(B03C35) Chapter 35: Revealing the Daydream

Veles Unearths the Nu Roots of Ol' Creation by Freeing Slavics from the Borders of Buzzing Ashes that Fall from the Hammered Boundary Fissures of Luke's Wall in a Communist Country

“MORNING RESTS IN THE EAGER HANDS OF DAWN. AWAITING IN THE WINDS WITHIN THEIR SONGS. LOVE EXCEEDS THE STONE AGE TIDES OF TIME. SOAKING MOON REFLECTIONS IN THE MINES. THE HUNTER RETURNS TO THE KINGDOM FROM THE TREES. BRINGING BACK A HUNDRED BILLION DREAMS. A NEVER-ENDING DELTA FROM THE STREAMS. A FORMLESS FLOWING CONNECTIVITY.” – “SUCCESSION” BY JD STAHL

By learning a language that encompasses all ranges of vibration (symbols, sounds, actions, printed material, etc.), we open ourselves up to the entire world. Since most languages are limited in their reach, the more we stretch outside the limits of our compartmentalized perceptions and perspectives, the more will will expand beyond the limits of both time and space. We can achieve this expansion externally for only so long; however, if we instead seek to go inward and learn the subtle language of vibration, our reach will be infinite. It is only by being able to establish empathy with all living things that we will truly understand the singularity—the experience of what some may call “God.”

The source of matter and energy is, by nature, determined by vibration. Therefore, messages are not only limited to biological beings, but to all things that are sourced from the singularity vibration. If we allow ourselves to be deceived or otherwise limited by the borders of our physical perception and their relative senses, we will only ever know a mere 5% of the wisdom that the universe holds for us to uncover. Vibrations that lead us to greater wisdom and expanded consciousness are stored in all physical things. Within these quantum connections are the doors which allow us to access alternative planes and perceive worlds that are outside the limits of our physical reality. Often, when we are asleep, we access these alternative dimensions/planes. When our internal chemistry severs the vibrational attachments to our physical body, the life force that we know as consciousness mixes and collaborates with the vibrational integrity of the world. When we awaken, what we bring back from the sea of infinite dreams is determined by how much we have brought into our conscious awareness the quantum connections that bridge us not only to all things in the physical reality, but beyond time and space altogether.

“I AM THE UNVEILED ONE. THE PERIOD WHEN THE HEAVENS WERE CREATED FOR ME AND WERE ENLARGED THE BOUNDS OF EARTH, AND MULTIPLIED THE PROGENY THEREOF, CANNOT BE FOUND OUT. THEY SHALL FAIL AND NOT BE UNITED AGAIN. BY REASON OF THE SPEECH WHICH I ADDRESS TO YOU, MY NAME SETTETH ITSELF APART FROM ALL THINGS EVIL WHICH ARE IN THE MOUTHS OF MEN. I AM HE WHO RISETH AND SHINETH, A WALL WHICH COMETH OUT OF A WALL, AN ONLY ONE WHO PROCEEDETH FROM AN ONLY ONE. THERE IS NEVER A DAY THAT PASSETH WITHOUT THE THINGS WHICH APPERTAIN UNTO HIM BEING THEREIN; PASSING, PASSING, PASSING, PASSING. VERILY I SAY UNTO THEE, I AM THE PLANT WHICH COMETH FORTH FROM NU, AND MY MOTHER IS NUT. HAIL, MY CREATOR, I AM HE WHO HATH NO POWER TO WALK, THE GREAT KNOT WHO DWELLETH IN YESTERDAY.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

In terms of our energetic connection to alternate planes/dimensions of reality, we are intimately tied to other versions of ourselves through quantum superposition. This means that we are not only able to occupy completely different perceptual realities, but we are also able to maintain different physical counterparts as well. However, since our metaphysical consciousness does not reside in 3rd dimensional spacetime, we are able to receive instantaneous messages between different relative realities (blocks or cells). In this way, our conscious mind—the part of our being which is non-physical—acts as a mirror to the Morphic field. Essentially, our bodies are a direct extension of how we perceive the balance between self and non-self/environment.

On the surface, our physical identities may appear to be “real” in respect to any other reality—only because we associate who we are to our limited physical structure. However, the more that we are able to establish sovereignty in different roles or subjective realities, the more our vibration will increase. As our vibration increases, we are better able to take on the multiplicity of our own being. Through our metaphysical consciousness, we are able to transmute non-physical energy and manifest it in our present 3rd dimensional reality. Though it may appear to our physical senses that we are changing, we are actually shifting to a completely different dimension of vibration. As we process the changes in vibration internally from a place deep within our subconscious, our physical cells adjust and approach a median point between both extremes. The goal, of course, is to eventually occupy both extremes as well as every other dimension that exists in between—including the threshold/Morphic Field that infinitely ties every dimension together. In this way, we can occupy our highest vibration consciously as well as physically. It is our discernment, therefore, which manifests the most suitable metaphysical environment for our conscious awareness.

Ptah (Creator Deity) shines with a blue aura and combines the 3rd eye (Horus) properties established through his link through time with the God Thoth and his "Dog-Headed" companion Anubis

Golden Egg-Sucking Jellyfish Find Nothing After or Before a Million Years of Introspection Except a TWA Party Table Full of Husky, Poker-Playing Quadriplegics

“THE MIGHT OF MY STRENGTH IS WITHIN MY HAND, I AM NOT KNOWN [BY THEE], BUT I AM HE WHO KNOWETH THEE. I CANNOT BE HELD IN THE HAND, BUT I AM HE WHO CAN HOLD THEE IN HIS HAND. HAIL, O EGG! HAIL, O EGG! I AM HORUS WHO LIVETH FOR MILLIONS OF YEARS, WHOSE FLAME SHINETH UPON YOU, AND BRINGETH YOUR HEARTS UNTO ME. I AM MASTER OF MY THRONE. I ADVANCE AT THIS SEASON. I HAVE OPENED A PATH. I HAVE DELIVERED MYSELF FROM ALL EVIL THINGS. I AM THE GOLDEN DOG-HEADED APE, THREE PALMS AND TWO FINGERS [HIGH], WHICH HATH NEITHER ARMS NOR LEGS, AND WHICH DWELLETH IN HET-KA-PTAH. I GO FORTH AS GOETH FORTH THE DOG-HEADED APE WHO DWELLETH IN HET-KA-PTAH.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

Over time, our conquering of alternative realities with our conscious awareness gives us the full capacity to morph into whatever physical, psychological, or spiritual form at our will. As the quantum channels between dimensions increase, so do our physical brain's neurological synapses. In this way, our physical brains increase in both quality and complexity. However, instead of storing information locally on our brains, instead we convert our conscious mind to a catalogue of archetypes—energetic signatures that create quantum portals to alternative planes and dimensions. Through these portals, we are able to consciously interact with different versions of ourselves.

