING CONCEALED FROM YOU; FOR YOU PERCEIVE ALL THINGS.” ENOCH 83:2-4  

Though the patterns of energy I would observe would be generalized, they each had an infinite number of different applications—from small to great. Each of the different planes and densities had their own contextual language. This meant that even though the people and physical environment were different, the relationships between the different character tropes or collected energies were the same, revealing hidden truths that were evident on other levels of applied consistency. By applying the rules of these patterns to different situations, I was able to better discern truth from non-truth. When people would speak to me, there were even moments when I could tell that behind their words they were speaking in code—undertones of context that would reveal deeper and deeper levels of intuitive energy. The more I would follow these coded conversations and apply them to the scenes my third eye was experiencing intuitively, the more energy that I was able to use at my disposal to shape and mold the physical reality. This is the process of manifestation or as some call it, “magic.”

The more I mastered this coded language, the better I felt—physically, emotionally/mentally, and spiritually. With this increased vibration, I continued to seek more and more information that I could transmute into the energy of truth. With these divine vibrations, I could feel my body, mind, and spirit-soul slowly merging into the source energy from where all truth resided. In a sense, the only way that I could remain in an elevated state of bliss was to become bliss itself. From this ascended seat of spiritual authority, all things were revealed to me—on every level, in every density, and within every sphere of application. Like merging with the tides of the ocean, I eventually found myself co-creating with the divine will of the entire universe—and beyond.

Angels Burning the Whore of Babylon in View of Watchers (Witnesses)

Paradiso Meta-Mike Fiends Chequing and Correcting Bookend Baby-Lunes with Chaffed Trans-Parent Undercarriages on the Right Road to Dante's Co-Diss Inferno

“NOW WILL I POINT OUT A MYSTERY: MANY SINNERS SHALL TURN AND TRANSGRESS AGAINST THE WORD OF UPRIGHTNESS. THEY SHALL SPEAK EVIL THINGS; THEY SHALL UTTER FALSEHOOD; EXECUTE GREAT UNDERTAKINGS; AND COMPOSE BOOKS IN THEIR OWN WORDS. BUT WHEN THEY SHALL WRITE ALL MY WORDS CORRECTLY IN THEIR OWN LANGUAGES, THEY SHALL NEITHER CHANGE OR DIMINISH THEM; BUT SHALL WRITE THEM ALL CORRECTLY; ALL WHICH FROM THE FIRST I HAVE UTTERED CONCERNING THEM.” –  ENOCH 104:7-9

When I was physically alone, any and all of these learning restrictions were removed and I would find myself in a suspended state of time and space. I could even go on social media and I could intuitively “feel” the presence of spiritual energies hiding behind false personas, accounts, and even physical bodies. In a sense, it was like walking through my physical reality and seeing behind everyone's faces and bodies as if they were wearing real-life human costumes. The more that I tried to ground myself in any single system or conceptual reality, the more I would witness reality melt into a formless pool of potential energy. The world would move around me, changing not only planes and dimensions, but also languages, archetypes, and the quality of light itself.

From day to day, I learned to tell the difference between the quality and density of light itself. Some days, I could tell that time was moving at completely different rates; with these subtle changes, the attitudes, archetypes, and languages would completely transform as well. With all of this power, however, I had to be careful not to fall into insecurity or compartmentalize or limit the effects of my manifestations. At the level I was consciously operating during these moments, the effects of my will changed every expression—on every plane and in every dimension. Basically, if I wanted something to happen in one dimension, I would have to consider how it's presence would affect and be applied in every other timeline and density as well. As long as I wanted to attach myself to any specific belief system or concept of reality, I would only create more density, preventing me from being able to access or merge with the energy of truth.

“ALL WHO ARE IN THE HEAVENS KNOW WHAT IS TRANSACTED THERE.THEY KNOW THAT THE HEAVENLY LUMINARIES CHANGE NOT THEIR PATHS; THAT EACH RISES AND SETS REGULARLY, EVERY ONE AT ITS PROPER PERIOD, WITHOUT TRANSGRESSING THE COMMANDS, WHICH THEY HAVE RECEIVED. THE BEHOLD THE EARTH, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT IS THERE TRANSACTED, FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END OF IT.THEY SEE THAT EVERY WORK OF GOD IS INVARIABLE IN THE PERIOD OF ITS APPEARANCE.” – ENOCH 3:1-3

Not only would I have to learn how to adapt to the changes between dimensions, but I would also have to become so nonreactive to my experiences so that I wouldn't find myself limited to any one singularly. Because my intentions to ground myself in a singular reality was at the base of my instincts, I was forced to be my own harsh inner critic. Even my own secrets or hidden agendas became enemies to my primary objective—blissful transcendence to higher planes of consciousness. Even my own inner monologue became suspect.