Through practice, we can eventually develop the capacity to discern between that which is limited to subjectivity and that which is wholly objective. Our journey to learn about Natural Law and balance is the path towards transfiguration into the unchanging, immortal substance that holds our highest vibrational existence. This pinnacle of being is the achievement of spiritual sovereignty in every possible reality—subjective and objective, and to every possible extreme. The vibration produced by this achievement matches our metaphysical vibration with the speed of light itself. However, while we occupy any body, we are unable to accelerate to that velocity while we are conscious of our physical senses. Therefore, in order to ascend to a state of omniscience or omnipresence, we have to release our desire to even “know” that which is unknowable from a subjective perspective.

“WHERE YOU WILL BE FROM, NOTHING IS LOST. AND THE FAITHLESS TO YOU MAY NEVER KNOW THE COST. BUT NOTHING SITS BETWEEN THE SHADOWS OF THEM AND ME. WE ARE ALL DIVINE COMPANY—FOR YOU.” – “THE WAY” BY JD STAHL

In a sense, to truly reach our highest state of divinity, we would have to (literally) know “nothing.” By not attempting to rationalize or ground ourselves, we disconnect our conscious mind from its physical counterpart. In this release of subjectivity, we temporarily take on the fullness of omniscience. However, as we transcend back into our physical body, any attempt to “know” or even “know that we know” completely separates us from the state of universal consciousness. Becoming enlightened, therefore, we would have to allow ourselves to resign our identity completely, taking on aspects of the world without any attempt to ground ourselves in any physical or even non-physical self or environment.

Without our psychical body, however, we would not be able to increase the capacity for our spirit-soul to grow and develop. Without a part of our being which is anchored into the physical dimension, we would not be capable of measuring growth. This, of course, does not mean that we should see growth and development as product of labor or effort, but more of the removal of certain things in our life that prevent us from attaining spiritual sovereignty in as many relative planes as possible. Because every person is authentic and unique to their own journey, however, there is no specific model or ideal from which any of us can copy externally. It is only through experimentation with different methods—to both extremes—that we will be able to reconcile ourselves with our highest expression.

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“WE CAN HEAR THE NIGHT WATCHMAN CLICK HIS FLASHLIGHT, ASK HIMSELF IF IT’S HIM OR THEM THAT’S REALLY INSANE. LOUISE, SHE’S ALL RIGHT, SHE’S JUST NEAR. SHE’S DELICATE AND SEEMS LIKE THE MIRROR. BUT SHE JUST MAKES IT ALL TOO CONCISE AND TOO CLEAR THAT JOHANNA’S NOT HERE. THE GHOST OF ’LECTRICITY HOWLS IN THE BONES OF HER FACE, WHERE THESE VISIONS OF JOHANNA HAVE NOW TAKEN MY PLACE.” – “VISIONS OF JOHANNA” BY BOB DYLAN

Due to the quantum relationships that we not only have with other versions of our “self” in different planes and dimensions, on a deeper level we have similar relationships with every other level of physical vibration. On one plane exists timelines of infinite possibilities for our present “self.” On another level or dimensions, we combine the infinite possibilities for every other version of our spirit-soul throughout time, space, and age (cycle of time). When we practice yoga (methods of spiritual union), we subconsciously connect to a plane of consciousness where we are able to view our lives from a top-down perspective. From this perspective, every possible level or dimension of our spirit-soul existence is revealed. What we are able to bring back from these transcendent moments is relative to our present belief system and the “work” we are willing to do to prioritize our spiritual endeavors.

If we choose to believe in concepts of reality that do not account for the superposition of consciousness, then we will be essentially imprisoned inside of dense reality constructs. By attaching our identity to that which will perish in time or space, all of our memories will perish as we transition through the threshold that separates us from the higher dimensions (5th to 9th). Simply by not believing in the recursiveness of consciousness, we prevent ourselves from being able to deliver the lessons we learned while in the physical to our ascended selves. It is by being able to balance our existence within the paradox that we increase our capacity for conscious freedom.

“LET IT BE GRANTED TO ME TO PASS ON TO THE HOLY PRINCES, FOR INDEED, I HAVE DONE AWAY ALL THE EVIL WHICH I COMMITTED, FROM THE TIME WHEN THIS EARTH CAME INTO BEING FROM NU, WHEN IT SPRANG FROM THE WATERY ABYSS EVEN AS IT WAS IN THE DAYS OF OLD. I AM FATE AND OSIRIS, I HAVE MADE MY TRANSFORMATIONS INTO THE LIKENESS OF DIVERSE SERPENTS.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

As we sacrifice our ego in exchange for a spiritual rebirth, our metaphysical consciousness is baptized by the “eternal waters” of the etheric meta-substance often called the Morphic Field. In this Morphic Field, we are able to pull from the dharmic patterns that govern our existence in every possible subjective reality. Not only do we cleanse ourselves of that which limits us to any specific physical reality, but we take on aspects of our highest self. This process connects us to past lives and even the lives of others. As a result, we begin to pull energy through quantum portals all throughout time and space. Essentially, other physical bodies—other humans, animals, insects, and even plants—become wireless routers that are capable of transferring the information of consciousness instantaneously.

Only the purest energy is capable of being able to transition through the thresholds between planes and dimensions. This means that the more we are willing to sacrifice in terms of spiritual perfection, the more that we will be able to “see” or discern the difference between that which is subjectively truth and that which is absolutely or objectively true. This is referred to as “sovereign sight,” and it is a non-physical sense (intuition) which allows us to see events thorough time and space. It is the process of mastery—not necessarily the attainment of mastery—which connects us to the infinite power of our highest vibrational expression. This authentic version of ourselves is what allows us to telepathically connect to every other living thing through our metaphysical consciousness.

MAN KNOWETH NOT, AND THE GODS CANNOT BEHOLD THE TWO-FOLD BEAUTY WHICH I HAVE MADE FOR OSIRIS, THE GREATEST OF THE GODS. I HAVE GIVEN UNTO HIM THE REGION OF THE DEAD. AND, VERILY, HIS SON HORUS IS SEATED UPON THE THRONE OF THE DWELLER IN THE FIERY LAKE [OF NESERSER], AS HIS HEIR. I HAVE MADE HIM TO HAVE HIS THRONE IN THE BOAT OF MILLIONS OF YEARS.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

Through the etheric thresholds which contain the totality of the Morphic Resonance Field, we are able to pull that energy which is required to achieve balance. It is our reciprocal reflection which is necessary to eliminate polarity in every extreme so that we will be able to manifest change from within. In essence, we use all opposition (karma yoga) to transform ourselves into perfection. Though in a physical state perfection can never be reached, it is the journey of attainment itself which allows us to “deliver” or “rescue” our divine nature in the physical to unite with our non-physical perfection.

Through this process, we “save” our position of sovereignty by being willing to eliminate distractions and transmute energy around us back into its raw, potentiated form. It is through the process of transmutation that we attune our cellular vibration to higher planes of consciousness. The more that we are able to give ourselves to methods of union (yoga/transcendence), the more efficiently we will be able to transform our metaphysical being. It is these transcendental methods which connect us (quantumly) to alternative timelines and subjective realities. Therefore, we will not only be able to connect to the conscious vibrations of life force energy which are “alive” or anchored into the physical plane, but also to those energies which have been freed from the physical world. As we rescue our own divine nature from the depths of the infinite, we are also able to resurrect the unconditional energies of those who have passed on from life. We are even capable of evoking the energies of beings who are entirely conceptual or fictional—as long as their presence can be reconciled and balanced within the realm of metaphysics.

“LATE LAST NIGHT, I WENT FOR A WALK DOWN BY THE RIVER NEAR MY HOME. COULDN'T BELIEVE, WITH MY OWN EYES. AND I SWEAR I'LL NEVER LEAVE MY HOME AGAIN. I SAW A MAN WALKING ON THE WATER. COMING RIGHT AT ME, FROM THE OTHER SIDE, CALLING OUT MY NAME, "DO NOT BE AFRAID.” FEET BEGIN TO RUN, A POUNDING IN MY BRAIN. I DON'T WANNA GO, I DON'T WANNA GO.” – “WALKING ON THE WATER” BY CREDENCE CLEARWATER REVIVAL  

The establishment of sovereignty allows every other version of ourselves to act as a portal through which universal wisdom and intelligence may flow. Over time, the voice which previously guided us towards discernment becomes that of our inner monologue—indiscernible from our metaphysical identity/ego. Through this metaphysical transfiguration, we become the guide, guru, teacher, father, priest, or medium that stands awakened between the two worlds—physical and spiritual. All that is “real” becomes us; at the same time, all we perceive manifests into reality. The water that flows through our bloodstream carries the potential energy from which we pull from in order to give life to our emotions. If we wish to rise above our emotions and achieve self-mastery, we must bring to conscious awareness the attachments that cause us to fall out of our composure—our triggers.

The less reactive we are to our triggers, the more we are able to rise above the projections in our subjective external environments, giving us the capacity to “walk on water.” The amount of potential energy we reserve from being non-reactive to emotional attachments then gets funneled towards our intuition and spiritual sovereignty. Essentially, with this energy, we transfigure our bodies via our cells and become the energy of truth and potentiality of action. More simply put, we become our dharma instead of being locked in karmic cycles. Instead of being locked in time and space, we rise above and raise our conscious vibration into alternative timelines and planes, filled with the energy of the collective consciousness. Across metaphysical boundaries, we transmit vibrations that further establish our spiritual sovereignty, causing us to feel blissful from the “knowing” that all things are perfect. Similar to how an orchestra creates a perfect symphony or how a collection of fireflies manifests the perfect display of luminescent foreplay, every single one of us are negotiating this metaphysical perfection in every direction—within and without.

It is this music of our existence through which we dance. In the river of life we take steps, cleansing ourselves from that which prevents our return back into the light of purity, truth, and perfection. Between thresholds, established in timelines and planes of collective consciousness, we speak our passion silently. This voice can be heard through anything in physical existence, for it is vibration which can be channeled through vibration. If we are able to find stillness within the depths of our being—both minds and hearts—we can “hear” the call of truth itself, reflected as the reciprocal of our authenticity. Such a casual reply can only be heard by those who recognize themselves on the other end of the line, gently pulling them through the light to the other side.

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“BEHIND THE BORROWED EYES OF A STRANGER, YOU’RE THERE. BETWEEN THE RAYS OF SUN SHINING IN YOUR HAIR. MY HEART BEATS, THIS DRUM, AND YOU STRIKE MY SKIN. I MARCH TO THE LOVE ONLY YOU CREATED WITHIN. I GROW TO YOU LIKE THE DAISIES TO THE SUN. QUEEN OF ALL MY DREAMS AND SPARK TO MY FIRE. NOTHING COULD BE DONE TO EVER CHANGE THE TRUTH. I’VE SEARCHED THE HEAVENS AND ALL I FOUND WAS YOU.” – “PARADISE FOUND” BY JD STAHL

Until we have fully integrated all separate aspects of ourselves, we will still be subjected to the ties between different versions of ourselves. While in one dimension of consciousness, our present incarnation is able to live out an infinite number of lives, we are always connected to other like-partners as well. These partners—also called twin flames—share the exact same energetic signature as we do. Quite often, the beings are reflective of our physical presence; meaning, that they mirror us in every way—reciprocally. As we ascend through the quantum relativity between planes of consciousness, we meet these individuals in our everyday lives.

The difference between soul mates, karmic partners, dharmic partners, and twin flames are all relative to the spiritual hierarchy where our present locus of consciousness exists from moment to moment. This means that our meeting of these individuals are not restricted to a linear fashion. In all instances, however, these individuals mirror back to us certain aspects of our lives which have yet to come into balance. The presence of these energies, however, is not necessarily static. That means that the purity of these spirit-soul counterparts transition through the subconsciousness of pretty much everyone we meet. How these energies are received by the individuals in our immediate environment are entirely determined by the native state of consciousness of she/he who receives our etheric reciprocal.

Basically, we carry our “twin flame” with us wherever we go. Those who receive this reciprocal metaphysical ideal and fully embody it through their hearts will—over time—transfigure themselves into the physical projection of these energies. Though it is popular to seek a partner in the physical world, albeit a soul mate or twin flame persona, many of these partnerships are only ever meant to be muses who will guide us to our highest possible incarnation—physically, metaphysically, and spiritually. Because enlightenment is not often achieved nearly in a single incarnation, these guides lead us to a place of self-union. As far as quantum channeling goes, we have these soul-ties between twin flames and subjective soulmates until we are able to ascend to the position where we metaphysically transfigure ourselves into an independent physical individual. This means that we become balanced between genders. Essentially, we transfigure ourselves into both masculine and feminine divinities when we practice self-love and recognize that our “twin flame” vibration is both created and assigned solely by our faith and belief in the vibrational company held within our immediate environment.

"WELL, I STAND UP NEXT TO A MOUNTAIN, AND I CHOP IT DOWN WITH THE EDGE OF MY HAND.  WELL, I PICK UP ALL THE PIECES AND MAKE AN ISLAND. MIGHT EVEN RAISE A LITTLE SAND.” – “VOODOO CHILE (SLIGHT RETURN)” BY JIMI HENDRIX 

In order to consume our reciprocal opposite, we have to essentially consume it—become it—until we are able to reconcile our opposites. It is only by recognizing ourselves completely in another—without discerning the difference between genders—that we measure our quantum entanglement. It is only through this process of measurement where quantumly-entangled particles can be separated. In this sense, our twin flames becomes but an illusory method that we are able to use to lead us back to wholeness—in body and in spirit. By matching partners in this way, we are not only able to discern what is truth, but we are able to discern the entire karmic and dharmic pathways which are mean to lead others towards enlightenment and eventual divination.