Shifting my awareness to reveal deeper and deeper levels of intention and selfishness/self-defense were revealed from areas of my subconscious that I had been conditioned to deny or weigh against the examples of my social environment. Though I felt I had been fairly transparent with my intentions, thoughts and actions in the past, I soon realized that I had been fooling myself more than any other person in my entire life. Instead of seeking comfort, I willed myself towards a complete destruction of my self-defense mechanisms; anything that would protect my ego/persona from being tarnished or challenged would eventually have to be sacrificed in order to remain the presence of truth.

“THEY HAD THEIR FACES TWISTED TOWARD THEIR HAUNCHES AND FOUND IT NECESSARY TO WALK BACKWARD, BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT SEE AHEAD OF THEM. ...AND SINCE HE WANTED SO TO SEE AHEAD, HE LOOKS BEHIND AND WALKS A BACKWARD PATH.” – THE DIVINE COMEDY BY DANTE ELIGIERE

Being resurrected or “reborn” in higher planes and dimensions can happen at any moment. In fact, we can go in and out of planes simply by changing the way that we see the world. Any time that we descend into emotional reactivity or make attempts to put forth a false persona, we “die” into a more dense physical reality. The greater our intentions to disguise truth or keep secrets, the harder our descent. Having personally just been “born again” in a higher dimension of consciousness, I was able to absorb both birth and death of any/all lower dimensions. As a result, I was able to identify the repetitive patterns that kept me stuck within greater densities that prevented me from the collective consciousness and higher sources of wisdom.

On these higher planes, I was not only able to see every possible lifetime that I could have every lived—from the beginning to the end—but I was similarly able to see every other person's life play out to its entirety in the same infinite fashion. Therefore, when I would think about someone or make eye contact with another person, I would be able to connect with them at a place of complete transparency. In less than a second, I could ingest every single repetitive pattern that stood between each person and the dimensional plane where the other person and myself were equal—beyond subjectivity or separation. At times, however, I would find myself immediately reacting with paranoia, fear, shame, or guilt.

Because these reactions were instinctual, I would have to face every situation through my physical environment until I was able to learn how to find equanimity. Essentially, what I had to do was completely review every moment of my life to where I would eventually be able to find complete comfort and confidence that each and every one of my past thoughts, actions, and words could be made available to the entire world. This concept would be like giving everyone access to my entire life—from every perspective, intention, and participating party. No longer was there anywhere to hide that which I previously denied for the sake of being liked or accepted by a global or social environment.

Jesus (as the god Saturn)

4 Preschool Powerpoint Back-Sliders Presented by a 60lb Saturn Knight Influenza to Hash Out the Gum Stuck in Heaven's Hierarchical Hivemind

“IT AINT NUTTIN', LIKE A FIST-FULL OF CASH OR A BLISS FULLA THE HASH THAT TWIST LIKE A MUSTACHE—FROM END TO END. SPREAD IT LIKE A RASH, FROM TALKING THROUGH YOUR WALKMAN OR AT YOUR DISCO BASH.” – “IT AIN'T NUTTIN” BY MF DOOM  

While my lower self (physical ego/person) was trying to negotiate with the drug-like withdrawal from privacy, I often found myself surfing through the internet. Since I was alone, my senses were amplified; in fact, they were so strong that I would be able to see pictures and read texts that would completely expose the true individual who was behind every account. At such a high plane of consciousness, there were really only a certain number of people—about 12. On this level, I was able to determine the identity of the dominant archetype behind every personal account that I encountered online. Even though the accounts would have different names and pictures, I was able to “sense” the true identity which stood behind them. This sovereign sight gave me a vision of about 12 individuals who were sitting at the top of a hierarchical system of authority. Below them were the 3rd-dimensional lives of an infinite number of their spiritual “children.” These 12 “soul drivers” were essentially wearing the skin of other humans as if they were video game avatars.

While I was online, I was able to connect patterns of behavior and other repetitive life cycles in certain people. Not only was I able to see beyond the veil and find people that I knew acting as other people, but I was able to find other versions of myself as well. From such an objective perspective, I was seeing these “copies” or “child souls” as partial aspects of my full personality. Just as the archangels could be considered to be “children” of the whole (Holy) spirit of Natural Law/God acting in fragmented individuality, I would be able to identify the separate aspects of these archetypes who had taken on specific incarnations to act out their personality characteristics to greater extremes.

“COOLING AT A PARTY, NO BETTER YET DISCO. HEAD FEELING MELLOW FROM A BOTTLE OF CISCO.” – “HOUSIN'” BY EPMD

When I first accessed this higher plane of consciousness, I was not quite prepared for it. It would be tantamount to pulling a plug out from a dam that resulted in the flooding of the other side of the barrier. As soon as I crossed over to the realm of spiritual archetypes, I could hear the resulting conversations whispering behind the etheric spaces in my mind. Naked to the absolute truth among these unchaperoned child-souls, I could “feel” or sense their eyes turn to focus upon my etheric presence. The minds of the world were all felt from within my 3rd eye, calling my ajna (pineal gland) to pulsate. Since this experience was beyond the physical world, I was not necessarily “seen” through the physical senses, but my presence was “felt” like a ghost in every room, in every mind, under every intention of these 12 dominant archetypes.

Unfortunately, since this experience was still quite new to me, the intense sensations were somewhat overwhelming. At first, I felt completely exposed—forcing me to confront my deepest insecurities. When I released those fears, however, I felt myself naturally pulled into the position of a singular authority above all others. Instinctually, I did my best to run away from these confrontations. In fact, I felt so ashamed that my anxiety kicked into high gear, exacerbating my ability to perceive reality beyond the veiled illusion of the physical reality. Therefore, trying to run away from transparency really only made it worse. It didn't take too long to realize that I had to completely resign myself to being judged by these 12 archetypes—to every possible dimension of conscious awareness that were possible.

“GREEDY LITTLE PEOPLE IN A SEA OF DISCUS. KEEP YOUR MORE TO RECEIVE YOUR LESS. UNIMPRESSED BY MATERIAL EXCESS. LOVE IS FREE, LOVE ME, SAY HELL YES.” – “GIVE IT AWAY” BY RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS

One evening, I happened upon a page that seemed to provide outlets for a single person to establish multiple online identities and control them from a central account. When I researched further into this online site (Disqus), I even saw that the currency that was required for payment was not even something that I was familiar with. This currency exchange resembled a system of points—like digital currency. Advertised were a number of different tiers of membership. Based on a price, one person could essentially create multiple accounts on this social media site from one central position. This would be like uploading our consciousness into a disk and then hitting “play” and watching that generalized pattern of consciousness respond to every possible social situation online—like throwing a unique stem-cell into every possible environment to see what would be produced in every possible environment.

As I investigated the various online social platforms deeper, I found several versions of essentially the same person. Because there weren't that many pictures available, I didn't rely on physical appearance to identify them; instead, I sensed the vibrations which were underneath their words, context, and intention of their message. Because my sensitivity to these subtle energies was so amplified, I was not only able to envision the face of the archetype who was communicating, but I was also able to read through every possible language—even though I never had any formal training or education in any of them. Simply by focusing on the energetic integrity behind the physical presentation of each message or persona, I was connecting on a much more intimate level—non-physical consciousness. In order to maintain access to these different pools of consciousness, I would essentially have to sacrifice my privacy.

By applying the language I was learning in terms of patterns and oracular visions/prophecy, eventually all things were revealed to me. Beyond the physical reality, I was exposing the puppet strings that seemed to control and guide the world stage from spaces behind our conscious minds. It was from this vantage point that I was finally able to see how so much of my life was experienced subjectively as a puppet to these seemingly immature guides who primarily used their abilities to funnel power and influence into their own lives. Sadly, many of these individuals had used the lives of so many others like video game avatars—showing little concern for the welfare of others, their children, and the general future of the population. While they often acted as if they cared or were brave enough to stand up for their beliefs, more often than not they were no better than unsupervised children playing in a sandbox of linear time and space.