It is not our methods we seek to embody, but the sovereign freedom that we experience during practice. Similarly, our relationships with others are only ever able to show us a part of ourselves which we have yet to honor and incorporate into our being. As we take on as many aspects of these patterns into our own being, the energy which previously attracted them to us is deconstructed into silence and stillness. It is balance itself which can help to discern that which is meant to teach us and that which our true mirror or “twin.”

When we meet this “twin,” however, we must recognize that true freedom can only exist beyond separation. Even with our best intentions, we “sin” simply by identifying something as separate from ourselves. Therefore, in order to attain true spiritual sovereignty and be truly free, we have to find the obsolescence in every “thing” in the physical world—our “twin flame” and (eventually) our physical selves. In order to go “beyond the beyond” or enter into eternal bliss where the fires of purification become our true mirror, we must be willing to resign all separation. Though this is not required of us, it is the highest state of spiritual attainment. For that which is a “father” above all in separation would never seek to enter into such a union with his children.

This metaphysical position is held only for those beings who have fulfilled the desires of the spirit-soul, processed out any residual karma, and have attained mastery to such a degree that their actions are consistently transcendent. This means that no matter what we do, we are still able to maintain an open intuitive dialogue. It is only by seeking to go beyond the self that we can be delivered through the other side of our being, evoking the transformative spirit of that which is pure, true, and divine.

Switzerland

JD Stahl (04/29/2020) Peaceful wishes and armed neutrality Fictitious kingdoms once dismayed. At the crossroads of independence, She moves and the roads follow. Because nothing could change The ways through another best day. Or has the foreplay, once untold Now broken before this sovereign state. A request, once argued, is now in play. Impatient solitude, like death to wait Because nothing could change Sitting on the fence, next to an open gate. Before the mirror she awakes. In her tea is her divine company. Messages from mailmen waiting for replies Is seated upon the frequency inside. Because nothing could change Her unfettered, untamed, confederated country. Winds wash the banks of another dream. Upon the plateau above the alps, they meet. A mother weeps for the lost days of rain. Just a prelude to the stars who asked to shine. Because everything started to change, When on top of the mountain she stood, And created peace in the country that was mine.

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“IN AND OUT, OUT AND IN. GET WITH THE DOGG IF YOU WANNA WIN. SET THE RECORDS WHILE I SET THE TREND. SHOW YOU HOW THE BOSS BALL. DIP IT AND BEND AROUND THE CORNER WITH GANGSTER SHIT. DROP IT AND HIT THE SWITCH. PULL UP TO THE HOMIE HOUSE, SMOKE A LITTLE BIT. OFF TO THE CITY. GRIND MORE TIMES, GETTIN' GRITTY. GOT A LOT OF PULL, NIGGA, GET WITH ME. DARK TINT ON THE BENTLEY. NEVER NO SCENT, BUT I'M SIMPLY THE BEST NIGGA TO LEAVE A NIGGA EMPTY.” – “I GOT PULL” BY MOUNT WESTMORE

The energy of consciousness is akin to gravity—but on a non-physical plane, of course. Consciousness is essentially the nonphysical counterpart that accounts for the quantum forces of etheric energy that transitions through all matter and energy. The core or central point of any collection of mass and matter creates forces that resemble a gravitational pull or magnetic/electromagnetic attraction. Gravity, therefore, is merely an extension of quantum (electromagnetic) attraction that is created by the relationships between certain quark flavors—both in isolation as well as within a surrounding physical or non-physical environment. The quark flavor arrangements that are lower in vibration operate in a more dense state, creating the phenomenon we know as the physical reality. When these quark flavors change, they create groups of non-physical energy. This is the energy of consciousness.

Between the physical and non-physical densities, there is a possibility of transference. Through quantumly-entangled particles, the intermingling of these two states have given birth to that which is metaphysical. It is the place where planes with different densities overlap that has given way to the thresholds between states. How this phenomenon reveals itself in human beings is made evident by our capacity to think, consider, reflect, and recognize our existence as an individual. Without the metaphysical overlap (made possible by our mRNA), we would essentially become slaves or mechanistic biological machines. Without our capacity to consider or engage in conscious decision-making, we are incredibly susceptible to be controlled telepathically by other beings.

“IT’S A BRAND-NEW DAY. TO SEE WITHOUT STATIC. TO STAND WITHOUT GRAVITY. NO MORE HEAVY EXPECTATION. YOUR EXPLOITATION HAS EXPIRED. TO CRAWL OUT OF THE CAVES OF SHADOWED CAVITIES. NO MORE SECLUSION OR CAPTIVITY. TO REACH YOUR CHIN INTO THE SKY. AND SPLIT THE COLORS OF THE SUN. TO HOLD THE HEAT IN A SEPARATE HAND. FEEL IT. HOLD IT. WANT IT. YOUR SILLY FEARS CANNOT TAKE THIS AWAY. JUST LOOK INTO MY EYES. SEE YOUR TRUE SELF? YOUR GREATEST SURPRISE. THE TIME IS DAWN. LET ME SHOW YOU THE NEW SUNRISE.” – “SHADOW OF THE LAST BATTLE” BY JD STAHL

What attracts us to other people, in general, is a collection of various quantumly-entangled connections—both physical and non-physical. Whether it be through our genetic material or through our belief systems, our blood gives access to portals that connect us to higher-order patterns of vibration throughout all time and space. This is how we often take on the karmic energy of both our biological family as well as anyone in our immediate environment. The more that we open ourselves up to others and are willing to receive them without fear or defense, the more we consume the light energy they have reflected upon us. As this energy is consumed, we do our best to exchange sympathy for empathy. It is only through the process of empathy that we can fully integrate aspects of their energy as our own. Sympathy itself does not necessarily imbed itself deep enough into our subconscious to bleed over into the non-physical densities which hold the higher-vibrational aspects of consciousness.

By committing ourselves to truth, we release as many things in our lives that prevent us from being able to process the energy of our environment in a way that allows us to see empathically through the eyes of others. When we do, however, we slowly connect ourselves to them through quantum tunneling. Whether we push or pull someone, the raw energy that is expended will eventually strengthen the ties between two people. When these ties become strong enough, it is even possible for one or both people to live their lives through the eyes of the other. The more that our conscious mind is focused on simplifying these energetic ties, the clearer the view that one may have through the other.

On a different level, we also practice these methods with ourselves. When we reflect back into our past or perceive life in any of the possible futures, we are giving ourselves the opportunity to live our own life from any number of different perspectives. The problem with doing this, however, is that we all too often create our persona or identity based on things which can only exist in the physical world—or are otherwise time dependent. All that is true (objectively) is consistent throughout any time or space. It is this light of consciousness which shines through, regardless of time, space, or physical incarnation. This is the energy that calls us with the same force as we call our salvation.