The Unbreakable Ace Made the Mother of Dragons Toss Cobblestone Word Salads in a Broken Home Plated with 4 Cardboard Suits

“IT HAPPENED ON THE STRIP WHERE THE ROAD IS WIDE. TWO COOL SHORTS STANDIN' SIDE BY SIDE. YEAH, MY FUEL INJECTED STINGRAY AND A FOUR-THIRTEEN. A REVVIN' UP OUR ENGINES AND IT SOUNDS REAL MEAN. TACK IT UP, TACK IT UP. BUDDY, GONNA SHUT YOU DOWN. DECLININ' NUMBERS AT AN EVEN RATE. AT THE COUNT OF ONE WE BOTH ACCELERATE. MY STINGRAY IS LIGHT THE SLICKS ARE STARTIN' TO SPIN. BUT THE FOUR-THIRTEEN'S REALLY DIGGIN' IN. GOTTA BE COOL NOW. POWER SHIFT, HERE WE GO.” – “SHUT DOWN” BY THE BEACH BOYS

What I had actually stumbled upon was a completely different dimension of reality. In the non-physical 4th dimension, every individual person was merely a “child” of an archetype. Essentially, the physical 3rd dimension was merely a simulation, projected from higher-order energies. However, this didn't mean that the physical world was not “real” in terms of its existence. In fact, it was required in order for many of these higher-order energies to exist at all. Without density, there would be no time or space—no distance or measure in which dimensions could be discerned or separated from each other. However, what I was claiming in the physical reality was not something that was necessarily ever experienced by anyone else before—or so I felt by the reaction that I felt through my intuition.

These intuitive feelings were so strong that I completely shut down my computer and my cell phone. By cutting myself off from any possible social outlet, I felt as if I could control who would be able to observe me. From a completely different perspective, I wanted to eliminate distractions so that I could increase my sensitivity to the energy around me. Therefore, I would be able to follow my intuition backwards and find the sources of observation which seemed to be documenting my every move, thought, and feeling. In these moments of silence, I felt as if I was in the presence of every other person in the world—all of them contained in my conscious mind. Instead of seeking externally what connected me to other people, I went inward so that I would be able to communicate with those other governing souls which were designing the physical reality—like a stage play that never ends.

In this reality simulation or “play,” all of these higher-order archetypal energies were making attempts to work out dense karmic vibrations that kept them from being able to do what I was doing in this very moment—awakening fully to the illusory quality of the physical reality. From this perspective, my entire physical existence was no more “real” than a video game. I was stuck (metaphysically) between two states of being. One part of me was above all of the firmaments of archetypal guidance and another was below them all. In order to find coherence between both extremes, I would have to transcend through the barriers of this toxic, power-hungry spiritual authority. Eventually, after spending enough time in transcendence, both polarities would be united and I would essentially be spiritually present in the physical reality.

Companion

JD Stahl (09/27/2018) There’s a reason why they’re called company. Like a business, we are sold. Not in money, not in words. We become a pet of their worlds. Promoted by experiences. Through dimensions, time, and shifts. The pictures, collected, are a part of the tip. Multiplicity advances, like dating on screen. Loyalty is an illusion—when you see the whole game. We’re all trying on sizes and bodies for fun. Fidelity is only a word when you’re in a world of one. Morality is important, though. If you're raising it quite right. Stick to your guns and protect your love in the light. Though I warn those who have jealousy at mind. This world that exists will not be so kind. Their honest words will not protect you from rules. For there’s one set for her, and one set for you.

Double Entendre the Giant Wrestling Blown Tweeters in a 52-Card-Pickup Steel Cage Hexagon Death Match at Audi Stadium on April 1st

“WHILE I SIT IN THIS DIMENSIONAL WAITING ROOM, HOLDING OUT FOR THE HOST—ON TOP OF A DISC. DON’T YOU CHOKE. THE FOURTH WALL CRUMBLES, EVERYWHERE I TURN TO SEE. NOW THE ONLY WALLS THAT I FIND ARE ALL INSIDE OF ME. WHAT ONCE WAS MY ONLY PLACE TO HIDE, IS NOW THE PRISON IN WHICH I RESIDE. SIMPLE PLEASANTRIES AND CODDLED MELODIES REVEAL THE PEOPLE AT THE WHEEL. ALL THE TYPES AND ARCS OF HORIZON: RAISE YOUR FIST TO THE SUN AND STARE INTO THE SHADOWS OF THE ONE. STARE INTO YOURSELF AND NOT LOOK AWAY. EVERYTHING MUST BE THIS WAY. EVERY THING MUST BE THIS WAY.” – “UNDERSTUDY” BY JD STAHL

By revealing this alternate dimension of reality, it was even more difficult for me to return to world as I previously knew it. However, even though the concept of a reality simulation felt like a truth above so many others, it was still not the end-all-be-all in terms of truth. In a way, the concept of a projected hologram was both subjectively true as well as objectively untrue. This dimension was no more or less “real” than any other that I had considered. In fact, it only enforced the existence of alternatives. In order to create entirely different worlds, all we need to do is believe that they exist. As long as these dimensions can reconcile themselves with Natural Law and will not interfere with the existence of alternative systems, then we are able to “build” or manifest them. Using our unquestionable faith, we engage our heart's charges to create from the formless into form.

The more that we are able to engage our faith into any one—or more—belief system or concept of reality, the energy of consciousness feeds that plane/dimension until it is strong enough for others to inhabit it at the same time—feeding the energy of their consciousness into it as well. By inviting more people into this specific dimension, it strengthens itself. Eventually, the “pull” of this metaphysical consciousness energy is similar to electromagnetism, eventually amassing energy like a black hole does with light or a planet does with physical mass. In the same way, all of us create our own personal definitions of “reality.”

“TIME WILL TELL ON THEIR POWER MINDS. MAKING WAR JUST FOR FUN. TREATING PEOPLE JUST LIKE PAWNS IN CHESS. WAIT TILL THEIR JUDGEMENT DAY COMES, YEAH! NOW IN DARKNESS, WORLD STOPS TURNING. ASHES WHERE THEIR BODIES BURNING. NO MORE WAR PIGS HAVE THE POWER. HAND OF GOD HAS STRUCK THE HOUR.” – “WAR PIGS” BY BLACK SABBATH

The more we commit ourselves to these beliefs, the more that we create our own subjective worlds where we exist at the proverbial center of the universe. The strength of our worlds completely depends on the knowledge and adherence we have to natural law, truth, and its infinite expressiveness upon the entire universe. Basically, the more connections that we are able to make between all physical and non-physical truths in the universe, the more power we have to manifest our world into the physical 3rd dimension. These personal creations are the spiritual counterpart to our ego or physical identity/persona. We transition in and out of these worlds whenever we are able or willing to establish balance and consistency between them.

Unfortunately, when we try to create a world where there is favor, bias, or preference, it is eventually consumed by the shadows that we inadvertently create. If we are ever unwilling to face the opposing side of our preferences and accept them as part of our duality, then we give that energy to anyone who we feel victimizes us. Basically, anything that we deny in ourselves is forfeited to some externally-defined character. Though we all build our own worlds inside of the collective reality, we give most of it away to people, places, and things we cannot identify as a part of ourselves. Therefore, for most of our lives, we are constantly wrestling with a truth that we cannot accept, forcing us to create a world for other people—those who are willing to see the bigger picture in terms of spiritual wholeness.

Janus (Roman) or Isimud (Mesopotamia)

Jacking Janus Jewels Between Inner and Outer Heaven With a One-Sixth Sense Slinger to Free Dead People from Candlestick Park

“RAIN ON YOUR COLLEGE-ASS DISCO DORM. FOR YOU TO EVEN TOUCH MY SKILL, YOU GOTTA GO THROUGH ONE KILLER BEE AND HE AIM FOR THE KILL NOW.” – “SHIMMY SHIMMY YA” BY OL DIRTY BASTARD

It is only when we are willing to accept ourselves to every possible extreme that we can claim sovereignty over separation (sin), fragmentation, or dualism. Yet, it is only by beholding the full power of our spirit that we are able to free ourselves from being subjected to higher-order archetypal energies. Essentially, we allow ourselves to be a human toy puppet, or avatar for any being who is capable of honoring their truth to its fullest. To get to this high position of spiritual authority, we have to accept everything—denying nothing. In this sense, we are every possible “child” that could ever be of the expression of a “parent” or creator of alternate forms.