“I AM ONE OF THOSE SPIRIT-SOULS WHO DWELL IN THE LIGHT-GOD. I HAVE MADE MY FORM IN HIS FORM, WHEN HE COMETH TO TETU. I AM A SPIRIT-BODY AMONG HIS SPIRIT- BODIES; HE SHALL SPEAK UNTO THEE THE THINGS [WHICH CONCERN] ME. WOULD THAT HE WOULD CAUSE ME TO BE HELD IN FEAR! WOULD THAT HE WOULD CREATE [IN THEM] AWE OF ME! LET THE GODS OF THE TUAT BE AFRAID OF ME, AND LET THEM FIGHT FOR ME [IN THEIR HALLS]. I, EVEN I, AM A SPIRIT-SOUL, A DWELLER IN THE LIGHT-GOD, WHOSE FORM HATH BEEN CREATED IN DIVINE FLESH. I AM ONE OF THOSE SPIRIT-SOULS WHO DWELL IN THE LIGHT-GOD, WHO WERE CREATED BY TEM HIMSELF, AND WHO EXIST IN THE BLOSSOMS OF HIS EYE. HE HATH MADE TO EXIST, HE HATH MADE GLORIOUS, AND HE HATH MAGNIFIED THEIR FACES DURING THEIR EXISTENCE WITH HIM.” – EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

Our attraction to other people is created as a result of our quantum material attempting to find balance between the physical and non-physical world. Since everything in the physical reality is governed by vibration, we are able to transmit messages through the particles in the air. In the same way that sound travels, the energy of our electromagnetic consciousness projects outwards, creating a toroidal body of attraction. This broadcast of electromagnetism increases or decreases depending on how balanced we are within our being. Essentially, our consciousness grows in strength the more it is able to consume what is pulled into it from within its toroidal radius. As it is received, it is transmuted and purified, sending it back out again as the energy of truth. The vibrations of this energy, however, exist on a much higher frequency. If our physical eyes were able to see these frequencies, they would appear as auras. These auras are the toroidal fields of our energetic expenditure.

The more of our energy centers (chakras) we are able to activate and balance, the more our aura projects the different colors. These colors are produced by the changes in frequency emitted by the energy that comes through our chakras. Once they are unblocked, we are capable of pulling energy from outside of the third dimension. Any time that we are able to escape duality and enter into unity/union with our self and non-self environment, we receive a packet of energy. We can use this energy in whatever way we wish; it is our free will to manifest in such a way. When we use the energy we have received from the proverbial “Mother,” which is just a name for a potentiated pool of infinite formless energy, we are then intimately tied to whatever karma those actions create in our environment. No matter what we do, these connections must remain attached until the energy has been reconciled by the opposing force.

The energetic connections themselves are neither positive nor negative. When we stop focusing on our preferences, every energetic tie becomes an eventual opportunity that can lead us to increase the powers of manifestation that await us. As we live our lives and develop our physical bodies and ego structures, we create these ties so that (eventually) we can transmute the energy of these experiences to expand our metaphysical consciousness. This means that as we process our fears, memories, and life-long journeys, we will be able to amplify our vibration and learn to consume consciousness around us. When we activate our chakras, we are more capable of being able to transmute the energies stored within our self and non-self/environment. This practice increases our attractiveness or metaphysical gravity (pull).

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“PERIODICITY OF FORGIVENESS NEVER TO BE EXAMINED, LONG ENOUGH FOR THE PATTERN TO ARISE. MINUSCULE CHANGES OF PAST MARKED POSITION, GENETICALLY PURPOSE THE OUT-COMING PRIZE. STABLE STATES OF ANIMALISTIC SEGREGATION. THE RULES OF THE THEORY OF SELF-RIGHTEOUS GAMES. IT’S A POPULAR EXAMINATION OF PUMPING UP PROSPECTS. ANCHORS IN FACES, RACES, JOURNEYS AND NAMES.” – “GAME THEORY” BY JD STAHL

The more attractive we are, the more things are drawn to us. If we are not disciplined or mature enough to use this energy in a way that allows us to eliminate karma, we will only end up producing more karma, bleeding our energy out until the moment when those karmic ties are called back upon us. For this reason, there is nobody that is ever able to take from us who won't (eventually) have to return the energy back unto the person who they initially stole from. Because these energetic ties are all connected outside of space and time, nothing can be hidden. Energetic ties are reciprocal, meaning that if we retaliate, we have essentially given up our right to reclaim karma or justify our position within a conflict.

By maintaining a position of truth, however, these energetic ties remain strong. Eventually, we can use them to elevate us beyond densities and activate our metaphysical being. We can even empower ourselves enough that our physical senses can be governed intuitively. Essentially, we can change what we see to match the metaphysical information that is being transported through our conscious mind. As our vibration increases, so does our capacity to increase our conscious awareness to densities above the physical dimension. In this way, we can actually become consciously aware of the patterns that govern all of the karmic and dharmic energies in our environment.

“THEY TOAST CUPS OF CHAOS WHILE NIBBLING ON PURPOSE. AND SAVE THE HEAD SEAT FOR THEIR NEW FAVORITE BEAST. IT’S A NEW WAY OF LIFE FOR MAINTAINING THE BALANCE. ALLOWING AN EXCESS OF BEAUTY OPPOSING THE SIDE. BLUE, GRAY, AND RED HAVE HELD UP THIS CHAPTER. THE TRUTH, THEY SAY, IS AN EYE-OPENING RIDE.” – “GAME THEORY” BY JD STAHL

From our third eye, we receive intuitively the experiences from alternative realities. Through these energetic ties, we can teleport our conscious mind to any relative reality we wish. Intuitively, we will receive dream-like visions or displays of patterns that are expressed like visual poetry. As we learn to translate our senses back into the raw patterns, all things are revealed. Those who have eyes to see beyond themselves will be able to see every other version of themselves with the same equanimous and unconditional (unbiased or non-preferential) love that is aligned with natural law.

The only priority for Natural Law (The Mother) is the most efficient and expedient process to increase global consciousness. Therefore, the truest definition of “unconditional love” has little to do with maintaining comfort, coddling preferences or social graces, or enabling the ignorance of those who misuse their abilities of manifestation to hide or disguise truth. The force of unconditional love by the divine feminine is often quite destructive. From outside of linear spacetime, every single possibility has been considered. There is nothing in the physical reality that does not occur accidentally or has not been considered as part of a divine plan. Therefore, it is only by channeling our free will to learn and develop wisdom beyond our preferences that we are able to embody the sovereign powers of independence. When we eliminate our preferences and release attachments to those things which can only exist in linear spacetime, we are able to fill ourselves up with a much larger amount of universal energy.