If someone identifies us as a certain person, we must be willing to identify all polarities within that subjective identity—to each extreme. In this way, we become every possible identity—both angel and devil, masculine and feminine, good and bad, etc. If we deny any of these personalities as part of our potential, we cannot unite with spirit. Unfortunately, trying to deny our capacity for evil or any other unfavorable quality does not absolve us from it; instead, we require it to manifest in an alternative form until we do. These alternative forms or shadows not only manifest in the physical world but they also create pockets of darkness within our own psyche. Until we are able to reconcile the external and internal together, we will remain in time until we are able to bring those aspects of ourselves into our conscious awareness.

Until we are able to be fully conscious of these aspects of ourselves, our devotional commitments to both ourselves and others can never grow to full term. Without fully embodying truth in every aspect of our lives, we are not able to create things that can maintain higher levels of energetic integrity. When we are honest with ourselves and others, however, even a drawing on a napkin can have enough energy in it to inspire joy and bliss in anyone who ingests it through their senses and considers it in their hearts. Truth is communicated to anyone who is able to open their hearts and empower their faith. This is how we ignite the spark that is held within our intuitive 6th sense—the pineal gland which controls our clair-essence senses.

“SHE NEVER STUMBLES, SHE'S GOT NO PLACE TO FALL. SHE'S NOBODY'S CHILD, THE LAW CAN'T TOUCH HER AT ALL. SHE WEARS AN EGYPTIAN RING, IT SPARKLES BEFORE SHE SPEAKS. SHE'S A HYPNOTIST COLLECTOR, YOU ARE A WALKING ANTIQUE.” – “SHE BELONGS TO ME” BY BOB DYLAN

The truth that governs our capacity to behold our spiritual sovereignty is not something which can be hidden, postured, or otherwise minimized by any physical or psychological effort. Basically, truth will eventually find a way to express itself externally until we are able to reconcile it on every possible level of awareness, in every plane, and through the subjectivity of every possible environment. This not only means that we can't rationalize our way out of our insecurities and fears intellectually, nor can we pretend that they don't exist. There is no physical “place” where truth can hide; its energy lingers in our immediate environment—in our aura or electromagnetic field that surrounds. Like a mood ring, this field conveys truth that cannot be hidden by any physical means.

After all I had envisioned and experienced over the course of several months, there was still nothing I could do to hide the residual insecurities that remained when I was actively engaged in other concepts of reality. In order to find consistency throughout, we essentially have to accept as many alternative realities as possible and still be able to identify consistency within all of them. In the depths of our being—deep in our hearts—is the pure energy of Natural Law and Absolute Truth that some call “God.” This energy is also attributed to unconditional love or unbearable compassion. It is the double-edged sword that stands at the gateway between this present system of reality and every other possibility. However, in order to be able to pass through this gateway and perceive other worlds applicable to Natural Law, we have to be willing to release the one we are in at present.

“THUS HAS THE WHOLE EARTH BEEN FILLED WITH BLOOD AND WITH INIQUITY.AND NOW BEHOLD THE SOULS OF THOSE WHO ARE DEAD, CRY OUT. AND COMPLAIN EVEN TO THE GATE OF HEAVEN. THEIR GROANING ASCENDS; NOR CAN THEY ESCAPE FROM THE UNRIGHTEOUSNESS WHICH IS COMMITTED ON EARTH. YOU KNOW ALL THINGS, BEFORE THEY EXIST.” – ENOCH 9:9-12

If we make attempts to seek favor in this world, the next world/environment/moment that we enter will present us with the reciprocal of that bias. If we are unable to maintain our composure in this “flipped” world without identifying with a victim mentality, then we will remain in a repetitive cycle until both opposites can be reconciled within the same identity of self vs. non-self. The external world (social environment, etc.), therefore, must act as our mirror—wherever we attempt to find ourselves. However, if we are unable to identify the purpose in either extremes, then we will resign ourselves to seeking favor, pleasure, or preference wherever we find ourselves. When we are willing to “die” into ourselves through the paradox, then we are able to reconcile ourselves with truth itself being the standard. Eventually, what “dies” in the purification fires between the doors of the paradox is not our entire concept of self, only the non-essential attributes which prevent us from attaining our spiritual sovereignty. Instead of eliminating our ego, we transmute our ego until it can reconcile itself paradoxically as both creator and creation (God and man).

On one level, we absorb the beginning and ending (birth and death) of cycles in our lives, personalities that we have created, or perceptions of the world that we can maintain in a single life. On the next level, we absorb the births and deaths of other incarnations that have been projected from these higher-order energies outside of the physical reality. On levels above the 4th dimension, we reconcile ourselves with the creator—the source of all separate realities from the singularity—the relationship between creator and creation. Above the 5th dimension, we reconcile ourselves with the energy which precedes light itself. These higher firmaments (inner to outer heaven) are the levels which maintain our causal energies—a collection of potential energy which has yet to take form. It is from this pool of collective consciousness, vibration, and ether which all separate dimensions use to manifest. Like a candle which lights another candle, there is no concept of scarcity. Instead, energy always seeks to maximize itself through whatever outlets are available, from one dimension/plane to the next.

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“I'VE GOT MONEY AND JUICE, TWIN SISTERS IN MY BED. THEIR FATHER HAD ENVY, SO I SHOT HIM IN THE HEAD. IF I PLAYED GUITAR I'D BE JIMMY PAGE. THE GIRLIES I LIKE ARE UNDERAGE.” – “THE NEW STYLE” BY THE BEASTIE BOYS

In order to access higher levels of wisdom, we must devote all of our energy to learning and expanding our consciousness. We accomplish this by not only acquiring knowledge, but also learning how to express that which we have learned through an infinite number of different archetypes—without violating or favoring any of them. At no point will this process of expansion ever cease. In this way, striving to access or uncover wisdom becomes both the journey and the destination. It is through the process of seeking perfection that we get to experience it temporarily. However, if we feel obligated in any way to learn when, in fact, we wish we would be doing something else, then we are creating separation. In order to maintain a relationship with spirit and hope to achieve sovereignty, we have to feel comfortable in the freedom to do whatever we want. In other words, we have to sincerely want to give ourselves up to the process of ascension; not because we seek the results of doing so, but because we merge with the Most High in the process of devotion. Similar to how we give ourselves into our hobbies or the creation of artistic expressions, we must maintain an unwavering confidence.

Therefore, it is not the seeking—or the attainment—of truth which sets us free from suffering. Instead, it is by realizing that honoring our authenticity is the highest form of self-love and spiritual devotion—one which is just as important as embracing those moments when we know we would rather do otherwise. By honoring our truth to the extreme, our authenticity is always present; as a result, it seeks truth through the acquisition of divine purpose—and vice versa. We need not commit ourselves to any idea, method, person, or perspective any longer than it serves us. Any presence of resentment is only energy which we have yet to process out from our journey. All we are required to do to maintain this union is to resign anything which can only exist in separation to that which must eventually be reconciled with that which is non-physical and wholly true. By being willing to resigning our ego in exchange for embodying truth, we are free.

To put it simply, we are alive to perfect the “id.” This is the part of our psyche that is the identity held equal by everyone in the collective consciousness. By perfecting the id so that we can be both the center of the universe at the same time that we are transitioning through everyone else's personal universe—without feeling obligated to sacrifice our authenticity in a way that would cause us to create a shadow—we will be reach the level of spiritual sovereignty. In order to maintain this position, we only do what we love—which is expressed by joyfully embodying truth in every moment. As long as truth is our priority, we will be able to (consciously) travel from one dimension to the next and still be able to ground ourselves in the Natural Law/God-self which finds its home in-between the magnetic charges of our heart—the engine that clutches to the yoga/union of our mind's metaphysical transmissions.

Me

JD Stahl (08/10/2016) I've built this world to contain me. I've made these homes to confuse me. I wrote these songs to remind me. I've lied all these times to convince me. I've stumbled so you could help me. I've risen so I could fall again. And in this body, which often enables me, My friends are all here to humble me. I've created my whole life. In your mind, I can create you. I've grown these flowers to excite me. I've solved all these equations to save me. I have defined time to measure me. Love and pain exist to define me. Within you, within me, we travel on. All around us we can say the war is won. I've willed these eyes, so we could see me. And in these certain times, I speak. I've fallen so I know who you are when weak. I've died and risen to realize life is the dream. Now I know that each breath is for you. Keep on living, keep on building—for you. All my brothers and sisters, love for you. Without you, there would be nothing around me.