The powers we receive from the formless seas of vibration all around us can be so powerful that it can be easy to abuse them for personal gain. The more we are able to discipline ourselves and practice self-control, the more these energies will amplify through our chakras. Without preferences or self-seeking behaviors, we resign ourselves completely and act as a pure channel—a portal for the “Mother” to express the energy of transformation through us. Our motivation to create is the evidence of this spiritual phenomenon. Everything we create during moments of focus, determination, and devotion are all motivated by energies of higher consciousness. The energetic integrity of these connections are made evident by how others react to them.

“A CHANGING SEASON. THE RIFT THAT’S DRIVEN IN THE MIND. OF HER GREAT POWER, GRACEFULLY DRIVEN, BY HER PATIENT UNDERSTANDING. UNYIELDING AND PERSISTING, LIKE THE CHILD WHO GREW INSIDE. A PROLOGUE OF WHAT’S BEEN LIVING, NOW UNABLE TO BE MISHANDLED OR MISTAKEN. HER SPARK THAT LIGHTS A CANDLE. A DARK TIME SHALL RISE TO SHINE.” – “ONLY THE MOTHER” BY JD STAHL

Creations which inspire divinity—when experienced or consumed—will initiate a subconscious process of transmutation. When we seek salvation, ask for divine intercession, or request grace from the Mother (Nature), we are actually calling confrontations upon us. We must be willing to process out our karma before we are able to go beyond the dense physical reality. As we resign ourselves to the reconciliation of these energies, we transmute the karma that remains hidden in darkness. The more we are willing to resign ourselves to Natural Law, however, the more the light within can transfigure us.

Every physical being is of a “masculine” nature. What is essentially “feminine” can never be limited to form or compartmentalization. Every idea, therefore, is masculine. Feminine energy is chaotic, formless, unlimited, and non-biased. The Mother gives way to both creation and destruction—and every preservation force that flickers in-between. Her “unconditional love” includes disease just as much as healing. Whatever actions need to occur in order to awaken the consciousness of those so that purity and truth will be sought above all separate ideas or concepts will occur—with or without warning or approval.

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“SPLIT FROM THE SUN. TWO FROM ONE. WHEN IT BEGUN. AN EXPLOSION OF CREATION. THE BIRTHDAY TO SALVATION. THIS REVELATION. I’M THE TRAIN AND THE STATION. A FINAL FISSION OF FORMS. THE CENTER OF THE STORM. CALM AND SO WARM. MY OLD AND NEW NORM. PREPARE TO BE BORN.” – “ALL ABOARD” BY JD STAHL

Awakening is very much like being born in the physical reality—but the opposite way. Instead of being brought into the physical world screaming and crying, we are ripped out of our materialistic comforts so that we can experience a world that is infinitely abundant. In order to cross over the metaphysical boundaries between life and death, however, we must transform ourselves into light. This means that we must reconcile every possible polarity that exists—personally and externally. By activating our sovereignty and simplifying our lives to the point where we no longer feel victimized or suffer taking accountability for our actions taken by free will, we are transformed.

During this transformation, all of the energy of our consciousness is transferred from our local physical matter into the astral plane where every possible expression of energy already exists. It is only by being able to balance the dual nature of reality (physical and non-physical) within our metaphysical consciousness that we are able to “deliver” our memory or ideas outside of the limits of time and space. What we are able to bring into our conscious awareness/memory during transcendental moments leads us to transfigure ourselves into purity itself. In this way, our mRNA draws energy from outside of the physical dimension—channeled through our body's energy centers (chakras).

“I AIN'T HAPPY, I'M FEELING GLAD. I GOT SUNSHINE IN A BAG. I'M USELESS, BUT NOT FOR LONG. THE FUTURE IS COMING ON. IT'S COMING ON, IT'S COMING ON. IT'S COMING ON, IT'S COMING ON. FINALLY, SOMEONE LET ME OUT OF MY CAGE. NOW TIME FOR ME IS NOTHIN', 'CAUSE I'M COUNTIN' NO AGE. NOW I COULDN'T BE THERE, NOW YOU SHOULDN'T BE SCARED. I'M GOOD AT REPAIRS, AND I'M UNDER EACH SNARE. INTANGIBLE (AH Y'ALL), BET YOU DIDN'T THINK, SO I COMMAND YOU TO, PANORAMIC VIEW (YOU). LOOK, I'LL MAKE IT ALL MANAGEABLE. PICK AND CHOOSE, SIT AND LOSE ALL YOU DIFFERENT CREWS. CHICKS AND DUDES, WHO YOU THINK IS REALLY KICKING TUNES?” – “CLINT EASTWOOD: BY GORILLAZ

Our bodies create a physical vibration as a product of our present state of health. Externally or through our chakras, energies of formless purity attempt to create harmony. When we open ourselves up to receive—without conditions—the energy of nature, truth, and unbiased purity, our cellular vibration increases, slowly matching that of more etheric frequencies. These higher frequencies heal us over time so that we will eventually be able to create balance between that which is primarily physical to that which not restricted by time and space. In this way our consciousness is not stored locally in our bodies or physical brains, but is actually a transient particle (tachyon) that we attract to us through our metaphysical consciousness.

Our conscious mind creates a non-physical attraction, broadcasted out from our heart center in a toroidal shape field. With the electromagnetic charges we produce with our conscious awareness, we call upon us ambient energies from higher vibrations. These energies are of particles that travel faster than light, meaning that their quantum “flavor” is more of a “charming” nature. Therefore, our quantum capabilities to channel through us consciousness energy from completely different planes, densities, or dimensions increase the more we are willing to release or fears, stress, worries, or defenses that are contingent to anything which is primarily physical.

These faster-than-light particles, called tachyons, cling to the physical particles of our being which are vibrating at a rate which receives/attracts them. While they are mingling together, both are transformed. As a result, our physical substance takes on aspects of etheric energy while we imprint our own energy into collections of tachyon particles. While we receive inspiration, motivation, or intuitive guidance through these tachyons, we are also capable of sending our consciousness through the threshold separating dimensional boundaries and entering the Morphic Resonance Field. This resonance field would be similar to a radio station which is only able to play song submissions of those individuals who have gone beyond duality and have fully integrated themselves from a metaphysical standpoint. In this way, any moment where we are able to transcend the physical body, we are capable of making a submission to the same energy of light that shines upon us from the Sun—and every other star in the universe.

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“HE ROLLER COASTER. HE GOT EARLY WARNING. HE GOT MUDDY WATER. HE ONE MOJO FILTER. HE SAY, 'ONE AND ONE AND ONE IS THREE.' GOT TO BE GOOD LOOKING 'CAUSE HE'S SO HARD TO SEE. COME TOGETHER, RIGHT NOW, OVER ME.” – “COME TOGETHER” BY THE BEATLES

If our physical matter relies on electrons that are processed throughout the physical world, the vibration of these particles would resemble that of a rollercoaster. Tachyons, therefore, would ride atop the wave, similar to how a cart that rides atop the electron wave vibration (above crest and below trough). The two particles are separate but mirror each other with respect to the electromagnetic charge they maintain from a metaphysical standpoint. As electrons transition through quantum channels, tachyons temporarily ride along with them—depending on the metaphysical attraction which is determined by the quark charges. Beyond the speed of light, electrons are tuned instantaneously with the extratemporal forces that govern the universe. Just as the universe is constantly expanding, every one of our electrons is slowly being elevated to receive higher energy from the formless planes of consciousness energy.

If you can imagine a waveform with loosely-connected particles, the wave would appear to wiggle as it made its way from trough to crest. In the path of wave-like energy that is similar to that of a rollercoaster, a passenger would experience these tachyons when the force of gravity (g-force) changes either negatively or positively. As energy experiences these changes in force and direction, the tachyons enter the physical world and temporarily allow us to receive intuitive energy from outside of physical time and space. Since everything in the physical world vibrates, the opportunities for us to receive light energy that is free of relativity or time dilation is constant. However, in order to receive these faster-than-light particles, we have to identify with them—not the physical particles we associate to our bodies or metaphysical ego. To empty one's mind, we become these particles, giving way for our physical bodies and metaphysical identities to be transfigured by the light (tachyons).

“KILLA BEE THAT BE HOLDIN' DOWN HIS HONEYCOMB, LOUNGIN', SON. WU BROTHER NUMBER ONE. PROTECT YOUR NECK, FLYIN' GUILLOTINES, HERE THEY COME. BLOODY BASTARDS, HARD TIMES AND KILLER TACTICS. SPITTIN' WORDS PLUS SEMI-AUTOMATIC SLURS, PEEP THE GRAPHIC. NOVEL FROM THE GENIE BOTTLE. HIT THE CLUTCH, SHIFT THE GEAR, NOW FULL THROTTLE. TIME TO BUNGEE TO THE NEXT EPISODE, I KEEPS IT GRUNGY.” – “SHADOWBOXIN'” BY GZA

Tachyons are essentially cling-ons to electrons. They are the etheric component of our metaphysical structure. As electrons transition between different frequency planes/dimensions/densities, tachyons temporarily break free from the electron waveform at both peak and trough. As we ride this proverbial rollercoaster with all of our being, we experience deliverance/salvation whenever energy changes between kinetic to potential—from activity to stillness. Similarly, whenever a pendulum reaches its highest point on either side of its swing, energy changes from kinetic to potential, opening up the floodgates for non-physical energy to transcend through dimensions or planes. At both crest and trough of any waveform, tachyons can essentially “bungee” outwards in proportion to the g-force or electromagnetic attraction of the energy of consciousness.

The more attractive our energy is, the more that tachyons have the capacity to travel through the threshold and into the physical world where we have a chance to “copy” their energy into our metaphysical substance. Our transcendent methods—just as much as our general perception of reality—have the capacity to call upon (and be called upon, respectively) to be transfigured by energies of purity, truth, and that which even precedes light. Through the magnetic pulses produced by our heart, combined with the vibrations of our metaphysical consciousness, we are able to bring to life these extratemporal energies as they transition through our physical reality.

“WHEN RUTHIE SAYS COME SEE HER IN HER HONKY-TONK LAGOON, WHERE I CAN WATCH HER WALTZ FOR FREE ’NEATH HER PANAMANIAN MOON.” – “STUCK INSIDE OF MOBILE WITH THE MEMPHIS BLUES AGAIN” BY BOB DYLAN

Eventually, the astral element (tachyon) will snap back into unity with the electron as it reenters its metaphysical state and reenters the physical dimension (time and space). Our physical consciousness is then transformed through metaphysical channels by the residual vibrations of these tachyons. In this way, we attract upon us both subjective and objective energies of our realities (physical and non-physical), engineered and directed by our metaphysical consciousness. Since both physical and non-physical aspects of energy are intimately connected through quantum tunneling, our entire experience is a triangulated projection of our physical, metaphysical, and spiritual vibrations. We draw potential energy from tachyons (antimatter) and exact them kinetically through our physical matter—like a magician would do with a wand. Through our physical movement, we activate the salts within our body. These salts then allow us to pull the ambient vibrations (charged particles) from our physical environment (through the water in our body) and introduce them to our cells via osmosis, increasing or decreasing our overall vibration depending on how we translate energy through our conscious perception in each moment.

In relative spacetime, every particle in our bodies is dancing a 3-part waltz between karma and dharma, life and death, masculine and feminine, and fate and free will. Who leads that dance is determined by which part of ourselves we identify from moment to moment. However, once we find balance between polarities, we flow naturally within every environment—internally and externally. By attuning ourselves to the vibration of truth and purity, we can eventually lead ourselves in the dance—making our transformation into divinity so much faster and more efficient. By doing this, we transform our physical matter into a clean slate, allowing transcendent energies to write themselves upon us at all times. When every moment of our lives becomes a transcendent method, we are capable of broadening the metaphysical overlap between the physical and non-physical world. Since this overlap is also the etheric threshold that separates all planes, dimensions, densities, colors, and other vibrations, we manifest ourselves as a human portal of spiritual energy.

“IS IT TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO TURN INTO LIGHT? YOUR HOLOGRAM EXCITES. THESE NIGHTS GOT ME INTO YOUR FRAGMENTS. I’M ENTANGLED BY THE STRING MOVEMENTS. THE REMOTE CONTROL BUTTON SEEMS BROKE. FLIP MY BATTERIES, THEN THE SWITCH. MULTIPLIED BY TEN, OR MORE. DISAPPEAR INTO THE DARK AND FORM A MILLION DOORS. GIVE THEM ALL TO THE POOR. YES, I’M SURE.” – “THE DOT” BY JD STAHL

The more we are able to learn about the true nature of purity with each archetype or pattern that exists above the physical level, the more we will be able to evoke those energies—and all of their divine powers—through our physical being. Fate and free will, time and space, and every other axial separation of qualities is a representation of the relationship between electrons and tachyons. These two components are the basis of our relationship--on a quantum level with mass and energy. When we become conscious of how relative time depends on our awareness of this oscillating relationship between potential and kinetic energy, we are then capable of identifying with both and neither. This is the paradox of consciousness that is inherent in all vibration.

Twin flames are merely a product of incomplete awareness. Both aspects of the whole self are split into two beings, but only because we are unable to adequately measure the relationship between sharing electrons and tachyons as they transition in the quantum field. The moment that we awaken to the illusionary nature of this relationship, we circumvent the separation, measure the quantum entanglement, and by doing so eliminate the codependency on the quantumly-entangled components. Essentially, the electrons become conscious of their interdependence with tachyons. When this occurs, the vibration of electrons increases to a frequency that balances both fate and free will. Existence for the being who has elevated themselves to this state of awareness receives the powers of manifestation that they are able to command consciously in any environment—physical or non-physical. They are no longer mirrored in the external, but are balanced internally, eliminating all external requirements for quantum entanglement.

Attempting to negotiate my karma with respect to my desire systems was quite difficult. At the time when I was experiencing these recurrent awakenings and being taken through lessons of higher consciousness, I undoubtedly stumbled over things which I had yet to process out of my subconscious. In a sense, I was still trying to ground myself in a specific perspective of reality, belief system, or ideal. More simply put, I was still trying to place my faith on that which could only be found externally. Seeking hope externally instead of evoking it from within only perpetuates our karmic cycles. Sure, we may be able to solve a few things that are lingering in our subconscious by adopting certain methods and practices from other people; however, these methods themselves can only take us to the door. It is only our personal authenticity which can manifest the key for us to pass through the final door.

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“IT ALL GETS SO CONFUSING. FOR THE SWITCH I AM WAITING. BY THEN, THE WINNING IS LOSING. I FALL WHEN ANTICIPATING. THEN I CAN HEAR ALL OF YOUR SORROWS. BY THE TIME MY EYES FIND YOU, I'VE SUNK BACK INTO THE OCEAN. I FEEL YOUR EYES ALL AROUND ME.” – “I REMEMBER TOMORROW” BY JD STAHL

While I was shifting through different planes of reality and timelines, I could sense both my internal and external environments shift. From the position of a non-judgmental witness, my conscious mind would focus on different hangups that I would have from day to day. Each day was different, but also had certain things leftover from the day before. While I was asleep, these patterns would overlap, compounding the energy but also allowing me to experience the patterned consistency between the details of similar patterns. Paradoxically, the more I was able to clear away the confusion between certain people, events, or situations in my past, the more paranoid I became.

All of a sudden, I could see the ties between people in my life who I previously believed did not have any connection. Everywhere I looked, I saw groups of people who would otherwise never have met. The more I witnessed the disillusionment of boundaries between my social environment, the more anxiety I felt. It was at this time that I was confronted with having to face the exposure of all of my secrets. Even though I was spending most of my time alone, I could intuitively “hear” the comments and responses from every person who entered my conscious mind.

“I HATE MY HEAD. THESE THOUGHTS MAKE MY BRAIN CRY. DAYDREAM ANOTHER NIGHTMARE. WHILE I STARE, LOST IN THE SKY. WILL I NEED ANOTHER WAY OUT? WHY WON'T I LET IT JUST PLAY OUT? SKEWED VISIONS, BAD DECISIONS. ALL OF THE CHARACTERS ARE WRITTEN FROM MY OWN FICTION. GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD. YOU'RE OUT OF YOUR MIND. YOU'LL SEE IT IN TIME. YOU ALWAYS SEE IT IN TIME. YOU ALWAYS SEE IT IN TIME.” – “SILENT MIND” BY JD STAHL

Confronting my greatest fears without being able to find solitude, peace, or even take a break away from subconscious judgment was like being locked inside of a prison in my own mind. Images, memories, people, ideas, and experiences were all being projected from within. This caused me to instinctually respond from a subconscious level, calling out every single fear. It was as if someone opened up Pandora's Box in my brain, causing every evil to escape from my subconscious and leech out to my conscious awareness. The energy from these suppressed images and emotions were so strong that I could recall with perfection every past moment in my life. I could see, hear, feel, smell, and even taste moments with total recall. Even though my eyes were open, the projections held within my intuition were so clear, drawing me backwards in time to relive every moment. Each of these moments were perfectly salient, bookmarked and timestamped by my metaphysical consciousness to be reviewed the moment I made an attempt to elevate my conscious vibration above the limits of my self-imposed slave mentality (ignorance). In order to awaken fully—without being drawn backwards into systems of fear and manipulation—I would have to process everything.

It didn't matter whether these moments were incredibly painful or blissful. Eventually, I would have to review them all, equipped only with my subconscious programming. If I was unable to process these memories and images from my past, I felt motivated to make whatever adjustments to my belief system so that I would no longer get hung up or rejected at the door to full awakening. However, it is natural for human beings to instinctually respond to being forced into a place of vulnerability with anger, resentment, and other self-defense mechanisms that we have accrued throughout our lives. When our defenses are unable to find the source of our triggers, however, we find ourselves struggling as if there were nothing left to hold onto or to provide us salvation from our pain.

“I’LL LEAVE WHAT’S LEFT ON THE FLOOR. THIS BODY OF SIN IS WANTED NO MORE. YET I REFUSE TO OWN THIS EVIL. BUT A SACRIFICE MUST BE OFFERED AT THE DOOR. THROUGH ONE EYE I SEE THE ROSES, AND THE LEFT ONE I ONLY SEE THE THORNS.” – “THE ANGEL OF DEATH” BY JD STAHL

In our past, we could easily blame people who have instigated us, triggered our fears, or otherwise caused us to feel powerless. Many of us have gotten so adept at suppressing these subconscious confrontations by filling up our moments of silence with consecutive events, desires, distractions, or ambitions—anything that will allow us to deny our vulnerability—even to ourselves. However, if we seek salvation from these things, we eventually realize that we are the only people who can save us from the sources of destruction that are evoked from within our suppressed fears, traumas, and resentments.

Once we are able to reconcile these energies within us, we are then free to pass on through the doors and welcome ourselves into the bright light that shines forth from the reflection of our highest selves. By consuming our reflection, we ascend to a higher plane where we are free from the shadows of our past. Though those false projections will remain, unable to escape the cycles of time, we are no longer limited or defined by them. Out of the caves we crawl into the light of true awareness, saved by our own sun-burnt sacrifice.

The Rescue

JD Stahl (10/16/2018) The twinkle of each memory. A twist of fate in my eye. Lemon-scented fantasies, And cups of pressed roses, imbibed. For fear has not yet written Past the vision—not yet escaped. In the cave I have been hidden. Dancing shadows, projected and fake. While I sink inside this opera, Up on stage, the audience shakes face Every hour repeats the conclusion, Followed by a disappearance—no trace. In front of these eyes is my illusion. Can’t escape the hate in their mind. And while I have not yet placed faith, Our language is born from the other side. An absence of privacy breeds fear. For love could not give cause to doubt. I have not been trapped by this chaos, In my mind, sanity I go on without. You say I assume way too much, And half of the time you may be right. The other half has been a hostage Of my spirit that lacks the light. And yet my clarity seeks through. Where the spirits fly and moon wanes, Whispers warn that all has been over. My kingdom is one of late night dreams. What’s right to define this forever? ‘Tis not fear that you see I’ve gripped. For when the dawn comes tomorrow, Not a single piece of me is stripped. I have been only chained to performance, While the crew controls my strings. Deep within what creates a memory Is the tampering of foreign things. And the secret door which you keep Is the real desire that I seek. The cross I carry is sovereign sight, Softly carving me into a creep. Have I not confessed what bleeds? Did you notice these hard scars? Covering up the broken pieces of time, Cycled through my heart, behind bars. Now I’m guided outside of my body, And the dawn could not contain My loud soul that is burning inside. The heat from the Sun I shall maintain.